Sep 6, 2013

watching Big Brother 2013

`Big brother`
real mix of fun
and pure rottenness
life in its worst and best is displayed here

Hell of a Hull Hole



Emotionally very drained at present with family worries,

Some real issue in my home town Hull

Drugs

Fear on people’s faces

Worry etched into the pavements and lamppost

One of the worst unemployment black spots

Dirty

Overcrowded

Crime

Poverty

Poor diet

Lack of aspiration

I ask who can bring inspiration.

Hope!

Finance to make life econmicaly successful

Worried about my home town and the people who live their
which include family and many friends

Sep 3, 2013

fretting away

here is Lemar sounding out and working the crowd last week it was a nice Saturday evening show
the atmosphere around the festival was safe secure and the best l have experienced for many years
family issues are taking me into a nervous energy experience as l worry and fret about stuff l have already prayed so much about

Sep 2, 2013

Martyn Joesph at GB13

well boyo what can l say speaking, after 33 years
of singing to us.Thoughtful talk about  . .
well l took
away how he shares his faith with a beautiful instrument
and his voice LOL a great singer
got some of his stuff on Vinyl.

my Greenbelt festival 2013

40 years of Greenbelt
l first went in 1984
me l`ve gone thru
some changes
found something in a festival l really enjoy...no
thats not enough
love the place people event faith sharing

the beatles live at greenbelt
mircles happen
well it felt real

l was comfortable and
well organised in my camping

Ugly dinner ladie
beautiful comitment
to justice

so much going on all the time
blessings . . blessings . .blessings

Aug 31, 2013

2steps up BUT

the Temperal Soicety at GB13
sometimes it like one foot forward
two steps back
today and the last few days been like this.
but l am not complaining
it just 2 steps up
4 steps back

Aug 29, 2013

`crashmob` racket


Join the Crash Mob – Monday 14.30 Mainstage
On Monday afternoon, bring your empty pots, pans, utensils and cutlery – anything that will make a clattering noise – and get ready to join the great Greenbelt Crash Mob!

WHAT A RACKET IT WAS

MORE Kev Wallers Greenbelt coming soon

Aug 21, 2013

my kevin waller life

Life begins - In the womb.

Life begins - In space.

Life begins - In love.

Life begins - In faith. And doubt.
 
Life -can be found  wrestling with big ideas

Life is better- In company. and shared

Life begins - When it ends.

Life has to sometimes disappoint

Life can be a bit tuff

Life was better with forever angel

 


when l was younger and daft

when l was younger and in my teens
l walked by myself from Alborough to Robin hoods bay
now l wonder if l can walk the cliffs around my home
firstly look at medicines then time drink and food
along with spray in case l get out of breath

then

l would take some cans and food
a rucksack with clothes and sleeping bag
tent
and a few quid
and walk
for three days
almost without a care





was it just the time and my age?
or
a period in my life
when l was fearless
clumsy
energetic
daft

NOW
Am l more skilled, lazier fearful of the time, or events, or is just age that makes me pococurante
the event till l suck the energy away and no longer want to make the journey

EITHER way who would come with me because l not sure l want to journey alone any more!

WOW what a ship


wow what a ship it sailed like it was sliding across grass on a wet summers day.
yet it must have taken a massive amount of engineering and technical skill to move this object into a berth.

Aug 20, 2013

Hull in for hell of a season

The difference that Jake Livermore and Tom Huddlestone made when they came on, particularly the latter, was clear for all to see.
as we are from th enorth and playing in th esouth many pundits were blind to city second half performance
 Within seconds of coming on, Huddlestone sprayed a 40-yard pass out to the wing. Not since the days of (whisper it quietly) Jimmy Bullard have City had someone who will try and  dictate play from a deep-lying midfield position. You’d expect both Huddlestone and Livermore to come in for the Norwich game when the home fans can try and raise the roof
come on you hull
come on you hull

come on you Kevin . . .

we are staying up  ,we are staying up!

Aug 17, 2013

footie 2

worth getting outa bed for?
but now I go to my dugout, I go to my stadium, I go to my people, so I have to control (my emotions) a little bit, because I will feel something different, for sure.
"But a couple of minutes and after that I have to be focused on the game."
its the most wonderful time of the year footie season
"We will train there because I want some boys to adapt and to know where the dressing room is, where the dugout is, how to get to the pitch, where the tunnel is, because some of them have never been to Stamford Bridge,"

its the most wonderful time of the year
footie season

 a view l am walking in the next few days from ravenscar to robin hoods bay

Aug 15, 2013

what did Carol King sing?

This is so emmerdale farm but way back in the 70's, just driving down from Eire and across the borders shortly after some work with Roma. Always think about kitchens in homes like this one. l would like to have an Agra cook for family friends and stranger's. Chat about music and life faith journeys drama and sport while also enjoying a glass of wine Hey now l was supposed to be driving.
What did Carol King sing in `so far away`."Hope the road don't come to meet me"...life, Love is forever.

Aug 13, 2013

but whats she`s doing now is?

Last time I saw her it was turnin' colder
But that was years ago
Last I heard she had moved to Boulder
But where she's now I don't know
But there's somethin' 'bout this time of year
That spins my head around
Takes me back makes me wonder
What she's doin' now

'Cause what she's doin' now is tearin' me apart
Fillin' up my mind and emptyin' my heart
I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows
And I wonder if she knows...what she's doin' now

Just for laughs I dialed her old number
But no one knew her name
Hung up the phone sat there and wondered
If she'd ever done the same
I took a walk in the evenin' wind
To clear my head somehow
But tonight I lie here thinkin'
What she doin' now

'Cause what she's doin' now is tearin' me apart
Fillin' up my mind and emptying my heart
I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows
And I wonder if she knows

What she's doin' now is tearin' me apart
Fillin' up my mind and emptying my heart
I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows
And I wonder if she knows...what she's doin' now

journey goes on



we all have hardchoices to make as we journey in life
whats the safest and best passage to take thru this life
who to love?
who and what to leave behind?
how rocky will the road be?

Aug 11, 2013

footie 13

"So fancy a burger at Tesco"
what about these two'?
"No bit too fresh".

it the new footie season the championship is looking bit exciting real interest myself begins next week with Hull city Tigers AFC in the premiership.

Aug 10, 2013

`heart info` really good read

Hardening of the arteries, also called atherosclerosis, is a common disorder. It occurs when fat, cholesterol, and other substances build up in the walls of arteries and form hard structures called plaques.
Over time, these plaques can block the arteries and cause problems throughout the body.
For many people, high cholesterol levels are the result of an unhealthy lifestyle -- most commonly, eating a diet that is high in fat. Other risk factors are heavy alcohol use, lack of exercise, and being overweight.

If the arteries to the heart become narrow, blood flow to the heart can slow down or stop. This can cause chest pain (stable angina), shortness of breath, and other symptoms

What are some common uses of the procedure?CT angiography is used to examine blood vessels and the organs supplied by them in various body parts,

•brain
Heart CT Scans or CT Angiography (CTA)
What is CT angiography?
Angiography is a minimally invasive medical test that helps physicians diagnose and treat medical conditions. Angiography uses one of three imaging technologies and, in some cases, a contrast material to produce pictures of major blood vessels throughout the body.

In CT angiography (CTA), computed tomography using a contrast material produces the detailed pictures. CT imaging uses special x-ray equipment to produce multiple images and a computer to join them together in cross-sectional views.

•neck
•heart
•chest
•abdomen (such as the kidneys and liver)
•pelvis
•legs and feet
•arms and hands

Aug 9, 2013

nice thought

Driving long journeys 
too very remote
but beautiful places.
l thought 'loved to live here',
then recalled
"what if l need medical support"?

Aug 7, 2013

try this for a smooth playlist on a summers day
kevin_wllr@yahoo.co.uk
beyonce `breathless`
Amp fiddler `you are beautiful`
method man `my projects`
Curtis mayfield pusher mam
gil scott heron `the revolution will not be televised`
smoldering tunes really like the beyonce one and the Amp fiddler is very new R`n`B,` Mix of old skool and new stuff.very currant
Hospital this evening hope to be ouit tomorrow after they have anagrams myself
blue dye
blood samples
new dates
medicines
there was a time when all this was new to me

Aug 5, 2013

so not the only one

One of my favourite books of the Bible has to be Isaiah, and chapter 58 in particular. The "true fast" of breaking the chains of oppression inspired me as a student to become a campaigner.

Problems with wipers

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but try getting windsheild wipers its murder several days passed already
guess what `its raining now` and l am without car
Mercedes benz . . .nothing like it used to be?

Many social workers lack confidence and know-how when it comes to dealing with online grooming and sexual abuse of children, a survey has suggested.
The British Association of Social Workers (BASW) said they desperately needed specialist training.
An online survey of 327 social workers found 74% wanted more support, while half felt concerned about dealing with online sexual abuse or behaviour.
One said social workers were "way out" of their depth.


is this the way life is supposed to be?


Aug 3, 2013

Saturdays are for?

YANNICK Sagbo has been challenged to push his claims to lead Hull City's Premier League attack when he makes his debut against Dynamo Dresden this afternoon.
After a wait for international clearance delayed the first appearance of City's £1.6m signing at Birmingham and Peterborough, manager Steve Bruce will get the chance to unleash Sagbo at the Glucksgas Stadium today.

its getting closer the football season

Aug 1, 2013

Bit busy at the moment
and few healths issues
driving to Scotland wow
then my window wipers break
phew

Jul 29, 2013

from a phonebox in ormskirk leads to trailor by the sea

so we got training tomorrow my health is becoming a bigger issue with things almost back to previous last May when big decisions where made
when l was young did not want old life 
maybe this is old for myself and if this is so
l will not complain
Maybe l may get one last weekend at the trailer 
by the seas but she needs to ring 'from a fone box inVegas'.

our young hopper's do not like warming up
they just want to score goals and save penalties
Sometimes in life we face Stanna chair moments..
boring stuff..
keeping fit and spiritually disciplined is tuff stuff ..but essential

Jul 28, 2013

come on U ULL

come on u Ull
 is the cry as we prepare for the new footie season
                                                             kevin_wllr@yahoo.co.uk

Jul 27, 2013

several people have been arrested after a horse "drowned" in the sea on a Bridlington beach.
The animal was one of three seen by witnesses "being raced" on North Beach last week.​'SHOCKING':  The  horse that died on Bridlington North Beach.  Picture: David Hollingworth
 The horse that died on Bridlington North Beach.
But l see this every week kidz and several men driving these horse along even moterway
sometimes with a trap/buggy and up to 6 people being carried by these type of horses
the poor creatures always look lean and a bit dirty
often the `want to bee gypsies ` riding them are dirty and need some education
this should be looked at as a serious crime
it is cruel and neglectful

Jul 25, 2013

l wonder on a hot summer day

Mr. Bendjelloul doesn’t dig deeply into why Rodriguez, a dark-skinned Mexican-American who sounds like (for starters) Bob Dylan, James Taylor and Nick Drake, was embraced so passionately by white South Africans under Apartheid. Rather he accepts the declarations of love and fan explanations that it was the right music for a country in lockdown. That scarcely seems like the whole story, especially for such a complex country, and while occasionally the movie teeters close to embracing bromides about the universal healing power of pop culture, there’s too much sincerity in “Searching for Sugar Man,” too much love and enduring human mystery for cynicism to take hold. In the end Mr. Bendjelloul went looking for a man and found something much greater.

Sony Pictures Classics
Rodriguez in “Searching for Sugar Man.”

l been listening to this album (CD) since l bought it several weeks ago fairly cheap but new in HMV
its very dylaniscue grand folk song
also cool on a hot summer day
here a sample of some lyrics
the track l really like is `l wonder` which is like a
faded emotional story discussion
you may want to have with self and another

Rodriguez – I Wonder
I wonder how many times you’ve been had
And I wonder how many plans have gone bad
I wonder how many times you had sex
And I wonder do you know who’ll be next
I wonder I wonder wonder I do
I wonder about the love you can’t find
And I wonder about the loneliness that’s mine
I wonder how much going have you got
And I wonder about your friends that are not
I wonder I wonder wonder I do
I wonder about the tears in children’s eyes
And I wonder about the soldier that dies
I wonder will this hatred ever end
I wonder and worry my friend
I wonder I wonder wonder don’t you?
I wonder how many times you been had
And I wonder how many dreams have gone bad
I wonder how many times you had sex
And I wonder do you know who’ll be next
I wonder I wonder wonder I do

Jul 23, 2013

one game, our community

Lil Chris, Kev, Nathan,James, Tom, frenado, Raul.
Dariuos, stewie,??Raul ii marlo.
the boys of summer school 2013
sponsered by `one game,one community`

Jul 22, 2013

Been re watching `the wire`.
Did you know all the pieces connect?
The boys of summer for many boys this will be an interesting summer
Will we get the unrest that one should be expecting?
In these troubled times
Or is just the right amount of drugs and alcohol
Mixed in with the correct amount of apathy prevail
Prevent
Numb down
The abilities to protest
Let’s wait and see
The summer of 2013
A time of unrest?

The Wire is an American television drama series set and produced in and around Baltimore, Maryland. Created and primarily written by author and former police reporter David Simon, the series was broadcast by the premium cable network HBO in the United States. The Wire premiered on June 2, 2002, and ended on March 9, 2008, comprising 60 episodes over five seasons.



Jul 20, 2013

Danny Graham says he jumped at the chance to sign for Hull City after being told he was not a part of Sunderland's plans.
l am very happy with this signing he was played as a lone striker with the Black cats
and this is never a good decision with centre forwards they need the service of good wingers.
From what l saw of city live and on TV last year we have some good wingers like Suno Alunka
The striker's season-long loan deal has been confirmed by the Tigers this afternoon.​GrahamBruce
Danny Graham with Steve Bruce at Hull City's Portugal training camp.


Pondering whether to go and see Hartlepool v Middlesboro this afternoon
It`s only a freindly but its a game of soccer.
cooler today l am in fro a bit quiter period haveing been so busy
Heart is really a serious issue check ups etc..this next few weeks.

Read more: thisishull on Facebook

Jul 17, 2013

Summer time
even very warm
here in the
north
but
the
sea
only gets a few degrees
warmer in summer
then in winter
 So its time to walk along a sandy beach
Paddle in the sea
Why are you afraid?
Too connect

Too belong

To believe
That which is hidden will exclude.


Jul 16, 2013

Mission statement of mine

Issuefacing
beachwalking
musicloving
Dadofmatt
yorkshireborn
Tigersfollowing
Thewireanyalise
Jesusfollowing
blogginglovingliving
Greenbeltlover
Foreverangelmissing
Loveiseverlasting
Heart disease battler

so one waits

it`s a thin line between heaven and Hull.
But even thinner line between love and hate
l have discovered in my life
so you wait for her to enter the room
having agreed to just leave to powder her nose
time drags till she returns
still it drags

Jul 15, 2013

Kev taking some really good prints as  walked along the coast dreaming of life, taking the high view. Well it was the cliff.

Jul 14, 2013

journey

life was different the journey just beginning each step was different coulers were brighter exciting. .  .the sandbox is silent the fairground rides still...l don`t get kissed so often...do not hear your voice singing around our home...how l used to wait as you got ready.... movements... choosing clothes...miss building sandcastles. . . walking seafront
watching the dog run in the park but mostly miss the kiss

Jul 12, 2013

l hate gardening
l just do not like this work
but its got to be done
  Gardening
   hate  
    it


Jul 11, 2013

buffalo smoking soilder

so a cannabis smoking Indian is among my nephews favorite soilders he was so chilled they allowed the Buffalo to roam free,their squaws to be taken captured and surrendered their culture to the dread pipe close up it looks like rolled up camel dung...hey what do l know ..like l said it only a solider

Jul 9, 2013

l bought a new hip hop album from DeLaSoul it going back `utter rubbish swearing and cursing
very disappointed
used to bad languid but this is dated and just pure rude
delasoul to be avoided

Jul 2, 2013

LIFE

Everything seams a bit slow these days

weather bit changeable

no music l desperately want to buy

cannot recall sitting down

talking about good piece of drama

been watching the wire on boxset

few days in Lancashire this week

some plans ahead

Hospital check up August

Kevin's lovly view.

Here where Kevin W. would like to be now.
As cannot be there, here is a lovely image.

Jul 1, 2013

more about my heaven

Devotion does not only express itself during these summer festas. The springtime Holy Week in Malta prominently exhibits the more sombre, reflective side to Maltese religious rites. Processions re-enacting the Passion of the Christ in full Jewish and Roman regalia, reminiscent of the Andalucian 'Semana Santa' celebrations, are held in many villages, such as in the southern villages of Zejtun, Zebbug and Qormi, or the Three Cities of Cospicua, Vittoriosa and Senglea. The Mosta celebrations are also particularly spiritual, where both children and adults participate in the long Good Friday procession which weaves around the narrow village streets, each member in detailed costumes and carrying a symbolic item related to the Passion. Many exquisitely hand-crafted statues are also carried around on the shoulders of devoted lay people, each one representing a particular religious figure or biblical scene. Many procession-goers involve themselves by dressing up in darker colours, often dragging chains or carrying symbolic crosses in a public show of repentance, whilst several parish clubs host immersive in-house exhibitions where the smell of incense, along with the sculptures, paintings and religious paraphernalia, really gets one into the true reflective mood of the Holy Week. Spirituality of this calibre is hard to be rivalled anywhere else in Europe.       

Martyn Joesph on Radio 2 . . . u wot

what a disappointing listen
some one needs to take Martyn aside and say, "listen boyo there be sheep in the valleys a sound butter then you..why so unhappy ..get a new tune and sing like your alive..."

Jun 30, 2013

some pics l took yesterday

quality on some fones when you take a simple foto of a flower is truly amazing a unigue thing of beauty like U


as the dark clouds gather
we walk along the seafront
unsure whether or not
going to get drenched
There are poppies ,daisies grass all gathered in a space near where l sit and rest while walking around
mega coulers strike out
make me wonder at
the Fathers hand
truethat


Jun 29, 2013

where heaven is!

Santa Venera this is on Malta where l find heaven in the place and the people!

akwadott
Located midway between the old capital Mdina and the new capital Valletta, the town of Santa Venera grew in importance as a staging post en route.
its Artihture and wonderous buildings along with odd little cafe make this another beautiful resting chatting place.
Santa Venera's position meant the locality was always the focus of transport and communication projects serving the two cities. TRavel along route on a local bus stopping in either Valatta or Wignacourt marvel at what First was the Wignacourt acqueduct, completed in 1615, and built to solve the problems of Valletta's drinking water supply. The flat lands of Santa Venera posed a problem to the acqueduct builders who devised a system of arches to increase the gradient. You can still see large parts of the acqueduct here. The second project was the railway. Of course the railway never truly arrived,(KEVIN WALLERS VIEW), Track-laying started in the late 19th century for a service that was to last only until the 1930s. Today, Santa Venera is an urban area comprising residential and industrial estates.

Through out the islands of Malta and gozo you can find these tranquil havens of rest and beauty. My idea of Heaven, long time l have been absent.

Jun 27, 2013

Prayers and tears


One time we met to pray, talk, Chat but to pray.
Reading the papers of all the news
The room fell silent as the story was read
A girl `Sophie`
venue Bacup west Yorkshire,
had been beaten and Died.
The young girl reading the story followed
the events in other newspaper reports.
Everyone present was moved.
l never have forgotten that sharing experience
the feeling`s
Shock.
Emptiness at Sophie's Mums loss
Tears. . yes ours. Also silent reflection in each heart
as we mourned, sure it was nothing like Sophie family and friends

We searched and followed up,
looking at others dress culture and custom`s,
pain of family along with friends,
mixed.
fused.
with our own feelings
from a distance but still real.
never forgotten Sophie.
her pain.
torment.
example.
We often go to Whitby
place our respects
in flowers,
and tears.

Jun 25, 2013

l was talking to someone last evening
 all their music is on either fone
 or an ipod
early evening view as l walked the fields hope you like it
it is so every day but l find it wonderful and powerful
thank you Lord
listening to Radio 2 they are playing Slade from 1972
just before my time
defo
defo my start in musicology
Slade

Jun 24, 2013

Today the music played

Got kebab mugged last evening        at back of Church with Roma lads           walked in starving with a kebab and salad        we shared it between around 6 of us and bottle of lucazade       it was simple     humble        but so spiritual and rewarding
      What l am doing now.....well Today the music played and l was transported away to another time wondering about another place another set of events...... 

When l die!

When l die.
when you die,
sorry, regrets, thanks
These are the issues, some say are the issues you need to address.
Then realised could do some of this stuff now,
sorry for any of you, Kevin's has offended often use my dry humour 
Don`t try to offend so offer me grace. Regrets well had , got a few.
Hey know that's not original,
 you want more?
Relationship endings,
wish had kissed more,
wish had kissed longer,
got drunk bit more often,
wish kissed more.

Thanks to God, for his word, all the music, meeting Her in 93.

Jun 23, 2013

Who do l know lives in?

Really nice in west Yorkshire very near to Hebdon Bridge

l am not a lucky person
well l don`t feel luck
no really l do not feel lucky punk
now who do l know lives in Mythoroyd
street scene entertainers
turn up and do their stuff
crowd gathers
fun
merriment

pen-y ghent which l have still not climbed having failed in my late teans many years ago


Jun 21, 2013

2mrw 2 mrw ur alwees a dayaway

west yorkshire
tomorrow
2mrw 2 mrw
ur alwees a dayaway
so l will be quiet
4 a while

Nature of the human.

Hull City transfer talk, June 21: 'Race for Manchester City's Abdisalam Ibrahim'
Read more: http://www.hulldailymail.co.uk
read on
read on
we are staying up
we are staying up.
Close by where l walk live there has been safety place for little terns to nest, have their little terns. Someone decided it would be OK to steal them along with lamping rabbits, plus Badger baiting
it an awful side of nature
human nature   

Looking at others should not take place till l have had long hard look at self.

Waymaker, miracle worker Promise keeper, light in the darkness My God, that is who You are You are  Waymaker, miracle worker Promise keeper,...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"