Oct 17, 2019


ban false Extinction Rebellion...

Q1. Do you agree with police banning Extinction Rebellion protests from London?

YES: They're too disruptive to society
80%
NO: They have a right to protest
20%

Now that they interrupted peaceful low paid workers what did they think going to happen?
False agenda was already lost. Like the political elite,it only matter of time before people fought back

This happens on the day a report is published into the effects on communities of changing energy solutions.It happens on a day when the issue of poverty and effects on Children highlighted....DID any of these protest NO

Oct 15, 2019

Actually feel like l am on pause.

“Whatever you're meant to do, do it now. The conditions are always impossible.”
Relationships played huge part in way journeyed into faith, Evolved in that place.
How was l to know that time would bring me into old age !
They would have departed

How was in my youth to know that my need to `thank`, them would appear large!
How would know that those minor efforts others made would be so appreciated presently

 Not being connected with those . . oh so many  . .still feels odd.
My faith in Jesus stands this test, evolved, grown ,faced doubt, wrestle issues  around 
Faith... it is living.

This thing called time, it moves while we feel silence,  . . . actually feel like l am on pause...is that just age? ,my mind, or aspect of this illness..?

People , places, own heritage, ongoing journey.

‘There is no doubt that, inside and out, the parish church of Patrington is one of the great buildings of England. It sails like a galleon of stone over the wide, flat expanse of Holderness, its symmetry and many pinnacles lead the eye up to its perfectly proportioned spire which crowns the central tower’.

LARKIN the well known poet wrote the following ,true question to ponder around,(please do not ask unsure of his faith beliefs).
Always end much at a loss like this,
Wondering what to look for; wondering, too,
When churches fall completely out of use
What we shall turn them into, 

What happens to Church Buildings when not used so much.?
Kind of have some idea, more important is how we reconstruct in our believe system ?
What is the journey ,ask about vitality, relevance of our our faith , how our` following of Jesus`, begins to address the issues others face. Very, more importantly our neighbours and friends are facing?


As worked with a group recently, around residential speaking at `explored Faith journeys`...

People
places
own heritage
ongoing journey....




Oct 14, 2019

Everywhere feels silent and grey

This is the coastal town
That they forgot to close down
Armageddon, come Armageddon!


Everyday is like Sunday
Everyday is silent and grey


"How I Dearly Wish I Was Not Here"
In the seaside town
That they forgot to bomb


Trudging back over pebbles and sand
And a strange dust lands on your hands


"Win yourself a cheap tray"
Share some greased tea with me
Everyday is silent and grey


"How I Dearly Wish I Was Not Here"

Karaoke worship . .

ONLY YOU AND I KNOW WE ARE BETTER HANDS AT KNOWING WHERE WE STAND . . Took a walk in `east riding` on Saturday. really fine with the weather and health.
came like you do upon a wonderful view paused
we need to do more
paused
life it sometimes procrastinates

was astounded with hypocritical action from certain worship leader
like many self appointed
it was like Karaoke worship..all about me and my eyes me and my thoughts me and my personal Jesus.
but `hypocritical behaviour` of this Christian bully was just to much for myself...had to leave.

Sure it came about one time while l was away. but `worship leaders` became a `thing to be`.
The Church full of these people sing meaningless songs about own `personal Jesus`, further own `Personal Jesus` journey.
Little relevance to life of those around them.
One` karaoke worship leader`, on Sunday was known to me.His behaviour already signposted others about.
Bullying . .

Abusive manner  . .
Threatening especially woman . .


Temper issues . .
Lack of ethics..
Danger signs are there, it not worship to behave like this, then come to try lead others on spiritual journey ,Pretending this behaviour should be ignored

come on Warburtons ``use your loaf that also Disabled access



Waited around 15 minutes to see if this was a short quickie, or quiche, anyway still there for all that period. With kidz and `wheel chair` users ,going on road to avoid the obstruction.

Same with Dog walkers apart from sh*&* up the pavements ,plus other walking spaces. They come towards a person expecting them to walk on the road ,while they and `son `, take up all the space.
This is the UK we have bread society that is self centred there fore self serving..
Toast anyone.







Oct 11, 2019

More dignified, for all in our society if did not need such provision

Like previous , (presently steering with others response),
over last 9 years been involved with a service that distributes food to those who have difficulty purchasing enough to avoid hunger.
The distress, being in this position is awful.struggle to accept that after nearly 40 years in one way or another, being Christian youth worker still addressing issue of poverty.
 Although may see Church/Faith community following Jesus,  as examples of an active, caring serventhood model. More dignified, for all in our society if did not need such provision..

Community food banks typically report greater demand for emergency assistance during times of high unemployment and economic downturn. While some food banks will aid anyone in need, some have their own eligibility guidelines.

Oct 10, 2019

LETS ASK MORE

 I’ve heard from many who think that `modern science disproves the Bible`. The tragic thing is that there are good answers to questions, but too often we don’t hear them from young people or discussion with faith leaders
Present person one of many not excluded. 
 Dr Francis Collins believes in the theory of evolution, but he’s also a committed Christian who says: “God is most certainly not threatened by science; he made it all possible.” 
DISABILITY is another issue the Church and christian are unable to have dialogue around, such `Hot potatoes ` as we once called them arouse suspicions as people like myself question a beige reaction.
But also Justice and why we feel need for food-banks. 

good morning from North sea coast

two views of the north sea coast, one from a mobile camera,when the noise of the Helicopter overhead been making interruption to the day for 23 minutes.
it taken over a park in east riding at midday.
someone either dropped a crisp packet or was eating a sandwich on the bus.
You know what filth are like.


The other quietly captured by an artist 
On the other side of North sea around 150 years ago.
when we did not have enough..
social media was chatting at fish market,food was eaten on the day, or pickled to preserve.
Wage was what you earned. Person valued for who you was and perhaps what you believed

Oct 9, 2019

Are you scared you won't make it out alive? Does it make you sick when truth is censored?

  • kevin
    kevin
    Waller speaks into situation
    Extinction Rebellion London:
    next time Police have a coffee break me and 5 of my mates get them off London streets...say the word,,in reality myself have been recycling saving water etc since before half of these kidz where born. pay pay my taxes which pay the benefits of many of them. These groups taking up valuable police resources , could cause injury or death to people 
  • They are also preventing people from doing their work  losing some a lot of money. As protest think for every day they decide to be so arrogantly obstructive,lets stop recycling, leave lights on ,run water while cleaning teeth . But that would be unacceptable to me and  know to you honey, Perhaps if many people did that ,let them know they would get the point,  We were doing this before it was cool or popular, especially in my land simple we are streets ahead of others in efforts to reduce carbon footprint.
THIS FIND INDESCRIBABLE SAD Turkey has launched its military operation in northern Syria, with airstrikes hitting the border town of Ras al Ain.

Turkish president Tayyip Recep Erdogan confirmed the news on Twitter, writing: "Our aim is to destroy the terror corridor which is trying to be established on our southern border and to bring peace and peace to the region," Mr Erdogan tweeted.

"With Peace Spring Operation, we will eliminate the terrorist threat to our country. Thanks to the SAFE ZONE we will establish, we will ensure that Syrian refugees return to their countries.
Then the words to a song play in my head good time to listen to Emile Sandy . . 

Are you sick and tired of being lied to?
Getting kinda bored of being ignored?
Can't find the tribe that you belong to?
Oh my friend, you are not alone
Are you tired of begging for some answers?
Are you scared you won't make it out alive?
Does it make you sick when truth is censored?

Oh my friend, you are not alone
Oh you are not alone here, don't fear
You are not alone here, no way
There's plenty more others here, yeah yeah
My friend, oh you are not alone
Are you tired of working for the minimum?
Has your heart adjusted to the dark?

Well does it make you sick they kill the innocent?
Oh my friend, you are not alone
Well, are you dreaming of a brighter future?
Somewhere the children can be free
Will you risk it all to tell the truth? Yeah
My friend.

found this quite interesting myself . . . .

Piers Morgan accuses Extinction Rebellion founder of hypocrisy, raging 'practise what you preach'

 Albertina Lloyd,Yahoo Celebrity UK 3 hours ago 

Oct 8, 2019

A trailer by the sea. . . .. from a phone box at Sefton Rosie calls...

Yes it really is this close and precarious for those living here
it become something that `ole Crusty ` do as they retire,

 move to a trailer by the sea.
Tried it.. Done that.. Got T-Shirt ..and the memory of cold.



Today went out the early morning. 

Simple intention of prayer walking .But slipped into just walk.
That not good nor how want it to be..as become normal when can walk long time slipped into sleep later on in afternoon.
Got to work out this heart issue .Heart stopping 29 time each hour.Know how feel but unsure what further impact will take on my health,    
But also my resources. 
 If honest not best period.

Expect on a hot summer day ,still pretty ace place to sit and drink cup Tea, or glass of whatever . .last week when wind, along rain belted down.Well was a grey depressing experience to visit  friend ..you forget the noise of the rain on the tin roof..along with long period of cold..warmth disappears along with own fuel occasional payment..sitting with several layers of clothing keeping you slightly warm.



charasmatic

Hull Fair goers' terror at seeing woman 'fly off' Airmaxx 360 and plummet to ground

"It's scary. That's one of the rides
 I normally go on that one.well no but back in the day GOOD NEWS the lady is not seriously hurt ,Second issue with people coming off rides this week its around one a day.

Parents of young children should take a photo of what their children are wearing before taking them to Hull Fair in case they go missing, according to advice from Humberside Police. Adding parents should write down their contact details on a piece of paper and put it in their child's pocket so they can get in touch quickly if missing children are located.
On arrival at the fair, young children should be shown police officers and PCSOs so they know who to speak to if they get lost.
Brilliant useful advice,also info work in setting out for`day out`, even longer holiday with little adjustment when going abroad.

Oct 7, 2019

One thing we really require. . . . .

As far as it is possible to get from Christianity . . . whilst still claiming to be a Christian.

Unrepentant, abusive, self righteous. Mouthy,  
Threatening to volunteers some people specialise in upsetting others
Talking about `wrath of God`, sending many to Hell,  Zionist agenda.
Lack of Love of GOD.
One thing we really require.

Oct 6, 2019

cheapening the Gospel . . .

"There must be some kinda way out of here"
Said the joker to the thief
"There's too much confusion
I can't get no relief"

In  Isaiah 21, the poetry used by Dylan,who lets be canny here,is a thief,(In the nicest sense). Here the song echos the captivity of the Israelites, which prompted this passage of scripture. "There must be some kind of way out of here [Babylon]"
Some also aline this with the words of the thief on the cross alongside Jesus at his crucxifion.

 As far as it is possible to get from Christianity whilst still claiming to be a Christian.
This following example, has been a too familiar experience among the
 (? Christian?)men in local rural community been placed.Was explaining CAF procedure, Pointed out that on river walk around Durham, father figure rang me, asking who his `daughter` (S),was in conversation with...the older girls sister pointed out the guy was not here real Father, had only knew their Mum ,3 years.
Stated it was difficult to respond to his request.
Nevertheless all group were one and sharing the occasion with appropriate numerical adult support.
Later he ran again.
Further pointed out all was well and further it was more Mothers concern, he declined my offer that he could talk to (D) the elder daughter. All were over 16 in age range.
Few days later it came to my notice, that the same person had threatened physically one of our young men who was `walking home from school with same young girl`.
Putting his hands upon the young lad (Shawn,16) threatening him.
Both these issues brought me into situation where l began what we call `common assessment framework` audit.
At this point Mr John M, intervened into the conversation for second time,
“Its people like you who are to blame for the way this society is at present”…
“That kid was probably lying …kids always doing that”….
His red faced, spitting feathers image was interesting. 
Not the first time bad tempered, John raised heckles, did it at Gospel concert. Pulling out leads when he could not find plug for his guitar lead, bad mouthing others also got track record of threatening upsetting volunteers, often women. There been five episodes .BUT here the rub, hence why no one will challenge him. He a Christian, so pastorally no one will challenge him. Personally witness something much deeper.
This is a pattern of behavior, rudeness, anger, self-righteous ,use of offensive words style of action that go unchallenged,
From `hate preacher of city gate `.
`Fearful of hell` apostate, along with `Male of Christian species`, from this community.
When they made a commitment in faith.
Not repented,they did not turn around from previous behavior.
attitude,lifestyle not changed.Just use Jesus as mouth piece.
Actually CAF on the person highlighted along with family moving 23 times in 4 years, brought abuse case to court and the girls (Victims) supported through awful ordeal.
Back to male behavior and attitude.By not challenging ethically this issue, we really short change the Gospel, make it shallow and not worth taking seriously.
Keep you posted if find anyone’s listening.




Now l am not saying...no one knowing myself would say this either.  .  .  .
DIY is not my strong point !
ADD to that my taste,
FURTHER my size and you see it all a bit beyond me.
But look at the evidence presented,
not done a bad job of wallpapering decorating my kitchen, and front room. 
ln my flat on a `coastal seaside` place where l adorned.

Oct 4, 2019

Issue of poverty in UK gets worse Daily

"The unprecedented rise in infant mortality disproportionately affected the poorest areas of the country, leaving more affluent areas unaffected... a third of the increase... may be attributed to child poverty" - BMJ study


reports by balanced agencies highlight
issues ignored by many . . . .
WHILE l and others work out how to stay warm
little afforded for meals
Car may need to be scrapped
real employment and wages stutter
food banks increase.....
LIFE in a rural community with many whose
best mate is reruns of familiar TV programmes

Oct 3, 2019

all a bit Millennium for myself..

 we will work harder
 to avoid complacency 
and groupthink.

No l don`t not really know what `group think` , , is. .like 
Also this thing about  . .shame feeding. .when you go looking for `strokes` . .as we call it in Counselling. .
when desire investment emotionaly from others 
just for the sake of this...
like as example..."my boyfirned s not interested in me" on FB
 leads to 
  . .`well l really am and he does not know what he missing`. .
all a bit Millennium  for myself. .

October on east coast......2019


Chewing on a piece of grass
Walking down the road
Tell me, how long you gonna stay here ?
Some people say this town don't look
Good in snow
You don't care, I know

Where the days are longer
The nights are stronger
Than moonshine
You're gonna go I know

'Cause the free wind is blowin' through
Your hair
And the days surround your daylight
Seasons crying no despair



Wishin' on a falling star
Watchin' for the early train
Sorry boy, but I've been hit by
Purple rain
Aw, come on, you can always
Change your name
Thanks a lot , just the same

In the sunshine
Where the days are longer
The nights are stronger
Than moonshine
You're gonna go I know
'Cause the free wind is blowin' through
Your hair`
. . the days surround you daylight . . Seasons crying no despair

Oct 1, 2019

To flourish.

Most of my life worked to deliver services,
that enable mainly young people to flourish
socially, emotionally, physically and spiritually

As individual, 
In groups
Further among the community they been placed.
Remind you no one is an island!


Vocation....commissioned to do this.

 I am good at community and youth work actually do have a pastors heart. A way of being pretty knowledgeable about YCW  Youth Community Work...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"