Jul 26, 2020

Let's.bleed.some light and hope

Learnt so much in own Faith journey
From many Churches served
Many would not be read about or suggest have great missionary strategic planning
But key relationship with community they placed.








Several tradition Been placed with
Even Anglo Catholic...high... Pentecostal
Anglican....congregational...free Churches
Often in inner cities
With relevent message of hope.
Perhaps sometimes did not always value questions non faith people have...








How can we walk while beds
Are burning
All around us
Chaos
Politics of fear..needs gospel of hope
Must start kick the darkness till...
Bleeds the light..

Jul 25, 2020

The politics of fear keeps on winning.........

“Compulsory mask-wearing makes no sense. We have come through the worst of the pandemic. The death rate and infection rate have plummeted. So why are we being forced to wear masks now? People should be more sceptical of this authoritarianism.”

Brendan O’Neill on BBC Radio

It really makes no sense...today news shops...bus companies...gyms...etc all saying come back we need you .
Yet many will not with such draconian further Authoritive measures.
What happened to freedom.
Can l not be trusted?
It all appears to be made up 'On the Huff'
C19... really messed up our little world.
No deaths today 
Not so evident
Either we needed them when it was prelevent or we did not.
Sure as Hell...we do not need them at present.
But politics of fear ....well they step they keep on following...who look folks .....there a cliff ahead.
Go on jump straight over.

Jul 24, 2020

Open letter to camel traders who own Hull city from local rag

Dear Assem and Ehab,
As owners of Hull City, we expect you’re feeling the pain of relegation like any supporter. After the abundant highs of the Premier League, not to mention a run to the 2014 FA Cup final and into Europe, it is deeply disappointing that this is now a League One club.
City are sadly at a low ebb. There is disenchantment among supporters and, as we’re sure you saw after Saturday’s 1-0 defeat at home to Luton, plenty of anger too.
Fans are worried about the direction of their club. They have seen the dark times and toured the lower leagues. They are also familiar with the warning signs that are currently flashing on a team that has been relegated with just one win in 20 games.
This club feels as though it has arrived at a crossroads and only you have the capacity to change its course this summer.
As a family you have made it very clear you are ready to sell the club. Since April 2014 you say you have sought a takeover but, as yet, new owners have still not arrived.  
This club needs a fresh start. You have previously accepted as much and we trust that when the right buyer comes along you will be ready to finally hand over control.
Until then, though, things have to change for the better. Or the discord and apathy will only spread into next season.
The time has come to communicate your long-term vision for City. You arrived with sights fixed firmly on the Premier League but where do you aim to be now?
It is also time for any of the rumoured local business people interested in purchasing the club to come forward and at least investigate the details.
Grant McCann says there is a plan that will stay “in house” but that cannot be right. Supporters, more than anyone, deserve to know where their club is heading.
Do you have ambitions to get City back to the Championship? Will you invest to make that possible? And will McCann be trusted with the job of rebuilding this team?
This club currently feels as though it is drifting. We understand the need to cut costs and safeguard financial health but there is more to football than balance sheets, profit and loss. Never forget the intangibles; the power of passion, belief and togetherness.
Fans do not expect a winning team but they need hope that the best days are to come. That precious commodity has been in short supply throughout 2020 and relegation to League One has left supporters disillusioned and concerned. Ambition is increasingly hard to spot at a club where so much has gone so badly wrong in the last three years.
Supporters also want to feel involved again, as though they follow a club that cares as much as they do about what happens on the field, but also cares about them.
You have seen with your own eyes what City can be. You have seen the KCOM Stadium packed out and watched supporters in their thousands head all around the country every other Saturday.
But the interest is dwindling rapidly.  Too many have grown detached from City in the last three seasons. Matchday revenue has been slashed in a period that has seen attendances cut in half and winning those supporters back, especially the younger generations, is now of paramount importance to the club’s long-term health.
Fans do not ask for the earth but they want more than you are currently giving them.
If you cannot turn the tide then it is time to step aside this summer. The club is rolling backwards and only you can change that.
To a successful 2020-21 and happier times ahead,


Jul 23, 2020

How fear works.....

Politics of fear are winning
It's mask compulsory from tomorrow yet for months not needed them
So l shall keep out the shops
That not new
Sad day ......
People pretty ignorant about this virus further how it spreads
Expect this rule
Expect this law
Expect this outrage
Will affect financing come into tills
Less ringing up sales pretty sure

Wear a mask
Cover up
Drink more
Eat out
Stay off buses
Ride a bike
Authorities telling you and l
More and more
What we can and cannot do
How you think
Social engineered how you behave
You see.....How fear works.....ALL LIFES MATTER EVEN NON MASK WEARERS

Jul 22, 2020

Today's sad Day only soccer Known that for a while Hull City get relegated No hope But been coming Still sad.....

Today's sad Day only soccer
Known that for a while
Hull City get relegated
No hope
But been coming
Still sad.....

Fan base been destroyed
By greed
Ego
Bad business
Poor dialogue
Abuse towards support for long period

Economic plight
Entertainment value
Community 
All effected
Sad
Sad done sung on silent terraces
Goodbye feeling of hopeless
Goodbye
Hull City relegated this day
Far worse things happen

Fields played in


Me always been a little off field...out there not on my own but we'll see
Not been best position ..where played the game of life...
Out there left field . .not in political sense...but available for listening post.
That sounds about right.....catcher strange stuff ... good place to be..

Jul 21, 2020

Watched three Billboards ...the film....


It seemed that the pregnant police detective Marge Gunderson from 'Fargo' would forever be the most memorable character of Frances McDormand's acting career. But now I'm not so sure. Mildred Hayes, the heroine from 'Three Billboards', is a serious contender. 

But the dark...or is it just Grim...film left me confused.
Some called parts of film humour....
This might well be the critics expert opoinates .

Mildred Hayes is a divorced single mother, living with her son on the outskirts of a small, rural town. She had a daughter too, sadly we soon discover, was raped, then killed on a quiet mountain road not far from home. Frustrated by the lack of progress of the investigation, Mother decides to rent three dilapidated billboards, publicly accusing the local police chief (Woody Boyd from Cheers) of incompetence. By doing so, she attracts the attention of the media, angers almost the entire town and causes a succession of increasingly violent actions.

Some suggested film is about big issues grief, anger, revenge and violence, although been written also it is extremely funny.l personally did not grasp that.....maybe for sure l am in wrong place when observing the art... Above all because of Mildred Hayes' stubborn character and her ability to verbally humiliate others.


But it incomplete....anger behaves anger ...hatred grows...awful stuff witness ...complex narrative of the other characters ..just hurts.
It really hurts because see little in depth of people portrayed.
I know loved by critics but mixed views from other watched this...maybe life does not dish out correct justice.But bleak story here just promotors anger..injustice and hatred.
Are we in some places this far gone.
I ask honestly.
Hope l am correct in feeling this projects incorrect state.

Jul 19, 2020

Sunday's different day to me...

 The years went rolling by

Wrapped up by the coast

Own thoughts

Beautiful image

Coastal always drawn to sea

Not sailor in me......

Find space...imagine Concepts

Breathe.....pray...go on in life...
These moment are leaving us.......
Hear voices... remember some faces...lots of names
...did l speak clearly enough...about the right things...yes..yes.. because l gave those moments...
To higher power.....

Jul 18, 2020

Kevin W....still walking around Scarborough

I walked the coast on my own first time in 1975.....felt confident
Fit. . healthy....able
Growing ...developing...
Wish l didn't know now...what l didn't know then
Years came rolling by.....

2020
Kevin W...walking Thursday night in Scarborough eating chips on same spot...
Not healthy...poor day next day...disabled..mind active
Not confident about future
Growing...developing..not same pace.
Still on my own...
Profession they called it...better vocation
Had this sense of vision...
Expected this moment!

There never  was enough of that comdiaty called time
Indeed should also....ASK

Where did the time go....

Jul 15, 2020

Keep coming back to how l invest my time...the story's l follow

The drama
Characters
Issues ...stuff being felt
Images...what l see ponder
How l feel after film or TV
Am l moved
Records listen too....lyrics...sonic feeling...beat...bass...voice or not
Gospel scripture....Bible
Same ...how am l changed
Was it time well spent...do we discuss what we watched
Sometimes switch off
Turn TV off
Let silence enter...
Did issue make me change or think differently
Characters can l resonate with them.
Investing in all sorts of ways each day with stories all around us...some stuff just inferred

Jul 14, 2020

Hull City 1-0 down after two minutes Groundhog Day I would be worried but manager says it all fine just need two more wins That 100% more then we had in last 7 months

Sad when follow team that always losing
Mind you story of Hull....one letter from hell...
We had so much promise
Things going to get better
Like UK even World after C19 we were going to be better
There was so much potential 
True there was lose...but we would rise up ..be better people,try harder,not make same mistakes
Had plan A to improve
Appointed correct people
Even suggestion of a Plan B

Jul 13, 2020

This place ..this seaside town it is that one...the one they forgot to close down


So listened ...'but didn't like what we spoke about'
 l was disturbed by life
being
Lived....
gambling...signs of self harm.....living as family with children at 19...
You feel trapped...
So would l...
Listened again to another...domestic violence wear it like a trophy...
Cup throw at you..
Bleeding from head wound..
Broken arm...
Etc...
Listened to another gambling...lose of money...no prospect's..
In a town where emotional literature is measured higher then most other places
Me .......wonder have "l the resources to respond"...

Come Armagadom come

Jul 10, 2020

My Belief in practice....

Reflecting deeper
Listening to music
Reading limited scope of books
Watching ....Inspector Montalbano...
Listening
Praying
Walking
Playing Squash
Attending Hospital appointments
Praying about stuff
More walking
Playing Wii Consule daily

That about it this week......

Jul 9, 2020

Wrestling with questions.......in my way

Here is tough Question so first apply it to my Faith!
What have l had to swallow to be part of the Church club?
In life suppose ask yourself...What do l embrace to be part of the culture/gang/to just belong?
My blogs about me stumbling thru life...trying to argue with self 
While also accepting ...not everyone gets my awkward honesty nor my failing humour...
Sometimes
Do sometimes
Few sometimes...l present mine ,or borrowed from others complete trusted wisdom.
Rare but sure there have been moments....

Jul 8, 2020

Not living to get to heaven before they close the gate
Not living faith out of fear
Just want others to walk with me 
While following closely to Jesus

Another day....in not quite paradise

 Day ends l pondering
About all stuff of life
Doctors actions
Doctors words
Sun goes down
Feels odd

Not summer person
Heart wonderful muscle when working correctly
Humanity wonderful when working correctly

Here to the words on the streets tonight
Here to the loved ones in others care
Here to the lonely
Struggling everywhere
Further here to you........with Blessings from above
May the day begin....may Kingdom be more real in you and me

Jul 6, 2020

Let's see.......... hospital tomorrow!

Get asked_what kind of faith did l inherit'
Which does not make any sense.suppose it can... take wrong idea what commitment look s like.
Not question enjoyed.


It life and every day for me
Simply..... have l put enough into
each moment..... sleeping to much
due to illness..

Other period of time
I was ok
But feel rodded most Day
Anyway tomorrow Doctor at hospital

Let see......what wisdoms awaiting.

Life is tough
But expect you know

We are getting through this are we not?

It's passing slowly

But it is passing...

Jul 5, 2020

Trying to describe person of faith l am....

Baptism was critical. What Lord did and he did not need to so just follow that example.
Words of teaching in old order...testaments and new order...
Fact that all these years on in Autumn of my life it still vital
Still wrestle
That understanding not faded away
I still believe …. Yes differently ..but l am different
The Basic orthodox only altered
Reference lessons in way live my life
Get it wrong …but forgiven...growing but not conceited 
I …Kevin W....do question …yes not to doubt....
Think Unanswered Prayer biggest concern …
So follower of man Jesus of Nazareth ,Gods son....our saviour,
his teaching should be obeyed.
Rooted in the word...understanding more....committed …
Kind of think should support poor in way Bible suggest...
Try to be Kingdom person....NOW

Jul 4, 2020

New normal means no change to Heart of Saturday nite in East Yorkshire rural

The heart of Saturday nite starts here in coastal East Yorkshire town at 08-00 in the morning.
All day drinking returns.
There ain't no NEW normal here.
Where emotional literacy measured in pints you drink
More pints
 more time 
  more drunk 
    more thick mentally a person is.....
Should l apologia for such a harsh statement.....yeah if people had listened to concerns,
But not when heart of a Saturday nite is getting drunk....no concern for others...own state...cost to local society....
So -'Sunday morning coming down'-.. here is prison cell....gutter...and dirty town  

Jul 3, 2020

Local at present


Wow on the coast of East Yorkshire rare bird bringing 100s to view....we humans and love nature...watching ..creating image for others to examine...wow..wow..wow

City had gone 13 league games without a victory in a run dating back to New Year’s Day but that damaging sequence was finally ended in dramatic style. “It’s a big win. There’s no getting away from it with six games to go now until the end of the season,”


City had gone 13 league games without a victory in a run dating back to New Year’s Day but that damaging sequence was finally ended in dramatic style.

“It’s a big win. There’s no getting away from it with six games to go now until the end of the season,”
Yeah but someone interrupted my listening pleasures and the day changes...life ...my life..
Visited steering group chatted.....
That felt good.....
Weather blustery!
This feeling not being involved due to health just frustrated myself....
So much still not functioning as it should
Life hidden in some background
Unable to resume

This state of unable to process events.Sure there are those who enjoy the sitting events out
Sure many not usedtime to develop internally......people put on weight...people consumed more Alcohol.
Young people concerned with mental health issues.Older people strike being more scared.
TV still boring.......papers still full crap....drug abuse risen..Hope adendened...
Did l mentioned winds blustery. . . . 

Jul 1, 2020

How dare they remove the Emancipation Memorial? Taking down a statue paid for by freed slaves – this is the worst thing the woke hysterics have done.

Black life's matter
All life's matter
Your life matters
My own life matters

Learn't that growing up in Wilberfoces ole town of Hull....one letter from Hell
Exploring issues, not caring couler of my friends Ullah, Fazzie,Ahmed. Good guys who introduced me to some insane music....Wild Cherry...Isleys..Jacksons....James Brown..Motown.
Boxed together,ate,played music....argued about faith girls...tagged school.
 Our mums walked us to school together...stood in same chip shop queues together.

On Facebook we still communicate
Attended odd funeral
Wept together
Climbed hills together
Want better for all....together.......Redemption has to be for the life they live
Redemption has to be for the lives you and l and they live.....
If it not for all those life's.......it's not Redemption .  

Jun 30, 2020

What does God sound like......

What
Does
God
Sound
Like?

When mix my theology ..with my reading of the Collection of sacred writings,
mythical stories,poetry,historical and factual accounts

What
Does
God
Sound
Like?

Add in modern society in which l occupy,mix in our need to over analyse,sudden rush of information.drop along into that fake emergance around oldies ,clever writings.

What
Does
God
Sound
Like? 

Jun 27, 2020

Back to life (5)

Bought cheap new trainers
Drove to not packed Bridlington bay.
Shopped in supermarket no telling me to 'walk that way'.
Had ice cream on front....people boarded the 'Pirate ship' . .
Chatted
Listened
Drive along country road..
Bought new book...about ART...street art...
Began to think about possibilities of working in community.
Shock friends hand...
Worried about family whose daughter l knew has passed away ......
Grieved
Prayed
Got wet in big downpour ....
Watched match of the day......

Jun 26, 2020

the government once had bright idea' related Bedroom tax'...help creatmore poverty... which means housing benefit is cut for people who aredeemed to have a spare room in their homes

Punish people .....tax the poorest
Make them live in slums ..caravan parks...high rise flats...overcrowded places...isolate
... detached garage...mates couch...hostels....rural no transport links...price the food...
Is this what they mean by white privilege???

Jun 24, 2020

Back to normal (4)

So it's been just over 48 hrs now since a Libyan refugee murdered 3 people in an unprovoked attack in Reading.
Edge of south west Slough....pretty nice place ...But  So far there have been no protests, no outcries,
Faded into chip paper of news value very quickly...there been no riots, 
Not one person began looting .
Cannot find in shops ?.."Reading gay men life's Matter".  . . . tee shirts. 
Across the ocean Americans have not gone out demonstrating on behalf of three dead men...
Let's be honest here they probably either don't know or don't care. 
OK that's the way it is!
There are no plans to place any ...'Other lives matter'. . .on the shirts of football players
 We have heard that there are no plans for them to take the knee.
So it seems three law abiding citizens enjoying a day in the park are less important .......
It's just life getting back to what many want...
NORMAL
Shame and feel sad......
All lives matter!  . . . . .all life's matter............,! 

Jun 23, 2020

Back to life 3

Had fun with family
Scaring pigeons wasting time. . .
Mending stuff. . .
Witnessing money going down...
It's life. . . Life as we should know this . .
But something missing...not in a lost love kinda way. .
Deeper then that. . .
Sense of belonging... community.
Some changes suggested it's gone for good..
Like sterile Fottie on telly...

It's changed
Life we are experience . . .not like before.
Some vile narrative not gone away

Maybe just maybe.......life....well at present...unsure

Jun 22, 2020

Back to life (2)

You are unigue
Special
Complex.
 . . .   Yeah complex,emotions are complex
Created so special...there is no one like you
Bet don't often reflect on you
Perhaps this thing that's passing slowly ....maybe...maybe get time to work understanding you
That complex being living life you are experiancing....
Others maybe don't get you....
That OK
That's fine
That's life......
Your life been special..
Maybe just maybe....this period been a big challange....so give yourself a cheer ....
It's passing...you are getting through this stronger...more unigue ..more special..more you like.
Don't let any idiot wind tell you other ways.

Jun 21, 2020

back to life (1)

Caught this dogshark
today good meet friends
Sit bored while they did
Sport...let down by home town
Footie club lost again..
Some things not that
Important...but required

Jun 20, 2020

Back to my bread and butter.....

Trying to return to how community's must now exist, after plague that we are still passing through ,Capture the  evidence ,further publicising the impact of people's experiance.what been singular involvement.

 

Must start Recognising that every point of contact is opportunity for information to be transferred allows for the harvesting reasons for future planning

 

Very important to recognise Changes in demographics profiles.
Where people live?
Income able to generate?
Housing...education ...culture...places
Seance of belonging
Church faith community must move away from the traditional methods of communication.
At last we can start more engaging and appreciated methods.
Explore work of experts like 'spirit of the streets'Knowing the target audience and their characteristics is essential to faith sharing and development.

building protection on coast






Jun 19, 2020

taking the knee......its origin

Taking the knee was enforced upon slaved by their owners
Still sounds awful
100 years after abolition
The slave had take a knee
During most famous event in front of Master
Slave asked
"Am l not your brother"

That hit home
"Am l not a human"

Jun 17, 2020

Finding this lockdown spent lot of time on my knees...placing albumcovers back in their sleeves

Think personally God get fed up of all the sermons plus Bible reading
Expect more interested in music choices further your dance alone moves 
He like that God
Not half as serious as we feel

From January to March 2020, there has been a 96% rise in UC appeals but a 77% drop in ESA appeals, as claims for ESA are replaced by claims for UC.

However, there has also been a 38% drop in the number of PIP appeals being lodged, compared to the same period last year, down from 27,000 last year to 16,700 this year.

Jun 16, 2020

When too much wrong kind of harsh... loud ..shoutout noise. Retreat putthem on pause.....settle yourself get your mind in your place.....Return when U ready

Only then
They don't owe you...nor do they own you...
Switch off TV plenty times....

.presenters taken over got weather girls who feel now experts on your life while forecast wrong weather...
All want you as new recruit to thier money making political protests
Go carrying agents card into battle....battle they organised
Brown cardboard placards carried aloft....next week it's another cause
This present ones losing its value
Find your place.....
Your journey...at your own pace
They don't owe you ....your time...
They don't own you...your life
Reflect
Protect you
Read enjoy the silence
Noise will still be here should you return...
If follow this rule...adjust to the volume and listen deeper
Listen actively 
Switch off vexatious noise
Gain control.....
Walk by still pastures .....with loving shepherd ...even better

time outa own mind. . .

With all the narrative concerned for own thought process
Decided like you to step back in my mind
Hard to take time outa words all around
Kept away from ugly debate
Harsh and false descript...
Only way allow
 clarity
y
My mind on pause
Let hope can be more level minded
Join me in dropping out

Jun 14, 2020

Expected better

The new normal did not last very long.
Old word.
We do not like to use Sin. .
That fire, brimstone world.
But returned.. fighting, Drug chaos
Rape.. killings .rioting all taken place.
Just, last few days
Need some forgiveness here.
Expected better!
Belief held by me.... That we capable of more. .
Lets commit to Sprinkle God loves 
Into scene
---


Jun 12, 2020

postcard humour required

We need to be less precious
Not be offended,laugh let comedy
enable us to be joyful...
Stalin and Hitler not funny people.
So we mocked them,ridulced views held

Buckle up folks....trouble ahead

















Scale of what's is ahead very unclear. . .
Books peculiar things
Little in size,
Don't weight a lot,
Look inoffensive.
Can create Sun armies
, hurricane of impact.
At Right time
In Right place
Can create disturbance. . .

Jun 9, 2020




Urge all to be respectful

We lost something
Lost chance to reshape our society.
Dialogue-Discussion-Discord.

3D's Needs to be communicated
Between you and l
Between community's 
Between those opposed to each other 
Keep coming back to this line
Another said this...
...when you draw a line between you and others.
Then you lookup Jesus is stood looking back at You.....
Luv it
Luv it
Luv it

Jun 8, 2020

When you label on 6 June Churchhill a fascist, You lost When you dirty, cenotaph You lost, When you do not understand all life matter you lost.

Dynamic issues being lost some uneducated platform taking place.
Hurts that on 6th June protestors attacked plinth of WW2 leader Winston Churchill. 
Also fact destroyed and damaged part of cenotaph. 
Yet few understand who MLK nor Malcolm X were!














Huge turn out, but limited Understanding on 'second life's' they live.
Policed by `political elite` who feel better to avoid truth, promote untrue Statements.
But if promote `all lives matter' get mischievous comments. Ugly , start abusing police,
Same people applauded on Wednesday evening 'Protector of freedom', those freedoms you neglect to accept are not open to violent misuse. 
Time To accept many are not 'white enemies' our lives matter 
Our values matter.
Our freedoms are important.
Your place at table is alongside us.
We did not create issues you feel so angry about I do not have a blind spot to your concerns. 
Just want better for all....because all lives matter. 

Jun 7, 2020

someone thinks white is privilaged....ha ha ha

Where U born affects life expectations
Born UK North..isolated..poor...forgotten town
Educational attainment
not encourage...
Spiritualy alive ..open..healthy

Always felt journey...sojourner...l walk
Frugale...content..desire better.. for others
Do not feel nor am l
Privilaged....
That a lie

Jun 6, 2020

sonic of shut in

Are we sinking?
The rain refreshed
Help us make new start.
Perhaps that just a dream!
There is present narrative 'loud',
Finding some youths desire need to protest,
But no desire to listen.
We must seek out quiet voices,
Discover sonic murmured,
Desperate time in a strange place called lock down.....
AKA shut in

Jun 5, 2020


What are we transforming into?

More technological society
Less well paid 
Less skilled 
More individual community's.
Less religion more secular.
Society maybe Still has hurried .........emotional Illiterate
 ...TV Focused
Divided......
Church hasn't offered much hope
some of us voiced this loud.
Building focused ...presented Authorities messages....numbers ..economy ..size driving the debate, 
Perhaps Church  mirrors society?
Locally Christian community been messy......played it by ear...just 'got by seat of our pants'.
Do you know what .....OK with that .
Yeah OK with Messy.

Jun 3, 2020

assessing situation

Assessments required
Trickle of support must grow
Urgent options developed
Warnings must be heeded
Less complacency
Question distortion 
Spiritual leadership to quiet



Jun 2, 2020

Lot less dialogue and discussion less balance

I was brought up in Church and youth service settings were we shared our views
Sure,
Sure,100% Sure,
I had odd views.
Views difficult listen too.
Confident some disagreed,
Duel meanings expressed,
Hence developed,
 l grew my comfortable was changed.
Learn't to accept many sides of argument.
Something lacking in society witness,
Tech savvy more is this true on socail media
Lot of bullying occurs across such platforms.
You and me must disagree .......simply so we can grow and develop,
Into people God wants us to be......
Growth as you know ......does not reside in a place called comfortable

childhood....

Children feel deeply
They carry stress
Understand sometime what older
people can no longer
All times they grasp more then we imagine
Let children play
Ask God send his Angels
 They are not Children for very long....society values childhood little
Soon they enter being youngster .
Where they are targeted by economics, ethics,ideals,greed. . 

May 31, 2020

my first cafe cuppa since C19 struck

It not high price..
But sun demon today,
Already high in the sky..110 in the shade!
Waiting for older lady to pass.
Maybe later swear
.."she was winking"..
Sat with cup of tea
Only thing can add.
Its passing 
God bless..

May 30, 2020

Health makes me frustrated

My theology....how l make sense of God,Jesus,
his message
Is ongoing conversation
The story of me .......is not complete.....
it still being told

Undercurrent felt....



Speaking on another forum ,to a friend been hiding abroad.Unable to travel home......,best one can do is remain chilled,go about enjoying sun....personally find quickest way can l could ,then get home....you both understand own situations,as long you reasonably well fed,got ready cash,stick it out.
things are opening here today ,more next week Local beach packed,Chippies food shops..Monday expected more stuff open.
Spiritually real undercurrent violence ,it's overspilled .
expect when new paper journalist seek other venues ,not C19 ,more will be known.
l personally detect sinister happenings hidden out of view...

Have l compromised ?

 The minor prophets Joel, Malaki, along with Isaiah. All came up today in our spirit filled conversation around ethics and kingdom values as...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"