The day given to us.....a gift....

 The day given to us nearly over

What value did we take with us

How can we share that with others

In what ways can l develop further

Shared some movie ideas

Looked at books

Got out old Film to watch

Understood others fears

Chatted with good folk

Inspired by individuals who have  given to others

Not a bad Day

Home loving man .......song currently playing in the Jukebox store in my head...don't feel weird telling you that.

In nature hear this voice it a reason for this belief l carry

only things l have ever known

I was lost and all alone but heard you callin me home.....callin me home...l hear you callin me home...the peace in my soul....faith it's grown... still l hear you callin me home..
 

She sits knitting a jumper

Waitin for the home loving man

To return to port

Tomorrow become today

I once knew someone who waited

They we even me mocked

In a port city we never knew

That love was everlasting

Love everlasting went out of fashion you see....during my time in this place..

Simple steps....get us through long Winter of now

Spent lot of time thinking here about advice  present... for two reasons

I - do not have IT at home address 

2- want to be accessible with comments

THANK YOU FOR ALL FEED BACK.

Listening to music yesterday early in the morning as often do these days. No longer watch much TV.

Simply listened to Deborah's theme from...Once upon a time in America ...

Several times allowed this to flood over me...read a little.

Odd had best nights sleeps in a while found real focus.

Like l say that's ODD bit.

Simple music

Please know that its not a sin to experience depression and anxiety.They are illnesses that can be treated. They are also liars that tell you youre not worthy of feeling better. But you are worthy. You are loved. You matter

Psalm 139 goes very deep into how unique,

How special

How beautiful we are

Even when being formed

Enjoy being U.

Return to this theme when writing great deal..something our society obsessed with Identification Culture ignores, 'trans community' shout loud fighting the beauty of a creator formed us?

Do not know what it feels like to be born confused, l have some symphony.

But do not agree with vast distorted numbers promoted by others.

What could be better then to recognise hand of creator in your life.

The journey that is U may it remain open and creative,full funny with friends a plenty

Let TV Entertain.

Allow music to Heal.

Comfort the memories

Settle down read a little.

Treat yourself to quiet period.

Reward yourself withChocolate. 

Hold loved ones in your mindl....even those gone beforehand..forgive first in your heart.

Carry no shame.

Steward own resources.

Draw a picture...on paper...let moment doing that enable you to drift away.

Walk keep healthy and fit.

Wrap up against The cold but still traverse out.

Remain in communication...get to the coast ,spend some time with others chatting.

Keep off social media as a routine, have days when not present there.

Value U.

Long winters journey takes me to the coast

2020 in pictures and word's

End of journey takes place at the coast

Perhaps it's true for people

Kinds feels like that

In this long winter of now

 A Year what a year challenge

Health.... communities...

Music...faith... Jesus....lost through Death family...young friends..you and l still not communicate as we know should... forgiveness...Life.

Was Gil Scott heron a racist because he used term Whitey....

No

Again no

He knew poverty...hard hard times...being from ghetto battled life troubles.

Drugs oppression...society..even own folks.

He had real issue with BLM mainly due to their racist views and the harsh treatment offered to those who did not agree with Marxist beliefs.

We miss arguments and essence if we dismiss others.

Check out poetry of Gil Scott heron...the revolution will not be televised...Winter in America.

Neither are those who booed the kneeling by football players racist.

They are allowed to boo

Choose not like or go along with the BLM gestures

They know poverty

They know innercitie

They do not agre with some issues.

5% V 95%

Loud actions are not reason enough to get many complying 

Even in winter sun shines...views are brilliant...Faith journey in cold,dark still evident

Winter a mood

Winter is cold

Winter is dark

Winter is more Lonlie 

Winter season...winter mood...winter place

We all my journey into ....even remain in for a while...

But Sunday coming in a hopeful way.

God bless you in winter of the long now

The winter mood in a winter seasons

 Was l only person on the seafront yesterday

Well it's bitter weather ways at present

No shops nor cafe open

No opportunity for dialogue

Seagulls left

I wondered in winter mood

Wrapped up...

But solitary fine... occasionally

Part of spiritual package we should all embrace

Part of the cognatic scaffolding put up to develop character.....

Every road try to take....

He  God can take your hand and prayed with me, then sometimes in an instant, a crowded train or your car becomes sacred space.

The seafront walk, stroll in the woods. Moment chatting with friend who shares this faith.

It is really a unigue thing that is for everyone.

The wrestling part of the journey, hands clenched in Anger, quiet deep reflections.

Listening ...watching nature.

Not knowing...waiting.

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The notion that any place we occupy can become a sacred space feels rebellious.

Few odd views from narrative of coastal town they forgot to close down!

 

God bless you all....chilly empty feeling but get thru the journey carry onwards...again l say God bless you

 

              Every sea trying to cross...there noway without you

Cognitive Scaffolding

We need to get back into actual presence with each other

Construct build...better develop our relationship 

ZOOM not future

Again it diversity stops poorest taking part

Want to see in another's eyes reactions

Want to interrupt silence

Reflect and agree  

Test conflict

Resolve

Question

Actively listen

Hear completed sentences not interrupted high tec murmurings

What scaffolding absent from cognative space you inherit?

Never been monetary rich.....but don't feel rich in other ways either

Funny again car issues ...money

N a pandamic biggest issue money

Humble home ..work hard yet reality is money

NO

NO

I don't need any sending just sometimes all this you'll be rich in heaven 

Well honestly it's a cope out

I don't like or use the expression

Struggle with Lords words...ask in my name it will be given.

Not into prosperity gospel.......as l have said before,just a little Steak on a my plate.

Grumpy period over...

Better together in this horror show

 You are here in a horror show

Never expected to be

Funny well maybe not so funny ha ha

Pandamic you are suffering but still here

I am glad 

Learning together

Live better together

Discover new understanding together

Hopefully shine for others

Embrace others

Be strong for others

Faith will journey on

Whatever we were preparing for this is where we are

Not alone

Not In poor health

Not defeated

Miss lot of things but l am here like you doing OK...here now in pandemic we are surviving

Need operatic dramas of non verbal connections

Found that people need real......real...real

Connections

True that Social media serves a purpose...important vital,but not real

Need to see people

Sit together even in silence

Touch if Appropite!

But Church fails in my view when distant.

Finding also that when people do not connect...lose ability to chat in casual sense.

So let's get soon into the operatic dramas of non verbals and humanity of connecting in groups

Real

Real

Real soon

Keep sane . . . few tips

Music l return to this listen to old stuff

Where did you buy 

What where you doing

Who did you share this with the first time...

Read

Read

Differant stuff 

Switch off TV

Walk ...l go along sea front after tablets and first cuppa 

Walk near to end of my day...stay in touch connect

Sit and pray...just sit if you don't pray but want to Spiritualty connect with God

Just sit

Light a candle

Sit

Be aware of your thoughts...treasure the silence

Stay sane.....

Micro issue's can be crippling

Why would you gift a virus appears to be the key questions

Of the day on TV and radio programming. But my main worry is car maintenance again

Sometimes micro issue of enough money now crippling issue! Those are big problem that many face.

So read my lips....... everyday stuff has to be addressed.thats LIFE.