Evander and his views on CBB14

Heavyweight world boxing champion Evander Holyfield has plunged Celebrity Big Brother into a controversy already after the born-again Christian claimed on the show being gay 'ain't normal'. Already pop star (?) Boy George has taken up arms on Twitter calling Evander's comments on the show homophobic.
really,why he not allowed his view and others are voicing there own still
not been answered anyway here more . .
The conversation on the reality show occurred during a chat with fellow CBB contestant and reality show, Apprentice runner-up Luisa, who declared that openness about sexuality was good 'because it was normal'.
After replying 'that ain't normal', 51-year-old Evander added, 'If you were born and your leg were turned this way - what would you do? You go to the doctor and get it fixed back, right? All I'm trying to tell you, you know how handicap people are born.'

Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-2534509/Boy-George-takes-Evander-Holyfield-declaration-gay-aint-normal.html#ixzz2pil5gNTd

Listen God said `Love`,

that the first rule

God is Love

Jesus did not say "love other`s once you have agreement with them about own ideals, ethics".

but whether or not agree with Evander he is entitled to his views.

Also l expect this is why CBB14 pay all that money

The culture of the environment plays both ways

Holyfield should know what a climate he getting into.

fool if he did not

Culture of the environment also plays out for CBB14,

they researched their guest and just as they know who going to screw another on TV, after a drink.

They also know who going to be good TV in the CBB14 Climate!

it 2014 already

Welcome 2014
'May your heart be speechless
At the sight of the truth
Of all your belief had hoped,
Your heart breathlessIn the light and lightness
Where each and every thingIs at last its true self
Within that serene belonging
That dwells beside us
On the other side
Of what we see.'

welcome 2014 spiritofthestreets reflects

Welcome 2014
Marti Caine - Love The Way You Love Me (Late Night Tales) yes that what l been listening too
Welcome 2014
Hull residents have spoken of their shock after they were evacuated when a suspected explosive substance was found in a house in their street. People in Kilnsea Grove were asked to leave their homes yesterday morning after the potentially explosive substance was discovered following a call to police.
A 15-year-old boy, a 49-year-old woman and a 56-year-old man were arrested at the scene after a member of the public called Humberside Police shortly before 3am.

Welcome 2014

MORE tributes are pouring in for "gentle giant" , as floral displays continue to grow at the site where he was brutally attacked. The father-of-two, was fatally injured as he tried to stop a confrontation between his friends and a gang at the junction of Hull's Beverley Road and Trafalgar Street during the early hours of New Year's Day.
He died in hospital just hours after the assault, at about 6am. Last night, three people were charged with his murder

Welcome 2014
STEVE Bruce has heaped praise on playmaker George Boyd after his stylish return earned Hull City, an FA Cup reunion with Southend United and former boss Phil Brown.
Boyd was in fine touch during Saturday's 2-0 win at Middlesbrough, playing a key role in goals for Aaron Mclean and Nick Proschwitz as the Tigers sidestepped a potential third round banana skin with ease.
'May your heart be speechless
At the sight of the truth
Of all your belief had hoped,
Your heart breathlessIn the light and lightness
Where each and every thingIs at last its true self
Within that serene belonging
That dwells beside us
On the other side
Of what we see.'

2SIMPLE?



Jesus did not come to start a new religion
he had this idea LOVE GOD
followed by Love one another
Follow me get involved in this
community that are doing the same



WTF 2014

So l spend days writing stuff and the Internet either does not function or is not working
WTF
Worse its freezing another year of ;-
Unanswered prayer
Faith being tested
Poverty increasing
Marginalised unheard 
WTF


“The most unhelpful thing you can do is be pro one side; it just adds to the conflict. We have to not only understand those people who are oppressing us, but try to walk in their shoes, and ultimately to really engage with what it means to love our enemies.”

- Sami Awad, Director, Holy Land Trust

My neighbourhood

The wind blows the dustbin down our empty street
next doors cats gone missing and posters are on the lamppost
the Internet is down
the TV was not so good either
cold and wet along the cliff tops and all kinds of warnings exist to discourage these walks
l am thinking of cooking Chicken chaser even though there is no one to share this with
Prayers and intersessions go forward from my mind for the lost and broken
l bought yesterday an old Cliff Richerds track called the Night from around 1963?
My memories tells me it was one of the first musical taste l liked
Jamie and many other Young people are suffering from depression
Hopelessness and apathy won the souls of many of our Children and young people
There was little fight inside for a fight

Me I got paperwork to do
something about working with the marginalised
many talk the talk but few have relationships with the broken and the marginalised
l do
others l know do
Many do not . it like a rocking horse it looks good in the corner of the home
But you wouldn`t go out on horse ride on a wooden rocking horse
that how many view the Marginalised and the broken

They know we should help and some do we commit to meals in the community
We commit to food banks
But we stop there, we do not challenge a society and the politicians who blame the benefit claimers for being poor
without a job
living in depressed and poverty struck areas

But few will fight against the conditions that oppress people
few will take up arms to combat the causes of poverty
The rich get richer
poverty grows
marginalised get further away and a sub culture grows
forgotten
ignored
left to blow down the street like the rubbish from my bin this morning
next doors cats gone missing and posters are on the lamppost
the Internet is down

NORTHERN SOUL AND THE GOSPEL

.

When l was younger in fact way back in the day

 

We used to D`J in clubs and on the northern soul scene we wanted to keep our obscure music tracks hidden, so we white labelled them. That was a process by which we tipexed out or put whit tap over the various names

 

We would hide the names of the artist and the song title from our punters. But like me people found ways of discovering the artist.

Sing the song in the record shop or hum the tune

Someone would know and a following around a track grew.

You could go into a record shop in Hull like Sydney scarboro or Gough and Davy and the person in the shop would know the track

Incredible

They would let you listen and if it was the record you buy it!

But the intention was to hide the track, keep it hidden.

The Church does that with the Gospel we hide the truth, keep it hidden.

Use subtle behaviour like `if you behave in a certain way e.g. like US you can become a Christian

If U talk in a certain way You can follow Jesus

When you are not such a rough diamond

When you accept our theology

We white label the Gospel

Instead if assuring others they are accepted

Unconditionally God in the form of Jesus accepts you

life is happening 2

Life in the old git yet
potentially l struggled with breathlessness and chronic pain across chest the new tablets have not been helpful. But l do not panic like l used too after 3 uses of the spray l would follow instructions and ring medical help line. Not now. I just rest up
as we journey we all find ways to cope with life challenges. Mine are different to yours but as l told my wheelchair enabled friend "l can get out and go places".

life is happening 1

City centres there is a bustle,
life is happening, but also quiet corners
a man begs, another pair plot to rob, recently
a girl cried Rape. . but that was a lie

driving today no way

what was l thinking off
driving today
In this condition?
l think the whole worlds out driving on the M1
now.
who!
mental....me
its the in-between period Christmas's
gone.
A new year awaits.
CITY 6
Fulham 0
WOW 
how mega 
was 
that....?

Even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to pieces, I would still plant my apple tree.
Martin Luther

like a christmas whisper

Wow the days when l could walk along the pier with Matthew (my son) chatting drinking from a take away cup of tea.Gone.At present about mile is my limit but gonna push on and walk further having loads of rests if warm enough,should get lot further

Here a view right from the end of the peir it mega blowy today but still braved it for a few moments we stopped in a cafe talk and get warm but ironicaly the wind was blowing the doors open but it was really cold in the cafe     So this year is coming to an End.The WAR in Syria still goes on . . Children still being abused...Poverty still increase . .foodbanks maintain the welfare reforms..BUT like a whisper the talk of revolution is heard..like a whisper..the young become disheartened by lack of prospects aged and ill find strength in willingness to revolt..there talk on the streets . .the talk reminds us that not all is well  . . there is a whisper of revolution ...Will the Arab spring hit these tiny Islands...Crap what have l been smoking ...LOL

still fruit on trees

truly need my thermals
and huge warm jacket called Gloria
got thick socs on
taken loads extra medicenes
ready to try make it to Hull for Christmas
bringing friends back here
loads of food
walks
talks
But l retire early after 20.00 tablest
they knock me out a wee bit
but others don`t mind

try to have a walk in the mornings
it is really the free things like Nature
friendship
talking
sharing food
that l see God
Godness
theology of God making sense in every day stuff

aCHRISTMAS MESSAGE FROM SPIRITOFTHESTREETS

Well the season of mixed priorities is upon us and we need to be careful do not get pulled away from what we should be doing
Christ the King visits he gather his mates after he conquers death he cooks breakfast on the shore.chats . . reminds us that we should serve others if we are going to be the Church of tomorrow
Priorties getting right and in order what should be
Servent hood the way ahead for the church of this millineium

Sounds unseasonal
perhaps it is
Jesus ben Miriam known as Jesus Christ the saviour of the world
does not calls us to go mad
he gently asks us to sit together and share food
On a beach in Galalie middle east
talk share be together
that actuly a strong message at Christmas
serve others
if we follow a man who was born a Jew
lived a Jew
died and was buried a Jew

Born to save
he calls us to Love God
Love one another
and follow him

To my Anonymous.



To my Anonymous friend guess this is it for another year,
but at least l know you are alive, enjoy the blog. Numbers not changed nor e-mail address. The journey carries on more Hospital visits lined up and mega tablets to take `hope you found it  . . whatever your were looking for?`
Hope J and A, etc... are fine
Still put away for you, original, `Withering heights` on special DVD.

ITS PANTO SEASON

You need a shave , hair cut ? bath - probably ! warmer socks ,deer stalker hat that covers your ears ,Gloria ! (daphne )or thick lined long coat .thermal undies for sure .Thermal gloves .Get your eyes checked .Water bottle for bed .Stay warm .Stay dry .Stay clean .There is life in the old ticker yet .

SOME ONE THINKS THEY KNOW ME?

Not much life though TRUETHAT

A GOOD HEART

Is it me

or is it normally this Mad

around this time every year

l am looking like

potential for more

Heart surgery

hard to understand

why l got so sick

but

this is life and there are so many people worse off then myself

The Sun is mega bright
but Bloody freezing



lakes recently

Recently for the first time in 9 years l went to the lake`s
but as l had already burnt all the old photos
( except the ones l carry with me
and the one on the TV plus the one by my bed that say goodnite to every day)
Don`t understand why someone annoymus was still on my mind

lighters in the Air

Raise your lighters in the Air
North of England
the streets will inspire you
a place of film

hey well it looks like going to the theatre not safe
nor
is going on the bus

about Hull/Hell



Hull is where l was born and brought up it is in the north of England in Great Britain.

it is one letter from hell, (Hull)

it is a rough place, like Doctor Who says every planet has a north the people, where originally fisherfolk going across to the artic and greenland, fishing 

These days poverty and immigration are major issues with no skilled and unskilled work being the main employment. 

We have a premier football team called Hull City nicknamed the 'tigers'.

Come from a large supposedly working class family, indeed l am the eldest of 9.

Occupation is a senior youth and children's pastor.A follower of jesus as there is nothing biblical or scriptural, do not follow the season of Christmas.

But l rebel in following man called `Jesus' Ben Miriam` ?, suggest  gave him his full and proper name, (so l was told).

Call us to Love God,Love our neighbour , further follow him.

Yes its really that simple.



we let in light and shop till we dro.....p

At Christmastime, we let in light and we banish shade
And in our world of plenty we can spread a smile of joy
Throw your arms around the world at Christmastime
But say a prayer to pray for the other ones
At Christmastime

It's hard, but when you're having fun
There's a world outside your window
And it's a world of dread and fear
Where the only water flowing is the bitter sting of tears

xmas dinners

so what about those of us who do not like christmas,although l have to admit already had two Christmas dinners

l enjoyed a dinner at Church and turned down one offer

also had a Christmas dinner with my son Matthew, for all his help recently.He came along with me to feed the homeless organise kidz at church families at cinema club. Also general support at Youthie

wrong plot

this is going to sound mean

uncaring and not of love

but l have just got to say this

really sorry about the Syrain kidz freezing

but

where are all these Islamist

to busy hating west

yes they got time to plot how to behead

a soilder in the streets of England

but

no time to plan welfare and support to the victiams of Syria

what do you know l do not

the internet appears slow at present
but it could so easily be me
in around a  weks time the shops will close
but not all
most for one day
yes
one day
thats 24 hours
no more
no less
so stop freckin shopping like there is no tomorrow
unless
you all
no
something
l
do
not

till we aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrg

City till we Die
The chairman hopes that soon
eyptian demoracy
avaible in Hull
East Yorkshire

the creator points

wow wow wow what views its a mixed up world but nature and the creator points us to fullnes of life avaible if we seek this often nature reminds myselfs of Gods Love

city till l die well kinda

after hearing about Dr Allam the city chairpersonregister intent to change hull citys club's name with FA ,The F.A. Football Association is the party must sit in the middle. Ultimately, it their decision which will now determine whether Hull City or Hull Tigers take to the field at the KC Stadium next season.having spoken at length to Dr Allam just a few weeks ago, I know no amount of protesting or campaigning is ever going to get him to change his mind. The owner is not for turning.

Primarily, his desire to change the name of the club stems from the fact it is still haemorrhaging money to the tune of £1m a month. His money. To date, the club's latest accounts show he has loaned it a total of £72m, but he desperately wants to raise more cash to ease the burden on his wallet and make the club self-financing. With the Tigers currently standing to lose anywhere between £7m to £11m in their first season back in the Premier League (depending what's spent in January), he wants to plug that funding hole

well lets also remind ourselves about demoracry in the middle east it does not excist but Hull City is not in the middle east nor does a pharoh come along with all his sandy deposits and feel he can boss the yorkshire based city supporters around the pharoh loving baldie gonna get his kasba rocked he up against the City faithful

Luther and the winterberg door, simply an old wifes tale!

Luther and the winterberg door, simply an old wife’s tale!
It tough never do l not want to bust anyone’s theology or be again describe as an heretic. OK I don't mind.
But simply, It did not happen,
It an old wife’s tale
A legend.
He was indeed an important person
l like others have a lot to be grateful for!
But he simply never posted those theses to a door.
He may, say may, have posted 10 statements on a scroll. Posted letters to influencers describing his new way of emergence.
Equally important was the invention of the printing press.
Plus the fact that we were starting to live in communities, this enabling, engaging enabling each other.

All together it brought change. Luther lived rest of his LIFE in fear.

try this

how about this just for a change

we cancel Christmas

Jesus wouldn't mind

no queues

end of crap TV

LESS ARGUMENTS

No adverts about poor

homeless folk

sleeping ruff

No

Paul o' Grady dog progs

No mince pies

o carols

Wouldn't that be nice?

how great ? is ! creator

This is East Park in Hull where Saturday having a great time with my family and Matty my son.

 

Driving along the vale of York
this was view that inspired Matthew and me to stop.  Pondered simply this:-
How great God 
how great thou Art.

doors closed

again the poor get labelled by politicians poor have to work longer
in hard jobs in areas like mine where today because of the wind no electricity shops do not exist roads are blocked and doctors are not of good standard
Put your lighters in the air the north
where the streets will inspire you

red skys

The sky is blue and red
The people are feeling worse off
Shops are full of ignorant people buying
What they quite simply do not need
It the spirit of this age
Confusion and ignorance in abundance this time of the year

SMELLS LIKE CHRISTMAS

its beginnings to smell a lot like Christmas
shops busy
goods are cheap
drunks are drunker
nites are darker
churches look busy
crap stalls are everywhere
plus Raindeer shit
it beginnings to smell a lot like Christmas

listening to music

Listening to Bob Seeger with my son Matthew has we drove from York to the north
He informing me about the singers’ song words and the struggles the writer is facing
We then talk about life and perhaps our own struggles
The power of music
As martyr Joseph said at GB13
`Don’t just add to the noise`.

l stand

Sometimes you get news ,it, at one time in your life would blindside you.
But life gets tougher and l have to just say `bring it on`.
Health is not good
l function at 83 -95 % what l once was
Tough
its cold
money too tight to mention
family not where l want them to be
my commitment to the faith has cost
tough
l am me
here and now
it where l stand
in the presence of the Lord

Others today l will meet, also find this day tough.
Tomorrow will shine differently,
l can recall my own past and take some comfort,
also the road ahead is not as long as the road on the journey already past.

yes again life is? read all about it

Some one recently said....." when I started sleeping rough. I was now properly homeless. Like many people living on the streets today I felt all alone. I no longer saw myself as a member of society, it was like I had become de-humanised, I had no care for the world around me and I had lost the ability to love myself. I lived hour to hour, drink to drink. The one thing I did care about was the thing which was killing me and that was the drink".

I WALK (NOT WORK)  WALK WITH PEOPLE LIKE THIS EVERY DAY ALMOST OF MY LIFE

LIFE IS TUFF.

Often others are experiencing things we do not know about .

Still l hope.

l hope you find it
what you`re looking for !

We're all searching,
sometimes l look back and wonder what was l trying so hard to be,
just to be.
l know even if you love with all your being
it not enough,
but sometimes you waste time thinking you are not good enough.
l have to be happy with this fact
my love,
my best,
my efforts,
where all l could muster to achieve the task
even though l failed.

l hope you find it
what you`re looking for !

OOPS ME COMMITTING HERESY

Legends about Luther: Nailing the 95 Theses

October 31, 1517: Luther nailed his 95 Theses to the door of the Castle Church in Wittenberg with hammer strokes which echoed throughout all of Europe. This act has been portrayed numerous times thoughout the centuries, and until the 21st century it was accepted as fact. It has become a symbol of the Reformation as nothing else has.

It was like a slap in the face when the catholic Luther researcher, Erwin Iserloh, asserted in 1961 that the nailing of the theses to the door of the Castle Church belonged to the realm of legends.
The facts are convincing, the first written account of the event comes from Philipp Melanchthon who could not have been an eye-witness to the event since he was not called to Wittenberg University as a professor until 1518.
Also, this account appeared for the first time after Luther's death and he never commented on 'nailing anything up' in 1517.

Announcements of upcoming disputes were supposedly regularly hung on the door of the Castle Church. But, openly hanging the theses without waiting for a reaction from the Bishops could have been seen as a clear provocation of his superiors. Luther would not have done that because he only wanted to clear up some misunderstandings.

It is also worth noting, that there was no open discussion of the theses in Wittenberg and that no original printing of the theses could be found.

One thing is sure: Luther wrote a letter to his superiors on October 31, 1517 in which he denounced the sale of indulgence and asked for repayment and removal of the misunderstandings. With the letter he included 95 theses which were to be the basis for a discussion on the topic.

Today, the majority of Luther researchers see it as fact, that Luther did not nail his theses to the door of the Castle Church on that day. But the picture of Luther nailing the theses to the door of the church is still today the most common in regards to Luther, the reformati

home?

 Lock your friends in as you go out and lock the world out when you come in.

 

days are sailing by

wet windy rainy blowy
chill hungry cold
lovely views
the lakes

Not the day to cruise the windemere lakes.
 Nor is it the weather with snow forecast winds blowing and the temperature dropping.
l recall moments sat with the one l loved. watching people pass enjoying specialness those days will not return and age plus health are key factors

not been to lakes since 2005 with forever angel

l am in the lakes at Windermere bitterly cold very expensive also long drive from north yorkshire shows me  am getting older Emotionaly its tough as well

life goes on

A fATHERS LOVE

WELL MY SON HAS JUST GONE ON HIS TRAVELS l MISS HIM
ALSO BEEN A DAY FOR HOSPITALS
one year since l came out of ICU others around me died that day
l did not
well you guessed that

in the last year we have all become more impoverished
more stressed
less caring
our society is more faithless

in church someone sang yesterday
Imagine there no heaven
and no religion too
you may say l am a dreamer

not me l do not say you are a dreamer
just a freckin fool imagine
no faith
no truth
no justice
no challange

l am dreamer
l believe by following a Man who was born a jew
lived a jew
died a jew
and was buried a jew
 l believe his words can change this world
but you may say l am a dreamer and religous too

Everyone recovers at slightly different speeds. As a rule of thumb, you should be able to sit in a chair after one day, walk after three days and walk upstairs after five or six days.

Your stay in hospital will usually be around seven days. It may be longer if the doctors wish to monitor your condition more closely.

Normally, you'd expect to make a full recovery within 12 weeks. However, if you experience complications during or after the surgery, your recovery time is likely to be longer.

Someone from the cardiac rehabilitation team or physiotherapy department will discuss your rehabilitation with you before you go home. They will be able to advise you on the best ways to get back to full health.


Kevin is still on the road to recovery
l did not make a full recovery and am due back for more assessment very soon
But l am better then l was
As it got worse towards the time for the operation
This is life
Your health, your choices

still me....here ,

one year ago today
still more to be done
but hey l am still here

how would l know if you were?

You Could Be Happy"


You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

kevin_wllr@yahoo.co.uk
07919 231 592

5 things about me this month

l love having cups of tea in cafes
Going to the lakes mid week
Also at the hospital next week
had a weird dream last evening about someone l have not seen for 35 years
still believe in the lord jesus

blogger problems

You Could Be Happy"

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

so if you wanna live in this house you gotta dream big..well guess what in my house we have to dream big just to get by in the ordinary stuff..l just turned down the chance to meet up in London and discuss poverty at the house of commons..it would be too much expense if others felt like this would we not be on the way to combatting poverty...l only ask

life local to me

there is l am lead to believe a light that never goes out may it always shine for you

as me and Matthew walked and talked last week end we came upon this site...a dead fox, alone,cold ,in the wild



Tensions between local people and Roma migrants could escalate into rioting unless action is taken to improve integration, David Blunkett has warned.

The former home secretary fears a repeat of race riots that hit northern cities in 2001.

His concerns centre on the Page Hall area of Sheffield, where Roma migrants from Slovakia have set up home.

But he also accused the government of "burying their head in the sand" over the scale of Roma settlement in the UK.

In an interview with BBC Radio Sheffield, he said the Roma community had to make more of an effort to fit in with British culture.

"We have got to change the behaviour and the culture of the incoming community, the Roma community, because there's going to be an explosion otherwise. We all know that."

 

 

well not so sure two points here have we gone too far in welcoming others

 

what the response of their own countries to their migration 

journey

you do not know my journey today
                but its tough
                  today
hope your journey is a bit easier then mine
               there have been
         easier days then this day
easier moments then the grey hanging over this day

trust me on this

so a friend admits to killing her baby after a year of pressure from the Police
now why does that not surprise me
a year of visits
having been arrested minutes after the Police arrived and interviewed by male police
hey its Hull police
the biggest non starters in the UK
how proud are the hull police of their actions in this case
for more coverage read today's hull newspaper
but trust me
l know how they operate

I WAS SO BUSY.
YOU MAY STILL HAVE TOMORROW.

But your dreams may not survive,
still l do not know... "if you found it,what you were looking for?"

page views l fanx U

114 page views
l thank U

but would be nice to know who
you see l have been thinking

l hope you find it what your looking for
and l hope you heard
the words l tried to say but as you don`t communicate at present l do not know still l hope you find it
what you were looking for?
but l hope you heard it
what l treid to say

WGW 2013 x 2

Well hope you enjoy looking at just a few of the very different and mega pictures from our visit to the Goth weekend in Whitby, many thanks to all those who allowed myself to take some pictures
there will be more.
It`s mega chilly here now in sunny northern east UK
but what a warm human occasion the young people who ventured
into the event really enjoyed the weekend.
Many thanks again to those who dressed up and posed for others to enjoy all your efforts
God put a smile on our faces when he blessed us with the Goths at Whitby.
Bless them.

wgw 2013

DREAMING

War, poverty, unemployment, hopelessness, hatred and fear, young Palestinian children face obstacles that are incredible,powerful and influence their worldview also shape their future. One Fadi says
"I can't live without hope and dreaming, but sometimes our life here make us so depressed".

There was me worrying about the laptop not powering up.
Plus the weather being chilly and cold
Along what do l cook for everyone this evening
Further will the roads be safe? ? ? ?

Matthew, Lil Chris, Whitby yesterday

So they killed her

I hope you find it

what your looking for,

but l hope you heard the words l tried to say.

How cruel humanity is Sophie died because others do not like those who are different.
No other reason
So they killed her.
Left her dying in a street in, 'Bacup Lancashire' England.
Left her dying
then laughed all the way home
left her dying.
Because she was different,
her difference made them feel?
What ...ashamed..can l ask what did it make them feel . . less manily, insecure!
Kicked her to death
well you want to know why? Sophie, she was different.
That all it takes these days, for another group to end the life of one other person.
As the young man said in the youth club recently. 

l don`t like those people
l hate them.

That's all it takes!
Different . . hair... music...values..food ...clothes. 

bit orangie embarressed

So the Tigers welcome the Black Cats this weekend, and what’s the chance some fur will fly? It’s a crucial game for both sides. Hull City must look to end a run of three defeats in league and cup and on paper, should be more than a match for struggling Sunderland, who will be desperate to prove last week's win over Newcastle really did herald a new dawn .Come on you HulL. COME ON MY HOME TOWN TEAM HULL.

one of my daily fixes which l am, embarressed about is watching the real housewifes of Orange county

l love the drama people interacting
arguments
restoration of relationships

what do we learn

discover about being human

its got something of life

along with the phoney people

people who claim to be following Jesus but see no wrong in such extranagant expensive self centred life styles

in some ways it all that is wrong with America

but also all that wrong with humainty.

when l ask?

This week has been very interesting strange
Felt a bit down yesterday
This is not like me
Can not understand how we are facing increasing poverty
l am a good steward yet find my resources stretched
why ?
how come ?; when l ask why the poor are poor
l get labelled a communist?

Did you hear the call

Hope you hear this message before you leave town.
So hope you find it? What you looking for.  

lonesome 2013

old people just get lonlie
hello
out there
we are just spending more and more time on issues and problems
God
always wanted us to live in community
old people just get lonlie
so do many young
hello in there
Alone in your thoughts

Hello in there old git



Matthew and an old git



You know that old trees just grow stronger,

and old rivers grow wilder every day,
ah, but, but old people, they just grow lonesome
waiting for someone to say,
"Hello in There. Hello."

So if you're walking down the street sometime
and you should spot some hollow ancient eyes,
don't you pass them by and stare
as if you didn't care.
Say, "Hello in there. Hello."

UP in the world

The Disney film UP

UP is about man goes on a adventure late in life of course life is an adventure isn`t it, relationships, drama, sharing food, getting purpose and recognise nature of being open and honest with family and friends.

That about enough adventure For most l expect, some search and go off on adventures wrestling with the elements ,living solitary.
Anyway it is enough for me to work on relationships.

WE FAIL SOMETIMES

So l fail
That’s me, that what humanity includes . . 
those who fail
Not enough food in my home at present
Very desperate to use the toilet
there so very much being asked of myself
At present it stretching me a great deal
Health is a real issue for me
due in hospital soon for lots of Check ups
Trying to help someone close get their life together
l fail sometimes
Trusting others with important stuff is hard
Plus miss someone real special
Just hope they heard it
Every word l tried to say
l fail sometimes.

l treid to call you
before you left
still l never know
if you hear my voice

my hope for you

well

l

hope

you

find it

what

you

looking

for

GOOD SNOG GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH

ME AND MY SON VISITED THE BALTIC AT THE WEEKEND QUIETLY VIEWING STUFF                           HE PROMISED TO DO SOME MORE NATURE DOODLES THAT HE DOES SO WELL               I READ HIS STUFF ABOUT WALKS. ANIMAL LIFE,NATURE,        I  AM AWARE HE IS AN ADULT IN A DIFFERANT WORLD TO MINE             HE INTERESTED IN NATURE AND THE ANIMAL WORLD                  A VIEW HE IS SO ENGROSSED IN.

Having a really good snog is one of the worlds greatest gifts

still hope you listen and find it

l really love Cher new song am intent on purchasing it
love the emotion.
Cher trying to get a message to someone that she feels is important.
Cher sings about the need to get this person,' hear a message
the content being hope you understand this feeling hold for you.
Still. 

Perhaps sometimes we experience feeling like this!
Someone else is better at getting this message across.
Soul filled music.
Lyrics music is in the soul of another but the emotion
feelings,
words,
may just as well have come from your very own heart.
l understand this emotion.