Forever angel.

Forever angel deeply missed

vauxhall cheviot

My first car was a red W reg vauxhall cheviot like the one pictured above. 

l am that old some of my memories are now in museums?

Should l be in a museum. OK let me know! 

Having some strange dreams the last few days.Had same dream, weird, emotional was painful got up, did not go back to sleep again. Gave talk on youth work in the church 2009.

I ...`feel very detached from those around me at present`!

trust

someone in our locality has had a unfortunate event which resulted in something being stolen from them personally by a young person
this was about trust and it can have an effect that is not about the amount but the issue
sometimes little things blindside us and our feelings are really thrown
broken trust and restoration are BIG issue.

matthew david waller and dario

if Kevin Waller on the 22nd of April 2009 was to meet the guy who was Kevin Waller at 17 in 1975 what would we say to each other?
would the younger be proud of how the other was doing?
what would my ideals be and have l travelled the road l expected?

there been a lot of excitement about the fact that some people restored an old steam engine they just ran on the lines between London and york
this l feel is mega a piece of history like the old buses in Malta like getting on board time machine
some words to describe how l feel at the moment

angry
frustrated
perplexed
excited
dispirited

l am angry about the form of my hometown football team
frustrated in personal issue
perplexed by some peoples efforts to undermine youth
still get excited about new CD and playing vinyl
and sharing and discovering faith
Dispirited by local faith community

hillsbourgh 2009

the journey home from that match was silent and empty not along the busy M62,
but the back roads along the pennines
the views are at times breath taking
the hills alive in spring with hope of summer
mist can come down real easy and the views dramatically end
like the tears that flooded peoples eyes has they returned home
a loved one had died at a football match
crushed like only a heart can be crushed at the lose of a loved one.
crushed
silent
unjust

JUST AN OLD PICTURE LIKE AN OLD SONG LIKE AN OLD TRAMP
jESUS BLOOD NEVER FAILED ME YET.

Well we had good time yesterday in whitby friends and youthie also thrilled to hear from friends in Eire Malta and Romania
this thrills me love hearing news from friends catching up
been watching the Wire BBBC 2 late nite
bit WOW the dark knight on DVD very dark and twisted heath ledger character of the joker,I don`t think can be repeated.
l was with vulnerable youths yesterday
the gospel is not unheard but is unknown to this generation.
where do we go from here
l wait patently for an answer.

old values

 Me well ,l am off to Whitby tomorrow about 2 hours drive, taking load people with me, looking forward to the day hope weathers good.
Have you ever been to Whitby? It's  old worldly.
l was emotionally gutted about the footie match yesterday, sadly there was a threat of violence from some really old guys who will never know better then hate .
Feel something missing when we do not pause to look at the meaning of Easter.
someone died for you and me.
Gospel, still love that, yes love that it already been done for me and you.
September 18th 1976, this guy writing this blog, was baptised committed to following Jesus, finding Gospel news still relevant today.

hull city lose again

l know it only football but wanted them to win and thought they played real negative
will post some pictures away in Whitby for Easter
gonna spend some time with Jesus this Easter.
also miss forever angel but don't like to admit it

what do you believe

What do you believe about what you believe.
Been watching the wire on BBC TV and it real, the language and stories are gritty, but what hurts is the normality about what l see.
This should be a million miles from real life but it not so.
l suppose it remind us how much we need to follow the teaching of the risen Christ.

holy week

well this is holy week ,last year l was in Malta for reflection and thoughts l got a real sense of the importance of Holy week and the events
that is not the case in my society
what does Easter mean to me.
that the king of kings and lord of lords died for Kevin Waller on a cross in agony and for you and you and you and you .....etc...

rascel flatts

"There was so much she wanted to tell him, but she wasn't ready. 

She wanted nothing more than to tell him that from the moment she met him in knew he was the one. She was scared more than anything that he didn't feel the same and he would run. Instead it was her who ran when he wanted her to open up and talk about how she felt. 

The words she couldn't tell him were the words she would continue to want to tell him"

When l am driving love having the radio on and Saturday its the American charts, and really like the Rascal Flatt's ,currently no1 on the billboard with:- "here comes goodbye",
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yK5Fr97QQbs

ME WINNING PRIZES AND BEFORE FIRST DEEJAYED IN LONDON

I burned all of your pictures

Except two or three
The one by my bed
And the one on my TV
And the one that I always carry with me everywhere I go

Today has been busy folded leaflets we are delivering for the community.
Preparing overhead projector for tonight’s gig
Blasting out and sound checks for the gig
feel slightly anxious, bit excited for the people arriving,the expectation.
Others expectation that is hard to feel and share but want people especially the youth to go away with sense of occasion

THE 11TH COMMANDMENT DANCE

well its a really busy period with some different music scenes,tonite l just manage provision and leave it to the crew,set up some technical stuff then depart nearby,
Saturday it going to be a real teenage party type music very modern nothing will be more then 4 years old very dance and R`n`B.
Sunday will be Gospel and Motown.
l love this feel comfortable,
lots of appreciation when people dance and enjoy music it will be frustrating but prayer and working together
lot of HANG THE DEEJAY

pace of life

its just the weather for a walk and stroll with the sun out and people smiling a bit more. l am under what commonly called pressure but it just really work.
Nice time last weekend with friends family Hull but again flying visit miss Malta the sun and pace of life. Where religious values govern the beliefs values.