This could be risky.

When we talk openly about ourselves and move to sharing. It can be inevitable that we become vulnerable because that's risky we try to avoid building relationships. Fear that others won't respect us again leads to males especially holding back. Honesty is an issue that shows others we are real people even though carries with it aspects of being very uncomfortable 

The biggest fear researchers suggested when discussing communications is our concern that others when get to hear us is this:- They make not like us. That fear in my view is not justified. When ever witnessed groups that I've led ,'being honest with each other', there is genuinely acceptance of the person speaking.

Seriously believe many of modern illnesses held by young, could be overcome with curriculum education about how to be respectful and genuine about acceptance of others people. Invest in others persons ideals ethics and attitudes.

To be accepted as a real person who honest without worrying about social media image is lacking. Often see young people travelling or sitting in groups not communicating wearing headphones to 'Mullifie' the painful outside world. Comfortable in own music, own fears concerns, targeted by alga rhymes that further damage the mindset.

Not picking up anything from the ' Others' reminds me of John Wyndham's , book the trifords.

WE ARE IN DIFFICULT PERIOD.

 - Jewish leaders co-founded the NAACP in 1909 and funded/led it for generations when no one else would.

- When Dr. King and our people were arrested, beaten, jailed—Jewish lawyers defended us for free, and Jewish money paid bail bonds and court fees while others turned away. - In Freedom Summer '64, half the white volunteers risking death to register Black voters? Jewish. - Rabbi Heschel marched arm-in-arm with MLK in Selma—our struggles linked forever.

Without their blood, treasure, solidarity, and courage—there is no Civil Rights Movement as we know it. No Voting Rights Act. No dream realized.

Many like you and me have the same struggles, possibly same challenges what's confusing myself quite a lot how we came to be allowing false teaching of a death cult so much prominence in Europe while ignoring plight of those damaged killed tortured and imprisoned. Right now we need to prevent another 1930's which is not Parbati but for everyone including the people of Iran. Society in UK feels its full of people schooled into ignoring this issue nor the dangers that becoming very obvious.

 

intimate knowledge of woman

  "The minute you own a piece of real estate, then you have to have somebody to clean it, then you have to have somebody to be sure that it gets clean, then you have to get somebody to be sure that it's insured, and the next thing you know, you've got a bishop."

It does remind myself of a similar quote from the wire...D'Angelo Barksdale is polite but damaged drug enforcer having his own corner in Baltimore. Working his drugs from a inner city area in poverty stricken city.

Sound familiar.

He involved with kind hearted hooker. Sharing breakfast one morning he declares some of his intimate knowledge of woman to his new companion.

" Well first she wants a fur coat, then she wants a bedroom suite then she wants a key, next she choosing our home."

Life does have certain processes that need to be resolved worked on with everyone interest taken into account.

We are witnessing in Gozo the sister island to Malta a lack of understanding around footfall environmental damage. And economic well being. With already the island cannot function because of large number of visitors traffic congestion, further impact upon limited infrastructure of this very very small island.

This real estate is not managed nor used to the inhabitant best interests.

The process has failed 

Plans.

Don’t worry sir "I have a cunning plan to solve the problem".

 'Baldrick, let us not forget that you tried to solve the problem of your mother’s low ceiling by cutting off her head.'

My cunning plans often get rejected. When your poorly or as l call it, ill, plans go out the window, earlier this day several of us were talking about how guilt comes into the situation as then one can't commit to schedules,  like the last few days, then feel sometimes fell absent. 
Feel not contributing.
Feel guilty. 
Feel further isolated.

Poor health which you or another you may be aware of is just who you are at present.

 Simply not been good health ways this week but more especially this very day. But l rejoice as poor health humbles myself. Perhaps just perhaps, ( l am thinking aloud). Perhaps helps me appreciate good periods. But strange sense of wasting each moment. The pain only slight next few days try talking to NHS in depth.

This is me just being open plus honest on this level of discussion. Sharing so we grow, that perhaps you too have I'll health just need to understand it may have become. Uncomfortable to say this, but like this author of this blog, maybe ill health just part of who you are now. No rewards no medals or certificates.

It just seldom gets mentioned. Poor health which you or another you may be aware of is just who you are at present. With me it's the feeling of wasted days not keeping up with everyday normalities.

I should try Art, doodles, more reading ...but just sleep then my heart recovers cardiac issues improve enough and recover slightly. It's that simple.

Exploring emotional literacy issues.

 

Having completed 17 years as a primary school teacher, Ian long was working full time enabling the so very useful `Blob Tree products` at one time with late BHP former frontier youth worker Pip Wilson. Don`t know how this is developing but got a email saying Ian Longs latest challenge was visually translate the Bible verse by verse without words.  Non linear images for the tabloid gospel workers still active out there in rural communities and the inner cities.

The Blob Tree and thousands of similar products are used around the world to help people express their feelings. Well resourced product's for exploring emotional literacy issues. More especially with None book people.

Meanwhile in the UK.

It’s the textbook grooming model: gifts, compliments, making their victims feel special and wanted. It’s that much easier to coerce a child into “accepting” their abuse when one creates a power imbalance or a sense of social currency. That the price you pay for being groomed is rape, abuse, and exploitation. That you deserve it.
That you asked for it.
That you brought it on yourself. Child sexual exploitation is a tale as old as time. But it isn’t a thing of the past. It is still happening in towns and cities across the UK. Little girls are being subjected to the worst abuse imaginable, at the hands of men who know they can get away with it.

Depressed in depressed

Winds could reach 70mph the Met Office issued warning for Scarborough, Whitby and the very chilly Bridlington as experienced earlier this day.

However the cost of small fish and chips has rose pretty high 20% increase.

The days ahead of myself for sure not as many as those already past myself.

Lonely people are often most unconnected. Our society is poor presently at creating gatherings many are putting noise muffs on, controlling who can communicate and hiding away.

People are hiding away in plain site. Poverty observed today was very visible. People dressing shady choices of goods in fresh markets are poor expensive. Less quality more evident in processed foods being championed In cheap shops. Emptier supermarkets. Poverty gripped the depressed in depressed state already.

Life is toughest then known it for a while.

`How whole of living works`.

I have learnt great deal from studying, listening to conversations attending events. Reading books around books further into the books Authors along with what they have written. but l argue not Erudite. LIFE given me wonderful experiences. Like through work where in that trade this guy was apprenticed into both the Tailoring trade he held, along with being apprenticed into the life l was living. Really believe for true manliness we miss so much this aspect of old inherited society. Trained into hard work, discipline of attainment, education, likewise gaining skills in `how whole of living works`. 

Sometimes the 'desire wishes ideals and ethics' can dictate how you journey through certain parts of your Life. They can be type of bullying to do with how many, what type of books a person had read. Upon this knowledge unscrupulous individual can encourage whole mission of an agency to go in a certain direction. Community workers long used this method. "We follow the Bristol leaders and there commitment to external vigilance". This was a shout out for the East marsh of Grimsby brigade.

The practicalities where not experienced, the method of base community not relevant to white working class unemployed males,  in depressed areas of Humber. No harm is done but reading valuable only if it can be transferred to local culture.

Not enough evidence has been collected where Community efforts are experienced on estate cultures nor too much written about working class cultures faith journeys.