Landed.

Thank you everyone for all prayers, blessings offered. I am taking Break from all bureaucratic stuff.

Gonna meet friends staying away from locality. 

My son Matty left big hole especially when had to push him around in his wheelchair. Privileged but failed to recognise how we remained in closeness.

Like fool tried to explain not meant to be your best mate,meant to be your Dad.

Physically we always sat very near so could protect his feet. Plus liked lovely way Matty would suggest a route around town. Perhaps shop he wanted buy something from, or just explore.

We will hold a memorial for Matthew, when all difficult 'submitted administration processes', have finished. So now l am here.

Telling others not to be concerned if am not active on social media platform.

Kinda feel like l have landed after some rough passage. Back on empty tarmac.