May 4, 2026

So really do we get the leaders we deserve

Confused question this one isn't..

It's why do we get such poor leadership.?  Is the emotional bondage tied to certain political parties a reason to vote in a heritage sense. 'Well you know we always voted for them' to 'it's because of our class we vote this way'. They have always done best for out lot round here. And so the rot carries into as nother political vote like the one across local regions soon in the UK.

It's not just about causing trouble or meaning others voting differently are weird. It's the awful ignorance of the leaders. Looking after themselves lack of cohesive approaches to the local communities and the issues they are facing. Vincent van Gogh painted stars based on his memory he recalled them from his cell in hospital. He couldn't see them so he had remember what they looked like.

We need to look back at leaders to get a compass around how they should lead now. Because present cohorts just cannot present accurately. All present government that lack purpose, no nature being in post only to create discord,  interest in own self harmony. From gifted suits they wear, to eye glasses they have been given, expensive for breakfast which out weight most people living income for the week. They are far removed from reality. Even in house of commons they wear boiler suits and spend time eyes down on social media.

Lack spiritual guidance, economic understanding. Tik took values guide them shallow views embarrass those who could but should not cast a vote. We don't get what we deserve but how we need a system that records such disaffection. 

May 2, 2026

On a day of football emotions. What can you learn from old Western on a Saturday evening..


Show me a more deserving football club.If You can with lots of Injuries, some weird season long finical embargo’s,l. Quite a few weird strange decisions by dodgy refs, players from varied leagues and experiences results which like throwing in the kitchen sink. Yet we still as team that let the fans down not good results recently. We have got through and get the job done in the play offs.

Hailed as our football champion. Ugly brawling old fashioned,center forward. However there is  compassionate side to our star player Oli Mcburnie. What a year it has been supporting this absolutely amazing football club. Onwards Hull city my boyhood club my home town team. UTT We say up the Tigers.

Odd role for Chuck Conners but quite the vehicle for Gregory Peck  in the Big Country. Now time to sit back watch life through the lens of western... Big Country... Such emotions as jealousy, cowardness, huge issues, all sorts of conflict. Real country divide by rivalry. Enemies and wrong way to resolve issues. What can you learn from old Western on a Saturday evening.

Resilience. Ethics how to confront dilemmas. How to use a gun.

Apr 30, 2026

@greenbelt.org.uk The most anti-sematic gathering since Jeremy Corbyn constituent meeting.

 @greenbelt.org.uk
The most anti-sematic gathering since Jeremy Corbyn constituent meeting, if your Jewish or Christian in faith OR nature avoid.

AVOID how low this festival has sunk.


Apr 28, 2026

Go camping under the stairs......OOPPPSSS I mean the stars.

 "Emotions are the richest source of energy we possess." 

There is a need for us as Human's to reconnect with stuff which makes us Humans.
Talk more Listen more Love deeper Kiss more often, dance, Share music , try to paint, laugh  again, hate less. Sit under trees more, swim often, walk barefoot on beaches. Explore God poke fun at deep theology, Poke more fun laugh longer at really deep theology.
Go camping under the stars. Cry when its awkward and others witness this. Comfort those who are crying. Grieve, Rebuild.....


Apr 27, 2026

So where is the hope?

 I want you to know I still love you
Even though we've been dancing on broken glass,
Parade all your memories, for the moments we shared
Never fade away I want you to know I still love you
When I walk down the memory lane
Where the night swears its love to the stars
There will be no more tears today...ultraviolet...

In this age of uncertainty, suffering, perpetual violence and war (not unlike twenty century Europe), What and Who can show us the way toward contemplative peace. . . .  In a world of deadly diseases and ecological disasters. Further to be added to things that may worry you this day. 
My friends guess what the internet has on you. Your address, your history, your relationships, ( glad they got them thought didn't have any, l'm not most social butterfly). Social media got your views, well that should keep them very busy, All filed, all accessible, all without your permission. ALL right.

LIFE is complicated messy plus hard work those huge things pick any from above. There the smaller concerns we faced inflation. Immigration lack of social cohesion, damaged relationships, poverty, poor housing. LIFE IS TOUGH. So where is the hope.
It's in your resilience.
It's in your strength that overcame the bully.
It's on your efforts to be a good neighbour.
It's in the value you place on friendship.
It's that gift you frequently add to the food bank.
Where is the Love it's in you all you hope for others. It's in the love you revieved. It's you kicking the darkness till it bleeds the light.
You..yes it's in you.
 So where is the hope?
It's in every waking moment, its in you and l as we get angry at injustice. It's when stand in wondering at nature. It also when we shake a fist, (metaphorically) and cry to the heavens. It's when we wonder at the joy of nature. When we look up but can't comprehend the stars. It's in the lyrics of a song we share with others.
It's a difficult world one that needs us to live here in our place in it, valuing each other hoping and praying for a better day.

Apr 26, 2026

Are you functioning yet struggling knowing you’ve lost some focus?


Nature is tough bit like LIFE at times there is magnificent even in death. These whales were part of a pod that lost its direction therefore lost its LIFE.We are the same if we lose our focus, direction, connections with LIFE source we die. Some people exist in this sense but they are not alive. What about you are you living? 
Are you functioning yet struggling knowing you’ve lost some focus?
Maybe just lost this sense of who you are where you should be going.
It's normal how you return kind of worried that the Author of this blog, (also the Author of his own LIFE). I don't want to be one of those people who in the moment make you feel worse. We all, l include the Author here, we have all been in moments get stuck in where we lose something.
But here's the rub the thing they often forget to tell you. Your getting the experience now.
You are experiencing something you will come out of , where you are there presently.
Maybe you should pause. Recognise the strength you've gained and refocus.
Enjoy some silence.Ignore zoom meetings. Arrange to meet someone face to face and try some peer counseling nothing deep with a period of maximum 45 minutes a cuppa someplace.
Away from your home into uncomfortable enjoy a little trip to be with someone. Agree to share.Agree to listen.

Apr 25, 2026

AND WE.

And we watched as thousand died in Iran for protesting about Life experienced.

And we watched as Palestine Christian Church members were killed like 'Blood Brothers' spoken about by Elias Chacour Chacour in 1947.

And we stayed silent as immigration spiraled out of control, women and girls lost there life's on streets of UK.

And we knew grooming of those vulnerable girls from social service authority homes was happening.

And we voted into power those who were friends with Pedophiles, gave them influence and position.

And we observed the empty Turkish barbers knowing mostly shop front for drugs and cocaine.

And we allowed high street to be places money making criminal gangs exploit situation so society is worse.

And we stood listening to a WOKE  narrative become Alma matra for police forces.

And we forgot about justice

And we no longer sought Peace.

And we no longer read books we no longer prayed we no longer sought God.

And we wonder why this became the place we wish we were not part of... 

Blood Brothers;- The story of Elias Chacour, a Palestinian Christian with deep love for Jews and Palestinians alike. Combines the history of Christianity in the Middle East with a new perspective on Bible prophecy.

So really do we get the leaders we deserve

Confused question this one isn't.. It's why do we get such poor leadership.?  Is the emotional bondage tied to certain political par...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"