Feb 18, 2013

Make Jesus Known Supporters Night

Make Jesus Known Supporters Night – March 16th 2012

We would like to invite you to our 2013 MJK Supporter’s Night on Saturday 16th March at 7pm at our MJK Offices in the Earl Business Centre, Oldham.
The evening will be a great opportunity to see what has been going on in MJK over the last twelve months and to share with you where we believe God is guiding us for the coming year.
Places will be limited so please book your tickets in advance at www.buytickets.at/makejesusknown before the 10th March.
The cost is £10 per person and will include a full meal and drinks – please choose the meal when booking tickets.
It would be great to see you there – you will have chance to hear about the work MJK is involved with and the amazing things that God has been doing.
If you are unable to attend but would like to know more about the work MJK does and how you can support us either through prayer or financially, please get in touch at info@makejesusknown.com


l know a lot of you will be aware that this collection of Rappers and MC`s came to fitness 4life in the past and to Durham also

can l suggest if you can make it, then  get along to the event or loggon info@makejesusknown.com for more details.

Feb 16, 2013

bit about me and gigs

A view from the decks after introducing Titus
l am sorry to say that at present l am not really able to do gigs and its not a reflection on the type of venue or event
it’s me`
l am not really ready for 4 or more hours gigging on stage
l was thinking around late April /may to do a short gig.



strange object in the sky
WARM SANDY BRIGHT BEACH
yesterday bright warm like sun

get the hell serious


Feb 14, 2013

l need to be patient with me

l am still in recovery from open heart surgery
just a few months ago
please l need to be patient with me
would you also please be patient with me
fanx

come on you hull

wow wow wow wow
come on you Hull
come on you Hull

Gedo needed just 90 seconds after coming on as a half-time substitute to spring a turgid encounter into life with his first goal since arriving on loan from Al Ahly last week.
  1. Gedo celebrates his goal for Hull City
    Gedo celebrates his goal for Hull City
  2. Ahmed Elmohamady wheels away after scoring Hull City's winner against Derby.
    Ahmed Elmohamady wheels away after scoring Hull City's winner against Derby.
  3. Gedo heads home to give Hull City a 1-0 lead
    Gedo heads home to give Hull City a 1-0 lead
  4. Gedo in action during Hull City's win over Derby
    Gedo in action during Hull City's win over Derby
  5. Hull City's players congratulate Gedo after his goal against Derby
    Hull City's players congratulate Gedo after his goal against Derby


Read more: http://www.thisishullandeastriding.co.uk/Bruce-hails-Gedo-Hull-City-s-2-1-win-Derby-County/story-18134576-detail/story.html#ixzz2KsM0kGOa
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Feb 12, 2013

This week 20 years ago

Two big anniversaries this week
each causes different reaction in myself.
Today an anniversary we all wish we did not know,
the murder of a 2 year old child by 2 other 11 year old children
It was 20 years ago.
l had just recently met someone really very special
l was becoming more qualified, worldly, Falling in Love.
Life was . . . . . 
NO life appeared more innocent,
this was another great lose that fateful afternoon.
Sad day,
painful day,
agonising day,
when James was taken away by 2 other children.


The Beatles recorded please please me
the album announced to the world from the cavern of Liverpool
"here we are"
Music a gift to heal
excite . . bring joy




life was,
no life appeared more innocent

Feb 11, 2013

A heart paralysed by pain


THE father of murdered Liverpool toddler James Bulger last night said he does not believe his son's killers are a threat.

Ralph Bulger spoke after his ex-wife, James's mother, Denise Fergus, claimed she had tracked down Robert Thompson, 11 years after he and Jon Venables were convicted of the brutal murder.

Speaking through his solicitor, Rex Makin, yesterday Mr Bulger told the Daily Post he had no wish to know the whereabouts of either killer - both given new identities and addresses after their release in 2001.

He urged Mrs Fergus, who said she was "paralysed by hatred" at seeing Thompson face to face across a railway line, to abandon her search for Venables.
the father of James has like his wife and the rest of the family gone through so much pain l have glimpsed at this book and its so painful
lets hold the family in our prayers along with the city of Liverpool


My James: The Heartrending Story of James Bulger by His Father
No one will ever know just how much James meant to me. He brought so much to all who knew him in such a short space of time.

Never in a million years could anyone have imagined what was going to happen to this most special and treasured little boy.

check more out from here
Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2272350/Ralph-Bulger--story-It-20-years-

Feb 9, 2013


Why are we here? Why are we here?
Why are we here? Do you know what I mean?
Do you know what I mean?
Clap your hands, clap your feet.

church life 2013?

Sometimes life can keep you down, with your face all in the dirt

Now if you feel that left behind, need to get up and go to church

But what about repentance? What about the tension?

What about you eating dinner in the devil's kitchen?

But what about repentance? What about committing the same sin

Over and over again and again and again

Why are we here? Huh? Huh? Huh?

Please tell me, what are we here for?
Life, is nothing but a dream, so peaceful and serene

Unless you're being evil then you on the devil's team

Well I receive what you want to believe

But soon you'll have to sew those bad seeds


Please, any man can ask, to get a pass

Or a cleansing of sin to grant another chance

Perhaps another glance of the light at the end of the tunnel

Talk to the coach or break out the huddle

Whatever should you fumble your rebuttal should be subtle

Because he who lives in the upper room is never gullible

As you survey the syllables and sentences

The question that I'm merely trying to pose is as simple as me saying

Sometimes life can keep you down, with your face all in the dirt

Now if you feel that left behind, need to get up and go to church

Feb 7, 2013

Norman from Cheers., . . .Wisdom

So can you read my face
can you tell what l am thinking
what does my body posture tell you about me
what`s going on in my head?

It all sounds rather deep but it comes from a comedy programme called `Cheers` about bar life in Boston.
Norman is a guy who just appears to hang around all day in the bar poking fun and having a laugh
He has replied retort to those who may feel that just by looking at someone, they can sum them up.
But of course it’s not like that and he really gets to the point.
In the comedy he is an accomplished accountant married, appears very happy, plus strong friend especially in `Cliff the postman`.
What prejudices can be formed by first impressions?
Nor do l go along with the view that you can form strong points about a person based on the 20 second rule feel, like, that we  are far more complex then that.

As god says in psalm 139
GOD investigate my life;
    get all the facts first-hand.
I’m an open book to you;
    even from a distance, you know what I’m thinking.
You know when I leave and when I get back;
    I’m never out of your sight.
You know everything I’m going to say
    before I start the first sentence.

Feb 5, 2013

from others to me to you to you to me . . . level 5

From a Blog I found on the internet some many years ago.
It has always been a hit because it simply shows one method of using this tool in a 121 situation::



“So, Michael, how are you today?” I asked my client at the beginning of our treatment session this week as I placed a copy of the “Blob Tree” in front of him.
blob tree black white
I learned about the “Blob Tree” (created by Pip Wilson and Ian Long) in graduate school where one of my clinical supervisors used it with a group of clients who had aphasia (an acquired language disorder as the result of a stroke).
The beautiful thing about the “Blob Tree” is that people can use it to communicate how they are feeling, even if they cannot articulate it verbally. I loved the “Blob Tree” from the first moment I saw it and immediately added it to my arsenal of treatment materials. After I graduated, I took it with me out into the workforce, even though I wasn’t going to work with adults who’ve had strokes. Instead, I use it with children who have Autism.
And little Michael is a young boy with Autism.
“Hmm,” he said as he studied the tree I had placed in front of him.
blob tree Michael
This one is me,” he declared as he circled one of the Blobs, then he smiled and genuine joy sounded in his voice, “This one is me because I’m so glad you’re back!”
The Blob he circled was smiling and had its arm around the Blob next to it.
My heart melted at Michael’s unexpected response and sincere happiness. Michael was the only client I had served before Snuggles’ birth who was able to remain on my caseload when I returned from maternity leave.
“Oh, Michael,” I replied, “Thank you!”
blob tree Heidi
Then I circled the Blob next to his and responded, “This one is me, because I’m so glad I’m back, too!”
Michael suddenly looked in my eyes and we shared a moment of shining smiles and mutual joy.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

  1. "There are some lovely views round Hebden Bridge you know."
  2. About to listen to the Archers my almost daily fix . . . 
  3. Feb up of the snow!
  4. Still have pain from my Heart operation but its got better.
  5. Or perhaps l am better at handling the pain.
  6. Struggle with how others hide there faith . .being afraid to offend?
  7. wearing my old boots today smelly but warm
  8. l am also smelly and warm if you wanted to describe my character . .LOL
  9. Need to move from where  . .
  10.     l live think west Yorkshire home in Toddy was best place live?
     Did not sleep so well last evening and it has drained myself this day.

Feb 1, 2013

sometimes l feel like saying Lord l just don`t care

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you

Sometimes I feel like saying, "Lord, I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need to see me through

Sometimes it seems the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then I feel like life is just too much
But you've got the love I need to see me through

When food is gone, you are my daily meal (hmmm)
When friends are gone I know my Saviour's love is real
Your love is real

You've got the love, you've got the love, you've got the love (hmmm)
You've got the love, you've got the love, you've got the love

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air
I know I can count on you

Sometimes I feel like saying, "Lord, I just don't care"
But you've got the love I need to see me through

Oh, it gets so rough sometimes
Oh, the going gets so hard
But I know:

You've got the love, you've got the love, you've got the love (hmmm)


 http://artists.letssingit.com/candi-staton-lyrics-youve-got-the-love-m63vgb9#ixzz2Jfcv90jS

come on you Eygtian Hull

lets hope they make the loyal hull city supporters happy like they look happy here
 

gedo fathi

Egypt and Al-Ahly duo Ahmed Fathi and Gedo sign six-month loan deals with Hull City till the end of the season, after being granted their work permits on transfer deadline day.
KingFut.com can confirm that Al-Ahly right wing-back Ahmed Fathi and forward Mohamed Nagy ‘Gedo’ are set to move to Hull City after being granted their respective work permits to England, the duo’s agent Mamdouh Eid told King Fut.
As exclusively indicated on Tuesday, Egypt forward Mohamed Nagy ‘Gedo’ had his work permit approved directly today after applying, while Fathi had his approved upon an appeal (due to his participation in the London Olympics and his time with Sheffield United in the English Premier League in 2007), as his first application was rejected.
Ahmed Fathi told the club’s official website that he’s eager to play football in England again and that the experience he gained with Al-Ahly in addition to his brief stint in the Premier League will help him adapt quickly with the Tigers.
“I will work hard with Hull City and I am looking forward to helping the team achieve promotion to the Premier League,” Fathi told the club’s website.
“I’ve become more mature and experienced now, I faced so many challenges that made me more confident than when I was at Sheffield.”
Speaking to FilGoal, Fathi added, “I’m looking forward to proving my credentials at Hull, hopefully this would be my gate to remain in England,” despite coach Hossam El-Badry stressing he will not sell the duo last week.
Gedo has also expressed his eagerness to play in England with the Tigers, also telling the club’s official website that he’s looking forward to playing a role in the team’s quest to gaining promotion to the English top flight.
Both players participated in Al-Ahly’s training session earlier today, with Gedo marking his final session with Al-Ahly with a trademark goal, gaining the applause of all his team-mates.
It’s worth noting that Al-Ahly’s official site has reported that Gedo will wear the number 22 with Hull while Fathi will take the number 17.
Ahmed Elmohamady has also re-joined Hull City on loan from Sunderland today.

emoitinal lasers shooting around (2)

          Emotional. Spiritual. physical.leisurely.Social.holistic.

  All important.Not all boxed off into contextualised component's 



Defining Emotional Intelligence

people who have high Emotional Intelligence (EQ) have been shown to score higher on standardized tests, display less self-destructive behavior, get along well with others, are less depressed and anxious, and have better physical health.
It consists of:

1. Knowing one’s emotions. Ability to monitor feelings from moment to moment.

2. Managing emotions. Capacity to soothe oneself, to shake off rampant anxiety, gloom, or irritability and the consequences of failure to do this.

3. Motivating oneself. Directing emotions towards a goal.
 
4. Recognising emotions in others. Ability to empathise with others.
 
 
 
 

Jan 31, 2013

l hear voices

 l hear
voices
 l see
baggage

         WHAT GOING ON WHEN PEOPLE INTERACT IS OFTEN OPEN TO INTERPRETATION
same as when a song is performed
do adults have to share own values about the lyrics
here below are some lyrics to Bruno Marrs
Lazy Song.


Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some P90X
Find a really nice girl, have some really nice sex
 And she's gonna scream out
 This is great (Oh my god, this is great)
I'll just strut in my birthday suit
 And let everything hang loose
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
 l hear
voices
 l see
baggage




Jan 29, 2013

emotinal lasers

emotional lasers hurtle across the room
Others in the room become invisible
as the two personalities talk/reflect/shout/listen
all that interaction goes on
others do other stuff
later one of those persons sits quietly
writing stuff in a notebook
 l hear voices
 l see baggage

listening to the archers

listening to the archers
it really is the only fresh air
l get some days

 a really nice view

of the trees and the snow
as the foa begins

Jan 28, 2013

the bedroom ataxx

the bedroom tax
there always somebody pointing at the poor
the vulnerable
less well off
stating your life is too easy
latest way to tax the poor
forget about social diversity
lets tax the widow
family
young mum
the grandparent
lets attax them
again
again
again
lets tax ataxx 
lets just simply be cruel

Jan 27, 2013

WEIGHTY ISSUE

HELP GET ME DOWN

Some of the tablets l am on are not helping me with a weight issue also this weather prevents me from getting out

it sometimes feel like l am making excuses not to keep myself fit but l do try hard walking where l can and be active

life is strange has someone once said and it is strangely so communicating with several people but

 l am not getting  where l need to be.. time to have  a rethink...perhaps

Jan 26, 2013

way animals behave



when l can walk up to the horse Field and give 

them some fruit and veg they love it,

however they can be aggressive towards one of the group

something human in the way animals behave



Jan 25, 2013

we cannot succeed when only a shrinking few do very well

we
 cannot 
      succeed 
 when  only
         a shrinking
few    do   very    well

winters journey


Mixed ways to travel the sea across Europe and a train to get me to the port
wrapped up against the winter harshness
as we in our humanity attempt to get our journeys completed
l have to use rest periods well and can not do anything like l used too do
but l am elderly soon so My journey is nearer the station then at start
l will never do the time again that is past
l don`t know if l felt fortunate but as the weather closed in and got chilly l recalled a few weeks ago as l lay in hospital worried and in pain
l began to long for the normality of going to work
a simple process
so work in the chilly winter became something l wanted

Jan 24, 2013

pay our dues in taxes

So we pay our dues in taxes
But the pavements stay snow covered
The bins do not get emptied
Councillors get drunk
Buses do not arrive on time
Streetlights do not come on
Meals to old fail to arrive
People are found dead in homes because of the cold
Woman falls in the street and dies
Pets are abandoned

l know what

you think

what you think

about me

CBB votes out Frankie and Trish from heartbeat
 
I am driving miles in the snow
 
The unemployed starve
 
Love gets wasted
 
God will is ignored
 
Syria cries for help
 
Where or where is the LOVE
 
LOVE`s in need of LOVE today

Jan 23, 2013

growing many barly make it

But we have always understood that when times change, so must we; that fidelity to our founding principles requires new responses to new challenges; that preserving our individual freedoms ultimately requires collective
people can no more meet the demands of today’s world by acting alone
For me and you, the people, understand that we cannot succeed when a shrinking few do very well and a growing many barely make it
 The growing many barely make it

                                       that's me this week one of those who are barely making it too often l meet those in the same boat just getting by with a meagre existence sometimes it just not enough

off now to treat myself to a cup of tea along with pasta gammon and veg WOW thats me in the corner

Jan 21, 2013

stay warm

lets stay warm in these difficult times
look after yourself
keep one eye on those around you
keep your heart free from disease
Love too others
give God more then a second glance

Jan 19, 2013

how we treat others?




I guess it's funnier from where you're standing
'Cause from over here I've missed the joke
Cleared the way for my crash landing I've done it again,
another number for your notes
I'd be smiling if I wasn't so desperate
I'd be patient if I had the time
I could stop and answer all of your questions
 As soon as I find out how I could move from the back of the line

 I'd be less angry if it was my decision
And the money was just rolling in
 If I had more than my ambition
I'll have time to please
 I'll have time to thank you as soon as I win

From a distance my choice is simple
From a distance I can entertain
So you can see me I put makeup on my face
But there's no way you can feel it From so far away

these are some lyrics that coaught me out yesterday as l listened to the radio
l aloways try and catch Radio 2 then the archers on radio 4 not always possible
the lyrics are from Clown by Emillie Sands one of last years surpirised artist
the song and l get captured by the words often in music as oppossed to the tune or the beat
the words appear to be about someone who just not getting the way things are happening and the resulting treatment they face
l am espiccally touched by the first line:-I guess it's funnier from where you're standing
'Cause from over here I've missed the joke
As you reflect with myself maybe l need to think about how l joke and see other people.


Jan 17, 2013

come on you hull

Hull City strikers Nick Proschwitz and Jay Simpson must start to deliver, says Steve Bruce, after Sone Aluko and Ahmed Elmohamady double blow

this is true espically when you think of the wages these players are earning
although l think something needs to be done to bring the wage structure fo such people down to earth
has anyone noticed the empty places when you observe a footie match on the TV

Fraizer Campbell remains Steve Bruce's top target as Hull City step up their search for a new striker following the loss of Sone Aluko to injury.
Although Bruce admits signing a striker before the weekend will prove difficult, the need for fresh attacking blood has been sharpened significantly in the last 48 hours.

HMV is closing down


it may be winter outside but in my heart its spring
it may be freezing but l feel warm inside
do l hell



so its like a divorce
or losing a loveed one

HMV is closing down
someone said "who wants to walk around a record shop looking at CD`s”?
ME that’s who it’s like yoga to me
l find stuff with tracks l want
Find a remix
An artist l had forgotten about
My system and many off the system l do gigs on
Do not recognise or play downloads
Where the fun in a download
How do you feel?
Hold!
Smell!
Study!
Read.
Enjoy.
A download
l will really miss the fun of choosing a CD or Vinyl taking it home opening the sleeves
Reading the lyric`s
Being inspired by the artwork on the cover
Listening to the track mixing it across other tracks
Taking the CD or Vinyl around and sharing with friends
Aspiring to be like an artist you visually see and hear with own ears
Holding the CD or Vinyl

A pleasure that may be Dieing out



Jan 12, 2013

what steps brought me too faith



from an early time around 3 years of age,
 l recall being in Church.
being separated from my younger brother
moved into another group.
First steps in faith junior Church?


this was a popular hairstyle a few years ago
oh come on joke

Jan 10, 2013

Anit Social WALLER behaviour



If SOMEONE where searching for evidence of anti social behaviour
From my past,
would they be enough evidence to award myself one?
I hope so
what
are
the stepping
stones
into
faith
does your parents faith affect one
age you feel /aware something more
when you identify that as a force
person
movement
individual
when you enter own relationship with that force/person
spiritual
religion
mature faith
what does that look like
what does faith feel like
sound like
how does it make you act

Jan 5, 2013

love is ?

when you first begin your journey
your not sure of who you are
but the lesson that your learning they don`t seam to take you far


but l hope and l pray l will see you in heaven

A time to be born and a time to die;



To everything there is a season,
a time for every purpose under the sun.
A time to be born and a time to die;
a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
a time to kill and a time to heal ...
a time to weep and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn and a time to dance ...
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to lose and a time to seek;
a time to rend and a time to sew;
a time to keep silent and a time to speak;
a time to love and a time to hate;
a time for war and a time for peace.


Another friend has died
all of sudden l do not feel young
healthy
virile
energetic
full of lifeieness (yes that what l put)
the feeling of being able to do loads for lots of time
l witnessed 3 people dying while in hospital
the last passed away when l was in over the New year 2012/2013
Special someone lost her mother
I feel OLD
Life is a journey
hope l see you in heaven when it mine or your time to leave this old life
Jesus said
l am the Resurrection and the life
in my fathers house are many rooms.
it on that l pin my hopes YOU 2?

Jan 3, 2013

I will keep trying to improve the vehicle called K W

HERE TOMORROW HOPE IT NOT SO WINDY
OR COLD

Well heart problems and
Someone attempting to get into my head with all sorts of stories
l like the book `games people play` Ernie Bernie, also why am l afraid (forgot the author) they are both reflecting on human relationships
but especially the destructiveness of them
we are responsible for how we treat each other
the things we say
acts we take parting
even the time we spend in Prayer and reflection
it hard to get relationships correct
some just don’t work out
like everyone l have regrets
about things l have said
the way l have acted
behaved
not giving the right time to events and others situation
LIFE
Love is forever
LIFE
Is so difficult
LIFE
I will keep trying to improve the vehicle called Kevin Waller

stats

Jan 2, 2013

dear special forever angel

dear special  forever angel
sometimes l wish we could talk
but this year the hospital got in the way (  late dec 12-early 2/1/13)
they thought l had a blood clot or even phumaina
it turns out it was just a chest infection
l grumble a lot about my health
but it does not help seeing the lines from you
there is some pain there at present
what the best 2013 hospital
 patients is wearing
look like a chain gang member
l cannot figure what to say or how to respond
or even by what medium
but relationships are hard l expect
when health is another issue it even harder
who knows what pain others are experiencing
until you spend some time with them
all around us are pain, death, new life, hope, and some despair,
that's this thing called life
l expect
me l am out of hospital but back again just for the day tomorrow 4th jan 2013
life is a challenge at present
lets hope it gets better for all ..not just for me
someone said
"it`s good to talk".

BOG STANDARD START TO THE YEAR

                                                   BOG STANDARD START TO THE YEAR

Thinking of 2013 and YOU. 
                                                                                  Wishing you
watch this be a hairstyle for the girls in 2013
Happy New Year.. God bless and guide you in 2013 
 give love Let there be dawnlight to your closest,friends,
family and those you yet to meet along with those who have stayed in your memory but you never see or meet again.. 
Thank you for sharing your one precious life in this direction. 


now help me here do l wash or pee in this?

same question do l Wash my privates?
 or pee in this?
hell l am too out of style to know what to do and what about the chain and the sit down one!
don`t tell me l was in the ladies . . . . NO NO NO NO NO
 

Everything comes apart Hull city at top of the tree...you know the rest.

Driving home yesterday these words from Martyn Joseph excellent song came on my CD and l played it 3 times in a row. So funny, very moving, ...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"