True that

How very, very true,

What are we hiding from others today?

Try reading the book 

'Why am l afraid to tell you 

I love you'

As the singer sang the song.

I listened thought how true

"Say something l'm giving up on you,

Say something l'm giving up on you"

Trouble, if concerned, worried, people like us, we don't give in on You. I won't give up on you! Promise.

1400 abused Police looked the other way

The IPCC probe comes after a whistleblower told the BBC she had regularly passed details about alleged abusers to senior police officers but they had failed to act.

The 10 officers - some of whom are still serving with South Yorkshire Police - were identified in Professor Jay's report, which detailed how children had been subjected to trafficking, rape and other sexual exploitation between 1997 to 2013.

Why does that simply not surprise me?

Don't know about you but l 'm a believer

It all came about when l was 17 

Plus 6 months when l prayed earnestly to The Lord God of all Jesus

It is truth and that became relevant to myself

Yes life not been a picnic and for many from my culture,City of Hull,family friends

They may say the same

But this know to be truth.

Jesus revealed himself to me and that the journey my life took from then till now

Present in my words and actions thoughts and pattern

28% increase youth homelessness

Housing and homelessness charity Shelter said it has seen a 28 per cent increase in calls from people on the brink of homelessness since 2012 - a sign of the struggles of people at the very sharp end of the UK's housing crisis.

looking for stratagies to communicate
check out blob resources got few
so can connect with me ...

thinlines

Been out visiting family and friends in Hull.
went to get Mums papers.
She reads 3 a day and the family all do
so they get well read,
town was busy and active at 06.30.
Felt really good shops open along with several cafes,
Also fruit agents getting stuff out on the pavements.
Living very Rural,
sometimes hard to recall what hectic really is.
Here it is very cold, colder then Yorkshire. `isolated`. 
People look back fondly.
BUT,
There is a beauty in rural community.
listened to family, friends, so much illness around.
Dementia
Heart failure
Leg pain
Illness
Here l stand,
but grateful for all l am.
all l have been,
all that l still have
Do you have regrets  . . .do l have regrets?
not for myself, yes liked to have had somethings different,

but life doesn`t give you lot of choices.

Life is tough in the north,
foodbanks, lack of employment, prospects, opportunities, . .
Churches providing community relief, but faith community getting stretched.

life is beautiful . .tough
Communications resilience, hard to develop.
grateful for the conversation had last few days.
Plus recent support and friendship l have experienced.
`Hull thinline between heaven and here`,
Rural community, which feels like `thinline between heaven and here`.
Paradise bay, Malta` my idea of heaven on earth`.

Mines bigger

Inspector Steve Lamb, who leads the northern neighbourhood policing team, said: "We will not hide from the fact there is a problem with a large gang operating in north Hull and Orchard Park. But my gang is bigger than their gang and we will get the better of them.

Read more: http://www.hulldailymail.co.uk/Frightening-40-strong-gang-running-riot-Orchard/story-24542736-detail/story.html#ixzz3JQtSiMe2 
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Hell/Hull worth a read. 

But feel this guy got it wrong very poor responses to Serious issue. 

But it also playground antics. 

They losing the plot when this is the response,

What are the issue here?

Boredom,

Lack of respect,

Emptiness,

Failure of the services to support and assist.

What's it like for the local community?

Where are the other responses?

Sure the guy got tough place to enforce the law, plus `local Dwarfs', working at hull fair are a bigger gang then these 11- 14 year old giving Lamb issues.

What about partnership working?

Is it worse now or has it been like this for a while?

But let's not forget

"His is bigger then theirs"

clinging too

on hill far away stands an old rugged cross
a symbol of suffering and shame....
ISA islamic state butcher Syrian residents
where the lord was crucified in pain.....
6.7 Billion on space dust,
But l will cling to that old rugged cross and exchange it some day for a crown......
He said`Love one another`.....

simple skills

• Gonna take more time to concentrate on simple skills more On art,drawing,reading,listeningJoin meAlways drawn for self Find it rewarding Peaceful Need to relax,doing nothings allowed,enjoy life

Bit confused by arguments that are going on,true is there between family, now can l not be involved Or will l get drawn into issues

Families are good sources of support true in my case

I forgive any who have fended me

I let go of all issues and the baggage that can hold you down as you sojourner

Not because l am able but because l am commended

Also experienced forgiveness

So let's celebrate confusion 

Disagreements

Family

Friendships

Views different to my own

God bless and take good care of yourself

It's called being normal . . .underrated

Doing the boring stuff

What a blessing

Milk

Bread

Veg

Cooking

Washing pots

Listening to the `Archers`

Reading `Inspector Montebelono`

Blogging

Texting

FB 

Talking on the fone

Reflecting

Checking diary

Catching news

Sleeping

Avoiding tablets

Supping cappuccino 

Wondering how to help others

Grateful for support that l receive

Praying

Wrestling theology 

God wondering

Looking out across the northern coast and the sea

Expensive

Comet going one way,

World going another.

Kevin Waller going different to both!

Must be expensive 'space dust' not got enough to spend money on over here.

Witnessed a geek speaking about subject .The news showed his tattoos all about this project.

Really do not get it!

Expensive

Am l out on a limb with this one

But we landed on a comet in space

Expensive space dust

System error or perhaps it's me?

Let the day begin by saying"Thank U Lord"

Here to the workers on the streets

Here to the loved ones far away

Here to you my love

With blessings from above

Let the day begin

Everything in Heaven

It's a "thinline between Heaven and Hull"

Thinline between heaven and here

First heard that line, those words, spoken by `Bubbles` in the wire

One of my favourite TV programmes stuck with me l adopted it for this blog

Space to share thoughts ideas reflections guidance. And instruction

Sat today in sliema drinking cuppa at 'Tony's bar' again

Drank small Larger, enough for a dinner time

World changes fast technically, do we advance as quickly

Simple pleasure, quiet drink on a hot day.

Still its progress to me.

So now at this moment feels like a "thinline between heaven and here".

Will we meet in 'Tony's bar' in heaven will we chat discuss the day!

`Everything In heaven comes apart` said the singer, (Martyn Joseph)

The quiet cup of tea.

Sitting, chatting with friends.

Answered prayers at last fulfilled

Unanswered prayer explained

Everything in heaven comes  apart 

Four city players to get new contracts

Yes in my view they all done good job 

I would single out Alex Bruce he is the managers son so that never going to be easy

Full credit also to Quinnie,Paul Mcshane,plus Rosenior

Yes deserve reward for task,performance

Also achievements

Let get them extended on contracts

We all need to read life

Those feelings we get

That funny sense

Awareness floods thoughts

Slow releasation not quite right

Could it be what God planted inside us

Can't escape we have too perform lots areas of life

Process what it takes

But do we reflect enough

Quietly with The Lord

Perhaps not religious with your own thoughts

Think about a time when something was happening

Did a sense make you aware

Did you respond or ignore

That strange feeling . . .voice. .

God and me always had our time . .thank Jesus talks his presence

Perhaps you just. A spiritual kinda person 

So. . . . .

Good have time each day to reflect and read around your life

Heard any strange voices,feelings unique sense in you recently?

Reading the life around me!

Let's hope they can start some rememberance of how to win football matches

In my view they showing relegation form

Most expensive hull city team but not doing the performance on the pitch

Everything in life is performanceand process

This is difficult time on the pitch

Also it's only a game 

My remberance service was in Valatta

Good service followed by cup of tea,reading life around myself.

Slept for a while then 

Proud to say this simple thing

45 minutes in local Sea

Strenuous but wholesome exercise.

Let the day begin

Sprays

Tablets

Ointments

Walk

Tea

But what about morning news

appartently survived a Cyclone locally felt windy but just typical northern day

Except not in the North England

But in Sliems Malta

A cowerd to the end

Hullabaloo gossip

Bit of paper talk around the beloved

The Tigers produced three committed displays in October to take three points at home to Crystal Palace and a point from both the Emirates and Anfield – an impressive haul from what on paper were three tricky fixtures.

And the Premier League appear to agree as Bruce has received a nomination, alongside some top name bosses.

In 364 matches, Bruce has never picked up the award as a boss in the top flight and will have to beat off competition from West Ham’s Sam Allardyce, Newcastle boss Alan Pardew and Chelsea boss Jose Mourinho.

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This old hull city trawler steam powered is rumoured to be about be restored and sail around the Humber as a tourist plus historical reason.

Does that not feel good

Life in the wet med

Storms

Windy

Cold

Wet

Feb up with smeghead who

Thought it was funny to use my number

At stupid or clock

In the morning

Guess

What

Not so clever

Bright

Next 

Time they call for help

Please

Sorry but whoever it was around 07 13 this a.m. With

"Hi"

Sorry took me so long to reply fell asleep again sometimes this happens with health

Anyway more fuller txt from me

Then you responded with,

"Yh"

Perhaps that slang not sure

But l responded saying blog best at present for myself.

"Ok"

Which it is or you can email me for fuller chat

Please hope it not some frustrating kids who just wants to use abbreviations,

Hate that.

If it's FA kinda difficult but try to follow up better!

Burger pies

Did someone mention pizza called burger pies . . . .your right better not
resuscitation needed if l get into that area

What l'm doing now

It is, 'cupofkev', time resting.

Chilling.

Watching the world turn!

Doing all the healthy things l am supposed to do!.....?

But a thought keeps catching me out

"Too damm young too be feelin' this damm old"

Swim outdoors in November

Following last weeks heart issues

Plus hospital visits 

Gone live each day

Like I am dying

Swim outdoors

Climb hills

Grant grace

May even ride a bull named fu man chu

Call out forever angels name

Live like your dyin'!

Suppose got a few DVD too watch as well couple CD still need to listen too plus another glass of JD

Tough one l heard

The most difficult conversation took place as l was in hospital last week

Not for myself,let's make this clear

Across the bed from me on ward 10

The curtains drawn around Brain,the consultant attended and spoke

You need to think about wether or not you need resuscitation

Your heart is telling you it poorly

(Such a odd word) your heart is poorly so may not have best quality of life there is little else we can do

No longer can we fit tube . . . . . 

"Anyway think about wether or not you want to be brought back . . . . "

Wow . . .what a conversation to hear. . . .listen to . . . 

Death we're is your sting,grave were is your victory

Freckin up early.

Still getting up on British summer time the clocks went forward. or was it back?

Either way clocks went one way Kevin went another, Real time it says 04.30.

Anyway slight twinges with heart but time soon for tablets

Having conversation with myself about managing these discomforts and slowing down.

Taking it easy,

Not doing so much,

Preventing further heart stress,

Some issues that l know create confrontation 

trying to not be part of, stay away from.

Disappointed in city losing

What a lovely set of knockers 

Below

But come on brucite and the boys we need a win getting a bit Sunderland in our ways

E.G. Slack defensivly

Bruce now has some big decisions to make in every area across the field for the visit to Turf Moor. It’s too early in the season to say this weekend is a do-or-die clash, but you don’t want to be in the bottom half with another international break looming.

Read more: http://www.hulldailymail.

Good morning sunny cloudy greetings November. 2014

Emotionally we used to separate this from spitirual development.

Often we had physical pursuits,spiritual,mental,emotional,social l think.

All separate

Of course the Godly stuff was the deep spiritual stuff

But what have l learnt . . . .well this!

"It been the longest winter without you. . . . No matter l can't forget you . . ."

Well this is part of me,the soul of the song,touching lyrics,connect,is that not also spiritual as it touches me inside.

Even playing with my memorie as time ,person,place,moment is revisited.

I have learn't that God is interested in that,if he wasn't l would want nothing to do with such a saviour.

Jesus is interested in the whole of me,and you.

There is nothing he does not want to know about in our life's

That includes movies music muse and more

Because we are created in the image of God spiritual living loving beings

Gets my juices going to relise this!

who else is still on british summer time

still on british summer time

up at 4 in the morning

knackered at 14.00 in the afternoon

why won`t my body adjust please taking me 5 months to get used to time switch
then its adjustment again worse still travelling soon
to another time zone

Health challenging our Kev

Was mega ill yesterday

Well this morning 

Thinking of health, we take so much for granted, well i did, then we face a few challenges

Me not good with limited capabilities

really l was surprised how l have handled being unwell.

Anyway got so much to. E thankful for,however

I faced the prospect of early due soon death, yes death aware of future.
Spoke about this and ready for short or longer haul

Not sensitive . . . plain simple facts

Ending issue spoke,addressed with young people,not just recently.
But along with wide portfolio of issues we addressed on a regular bases

angels sit around the Angel bar in heaven

They discuss YOU. And I

time will pass me by

The world going one way
moving time forward
me still on summer time
so get up at 4 instead of 5
whats that about
WORLD GOING ONE WAY ME GOING ANOTHER
Tired and it not even mid day on a Monday

Expect great things of the recently released `Northern Soul` film
it a social statement about a culture and a time
but expecting also an attitude
reflect on the soul of the scene, the music, emotional lyrics.
plus further the outlawness of being attached to this movement!
Is movement too strong a word,lets try culture (sub-culture)
l can remember going to a church event and people my age. even when we traveled nationaly We
brought a handful of 7 inch vinyl records, clutched under our arms.
why? often was not even a record player at the place, but we would
look at the vinyl and talk for hours.

Same in the pubs we went too,
Also tuesday became northern soul nites at New York pub in hull
still today its the emotion of the sing and its lyrics that grab me first
CD`s are OK for listening to the music too on also

drugs never witnessed nor aware of any real lack of aggression and violence also.

FASHION WAS NOT SO OBVIOUS,too me, AS SOME HAVE STATED

come on you beautiful `ULL

seen these types of scarfs and indeed shirts but the reaction on `MOTD` along with social media, is surprising l thought just simple statement.
but some people been threatening in their responce
what surprises me is this `WOMAN at football match . . .what ever next....Joke!

Sad farewells

This week we lost Raf ravenscoft sax player 

Linda Bellamy OXO lady and fine actress

Alvin stardust singer

jack Bruce guitar player

Great city defence

So much to comment on with the Hull display against Liverpool yesterday

Of course l am up bit ill watching MOTD at 4in the morning

Impressed with team played collectively

Combat in midfield was good

Strike force gave sound account

Bruce is spot on when he talks about building something here

Also picked up players who were discouraged and slightly isolated like

Hate denarius at Newcastle 

He playing with a smile and purpose

A?W? Wainwright said we all need focus

true

Angels calling each of Us

Need a call from an Angel just to say,

' it all going well things are tough but you will get through'.

We all need a call from an angel ,some angels are forever. Some just for now!
One of my favorite films, on this subject, (although do not like the star Nicholas Cage,) is a film called.
`City of Angels`.
Feels very true to the biblical image,concept of Angels. You need to connect on some levels,l think ,with what you are watching. listening.
observing.
discussing. Very true of Angels.
lately Been watching `Sopranos` on box-set recently. There is so little l am comfortable watching on freeview,
that might be my age.
Damm it another thing to do with age.
So soon off for a late Autumn walk perhaps may Take a flask of tea.
". . ..thinline between heaven and here. . . . ."
Perhaps it's getting thinner.

Just thin side of Heaven.

What the closest you been to Heaven? 

How did it feel?

Where you walking hand in hand along lovely views?

Then did you stop and have a warm cup of Bovril!

Chat for a while,

Then walk as the dog ran around , just you two looked and loved.

Sure felt like heaven,

Hope you found hope ...Love.

"But hope and I pray see you in heaven".

Powpow

So this spray for heart

Issue in my pocket

Is from regents of explosives

POW

Not getting fat

Tried to grow carrots spuds beet root and onions

Kiss of death

When l try

Neighbours all do champion

Not me

Still enjoy trying just not successful

Laugh cost me five times as much to grow my own as it does to buy straight from shop

Spiritofthestreet wisdom from shop windows

Laugh until u cry
Never give up on your dreams
Have fun
Hug someone everyday
Be patient and kind
Live like there's no tomorrow
Be the one to Smile
Go with the flow
Never judge
But most of all love

Pictures from the great massive hull fair

Frightened to go on rides but luv

Luv

Really luv others overcoming own fears

Mega fun

Walked with champ guess how much l spent

No l know what you gonna say

Tight GIT l bet £1.50 in total

Go on say it get off your chest LOL

As kids say

"Aging is not for cissies."

Someone anno told me "aging
is not for cisseis". Wish they would put contact number or e-mail me. We'd talk again
LIFE appears slow at present  Waiting another major H appointment
other then that trudge on ...but not blessed with old age, so slow is OK still miss someone.

Says it all. . .

Really funny side of social media,

People send you variety of stuff 

Some challenges.

Some lovely.

Some just plain silly. 

Lol . . as they say l think that's

Laugh out loud.

Hope you did

HUD.

Hey l like that,

HUD.

varied issues

still relatives wait for the bodies to be found
from the gaul a reminder from the past about
sea dangers and love lost
but not forgotten

also making the varied news today "IS GRAFFITIE ON GRAFFITIE REALLY GRAFFITIE" l ASK BUT SO DO OTHERS poverty death fun weather issues in my world news this day

heartbreaking October 2014

read this yet another heartbreaking story from all over the UK


Food poverty among young people is on the rise, according to a Hull charity. Staff at The Warren Young People's Project, who have handed out the help, say the situation is worryingly high and likely to get worse.

The charity has handed out vital food parcels to more than 1,000 young people, aged between 16 and 25, in the past six months.

The distribution of food from Fareshare is managed by The Warren's counselling section.

A counselling service monitors this??????
Ss all these years ago l set off wanting to work in youth and community work becoming aware of issue poverty,low pay ,limited mobility, we wanted the society where we engaged to change
with a kingdom attitude christian foresite hopes prays wishes

this is where we are now
labour got us here
conservitives got us here
UK BNP greens all got us here
they only interested in them ....them...them selves..
what we need is a revolution.
A desire to bring about change
will that mean we pick up the sword like so many in Base communities
yes l suggest
why?
because alternatives have failed
weak responce does not bring results
the fight needs to be taken onto the streets
would l risk my life for this?
If need be
a change has gotta happen!


Read more: http://www.hulldailymail.co.uk/Food-poverty-Hull-s-young-people-rise-1-

Great music and Church service

Also along with service interviewed people for a Church position

Also dealing with one wicked piece of community work

More perhaps later

Been busy scene behind the church local this week

Had to do a lovely service

Luv doing Sunday services

But hard work long hours always worthwhile

Tend to do Sunday evenings in a cafe style worship works well

Mixed up remixes 

Spiritual calm healthy informal

world going one way KW goin tuther

so life must be fine because the BBC has a bake off
they got celebrity dancing
all is well in the world
ITV got X factor
we singing
we dancing
we celebrity creating
while the world goes one way
the likes of me and you going another

aging is geting a bath also

This 80 year-old man looks like a troll or maybe a creature from The Lord of the Rings. His skin is scaly, you can barely see his eyes and he smells to high heaven. The reason for this is simple, he doesn’t have a skin disease or terrible condition: he has just refused to take a bath for sixty years

Aging is growth

As you grow old, you learn more. If you stayed at twenty-two, you'd always be as ignorant as you were at twenty-two. Aging is not just decay, you know. It's growth

Emotions are real

looking thru

my past some diary

recalling

10 years ago

holiday in Lancaster

all those minutes past

all those hours past

all those weeks days past

pain stayed

EMOTION

-Samantha Sang

It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight

And where are you now
Now that I need you
Tears on my pillow
Wherever you go

I'll cry me a river
That leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion that's taken me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight

Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now
Now that I need you
Tears on my pillow
Wherever you go

I'll cry me a river
That leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion that's taken me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss

Church where you can still have fun

Church what is it that emerging? l am witnessing very old people attending events aimed at younger people,good, and families is this because we isolate the older persons.So they seek community even if they risk being out of culteral sorts.Also there is a real connect for them,they are accepted and valued with youths,more so then the age range of own childrens group. Further there is a need to change Sundays, it a very differant day to my youth but l forget my youth was over forty, 40, forty years ago. Sundays where very differant society is very differant .
society has changed a great deal the Church must develop and recognise how it is emerging differantly                                                                       CHURCH faith spirituality is understood differantly But still the message is relevent important vital                                              

Church fun fun fun

wonderful time in Church last evening we laughed talked shared ate food
kev preached kinda
sang
listened
ate
felt good
gave advice
felt wanted
technical stuff bright lights loud music mics leads decks
Church
with a differance
the pitch
street bible
people played accordian guiters voices sang
food eaten and CD played
"the river runrig
you`ll never walk alone"
etc . . . . . ..

hate spreads skyhate

A woman who was accused of targeting internet abuse at Madeleine McCann's parents has been found dead in a hotel.

Brenda Leyland, 63, was identified as one of the "trolls" posting hate messages aimed at the McCanns, whose daughter disappeared during a family holiday to Portugal in 2007, reports said.

The incident came just days after Mrs Leyland was exposed by Sky News reporter Martin Brunt as being one of the people behind an online campaign against the couple.

She was tracked down to her house in Burton Overy, Leicestershire, and confronted about her online activities.

It was revealed that, using the Twitter handle @sweepyface, she posted messages attacking the family.

The encounter was shown earlier this week, and days later, it was reported she had fled her home.

l might be a bit out of line
with everyone feelings here
but she was a coward
knew she was causing harm spreading hate
then skyhate visited her
gave her some of her own medicene
hard to take

do you recall life without the fone
internet
social media
57 channels and nothing on
do you recall a simpler time
not so long ago

On the pitch

Been a bit slow due to health last few days.

Out and about today,

Then you discover others journeys also about health,

lack of resources, misfortune.

Sometimes own focus changes as we live together in community.

footie faith freindships

Footie faith friendships

so l am supposed to be writing about faith and football how the pitch the terraces surroundings are like faith         we may not attend the ground but our support for team remains        Like our understanding of God Jesus Faith interested but not get involved    maybe we get into the ground and support from the terraces that all our weekly commitment involves watching the team play    that the total of our process with this stuff   like God Jesus Faith we watch life have a view talk but that’s all we do life passes and we watch from the terraces total of our involvement    some are on the bench having been involved but know withdrawn from the game     . .perhaps some faith been tested or they stopped believing feeling let down life dealt a crippling blow  and God things got thrown out perhaps even when that person played in the sandpit it became silent   . . . .but on the pitch is were the action is . . The commitment is here. .faith lived out it hurts where the action is about value choices more then wearing the coulors it about committment

the floreat going out to sea
for 3 weeks with no steering
control
as we were told at the harbour side

My wilderness experiance

For myself it feels like l am still in a wilderness period

But made worse by some wicked people 

God perhaps he just bit busy for my issues

I accept that`

Just the last .  .  .  .

Well l don't feel comfortable . .  saying when

But it been quite a while since some prayers first got unanswered.

God .    .    .not mean he is loving and good.

Just me l feel bit forgotten like the wheel of fortune passed me and did not come down my street

Although the kingdom of heaven belongs to the poor

Plus the old chestnut about "being poor in one way but rich in spirit"
that kind of being rich not able to pay any bills.

I still can't help but wondering/paraying/asking ... can have end to my wilderness experiance.

Grace offered

"I do not understand the mystery of grace -

- only that it meets us where we are 

and 

does not leave us where it found us."