Jul 16, 2015

we will win

 We are fighting a great spiritual battle—opposing evil in high places—and it is a battle that we must win.

Jul 15, 2015

Buried in Glory,Sad but they will be loved.


The death of those killed by Muslim terrorists, while building sandcastles in the country of Tunisia

Will not be forgotten

It will serve to remind us what true freedom is and why many died to allow us to have this experience

it of course reminds us about a weak religion

Evil vile wicked followers

Predicted in the book of revelation

The true mark of the beast is written in every act these people of the Islamic state

Deliver and follow out

Let’s us remember

“They do not get to win”

They have already been beaten by the prince of peace

And a God of love.

Still not warm for summer





Felt very autumnal this morning
I sat in the graveyard leafs falling to the ground
Warm sun kissed my body
Huge trees and life's journey endings are written in the rocks
Some few leaves are golden brown as they withered on the grass
Very light at 03 in the morning
Rain fell
Life feels short
So much l would like to still achieve
As the singer sang;_

"Baby it's getting cold out
Hurry up l can't hold on..as l watch the leaves tumble down
I remember your not around anymore"

Weeks here like the days are passing 
Into a period now called months here
But the season seams just one cool period with
More the ample rainfall

Jul 14, 2015

Me at present

Shortness of breath is most often a symptom of cardiac or pulmonary (lung) disorders. Heart failure and coronary artery disease frequently produce shortness of breath. Patients with heart failure commonly experience shortness of breath with exertion, or when lying flat on their backs. They also can suddenly wake up at night gasping for breath, a condition known as paroxysmal nocturnal dyspnea.

yes l understand this
but its livable
bit frustrating and difficult
even embarresssing
but still lot better then many others
God thanks keep me cheerful and able.

l believe it....Jesus

Which is why you often find me
 kneeling at the cross 
plus saying come on there’s room
So know I hate religion,
 in fact I literally resent it,
Because when Jesus cried It is finished,
I believe He meant it.


Jul 13, 2015

thinline between Hell and Hull . . . .sometimes

HULL City's training camp in Portugal is into its second week and Steve Bruce's squad are already longing for the new season to get underway.
Not because it will bring an end to the demands of pre-season but for a chance to right the wrongs of last term, when City were relegated from the Premier League



Its really time for Hull City players
to stop clowning around and put the team into
winning mode last season was painful
lot of personal interest money and time
spent by the good folk of Hull
thinline between hades and Hull city for the fans
sometimes feels like hades for the supporters
its all part of the well being
plus the econmic survival of the enviroment
come on you `hull`


REMIND ME

Anyway remind me
everytime
you see me
too drink more water
perhaps it is all the
Travelling

Jul 11, 2015

So far away

was it "Carol king" who said
`your so far away`
"why doesnt anybody stay in one place anymore"
l hope the road dont come to meet me
this is the view as l journey into the hill s and mountains over the next few weeks,what ever happens near or far,safe journeys

Jul 7, 2015

For those imperil from the seas

A Christian charity supporting six British seafarers detained in India have been told their trial will be re-opened.

Mission to Seafarers says the Supreme Court Judge in Delhi has referred the case back to the Magistrates Court to go to full trial again.

This is so important. 
Vital step for the seaman
The mission to seaman has a long strong mission to seafarers in our own ports
From Immingham and pastor John Barnard to further afield all over the world
These Sailors have needed help
They should really have been released
So prayers and support as we ask our father God to enable thee guys to very very soon be home with their own families
God guarantee this prayer

Jul 6, 2015

Sometimes gotta put the effort


Recently along the river ness l watched a heron, transfixed feeding
Saw another up a tree swallowing food then it flew
Wow
Nature is so wonderful all around
Restoring our balance sense of peace
Place in the world
Often others via media of TV and photography 
Turn us onto great sights and some sounds
Thank God for all their efforts 

Like life so much requires our efforts
Often the struggle is worthwhile
However hard 
Keep on keeping on 
The rewards will be worth while

Now to take my own point of view to my own settings

Jul 5, 2015

Creation and scripture

A small thing of such beauty
Along the river ness
Just grace
Balance
Flight
Makes my juices flow 
Gets me excited
Makes my belief in a creator and Lord affirmed

Heard a great commentary which inspired me as l walked along
Yesterday listened on my IPod to Daniel from the old testement
All my life the bible inspired me
Then all these years later
As so often 
I have to reimagine and explore its conten again
That gets my juices flowing also 
Creation and scripture

I am like others 
Perhaps need to be much more intense and dutiful in my devotional periods

Jul 4, 2015

the tigers ,Hull city my team

So Hull City sold Ince to Derby
Macshane and Rosiener gone to reading,Both great fan favorites.
Harpers been released along with Sagbo and three others
more youthful players gone to hiberian,fulham and further.
rumours of jelkovich and No Dyie going to premier teams all change
wonder if we can survive hard to break a losing run

reflecting moments

                                    so the waters run deep
                  but like love many waters cannot quench it
            reading,resting,reflecting.rewarding,reaping.restoring                                     thats me at present last day or so gathering my thoughts into some kind of order need to Pray and spend time ensuring God can speak to myself

Jul 3, 2015

Hot in the north east



Late night soul music playing
Ice cream melting
Tablets taken
Garden done
Cats Been fed 
TV on with nothing much
Reading a book
Tired
Relaxing
Summer 2015 in the north east of UK

We are going up . . .?

I would personally be extremely happy if N'Doye and Jelavic remain with Hull City, they are both definitely PL quality even score for fun in the Championship ,that's hoping they stay injury free, which might not be the case with Any in the squad,if last season was to go by. Imagine having a team for Hull City 
McGregor 
Davies, Dawson, Chester 
 Elmo, Brady 
 Huddlestone, Diame, Meyler 
 N,doye, Jela 
This could be Hull City's starting line up in the Championship
 players like Robertson, Livermore, Aluko, Ince (as subs)



Jul 2, 2015

new season month away?

Hull city
prepare for life
the Championship
Need to make sure
we dont drop further down the leagues

Jun 30, 2015

Jesus came to abolish religion



Heard this in church on Sunday 
Check out the link

 

What if I told you, Jesus came to abolish religion?

What if I told you getting you to vote republican, really wasn’t his mission?

Because republican doesn’t automatically mean Christian,

And just because you call some people blind, doesn’t automatically give you vision.

If religion is so great, why has it started so many wars?

Why does it build huge churches, but fails to feed the poor?

Tells single moms God doesn’t love them if they’ve ever been divorced

Yet God in the Old Testament actually calls the religious people whores

Religion preaches grace, but another thing they practice,

Tend to ridicule Gods people, they did it to John the Baptist,

Cant fix their problems, so they try to mask it,

Not realizing that’s just like sprayin perfume on a casket

Because the problem with religion is that it never gets to the core,

It’s just behavior modification, like a long list of chores.

Let’s dress up the outside, make things look nice and neat,

Its funny that’s what they do to mummies, while the corpse rots underneath,

Now I ain’t judging I’m just saying be careful of putting on a fake look,

Because there’s a problem if people only know that you’rea Christian by that little section on your facebook

In every other aspect of life you know that logics unworthy

Its like saying you play for the lakers just because you bought a jersey

But see I played this game too; no one seemed to be on to me,

I was acting like church kid, while addicted to pornography.

I’d go to church on Sunday, but on saturday getting faded,

Acting as if I was simply created to have sex and get wasted.

Spend my whole life putting on this façade of neatness,

But now that I know Jesus, I boast in my weakness.

If grace is water, then the church should be an ocean,

Cuz its not a museum for good people, it’s a hospital for the broken

I no longer have to hide my failures I don’t have to hide my sin,

Because my salvation doesn’t depend on me, it depends on him.

because when I was Gods enemy and certainly not a fan,

God looked down on me and said, “I want that man!”

Which is so different from religious people, and why Jesus called em fools

Don’t you see hes so much better than just following some rules?

Now let me clarify, I love the church, I love the bible, and I believe in sin

But my question, is if Jesus were here today, would your church let Him in?

Remember He was called a drunkard and a glutton by  “religious men”

The Son of God not supported self-righteousness, not now, not then.

 

Now back to the topic, one thing I think is vital to mention,

How Jesus and religion are on opposite spectrums,

One is the work of God one is a man made invention,

One is the cure and one is the infection.

Because Religion says do, Jesus says done.

Religion says slave, Jesus says son,

Religion puts you in shackles but Jesus sets you free.

Religion makes you blind, but Jesus lets you see.

 

This is what makes religion and Jesus two different clans,

Religion is man searching for God, but Christianity is God searching for man.

Which is why salvation is freely mine, forgiveness is my own,

Not based on my efforts, but Christ’s obedience alone.

Because he took the crown of thorns, and blood thatdripped down his face

He took what we all deserved, that’s why we call it grace.

While being murdered he yelled “father forgive them, they know not what they do”,

Because when he was dangling on that cross, he was thinking of you

He paid for all your sin, and then buried it in the tomb,

Which is why im kneeling at the cross now saying come on there’s room

So know I hate religion, in fact I literally resent it,

Because when Jesus cried It is finished, I believe He meant it.

 

Jun 29, 2015

Written in Kings



Written in kings
Welsh group travelled up to Scotland performed at a free church event
Some much good Christian youth work taking place all over the place
Just this month seen Phillipa Hanna,EZ7,Written in kings.
All young folk with different and unigue ministry yet all committed to serving the Gospel and promoting an alternative lifestyle
That should be alternative choice
So what's wrong placing the Christian message alongside all the other messages youth hear
Relevant
Cultural
Exciting
Lyrical touching
Strong faith
Testimonies 

It's all good . . . .as l often hear

Jun 28, 2015

Killed building sandcastles

We are gathering to worship Jesus Christ the name above all names
The risen lord
Creator God
Whose Holy spirit work thru ,even smucks like you and me.
With the world going one way
It's good to struggle with the pain,even hurts and follow
That's what he called us to do love God
Love your neighbour
Follow me

I struggle with recent and other less recent events
Yet l still choose to follow,best l can simple as that!

Jun 27, 2015

bored without soccer

The Championship is the 4th best watched and remunerated League in Europe, surpassed only by the Premier League, La Liga and the Bundesliga. A great competition, and never better than last season
SO COME ON YOU HULL CITY
is it me or are Saturdays boring out of season

When peace is not enough . .peace must man up.

We keep saying peace,peace,they keep killing.Jesus never said DO NOT LIVE BY THE SWORD he said IF YOU CHOOSE,so with his blessing

It a debate we need to have
Peace is not enough
When people are murdered
Beheaded
Killed building sand castles 

Peace to you
The debate is one we must strive to have about how we deal with cloth faced murdering scum!

Meanwhile Syrian Christians join the debate
Are these people not our brothers
Just like the slave who asked Wilberforce
"am not your brother,am l not a man"

Peace needs to Man up.

Jun 26, 2015

Sad image of Church

 It is a sad image: 25 souls sitting around at Wednesday night prayer meeting, some packing heat in case the next church attacker should happen to be among them. 

What a sad world
What is your image of Church
Talks perhaps to long
Cold pews duffle coats in winter
Long walks
Refreshment in spirit
Chatting 
Perhaps chatting with people who might not normally meet
Cups of tea
Sat around in circle praying

Look at America 
What going on,all over the world Church folk 
church buildings
church culture under attack




Here's to YOU

@KevinWllr: Here to the workers on the streets today,here's to the lonely everywhere,with blessings from above,let the day begin
Here to the losers in the human race
Here's to the wall that bears the name 
Here's to the broken needing repair
Here's to YOU
May there be blessings from above
May we feel the kiss of God

Jun 25, 2015

Then let the day begin,a blessing from above

Here to you 
My loves
With blessings from above
Let the day begin
Here to the workers on the streets today
Here to the lonely everywhere 
Let the day begin

Jun 24, 2015

Charity hope and faith


What do you see?
Look closely
Faith looks down at the child
is faith withholding the drink.?
As the child looks up Faith stares down
what is Faith thinking
Is Faith holding the drink just out of reach
why is it a child tugging at Faith?

Hope is holding something
Scriptures!
Why
hope stare ahead 
Destiny or History we have to decide

Look at Charity,why is Charity not called Love?
She stands with a sword in her hand and the feet are holding a serpent down?
Is her stare at the others Hope and Faith doe she guard them or is Charity looking elsewhere?

Fight the good fight?


Assyrian Christian gunmen, Kurdish fighters and other allies have taken a town held by Islamic State, increasing the pressure on the terror group.

The armed groups targeted the town of Ein Issa which puts them within 30 miles of the IS stronghold Raqqa, widely seen as the capital of the 'Caliphate'.

Ein Issa was taken hours after Kurdish troops took a nearby Brigade military base forcing even more Islamic State fighters to flee.

IS has been targeting Christians and minorities as it attempts to take over Iraq and Syria.

In Syria a number of Christian men have joined together to form militias to fight against the Muslim extremists.



Jun 23, 2015

A Christian campaign group has accused the Government of pushing an austerity agenda which is "not compatible with Jesus' example of siding with the poor".

Christians for Economic Justice (previously Christianity Uncut) claims Tory policies go against the teachings of Christ and is urging church leaders to support those who protest or strike against things they deem are unjust.

WHAT WOULD JESUS DO,

Good that some are concerned about these major issues
Worth rereading BIAS TO THE POOR
The prophets old testement echo the words justice and  equality 
Calling us to have concern for the vulnerable poor those cast aside  

Jun 22, 2015

Church equipped and alive


What a great honour to be among the eldest in Church on Sunday
Worship led by four young people
With teaching by an older guy

Wet wet wet wet
Sunday and start to Monday
Tent leaked
Yes tent
Two words l never thought you would see together again In one sentence
Tents and Kevin 


LZ7 performed their very own unigue brand of rave music atthe Ironworks last Friday 
Great  sounds 
Loud images also well used and appropriate
technically also very good
All round fantastic evening
Plus 600 young people
Commitment justice faith
Several words need to see in more sentences


Need to dry out
That is my tent and clothing
Hosteling for a few days 
Shattered not had good nites sleep for week
Meals are bit hit and miss
No TV 8 days

Cold and wet but this is summer 

Jun 21, 2015

Call to me for wisdom.



The bible says we should call to our `Father God` for wisdom.
That's great, but some don't read the bible so they also do not understand those points
Reflecting on Father's Day
The song writer wrote this,
"Father God l wonder 
How l mange to exist without your parenthood
Your love
Your unfailing presence"
So very glad l am standing here today, clothed in the knowledge
Love and deep protection of Gods Love.
Thank you Jesus, 
Thank you Lord.

(The picture my Dad and my eldest sister)

Jun 20, 2015

BE WARNED MF


Guess what, also watching you
Someone is pissing me off in my old locality 
That`s never a good thing . . . . To piss me off.

Jun 19, 2015

In my locality they shoot you down,in Malta they shoot Birds,in America they shoot you if your Black and praying

In my locality they shoot you down,in Malta they shoot Birds,in America they shoot you if your Black and praying

I grieve



@KevinWllr: grieve forgotten in Syria,hatred in America, inhuman acts on a daily basis,grieve beat your chest ,fall to your knees..   grieve.God help us

Jun 18, 2015

Pound shop querie

Graph of most popular countries among blog viewers

725 views yesterday from all over the world
If you could all just send me a £1
Thank you

Yeah already can see the replies and counting the money

Whats on my mind today?

Just been told the weathers bipolar
Not sure if that cruel or joke l not getting

Right about the changing weather one day it's cold next it's very cold
Then it's colder
Then it's freezing
Saw snow in the hills yesterday 

Many young people aged 19 -24 trapped
living in hostel situations
Also becoming hardened rough sleepers

So 12 members of one Family went to Syria to join ISIS
That simple enough 
Choice they made . . Read about the situation....discussed among themselves
..arranged all the documents...gathered the resources...departed
It was not a few minute thing..

Reflection process and then they performed the act to depart these shores 

Personally l Blame this weather..who doesn't dream of sun and warm conditions 
Playing on the beech with the kids

NO TV For a week ...feels weird
What next for me
my biggest fear elasticacted waistbands
 

Jun 17, 2015

I believe

I believe in you Lord
I believe you are the son of God 
I Belive you died and rose again
I believe you will return to rule in peace

This thing called Faith.



Had this thing with me on a conscience's level all my late teenage and adult life
Often others think that they have a crutch `those peopled faith`.
They believe it's a easy thing
It's consuming affects all areas
Would l trade it  . . .no
It a part of Kevin Waller in my DNA 
Walk  .journey... path . 
Hard to follow..?..
Strangely the normal faith outlets don't often allow growth for myself
Take Premier Christian radio as one example. That does not help
It well hinders . promotes doubt .  yes engages even that's questionable!
Like the North South divide
Exist
Not to enable growth
Glad my journeys not youth anymore...
There is a time of age along with others ..with myself
Pathway of being young been walked

Scripture as important  truth is part of my acceptance
I Believe in Jesus
The lord God almighty
Open to the work of the Holy Spirit
It's really simple . this thing called Faith,
Lot like myself

Jun 16, 2015

The children left out again

"completely unacceptable" for children to be sent across the country for mental health treatment because Hull has no beds.

Read more: http://www.hulldailymail.co.uk/

Again we fail our children
The most vulnerable
The most in need
Those needing compassion
Support help 
Attack those on benefit
The world going one way . . .some of us going another


Jun 13, 2015

Kevin journeys continues?



So begin to journey from a blighted community
Held in the past 
Defeated
Broken
Bitter
Old something so very old
But l found home here a place feel able to hide
Walk
Pray
But not grown here
But it's been home

This new place is challenge
New sites
New places
New friendships
Could l grow here
How long will l stay
Not the guy l was a decade ago
But know more
See things very differently
See some things the same way
Faith is part of my DNA
Being God inspired is where l want to be still
Sojourner.   Journey
Got some fears
Got hope
Cautious
Also hopeful
God bless me 
God bless those l love  .   .   Those l miss .   .those yet to know 

Jun 12, 2015

A wee rest period



Time to reflect.
More processing next week l expect,
hitting the road to another country for a while,
Need to take break from performing, 
Breathe the cool air.
Walk the sand.
Watch the tide.
Life has to have those moments.
Some praying,
seeking,
reading the bible,
listening.
Active listening but processing. .reflecting ..that's the mood today.

Jun 11, 2015

emotional numbness literaly true

"They start going to the pub, block feelings, hide feelings', drink, Then do it more, and it becomes'a cycle."
Emotional literacy damages these and the close family friends,
to often in our locality, people shy away from comments
do manly things.
l know someone who is in the allotement shed from 05.30 in the morning till late at nite.
then he returns home to his `warmed` up tea
Plus bit of TV with wife.
Sad.
I know plenty live like this
Walking alone
often Cig in mouth,looking down.
wlaking the staffie, `easy son` as they pull the beast closer on the lead.
The sons of such men often are the same walking and acting tough.
But unable to forge deep relationships,devolop meanings,nor hold conversations
Education and schooling not seen as important,
Interests often dogs,fishing,allotments,footie,crack with alcohol.Pool hall.
Despite interventions often best suited to own company
own thoughts
own ideals
own processes

Expectations and horizons limited to the immedite desires.

Numbness floats into the brain,mind and projected in the body.

Jun 10, 2015

The issues today are pew shaking

"They have fled with nothing, literally the clothes on their back was all they had... we have literally had to start from scratch.
"They will never go home, even if there was peace today... they would not go there.
"What they have been through is too great and too terrible, and they desperately want to stay away from there.
"Their families have been killed, they have lost everything and we have had to start by restoring their lives, even their bibles were destroyed."


While this is going on in the Middle East 
Local Christians argue over issues concerning bunting and being asked to move pews
Nationally the LGBT issue takes up Premier Christian news
Little old me and similar others address poverty,unemployment,addiction,providing meal for poor,lack of employment,poor apprentice in trades,poor diets,young life's wasted
There is a Real disconnect in faith based issues in the UK
System error regarding the world,local community,
Too much local faith thinking on how to get to heaven not about the big kingdom

Jun 9, 2015

Proper issues

Reducing Food Poverty

There is more than enough food being produced to feed everyone in the world! Some people calculate that we produce 150% of our food requirements globally. It’s just that it is not distributed fairly. By intercepting waste and using it to feed people on a Pay As You Feel basis we aim to reduce food poverty without taking away people’s pride.

Pain
Hurt
Abuse
Fear
Lack of medicines 
Away from parents
Bomds being dropped
Hatred
ISIS

Real issues real life real hopelessness
in Syria 
Palestine


Poverty in UK 
Inner cities drugs alcohol misuse
Lack of housing
 life's wasted
Insufficient Benifit
Labelled, damage, educated to serve captilisum

We need a little more concern for real issues many are facing in this present day
We need to have faith big enough to stand alongside the poverished

The real issue is?

Tony campola
"We in the Church should actively support such families. Furthermore, we should be doing all we can to reach, comfort and include all those precious children of God who have been wrongly led to believe that they are mistakes or just not good enough for God, simply because they are not straight."
He also suggested that the treatment of gay people from those inside the Church is similar to how it previously treated women and slaves.
 "I am old enough to remember when we in the Church made strong biblical cases for keeping women out of teaching roles in the Church, and when divorced and remarried people often were excluded from fellowship altogether on the basis of scripture". 

Trouble is and very disturbing
We are not addressing the real issues that affect communities 
Like poverty
Discrimination against those on benefit
These issues not being dealt with
It without reason that we should embrace people whose sexual orientation is different 
But they cannot remin in that state
If we follow that view we are dead
We cannot provide excapt of Alfie style that is unscriptural but wecanhelp support accept the individual
The result s we are taking away resources 
Time
That should be spent on the issues that affect people's life's 
Attacking the Goverment and it's attacks against the poor

Being on the frontiers saved my true soul and furnished my life with real meaning

The diamond and rust of any relationship is really about going along with each other. All long time relationships will have Diamond experien...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"