Jan 9, 2018

.. TO A PLACE CALLED `NOT QUITE SO SURE` . .

So upsetting packing stuff and trying to slim down all files.
Suddenly released all those files about how to do this great vocation . . are no use
it in my heart to hold the key
three dustbins of files
tonne of DVD
Music which is always there for myself while l hold so many CD`s
Clothes l no longer wear and some not yet worn
blankets and too many sheets and curtains
Equipment not used in a while and still was costly
Bank account that is drier each day
The friends who are sad to see that l may be leaving
the already numerous phone calls
the Cold in the home which is now appearing so large
The desire to travel back in time
But also the fear of what may be ahead . . .
So much value that only l place on these things
decluttering myself . . .
finding it a struggle . . .
 
The memories
l am in the winter of this life and health became 5 years ago a disabling issue for me to cope with. . .

THE JOURNEY BROUGHT ME TO THIS PLACE
AND TAKES ME TO THE LAND OF
`NOT QUITE SO SURE`


time to be a Dreamer to support the Dreamers and
for God to Dream with the Dreamers

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Perhaps it's my age, or part of the process of grieving,could simple be the time of year. But today well indeed this whole weekend. Feel...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"