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Apr 30, 2026
@greenbelt.org.uk The most anti-sematic gathering since Jeremy Corbyn constituent meeting.
@greenbelt.org.uk
AVOID how low this festival has sunk.
Apr 28, 2026
Go camping under the stairs......OOPPPSSS I mean the stars.
"Emotions are the richest source of energy we possess."
There is a need for us as Human's to reconnect with stuff which makes us Humans.
Talk more Listen more Love deeper Kiss more often, dance, Share music , try to paint, laugh again, hate less. Sit under trees more, swim often, walk barefoot on beaches. Explore God poke fun at deep theology, Poke more fun laugh longer at really deep theology.
Go camping under the stars. Cry when its awkward and others witness this. Comfort those who are crying. Grieve, Rebuild.....
Apr 27, 2026
So where is the hope?
I want you to know I still love you
Even though we've been dancing on broken glass,
Parade all your memories, for the moments we shared
Never fade away I want you to know I still love you
When I walk down the memory lane
Where the night swears its love to the stars
There will be no more tears today...ultraviolet...
Even though we've been dancing on broken glass,
Parade all your memories, for the moments we shared
Never fade away I want you to know I still love you
When I walk down the memory lane
Where the night swears its love to the stars
There will be no more tears today...ultraviolet...
In this age of uncertainty, suffering, perpetual violence and war (not unlike twenty century Europe), What and Who can show us the way toward contemplative peace. . . . In a world of deadly diseases and ecological disasters. Further to be added to things that may worry you this day.

Apr 26, 2026
Are you functioning yet struggling knowing you’ve lost some focus?
Nature is tough bit like LIFE at times there is magnificent even in death. These whales were part of a pod that lost its direction therefore lost its LIFE.We are the same if we lose our focus, direction, connections with LIFE source we die. Some people exist in this sense but they are not alive. What about you are you living?
Apr 25, 2026
AND WE.
And we watched as thousand died in Iran for protesting about Life experienced.
And we watched as Palestine Christian Church members were killed like 'Blood Brothers' spoken about by Elias Chacour Chacour in 1947.
And we stayed silent as immigration spiraled out of control, women and girls lost there life's on streets of UK.
And we knew grooming of those vulnerable girls from social service authority homes was happening.
And we voted into power those who were friends with Pedophiles, gave them influence and position.
And we observed the empty Turkish barbers knowing mostly shop front for drugs and cocaine.
And we allowed high street to be places money making criminal gangs exploit situation so society is worse.
And we stood listening to a WOKE narrative become Alma matra for police forces.
And we forgot about justice
And we no longer sought Peace.
And we no longer read books we no longer prayed we no longer sought God.
And we wonder why this became the place we wish we were not part of...
Blood Brothers;- The story of Elias Chacour, a Palestinian Christian with deep love for Jews and Palestinians alike. Combines the history of Christianity in the Middle East with a new perspective on Bible prophecy.
Apr 24, 2026
Jewish person attacked in Slough near the Bath road.
"They are not going to come after you. No one is going to jail for attacking you. You are not important enough."
'We live in our cocoons where we try and pretend things are safe, we kid ourselves they are, when actually they are not.
'And then this happened. I was telling myself off for being irresponsible for going around as a visible Jew and thinking that I would be OK.'
So states the Jewish person attacked in Slough near the Bath road. My boss was a survivor of the concentration camp. From 1974 until his sad death in 1991 l was apprenticed into the tailoring trade. Learnt a profession. Still practiced this week to alter my Gozo jacket.
Three men and a youth appeared at the Old Bailey today accused of destroying four Jewish community ambulances in an arson attack.I learnt a trade in poorly paid shop business with long hours requiring skill, patience, the hours were slow. As the ,ready made clothing market grew, our trade in bespoke men's suits died a quick ending. By then l had moved on to a profession going to collage then 3 years in practice based university degree.With my Polish manager Bronislaw learnt about LIFE. Friendship values l was not just apprenticed into tailoring trade. But apprenticed into LIFE weekly sitting with many survivors who contributing to society. Told me no they shared with me the journey of de-stress and despair. As we drank cups of tea, ate apple strubble cake, how much valued those chats. Followed by laughter. Somber expression silence then work. They Journeyed to new life. From German concentration camp to liberation via Tehran to UK to full frontal action in 'operation Overlord'. Fast forward to Slough 2026, we are again in the evil place many died to prevent it's growth. Lies decite wickedness attacks hatred.....Daily.
Apr 23, 2026
MY THOUGHTS GOT INTERRUPTED BY THE ACTIONS OF MAD MEN.
Unpopular opinion honestly do have concerns. Yes really do feel for Rosenior. He could not gone to perform at Chelsea F.C. They are big placed soccer club `would he ever get another chance if he turned them down ? Hell yes serve your apprentice in the game work your way up the league positions. Too many young managers want the big shot position too soon. Perhaps this energetic human person lost his way in the process. He was a decent player half decent coach for Derby and Hull. Hull fans because of family connection would use a term like
`one of us`.
Look Laim Rosenior a nice guy, pleasant but also very arrogant, talks weirdly after match results appears studious, but wow he `lives inside his own head` therefore this approach creates lot of issues. Sometimes the manager of football club just needs to tell the team.." to smack the ball into the back of the net."
Less of the `emotional stamina and mental attributes` he comments about.Down in my Rainbow Valley
There's one that's always mine
Down in my Rainbow Valley
You can love and share a dream
Beside that crystal stream
So leave me where the rainbow ends
In our valley
Comes from my Rainbow Valley
They sing the whole year long
Down in my Rainbow Valley
The flowers speak to me
An' say our love should be
And heaven knows sweet music flows
From our valley
Apr 22, 2026
Apr 21, 2026
Worth a listen as well ....
We think that spirituality had passed from modern discussions, not evident but it's clear that in pop lyrics it vague, not evangelical or Biblical, but it's is present.
Take 'Pink', the pop star of several decades dance tracks very much part of her catalogue...but try this. І think оf уоu when І thіnk аbоut forever
І hеаr а јоkе аnd І knоw you wоuld'vе tоld іt bеttеr
І thіnk оf уоu оut оf thе bluе whеn І'm wаtсhіng а mоvіе
Thаt уоu'd hаtе, yоu'd ѕаy it, you were never оnе tо hеѕіtаtе
Yоu wеrе аlwауѕ fіrѕt іn lіnе
Ѕо whу would іt bе different fоr heaven?
Вut І gоt а соuрlе questions
Іѕ there а bаr uр there where уоu'vе gоt а fаvоrіtе сhаіr?
Where уоu ѕіt with friends and talk аbоut thе weather?
Іѕ thеrе а рlасе уоu gо to watch thе sunset?
Yeah, І know, you'll tell mе when І gеt there.
The air you breatheWill be there after you're goneWill be there after you're goneStill be there after you're goneThe lochs and seasWill be there after you're goneWill be there after you're goneStill be there after you're goneThree score years and ten of joy and painAdds up to mayflies on the windowpaneThe windowpane.
There a discussion that's generated,this story must be told. Narrative to share. Pointers to bigger picture deep stuff we must engage with. The directions in truth can't build a way through but there still clarity about big things happening. We could use other examples not from the Praise and Worship folders. But the 'storytellers liveing Life' are sharing thoughts here about death.
While we discuss the live LIFE of pop stars the dairy accounts of breaking up. We may moan about relationships formed. But always something about extra parts of Life and issues. These narratives open up more conversations.
Apr 20, 2026
Leadership outside of British parliament.
We see in present Labour government complete degradation of responsibilities lack of moral compass but interesting advocation of true Leadership. Lack of accountability and innocence is destroyed.
So what is Leadership, firstly it is about security in who you are in yourself. We need to value our selves in Youth work so we can value those in theirs most formative years. They will examine us they will trust you and l. They must know that as they get exposed to a world they are growing up in Society with whole its sham and drugedy..It's about encourage those who are around you wether that's on Church hall once a week nite time provision or street based every moment prison, school , neighbourhood corner or chip shop queue. Leadership is knowing who is disabled who is less valued, Leadership is being able to listen to the quiet one while ignoring the loud full of the moment group members.
Youth Leader soaks up the place, the sphere the noise, the values being formed morals displayed, spirituality on display gets to reflect on the stuff that's is important.
If others witness you doing this in Leadership. They will follow what you present to those who look towards you and your team.
Apr 18, 2026
Being human.
The emotions of a Saturday afternoon have been laid bare today in all splendor. Fun in the park with nephew growing up fast in troubled world. Where even l am fearful of the way this may travel. Football result we feared came as expected Home town team couldn't hold onto a 1 nil scoreline.
The fun of being in the park overrode everything else. Swings slides sandpits.
Joy.
laughter.
Burgers.
Ice cream. Children's laughter. Happy meal.
Apr 17, 2026
Again just to remind us all. '...this too will pass ..'
This too will pass.
So we hear all sorts in the news and we have political commenters who agree but are dishonest. The world sits waiting for idiots to spout rubbish to bully others. Community lack moral compass all are encouraging fast track to better material well being. Lack of understanding.nding about alternative lifestyle it's about better car, better carpets, modern clothing, improved position, power.
The antisocial selfish behaviour has become a way to better yourself, better your Sphere, better your circumstances, bigger headphones to mute the outside world. Your own music, your own space, your own place isolated often with finical benefits from those who contributed to make society better for ....wait for this the isolated few.

That too will pass.
Individual concern for the other must return.
Community that creates for others development and growth where others are empowered to care for others as primary concern.
Bigger better society that built on each individual working in community to improve big society.
Apr 16, 2026
Sometimes you can make it with just own gut reaction.
Because my work was detached, well feel my isolated position allowed me certain freedoms to break maybe bend the rules. Mainly because street based directives are few further small, the line management has little if any direct understanding. Nor actual experience of that role. Only knowledge comes from work practice they may have only read about.But should we may go against directive if it feels OK ? That may be only way we can explain a decision. When l have and:
- An example was when legally couldn't find accommodation for young person at risk in late teens (17), allowed him to spend few hours resting in youth club.
It's was 5 in morning needed to rest up for 3 hours. Later l was suspended but reinstated at about 15-00. The problem wasn't risk assessment but lack of support in the field. But here's the rub it was administrator who created the issue.
Isn't that life. The expert is punished here for not following the rules.
It's was 5 in morning needed to rest up for 3 hours. Later l was suspended but reinstated at about 15-00. The problem wasn't risk assessment but lack of support in the field. But here's the rub it was administrator who created the issue.
Isn't that life. The expert is punished here for not following the rules.
Reason commentator issue is to show how LIFE isn't straight forward no matter how prepared we are. It's complex, its difficult, it's challenging, at times feels uncomfortable sometimes it's our gut that leads us, it's just knowing we are trying to do the right thing. You may understand that or you may need to grasp this anew.
Sometimes you can make it with just own gut reaction.
Apr 15, 2026
Gatherings conversations enrich us and are vital to our humanity.
So we get together and enjoy the silence. Waiting for another to speak happy being with each others company. Cliches are long ago often share level 3 of level 5 open honesty.
Last time spoke with another in a coffee place, we hugged. It was rewarding not uncomfortable. Not most open person but have to communicate better because that's LIFE the journey goes on.

But think this writer is a warm person but being detached professionally leaves me cautious. Feel fairly liberated in the conversations take part in always return to role of active listening. Glad when years ago on year long counselling course, Christine would suggest l am closed. Despite that being truth it also not something recognise as negative. 80 per cent of communication is non verbal so silence and active listening allows us the opportunity to internalised our answers. But gathering too be in each others company is so vital.
Gatherings enrich us. Gatherings are part of our humanity it's essential. It's valuable. But sadly it's become more absent for two reasons.
1:- Health and COVID along with poverty of the last 5 years especially.
2:- internet and social media taken place of gatherings so we get the bus no one enjoys the sights of the journey because eyes are down. This also produced a 'antisocial mechanism'.. phone call conversations are long and loud important information is unnecessary shared. Film or music is not listened too on headphones but Loud enough to impact others comfort zone. This is most evident with the younger passengers l witnessed but not inclusive.
Gatherings, conversations, enrich us and are vital to our humanity. Hence community is broken not created. So we cannot share our brokenness nor our vulnerability. Growth is damaged and our skills to listen are not practiced.
You can't pretend to be in conversation, you can't pretend to listen. You can't pretend to be vulnerable.You can't pretend to be a friend it's a vital part of being human of being you.Apr 14, 2026
`On disagreeing....`
Sometimes we use different terms to say similar things. That doesn’t explain disagreements. Lets remember differences are healthy and bring us to places we can grow.
Being honest most of the time,the `complete pictures l gained, (formed about issues) about concerns are because I've found people to argue with. Found people to argue seriously about important concerns. Found people who have debated with to be the same people want to go and have a drink in the pub amongst . Found the same people to be people agreed with about lots of other stuff. People I've argued with often been people l respect, like, and enjoyed spending time among.
This should apply to Theology but that's not exclusive most things that involve us using our gifts in any relationship should follow the above concept. Well lots not get carried away here truth is theology often brings out most threats and Church folk worked among can be the most callous if disagree among themselves. perhaps Power becomes a player along with persons position of Authority.if Luther will forgive me ditching the theology for 15 minutes.
Fancy this for tea. Reckon l can do it...PLUS GOT ALL THE INGREDIANTS.
Apr 13, 2026
ISA funny ole game.. (just ask Liam James Rosenior ). ..former Chelsea manager I know jumped the gun wee bit here.
What's another way to say emotional stability? Not sure that relating to performance of a team playing premier league football. Chelsea Leon Rosenior used these descriptions.
"emotionally stable" and Mental Stamina. Exploring some related words (calm, composed, balanced, level-headed, and many more). Look into any modern Thesaurus. You should find calm, (of a place or situation) Free of noise, and disturbance. (of a person), Peaceful, quiet, especially free from anger and anxiety.
mental stability?
Need synonyms for mental stability? Here's a list of similar words from my own Collin's thesaurus that you can use instead. Mental stability? Emotional intelligence. Some expressions come to have weight included :-
“I’m listening” / “I hear you”, “What are your thoughts? Am I missing something here ?” “I have a different perspective” "Thanks for (your) understanding”.' "That's a very interesting view your holding".
Apr 12, 2026
Pilgrimage.
Pilgrimages are often thought to be a way of becoming several things.
Well more tired. Worn out willing to accept a 'cup of tea and bowl of lentils' V 'Take away pizza and bottle of larger.'
Place to focus spend time on the internal resolution you may require. Come back seeking solace being more reflective. This period when schools collage and places of education return. Some spent some form of pilgrimage away. Perhaps In God's great cathedral of nature individuals have had period simply away.
The great Sin is forgetting the experience. But at times we need to be away even if it is just a wander to places where can watch people walk by while you just drink cup of tea and walk a few miles away from the harbour. That's a pilgrimage experience just as vital as a period of days climbing hills, walking the valleys and walking alongside streams with odd rest in Caves in remote woods. You know we can't all be Cuthbert or Luther. We just have to sometimes be KEVIN or whomever.
Apr 11, 2026
The time l've spent .....
Shabbat Friday sermon in a paragraph.
The words and beliefs of others encourage me to reflect deeper ,in a world , that to this northern working class guy, well feels so wicked , gonna chose the next word , and Godless.
But above that image contains words. But not just words are they. They' are a code'. something we all need wether it's parking across pavements, feet on bus seats, we need a standard to rise us all up. Ethical conduct to to guide us all. On the way we live alongside our neighbour's.
It's been decades long journey this faith walk but still wrestling with stuff.
Apr 9, 2026
"Do we get leaders we deserve"...
It seams the debate about....."Do we get the leaders we deserve ".....has ended and we do. Faceless, corrupt, self serving ,greedy, cowardly, without strong moral base,fearful,arrogant. Mostly straight out of Collage no worldly experience.
My profession was practice based. You had to be buttered into the role. Gaining suitable qualifications. Constantly networking listening actively. You moved around often intenerant.
My father was not a tool maker. Out of curiosity it means nothing to the Passage l was vocational sentenced to walk along. When going abroad to work l too was full of concerns, apprehension. Experienced great reward but economic wellbeing was difficulty to maintain. Other difficulties were placed with renewed resilience and steadfastness courage. Courage to recognise oppressive practices and stand up for correct approach to others. Encouraging better communications.
Many skills not developed by the political classes destroying this one great nation. That statement hurts. Where are the Churchills, Roosevelt, leaders who back done wouldn't bend. Words spoken should be listened too.
Love concern and willingness to engage with local people act to improve community's. Do ask again
..." Do we get leaders we deserve"...?
Apr 7, 2026
what fight are you choosing to get involved with.
This is Floyd Mayweather former boxer who has since Oct 7th he has stood by the Jewish people and the people of Israel. Further visited the Jewish rehabilitation centers, donated $100,000 in protective equipment to volunteer organization. Mayweather won 15 major world championships spanning five weight classes from super featherweight to light middleweight.
Then I'm laying out my winter clothesAnd wishing I was gone, going homeWhere the New York City winters aren't bleeding meLeading me, going homeIn the clearing stands a boxerAnd a fighter by his tradeAnd he carries the remindersOf every glove that laid him downOr cut him till he cried outIn his anger and his shame"I am leaving, I am leaving"But the fighter still remains
The fighter still remains so what fight are you choosing to get involved with. What resources and weaponry are you going to bring into the situation. Boxers have to be reflective, weigh up the fight. Learn ringcraft, maintain fitness, be disciplines, its skills that are life affirming. They are (these skills), used often outside of the square ring.
Into life goes the fighter. God puts fighters into situation that demand discipline and focus. What fight are you choosing to get involved with. In what ways has your focus been displayed, how are you discipling the argument. Are you listening deeper. Can you be gracious to the others. What will be the outcome are the rules of war practiced with compassion will their be opportunity for dialogue and chance for deeper Shalom offered.
Floyd Mayweather (Above.) stood praying at a wall clear witness to others of a faithful moment of surrender.
Apr 6, 2026
TV Films books other communication sources form values we adapt or reject.
Film's condition us they show us examples of how LIFE should be lived. Examples of where it can go wrong. Shows us a narrative. Non linear communications do that Art Entertainment all bring our emotions into the landscapes. Drama of our lives get lived by engagement with characters.
Above image from Easter in my 'Island on the sun' caused people to stand for long periods. Observed. Reflection occurs then our mind, then our heart all form perspectives. Storytelling brings us into a experience. So behaviour changes, behaviour is affected. Discussions take place.
We revisit again the image. We shared the narrative. Speak to others and they share better perspectives. Speak to others and they share different perspectives. Discuss and our children gets the vide our family group gets as we watch together. They find other films, books, cinema,TV, books and media to further engage with.
Not just in relationships plus formal education we develop grow and communicate. TV, Films, books other communication sources form values we adapt or reject.
Apr 5, 2026
"If you will not hear the truth.No one can tell you."
Desolated outpost.
Angry rabble
Accusations
Unlawful request for penalty of death.
Once welcomed prophet
Leader of dangerous sect
Claim to be a Messiah
Malefactor
Delivered to Pilote Roman ruler
Crucified.

Risen victorious.
Cooked fish on charcoal embers.
Calls fisherman to cast nets opposite side.
Breaks bread with two walkers coming into city.
Meets in physical form his disciples offers forgiveness, communicated with many witnesses to his grave robbing act his death defining feat.
He is risen.
Apr 4, 2026
We did didn't we....
We held the scabbard when the soldier drew his sword
We threw the dice when they pierced his side
Have we seen love conquer the great divide
When love comes to town I'm gonna catch that train
When love comes to town I'm gonna catch that flame
Maybe I was wrong to ever let you down
But I did what I did before love came to town
Apr 2, 2026
Love has yet to conquer the great decide.
So let's prepare with some time in the garden.reflecting after thinking about the events this evening.
The Passover meal, time together with friends.Meal clothed in numerical literacy plus old testament theology.
Clothed with lovely food. Fears evident in the community. Special Jewish messianic message. Remembering the time of Exodus, God's provision, escape from slavery.
Clothed in today's events in the middle east. War tyranny, credulity, fears,death,oppression, attacks on the vulnerable.
Man called Pilot Roman bully, wicked ruler bringing fear dispising the weakness of those he has conquered.
Pharisees and the scandalous acts have been made. Betrayal is to follow, denial also arrived. The cowardly acts like those identified by modern Bully in current middle east, wil also take place.

Love has yet to conquer the great decide.
Apr 1, 2026
Gods promised Kingdom....wee bit of a ramble
Jesus teachings most common theme was not salvation
It was not about getting to Heaven.
Nor was it about the rapture and being saved.
It was nearly always about the better way of being.
It was nearly always about the different way of being.
It was always about the Kingdom of God.
We discovered as frontier youth workers that the kingdom values where what we should be living as being part of. Therefore promoting a moral compass to the society we are living among.
We are meant to be sharing the gospel. However we can. Using as l often say whatever medium we can engaging, discussing debating but not arguing.
Those following Jesus are the chosen people with the exact same message as Jesus, to shows God's Love and be concerned about the vulnerable, the poor, be alongside the oppressed
That's deep deep theology and it's constant working all this stuff into individual life's, improve community, change society.
We are damaged, we are not best ...but we're not Broken.
In the underrated excellent series Broken. The priest acted well by Sean Bean we see the wrestling with doubt play in most extraordinary man...
MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
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