Poverty is a good source for TV and discussion it not good to beexperianceing

Unlike other types of muscle, our heart does not have the natural ability to repair itself. When someone has a problem with this area of Heart, huge muscle becomes damaged and scar tissue forms. This scar tissue stops the heart from contracting properly, making it harder for the heart to pump blood around the body. This loss of pumping ability is called Heart failure....

That me 

It how l live

Struggle

Survive

Still it fine, just limits myself further can't get officials to accept this or change my efforts

It's life

It's kinda of who l am

Cannot change that heart failure is what it is.

This looks interesting....but what a comment!Life struggles on,this is the same company that brought us '"Broken'" what a series Poverty is not a topic,relegated to a good source for TV .with discussion forums.  It not good to be experiencing 

where was everyone when we threw our toys and Jesus out of the sandpit

 `podcast` and `iTunes` came along

But vinyl and CD still play that favourite song

Larry sings about heaven

Plus Kevin`s lost on a Trailor park

That tunes in my head on a Sandy beach

You are on my mind

Another day begins one thing remains the same

I still can't get you outa my mind

Plus got so much junk 

l wanna drop into deep hole

HOSPITALS

NURSE

DOCTORS

DWP

MOVING HOME AND FEELING ALONE

life became this....l started to struggle and kinda mourn

yesterday, perhaps life was not much easier.

But there was not so much poverty.

Anger in society was not so evident,

`where was everyone when we threw our toys and Jesus out of the sandpit`.

the worst thing l heard today @BBCRadio2 Jeremy vine discussing poverty HOW much does this vile abusive individual get a week. Its modern abuse same as Jimmy saville . . .

none can excuse he gets more in less then three days work

what high earner earns in one year

now read that again

weep because its true

The Bible the Word of God, or something powerful use to browbeat us?

Is the Bible the Word of God, or does it point to the Word of God?

Pastoraly what doe we need to improve upon?

Sadly many Churches do not engage with these discussions.

Nor does the debate get explored?

Just been to church ,which was not exposition but long study ,

One person as is often the case, spoke at the gathered for 50+ minutes.

Guess you know next line,with no interaction and lot of . . .
 ',we are going to heaven . . .They are Not!'

Yet to hear one prayer for the locality?

There is a system error taking places in Christian worship most Sunday's of the week.

You listen

Do not question

If you do your a back slider or worse a liberal

Tags wear with pride either ways 

It long

Allover the place

Irrelevant

Very dated

The speaker often aged not in The world

Is the Bible the Word of God, 

or does it point to the Word of God?

Or is it just middle class values,

imported into our diet for this day?

ME . .NOW

In this city there is so much violence,
aggression,disputes, it not nice.
Wrestle with issue about my age, perhaps l am just feeling emotional,or down with the weather.
But it not that.It is getting worse.
Really don`t know what to do.


What where they thinking off ,when they destroyed the base of youth and community work in the UK?

Normal early week events

“The Asia Bibi scandal confirms what a disaster multiculturalism has been for the UK. Decades of divisive policymaking ,Muslim separatism has allowed religious intolerance to thrive and made Britain unsafe for someone like Bibi”,  . . Brendan O’Neill

Asia Bibi is an Pakistan lady who was critised falsely by Muslim extremes for saying something about their Prpohet,the result is she has been spared the beheading or death they wanted.

Now a debate that not sure has any truth,truth that l can find that is,wether or not she could be allowed in the UK.

Which it is clear Asia Bibi should be welcome here.

The issue that reigns gets racist overtones,so it gets squashed.Along with the Zionist bedate which is very difficult for many.Resulting polerisation and people drawing lines in the sand.

Always considered myself a guy who is tolerant of others views.

Further on in my Journey it become a place of listening.

Actively listening to others,this is about my training, something also about others investing in me,

sharing values that have become my own.

If you draw a line in the sand between yourself and others.then Jessu is often on the other side

This life

Friendships

Death of vocation

Harsh employment chances

Low income

Poor housing

Lack of true love

Music dieing

Trying to live better and with gratitude  . . . .l want to 

About to move again 

Which could be the third time this year.....guess at my age dreams just don't come true.

Not sure they ever did

Walking around a caravan park on the coast in winter is not my idea of the place to be

However among these people there is a nice feeling.

Actually had good bible study last evening,it was bring and share time,l took a song.

listened,shared,laughed,drank cuppa had biscuit...that's not bad for Tuesday evening

Almost as good as those crazy Tuesday when met girlfriend 

then we watched Pete Sellers in Pink panther movies . .  Way back in the day.

 

AHEAD

Back in the day when life was new and bit more exciting we used to go local baths and swim.

WE HAD NO IDEA WHAT LAY AHEAD

Hearts where yet to be broken,knees where yet to be bruised,
thought nothing of walking from Hornsea to Robin Hoods Bay.
over three days.
Every day was exciting.
Faith was growing even then,fitness was not an issue. 
So much lay ahead.
Wish l didn't know now
what l didn't know then.

ANOTHER WEEK IN PARADISE

"There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work, and learning from failure"

Delay in universal credit for new claimants means families will be forced to borrow to survive until new year.
Sometimes failure is just passed onto the vulnerable easy as  a politician just claims expenditure form.

It believes a big chunk of the 110,000 UK households that move on to the system over the next few weeks will be forced to borrow money to see them though until the new year. This includes 67,000 families collectively looking after an estimated 116,000 children.

Every single week we read about the hurt and pain being given to the poor weak and the vulnerable, nothing will be done while we promote a non violent response.

No hope in this hopeless place...

It's Saturday on the north east coast

I delivered leaflets for Church yesterday in this locality   . .. The homes so many poor . .So many hoarding stuff . . Obvious signs of neglect poverty and isolation      From my knowledge it common in rural community's             

 But efforts made by few are appreciated   Despite this hope                              I find the response .. ..Support offered            Help given . .   Social mobility evident.                   

Is lacking from the rich and powerful. 

                            Further the taxes paid into system are not presented to the poor nor those at the bottom.

It hurts me that kingdom values

promoted by Jesus are not transferred into modern society

Blighted, 

forgotten 

Cold wet and miserable, 

I am dreading getting more poorer,

further more desperate.

Hope in a hopeless world .

There is not enough to look forward too.

Where did it go wrong

Transgender activists are trying to stifle debate on proposals to make it much easier to ‘change sex’.

MP for Monmouth David Davies told ministers that activists are creating an “atmosphere of menace” over Government plans for the Gender Recognition Act.

In its recent consultation, the Government put forward proposals for people to ‘self-identify’ as a member of the opposite sex.

                                      I think it all started with long haired louts back in the 74 period.

They ruined the world,

With Tamla Motown music, Following Jesus. Snogging girls, Boxing all over the place

          Love of Yorkshire.Getting expelled from school. Supporting Hull City

          Forever Angel missing.

         Living in a trailer by the sea,

                                                                  That when it all started to go wrong 

Those helsuim,far off days . 

Sometimes hear a song then what happens to your emotional literacy?

Sometimes hear a song 
then what happens to your emotional literacy?

Your heart holds different memories to the head
recent discovery.

`bingo card evenglisum`

 ‘No Guru, No Method, No Teacher. Just you and I and nature, and the Father and the Son, and the Holy Ghost'

Sometimes that what you are trying to reach for.Is not always about `Bingo card evenglisum`,a game where a person try to tick off the following.

• Preached the gospel,
• Mentioned Jesus by name,
• Offered to pray,
• Read the bible to others,
• Promised healing,
• Answered all the questions paused,
• Left them with a choice Jesus way,or the way to hell.

• Felt so spiritual.

 ‘No Guru, No Method, No Teacher. Just you and I and nature, and the Father and the Son, and the Holy Ghost'

Developing toughness

 25 years ago – when Albania was recovering from being made the poorest country in Europe by the secular Marxists, there was only one known family of evangelical Christians in the whole country. The church is growing and developing in that country. Indeed as a general axiom it seems as though when the Church develops, so does the country. 

That real good to know and sure it true, but at present not clear if UK .

Or part l live in, could be describe as developing or growing in any area.

Doubt it got much to do with faith,although need some kinda blessing.

Ours is a hard environment with the cold,
lack of prospects and the polarisation taking place in our society.      Pretty damn hard to become socially mobile,
resources are so scarce.

                                              Life is hard.

If we could utilise the kingdom principles of Jesus and live like we are taught,then that would impact society in a huge way!

Until that day.

Get annoyed with all these house programme 

When struggling in a...' trailer by the sea'. .feel green with envy 

realise can ever own a place called home.

'Where is the love'

I think love in need of an injection of Love.

Tuff times ahead again....same as it ever was

LOOKING AT ARTICLE BY FORMER MANGER OF MY HOME TOWN FOOTIE TEAM

Brain Little

We’d have packed lunches. You can’t possibly conceive it as a Football League club but that’s what we had to do. They had to prepare it themselves.

Sounds a bit like youth club outing in the minibus, lots kids brought nothing, they had nothing, we always bought stuff, we get bags of oranges bananas kit Kats.

Everyone shared what they brought.

“We’d do it and laugh. We’d be joking about what each other had brought along. Some were great at bringing stuff along, others were terrible, so they’d end up sharing with each other.

“That’s how we bonded so well.We hung in there together"

Of course another word use in such circumstance would be teamwork

City supporters were won over by the efforts of Little and his players but there was no such love,the board members who all left Hull City before the season was out.

I could not begin to share last evenings weather

As slept in my trailer by the sea wicked loud and moving

Yeah moving . . The wind under .  Around  . 

Plus above the caravan it just blew, while rain came down heavy.

blessed with some of best beaches in the Yorkshire

Dad says he can't afford presents in heartbreaking appeal to save Christmas for his family.....

REALLY WE SUNK THIS LOW 

THAT TRY FUNDRAISING

REALLY

5 KIDS AT 32 MAYBE INVEST IN SOME DUREX

Is life on the coast better than in a city?

In where l live`The North East` - We're blessed with some of best beaches in the UK,

`Scarborough,Whitby,Filey ,Bridlington .

can honestly say walked them all

With a `footprint left on the sandy beaches` awaiting the tide cover them up.

Sometimes l feel serenity of rural coastal existence ,can appear idealistic,many come to the  shores for a walk,day away,but return even if after short period.

 It not what life in a trailer by the sea, is like it NOT real.

Perhaps when you are weary of life, travelling, search for a break away from the everyday rush, it perfect.

But cold winter and the constant isolation is wake up call. 

Still some just want to leave it all behind while embrace a life less-restless.

Eating then meeting others.....it getting cold as winter 2018 approaches

The winds blowing straight of the North Sea ...it's chilly with an icy blast 

While the world turns   Some people just annoy me that's all....someone made comment about me not wanting to work.   
 They appeared to know quite a bit about my own situation.

But they don't know me, nor do they know why my heart plays up.

They need my forgiveness as it not that important...sure also  stated wrong thing `plenty` times.But it was not true nor nice....that the good thing about relationships.Always a work in progress come to mind ...great news we all working hard on `who we are`. Where I would like to be is not here in a trailer by the sea with cold wind blowing . . . 

In Fact Anywhere But Here Is the Place To be

What is being written
 on the `canvass of your life
`The picture of `how you are` today
Narrative of `the life you are living`.
HOW U feeling

Many people approach Christianity as if it is a set of abstract beliefs to which people subscribe and around which people organized their lives. That may be helpful to some people, but it is merely ‘virtual’ reality.

WALKING BACKWARDS

Anyway a bit more about me

This is how l start my day due to my heart condition
wake up having not slept well and feel tired

So l walk

Breathe


Complain to God,` shout to the top`, shake my fist,
worship, praise, thank the Lord.

Interview by medical services today.......see this wicked diagram ( to the right) . . 
Just about sums up circle of episodes that happen with my aliment, or even disease.
Begin with shortness of breath. . .travel to tiredness and issue that come along with that...But Pain is slight and manageable share this to encourage NOT a..` poor me syndrome`..
leave out the emotions and depression as my faith substances here...  

Knackered as normal around this time of the day.....

Sharing bit this week about the normal me

I get tired due to my health

Live alone ...been that way for years..it just the way it is....

I am a follower of Jeus been that way for around 40 years...it pretty important to me my faith

Male ....in my 60's truth be told . . not working at present

But when have been mainly been in youth work

Love music, Vinyl , Enjoy DVD    Oh and can cook

Around 4 days a week do not eat meat 

That not hard as you  may imagine

Try to not use my car three days a week

Fear for my future . .

It  because health ,plus monitory position....always stretched despite

not spending

Owning

Banking

Spending...a lot

My vocation like my faith is part ....who l am

Love souls music Tamla...Northern...funk...disco...

Also like classical stuff

Listen to podcast about faith ,

reflect deeply

Spend time in a charitable way....

Like to walk and watch wildlife and the coast.

love Malta

Stuck here in this"The too long now....."

Pray with me about poverty, work to elevate affects of poverty....

Hate injustice

Seek mercy

Be a humble MF it good for your soul

Oh and in case l forget.......God bless you

Still miss forever Angel.....

Marvellous news and sad news

Stan Lee the illustration artist with Marvel comics      Made those bullied those who feel powerless and left out.     Well l am hearing he made them feel special,    They learned to read via his comics.     They felt empowered by the antics of nerds who became hero's                      They were no longer outsiders.

Is that not a good thing indeed a great thing?

He felt uncomfortable because lot of his collage mates went on to become Doctors, surgeons, great teachers . His healing was different      That's all . . .Good to be Different.

Can you believe a white tailed Eagle in North Yorkshire 

Bloody Marvelous as well