Saturday and ignorance roams our streets.

 Saturday and ignorance roams our streets.

Protestors in London are currently calling for an “intifada,” a violent uprising against Jews, during the same weekend that multiple Jews were attacked worldwide. No one is stepping up in Authority to explain ethics and discuss delima identify. Such rhetoric has consequences.

All words do. They travel along our emotional consequences, become lived. They become alive as we chant a mantra.

October 7, Shani’s contorted body was paraded through the streets of Gaza as Palestinians cheered. 

The IDF has recovered her body and brought it back to Israel for burial. May this beautiful girl finally rest in peace 💔

It shouldn’t take dead Jews, or blown up buses in Tavistock square on hot July day, for warnings about the normalization of antisemitism to be taken seriously. Kevin Waller @ spiritofthestreets

But worse my cup of tea shop .well it's not open. So sat in pub having a pint. Yeah me. 

Seafret rolled in like trouble does...rolled away again also.

Day didn't get off to real good start. Yesterday was calmer. Troubled sometimes rolls in. Why.

Did you have plans that fell apart. 
Did friend let you down. Was the internet not working.
Was you waiting for a valentine that still hasn't arrived. was the track of music which often inspired you just mono let down.
Did you open the Bible not feel inspiration nor could you seek solace?
It's LIFE.

Was the smell of flowers beautiful.

Did a text arrived to cheer you up.

Did your memory bring a smile of another place, person, event.

Did a song coming on the radio make you listen harder.

Did the sight of Swallows returning make you feel LIFE still flowing.

Have you enough already for this day!

That's LIFE 

Where's the playground ?

Today was tough, stupid rushing around. Led to losing phone. Panic. Swim. Stranger helped myself.

Recovered. Now having cup of tea. Ice cream.

Where's the playground. Where the sandbox. What do we neglect. Now that l am all grown up and mature, how come something's appear so fearful.

Why has LIFE been hard...Road less travelled should have prepared myself. How come person, relationship's like getting off a fast fairground ride.

You need a hand to steady yourself. The carousel  has stopped. The Golden horses are still. Ride felt like fun.

This playground is empty. Sure if you had stayed LIFE Would be so different. Freedom came for you like many.

When you accept, or just have to reluctantly allow another to leave. They then have to stand alone.

In making choice to leave, they also saying.." l know the way,"..."l can make it"..

Perhaps 'tough Love' ,means you have to inform them ..The puzzle that we never found an answer for still asks us, Darling, just what all the games were for, And here we stand in a empty playground. Silent. 

Suppose journey sometimes has dark echo's with no learning, l kind of believe not everything here now, in this LIFE has answers.

The Jesus Blood which so far, never failed me,

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There are Spiritual forces trying to trip you up.

We tend to not bother with this theologies perhaps it get bad press. Misunderstood teachings not accepted. When we deconstructed these passages got left back in vaults of our Biblical understanding.

But l suggest we haven't attempted to try think this area through correctly. Nor have we discussed regular. It's like it got left on roadside as our spiritual journey moved away

There are Dark forces at play, mischief, menace, problem making, distraction incidents. Missed meetings. Slothish behaviour, laziness, indiscipline.

Those areas are where spiritual. For you forces are working. Examine routes recently taken.

• So here how to check in. Talk to spiritual trustworthy person.

Someone not new to Faithfulness.

• Offer grace where you have held this back.
• Forgive. Repeat forgive. I feel better when l forgive.
• Be aware of who you keeping time with.

 Some people wrong attitude will drain you. Stay away from these people.

• Pray for discernment. 
• Be on Guide.
• Say aloud, also say in your heart the name of Jesus. Centre on images of the cross.
• Read, wrestle with and spend time in scriptures.

Read around the scriptures. 

• Spend time even alone in Gods Church soak in prayers quietness of Saints gone before. 
• Spend time in Nature Gods Cathedral.

There are Dark spiritual forces being a mischief.
They are beaten by Jesus Blood which so far has never failed me, never failed US. Light of the world.

        There is a light that never goes out.

Few hours in God's Cathedral.

One where we can always go, no offertory, few words, lots of couler, beauty, images narrative of breeze's.

Bird sounds, water lapping along edge. Coulers of 'ewe green, misty brown, dark indigo, yellow'. Smell of 'pine smell of suns hot rays ,grass smell of yellow pollen.Pine cones coming to bud.' As summer is arriving.

It's living breathing sermon. Daily display, free and walk there often.

Sadness accompanied me today. Only 6 months ago in last warm days of Autumn we walked as family. Pushing gently, Son in his wheelchair. that last summer autumnal evening.  Returned to our dwelling sat eating, talking sharing.

Pondered, reflected about God's Nature and season to come. Our last time among wildlife we for decades have worshipped. When left Gods great local Cathedral in Nature. I didn't know you would journey away. God bless Champ.

Could feel you all around. Getting used to getting used to, you not being here. It's hard some days.

Why give Church a miss often.

Church so long tonight.

Again one man show,

Man admitted likes solitude

Not Good with small talk.

But enjoys talking in Public, self spiritual masturbation, enjoys Position of Power.

Learnt awful lot about himself.

Used Word assuredly 4 times.

Watched play School when he was 3.

Bored and boring, unsure if other 6 people in Church tonight felt like me.

 There is no Coffee in Together but there is a T....

Drink Tea ..l do.