a society that charges and looks for profit in most every thing.

  The dying ones, once glorious,

  collapsed into dust from not being seen.  Those in forests            wave their hair and hands whenever the wind blows.
Sometimes when out walking l look up at trees, listen for the Birds singing...They now have all these special names for chilling out touching connecting with nature.But for myself it always been a thing l do, way l  am, behaviour  adapt to being part of me.
Reading books, time with others developing relationships, building community, belonging together was always what we did not,` special vocational direction`.
Wrestling with theology..how make sense of God.. That been part of the narrative invested in, stuff l do. Culture informed sense of who l am, where come from, direction would like to take.Never meant to be something that almost unobtainable without clever guidance.
These days finding yourself, has become some `spiritual hippie trip`, which needs money to gain access.Pandora's box of  Difficult patterns, that have commercial price is not something l recognise.
There a `walk and talk` style of counselling available in east riding of Yorkshire, not cheap, Have we become a society that charges and looks for profit when we should simply support each other best we can freely.