Jan 22, 2022

SAME OLD SONG WHEN IT COMES...OH TO THOSE RUSSIANS

The UK should prepare to give Ukraine financial support as Russia could invade its neighbour "imminently", British government officials have said.


This is from main news journalism in UK and its aggressive , misinformed and worrying..

There is no historical precedent...

To put the words in the mouth of the president?
There's no such thing as a winnable war
It's a lie we don't believe anymore
Mister Reagan says, "We will protect you"
I don't subscribe to this point of view
Believe me when I say to you
I hope the Russians love their children too
We share the same biology, regardless of ideology
But what might save us, me and you
Is if the Russians love their children too . .

Good job a balanced view is being put forward into the debate.
COME FORWARD



Replying to
@itvnews
how would we feel if a foreign group were sat on our borders playing aggressive games, that one way the Russian see these events...and l have heard..the Russians love their children too

Jan 21, 2022

were all on a journey ..don`t know how long we got to go...that`s not easy

 Always had a `stewardship of resources` awareness, always had some implant of `reaching out`, its not really  own vision, just `better with God `way of seeing things

Myself find best fit of understanding God ..well its by better, different way of following Jesus.

Most of people like me are`Misfits`..uncomfortable with label but comfortable being a`Misfit`.

Make space to listen, something l have experienced. Actively listen so whole body opens up , feel with the other.

Like to read the Bible, finding better values,

but discover in films/pop songs,same values. Liberated by conversation , discussion. Reflective.. but also loud.

Love Van Gogh,love more his story, His journey.Ignited inside (Spiritual) by belonging,creating belonging, being part of community.

In my head there is all kind of thoughts, my actions are working out of some these thoughts.


So the journey is more near the end then the beginning , just want bit more travel...

Stay with me as l journey.



Jan 20, 2022

What l mean by Dickensian...

 Yes its rooted in a literacy genius ..who saw around him poverty, harsh oppressive experiences.
His quiet Christian faith was enough to try bring change.
The overcrowded slums,
work(house) conditions, exploitation,
poor diet.
hooligan attitudes, lack of economic well being, lack of social welfare.
Unjust actions...etc..
So being  a writer, in his field of work, created narrative, shared through storytelling, parables, literature told his reflections.
Social commentary followed, others already aligned in some areas, brought ,tried to bring, change to these issues.
Today hundreds of years after Charles Dickens commentated through his books.
The conditions remain...Dickensian conditions, oppressive, harsh, neglected, tough unfair lives being lived in 2022 like then in 1800.
Poverty like a cloak it surrounds those many living now like then.



Child poverty is highest in urban areas, but there are also non-urban or less urbanized areas with high child poverty prevalence, such as North East England or in the South Wales Valleys. 

Good morning from east Yorkshire coastal,

Great win for new owners, great promise, for the town, fans, whole area.

Feels good during this period of darkness, and cold chilly time.

City 2- overrated 0

Jan 19, 2022

Hearing some more information about the struggles people experiencing.


 32 years ago inflation rate was high

We struggling with the affects

Presently many are not coping

Hear someone who is unable to heat home

These Dickensian homes holding up to 7

households crowded situation,which from my limited knowledge feel dangerous.


But, we still engaged around parties in Goverment garden,while poverty. Overcrowding

low Wages, insufficient benefits, mental health, cold ,lack of social cohesion, all mount up to more difficult life's.

Been told by fair few  they are not living, telling me that...this.. ThIs is not Life.

I carrying that weight, as l pul into seaside town the one they forgot to close down.

Yes guessed correctly. .everyday feels like Sunday.

Dickensian....2022 that somes up life experienced locally.



Jan 17, 2022

l Fixed me..Can l fix others, NO just offer a view

You're there reading this,

l am here.You are there . .

Blogging ,writing ,communicating, but truth be told not connecting. Well not like in old ways.

Sometimes l am bit confused,creative,complex, grammatically not always correct, sometimes its very deliberate.

best l can do is ..this..

You not being here, me not being there by your side means only odd comment arrives.

Miss many nuances, true meaning, what trying to express from your situation.

But this here is at present best l can be, been an effort for the while l have blogged.

Here l am, with you via this medium at this moment.

So again cancel culture is raising its head with documentary coming to C4 including one with great John Cleese, he been on of our greatest comedy entertainers, Life of Brain..Fawlty towers..The Holy grail..film Fish called Wanda..but loved the books about families and how to survive them with Robyn Skinner.


Does the church fix us and can it play a role fixing society.

Faith, spirituality, church generally recruits wide arc of people , that as it should be,we attract people with different trauma. 

 Faith, following Jesus, taught even reading Bible, Has all kinds of promises to help,but it usually doesn’t  . .

So hurt people continue to be hurt people.

l found that some promote a culture where `Help` is going to arrive,this system doesn’t exist. 
Some things we believe the Church. Faith,Spirituality provide.
Can be found anywhere. We can hear the music and concerts elsewhere,better still go to a real concert.  We can have communion ,fellowship with people elsewhere.  Small groups are just as easy walking in nature or held elsewhere, no reason to involve an organization in that? 
Even less involve someone whose only qualification is in some league of academia.
Most of that stuff can be found elsewhere and better.
Recap Music, fellowship, communication, talks, listened too, belief systems.
Many times without the toxicity.
Some lectures , or sermons better not heard at all.
Church is not irrelevant, just been prepacked perhaps by systems Christian community created in first effort.


Jan 16, 2022

Enjoying waiting for the revolution

Were learning again for the `betterment of community` to be with each other.

Having more cups of tea and coffee

Talking longer, enjoying sat near a tree watching the winter wildlife.

Discussion around issues not centered by BIASED BBC'S news hounds

Better for questioning.

Able to examine ourselves, we know enough about here 

We know enough about present,

We know what to do.

Working class Urban folk, from council estate, from large family following Jesus.

We know with open arms we can build better,more justice in homes more just acts.



Always trust God

Trust and hope 

Cope with unfairness

Desire improvement

Acquired resilience

Live Life among others same boat allowed.



We are sat in favorite places ...talking... listening... strengthening community.

Our day a better way of being,it must come.

Any day now, Any day now.

Quietly it beginning to sound like a revolution, could be coming soon.



Jan 15, 2022

Freezing, chilly, Cognitive thought

Cognitive dissonances in ourselves
Make some feel uncomfortable
Disturbing
Not normal
Conflicting
Often used negative description
Have these battle internal
Mind over matter, heart versus brains
To cope with different perspective inside rework 'stuff' out, develop perhaps e then voice new thinking's.
But it's necessary if we are to grow.



 It's freezing

Like being in a fridge


Walks short by the chilly weather

Head home sleep for few hours.

Friends wrapped up without heating system on

Wrapped up in blanket, not way to live


Jan 13, 2022

a society that charges and looks for profit in most every thing.

  The dying ones, once glorious,

  collapsed into dust from not being seen.  Those in forests            wave their hair and hands whenever the wind blows.
Sometimes when out walking l look up at trees, listen for the Birds singing...
They now have all these special names for chilling out touching connecting with nature.But for myself it always been a thing l do, way l  am, behaviour  adapt to being part of me.
Reading books, time with others developing relationships, building community, belonging together was always what we did not,` special vocational direction`.
Wrestling with theology..how make sense of God.. That been part of the narrative invested in, stuff l do. Culture informed sense of who l am, where come from, direction would like to take.Never meant to be something that almost unobtainable without clever guidance.
These days finding yourself, has become some `spiritual hippie trip`, which needs money to gain access.Pandora's box of  Difficult patterns, that have commercial price is not something l recognise.
There a `walk and talk` style of counselling available in east riding of Yorkshire, not cheap, Have we become a society that charges and looks for profit when we should simply support each other best we can freely.

Jan 12, 2022

Nice view of life on the beach.

This was the view around 14-30 on the coast in East riding

boats bringing the days catch ashore.

Sun shines on the just and the unjust...

My faith, my understanding of lot things , has had some `cognitive dissonance`, changed what l believe, been conflicted, chosen differently about what accepted to be truth.

Argued within myself, discussed with others, read wider, made same view.

listened deeper, sought the alternative, digested differently.

still try to do, l change, fail, succeed, Question, wrestle.

Life is never simple,not easier as you get older.



 

Jan 11, 2022

Then we made day wee bit longer, had cuppa at ferry terminal. Ferry terminals seams to be a real stopping place on that, `Island basking in hot sun`.

 Its hard to believe that been so long since was in Mediterranean sea looking across silemea waterfront

`Having a coke with anyone` maybe also you

we walked long way that day,

yet time gone so fast

but since l sat having a coke with you

Time appears to slowed down

its like that walk down from mehillia hilltop all way to Paradise bay, yes the names,

it never feels miles, because always so much joy.

Then we made day wee bit longer, had cuppa at ferry terminal. Ferry terminals seams to be real stopping place on that, `Island basking in hot sun`.

l don`t do sitting still very well.

l don`t do not going far very well.

Really not good at being sociable, but there when am in warmth away from home.

Then its OK, l am fine, cognitive connections improved.

`Having a coke on seafront in UK`, not the same as in my `little bit of paradise`.

Jan 10, 2022

That time so long ago,

 That time

so long ago,

"We can be human only together. We so desperately long for all of us to learn that we are meant for one another."


In general, if we are to have any realistic hope of our future being better, all need to do more than hope. try take  a long hard look not only at my own past, not just those around me with whom we disagree, but at myself.
Tried too do this quite a lot last year, reflecting making sure not just friends with those who agree, trying harder to be alongside many who culturally are different to me.
Alongside investigation by mediums cultures and expressions l know differential to me.
Watch listen to news that not mainstream.
shop differently,
engage wider,
listen in places would not normally give ears too.
what better can l learn, how much value should l put to views l have to test.

Been ignoring ,not getting involved with, 
conspiracy theories, misinformation, lies, insults, and hatred.
(Apart from the one about Big foot and Black cats attacking Kidz in Yorkshire, in fact started them...OPPS...)

MEANWHILE HAD BIT OF NATURE WATCH AND CONCLUDED 


3 buzzards within mile radius each other, many kestrels and one only sparrow hawk, seen very few Foxes this Autumn winter in east riding.



It wasn't to be on Saturday night for Hull City, as Grant McCann's Tigers battled valiantly against Premier Everton before losing 3-2 after extra time to bow out of the FA Cup.

The Tigers produced a stirring performance in front of owner-in-waiting Acun Ilicali, who watched his first City game in the flesh ahead of his £30m takeover of the Championship club.


City fans will hope for good news on the takeover front this week ahead of Sunday's lunchtime showdown with Stoke City at the MKM Stadium when the battle for crucial league points resumes.




Jan 9, 2022

There are days like today, when just feels tough.

There are days like these, or this one. 

Lost at football

Hospital visit Equates with personal slight depression

To another l was Unable to offer right words

Car issue, costs plus not interested in engineering

Money low.

Days cold


Community cut off, sure feels isolated in winter.

Time for Godfather movie, a beer, some pasta and start a new day tomorrow.

that`s my Plan A,Plan B,Plan C..

Yes, it's LIFE ,there are days like these, like this one.



Jan 8, 2022

My first Saturday in 2022


  One More Cup has vision of a life that is outside the norm, most certainly outside the hurly-burly of life.


The lady in this song is beautiful but remote and distant, and very much not one who gives her emotions to another…

Your breath is sweet
Your eyes are like two jewels in the sky
Your back is straight, your hair is smooth
On the pillow where you lie
But I don’t sense affection
No gratitude or love
Your loyalty is not to me
But to the stars above

Something as prosaic as a cup of coffee.

Is the valley below Hades or  simply a case of popping off down the hillside…

Saturday time for chilling, been in hospital several times this week

visiting Matthew,(my son), he is doing really well, further had to travel do stuff for others.

Took a food bag to client.

Served others at Charity cafe, loved the sense of belonging we are trying to crate.

Reflected on meaning of some theology.

God was given tome thanks he deserved.

Played squash 5 times this week

Walked whatever the weather in freezing cold and damp, every Day.

Hull City against Everton is live at 17-20 on the BBC

Already cant wait...

Already like most days to Quote a singer whose songs do not really play a lot..well..."still missed someone.."


Unable to book my holiday..to Malta

SUN, FRIENDS ,GOOD FOOD, LONG WALKS.

carefree moments and better health...SOON.

Jan 6, 2022

                           You're still here


 You're still here,

doing well and best you can.


Abandoned by Health providers

What's the point of living

If a person cannot enjoy LIFE.

Self managed own illness

Prison treatment for patients not allowed visit

No long term plan

Specialist treatment on hold

Lack of practical help

No personal support

Waiting lists routine procedures

Staff shortages

Workers NHS quitting

Individuals with pain further disabilities ignored

LIFE

 

Jan 4, 2022

A short while ago streams flowed , l paddled, took ride to sandy shores

 The moon tonight is closer to us
than it will be
for the rest of the year,
grace willing, the year
we will remember as the Great Pandemic.



A short while ago streams flowed , l paddled, took ride to sandy shores walked till needed to turn around looking for cafe to have a cuppa.
Worried about other stuff. . . not ill son.
Walked along hedges and drove grassy country lanes exploring wildlife.
Matty was getting more ill but enjoyed drives,
it came pretty quick being unhealthy.
Winter feels slow, cold and chilly . . he is safer in warmth of Hospital bed... but like loves l lost l feel cold in memories that l cannot do anything.
Another friend lost a grandson, a neighbour has passed over.
Words are not enough.
Words really do not count.
Prayers are hard to form.

l talked with him, he has to be brave..empathy l can share, you see l understand this issue,shared the pain uncertainty, isolation , being alone.
we all got some empathy with another about `being in a crisis`.
We have all got . . ` a bit or better  . .understanding  . .all of us.


Finished reading this great novel, which has a pivotal scene depicting an act of sexual assault that happens against Hassan, Amir's friend,  Amir fails to prevent, leads to the end of their friendship. The latter half of the book centers on attempts to atone for this transgression by rescuing Hassan's son two decades later.






More than half a million people have called on the government to rescind the knighthood given to Sir Tony Blair, A FIRST CLASS c%$T. War criminal and worse.So our corrupted society honors this C%$T

Jan 3, 2022

Best way to regroup


This thing could be with us for years more
It already been here for two years.
I been expelled, ignored, ridiculed, verbally assaulted, had health issues put back,
three brothers experienced illnesses.

But the lack of community, belonging been greatest lose.
We have regrouped.
Changed way we communicate.
Vulnerability become bigger
Finding difficult to do what I know should.
How about you? 
What decisions about this , Can you make that are different?

Radio media played part in creating more fear.
Here been grace further generosity
Efforts to enable support for those in need.
But way we outcast others.
What are you making about what is happening, can l understand the stupidity because it's clear there is some of that, Political parties fought each other. When like Poverty they could have combating this in union.

Waiting become the norm

waiting food to arrive 

Waiting for support

Waiting

But we have become good at handling unknown..that's a skilled area never visited to often.
Discovered new views
Discovered better ways to use technology
Me l discovered that my reflecting nature worth holding.
Plus don't need to visit Hairstylist so often.

How you responding?
What ways have you contributed differently?

 

Jan 2, 2022

My Kevin advice for 2022

 

Life is beautiful and difficult
Community and togetherness can make it more bearable.
Belong to many, befriend the person in the corner.
Be alert to those quiet people
Be alert look out for the forgotten
They have most wonderful story of `Who they are`.
Give many ..A good listening too. .

Have l compromised ?

 The minor prophets Joel, Malaki, along with Isaiah. All came up today in our spirit filled conversation around ethics and kingdom values as...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"