My wilderness experiance

For myself it feels like l am still in a wilderness period

But made worse by some wicked people 

God perhaps he just bit busy for my issues

I accept that`

Just the last .  .  .  .

Well l don't feel comfortable . .  saying when

But it been quite a while since some prayers first got unanswered.

God .    .    .not mean he is loving and good.

Just me l feel bit forgotten like the wheel of fortune passed me and did not come down my street

Although the kingdom of heaven belongs to the poor

Plus the old chestnut about "being poor in one way but rich in spirit"
that kind of being rich not able to pay any bills.

I still can't help but wondering/paraying/asking ... can have end to my wilderness experiance.