Book reading

Gotta few cheap books to sit and read.In this beautiful period of sunny weather we all sharing

Among them are Matthew my son is a constant reader

Not sure who he gets that from, Part of his own character l suppose

Not the most capable at academic l struggle gets done but takes long time for my juices to flow

Another week begins with assessments medically referrals doctors tablets breathing issues 

Greenbelt not inspiring me yet

Real shame not caught up with stuff or feelings yet

But neither am l being inspired by blog or line up.

Lot of money for me at present.

So need to be careful.

Money tight at present

Free time plenty

Worries enough,

Love rationed

Breathing air a plenty.

'But money too tight to mention'

Tough times for so many!

Yet l say thank you Lord.

Thank you l've still got plenty enough.

Disturbance

Sometimes l face A time like now 

When just do not want vexations in my life 

be careful of loud dramatic people 

Their emotions              

Can bring inbalance to your shalom

Sky flyer

There is such grat street furniture around

So look up what do you see?

Been quizzed today on health issues!

How far can you walk?

What can you lift?

Side affects are?

Tell me about a typical day.

What a bad day like?
"like sitting opposite you answering intrusive questions"div>

 What do you do with your time!

Family who lives with you? 

Diet,

Habits.

Plus a bad is like,<i>."gasping being short of energy breath effort feeling lathergic Bad enough?

a bridge l crossed every day

A Christain differance is ?

What makes you stand out as a Christian is when you are in the same situation as those around you.

Facing same issues, poverty, crime, poverty, inequalitys, as near to you as them.
                          But you are different.

                           Your difference in the same issue.
1. Good relationships take time
“If you’ve been there for a long time and you’ve got a good relationship with workers, they can pick up on when you’re down or when you’re happy,” says Amy.
“There’s been a few times when I’ve been really quiet and they’ve said ‘is there anything I can help with?
“When you have a good relationship with that person you obviously trust them more and having those girlie gossip times really helps. Speaking to them as a person. It’s just obvious that you get along.”
2. Appropriate boundaries and advice help us make the right decisions
“We have rules in the house but I know that it does help to keep us safe. I think it probably stops some folk getting into trouble.
“If you have to be in by a certain time it means you know where you’re supposed to be. Just knowing is quite good.
“If you’re ever unsure of a situation and you ask them for advice, quite a lot of them [practitioners] give you an honest opinion of what they think you should do. So again getting an adult’s opinion of what you should do will help me make the right decision. It’s someone to turn to.”
3. Challenge me appropriately and help me to learn from the mistakes
“Quite often we’re challenged by staff. But they won’t do it in front of all of the other kids, they’ll ask me one-to-one. They’ll pull us over and say: ‘Why did you do this? What happened?’
“It’s important they take us to one side. If I’ve done something wrong I wouldn’t like everyone to know about it. They don’t do that in front of everyone which is pretty good. They give you an opportunity to come to the side and get spoken to rather than everyone knowing your business.
“I’m glad about that because it gives me the opportunity to have a one-to-one with them. They should take note of whatever we did wrong but then tell us that there’s a different way of going about things. It is important that we make that mistake, then we can realise it’s a mistake too”.
4. Being ready to be independent
“I could have left here when I was 16 years-old but I liked staying here. But I’ve decided that now I’m ready for my own place. I’ve learnt lessons in this place that will really help when I live on my own.
“They’ve helped me cook. When I first moved in when I was 14 and I really couldn’t cook whatsoever. Now I can, I do my own cleaning and my own washing.
“I’ve definitely learnt how to make better decisions. I do feel more confident and ready to live on my own and that is largely down to staff, they did really well. I’ll still visit here when I live on my own.”

Your difference in the sameness of the community faced by the modern psalmist
What’s going on as you walk the local streets?
Your difference is vital witness.

Differant ?

what makes you stand out as a Christian
when you in the same situation
as those around you
poverty
crime
poorness
inequality
as near to you as those you serve
but
you
are
differant
your diferance in the same ness
your differance in the issues you face
words of the modern psalmist inspire you
your differance hears those words
makes sense of the issues

but something about your relationship with Jesus is differant

More and first time we was In a rut

Compared to What (extract)

I love the lie and lie the love
A-hangin' on, with push and shove
Possession is the motivation
That is hangin' up the God-damn nation
Looks like we always end up in a rut (everybody now!)
Tryin' to make it real — compared to what? C'mon baby!

Slaughterhouse is a-killin' hogs
Twisted children killin' frogs
Poor dumb rednecks rollin' logs
Tired old lady kissin' dogs
I hate the human
love that stinking mutt (I can't use it!)
Try to make it real — compared to what? C'mon baby now!

The President, he's got his war
Folks don't know just what it's for
Nobody gives us rhyme or reason
Have one doubt, they call it treason
We're chicken-feathers, all without one nut. God damn it!
Tryin' to make it real — compared to what? (Sock it to me)

Church on Sunday, sleep and nod
Tryin' to duck the wrath of God
Preacher's fillin' us with fright
They all tryin' to teach us what they think is right
They really got to be some kind of nut (I can't use it!)
Tryin' to make it real — compared to what?

Where's that bee and where's that honey?
Where's my God and where's my money?
Unreal values, crass distortion
Unwed mothers need abortion
Kind of brings to mind ol' young King Tut (He did it now)
Tried to make it real — compared to what?!

Milkman

Was up pain gasping as is normal at 02.48 this morning.
So went for a walk to cliff edge,
The milkman (serious) delivering bottles of full fat milk.
Serious.
Anyway around 5, went back to sleep for a few more hours.
Thank God for life, funny sounds and sights, in the sky at this time of day.

JUST US OR NOT JUST US

FOR THE COMMON GOOD
NOT WHATS FAIR
 BUT BASE ALL ACTIONS ON JUSTICE NOT FAIRNESS
 JUSTICE

Swop the U 4 E

Benefits Britain: 'I'm humiliated and gobsmacked. They made us look like clowns'

By Hull Daily Mail  |  Posted: July 08, 2014

By Alice Roberts

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When you watch the programme or read the article

I felt some pity you could tell by the narration this was not going to come out well

But also you were helping them make you look foolish

Amongthe currant crop of sad judgemental programmes this was among the most hateful with a poor image of my home town reflected to those viewing

A family value/ ethic.?

Toy soidlers men playing war games 

Quite expensive hobby 

Fun

Some skill required

Matthew David my son we been enjoying a really good meal out very rare for us a real occasion

Spending time talking and walking a pint for Matty cuppa for myself

Nice to be part of family

Wealso share love of music l buy odd CD for him

If you don't have children who can you invest time with

Enjoy the synergies fun openness 

Sharing life

Life is not easy but a good meal and a chat 

Listening to each other

Important ethics that others gave tome

I try to spend time in my relationship with my son

Important ethic to develop and aply 

Walk talk with Jesus.

Found a lovely walk yesterday
always find that this is my time
of reflection connecting with higher power.
Lord talk ,walk talk, walk think, share my thoughts,
worries, concerns, it been long life journey.

We still remember you

But me and the elephant we still remember you

Summer2014

We started to make our solders understand our respect for them even having days dedicated to armed forces

That as it should be

The charities that support them almost have free range on collecting in city centres

Except they not best charities they are many variecandsome not best suited todo the task

Many play on others guilt and sentiment

I am careful about these and always ask questions when approached

Summer then and now

Brother Ian looking close at a crab we found on the beech

Long walks camping

 Beautiful weather

Bus rides tents cooking outdoors sharing together a Saturday sleeping in a tent

Time came

Time went  

So much to discover. So much still ahead so much pain beauty joy despair

Wish l didn't know then  what l didn't know now

Against the wind so much of my later life has been against the wind

Today it's hot summer long day

Sleep tablets some pain 

Prayers

Time will pass me by

Another thread along the tapestry walk to heaven

Inspiring bikini photos



Brave and beautiful bit inspiring

Townsend developed Crohn’s aged of three. Her childhood was a long list of minor surgeries, steroids, drugs such as infliximab and methotrexate - and was even tube fed for four years.

She was fitted with her colostomy bags after her bowel ruptured in 2010. After being rushed into surgery, she awoke in intensive care to find that two colostomy bags had been fitted.

It came as a shock,

but she is still a beautiful person,

brave l know another like this.



on your bikes to greenbelt

 SO AM READING MY GREENBELT INFO SAW THIS...am still afraid of dying on my bicycle, but courage is not the absence of fear, it’s the triumph over it, and the more time I spend thinking about traffic, the more I think that we need to overcome our fear of it together, and allow it less power over our lives in all kinds of ways. Not for the for the sake of survival, but for the sake of joy

please dear cyclist get a life you get on your bike, ride it,.
get off lock it go for coffee.
there now my dear, such a tragic life you live so precise
waht if you had heart failure//unemployed...little or no money
Oil your bike put your clips on and peddle peddle pedlle till you come to a long pier ..........off you go.

Don't you just love this

My nephew Harry about to be eaten by a shark

Sometimes we forget how hard it was taking photos

When you had to get film developed 

Pay quite a bit of money

They did not always turnout right

Life is better in some ways 

Lancaster bomber over Scarborough

Was watching the skies with my son last few days. We witnessed bombers including Lancaster ,plus vulcan flying. Great technology all to bring harm and distraction upon others, are we clever wise brilliant or just fools?

fabric of young peoples character

been damaging to see adults
doing stuff that damages the
fabric of young peoples character
a process of arguing back biting
which causes the young
to lose sleep
worry further about exams
future

Generally, by the time you are Real, 

most of your hair has been dropped off.

In my life sport plus drama

Hull City pursue Tom Ince and Michael Dawson as Robert Snodgrass deal nears completion

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Sure this is really good news,

Long summer but the new season gets closer.

Yesterday witnessed the effects of adults misbehaving, when actions arguments, caused youths to lose sleep not concentrate on exams.

They are and this is a 'Kev Waller' quote, "tearing at the fabrics of these young peoples character"

Now that is serious.

Hearts full of grace

The carapace clinic is all about centred on over weight reducing alcohol and encorgeing excessive

There is a system error
Guess what
L was healthy
Did not consume very much alcohol
Ate healthy
Am not overweight

It just generic

Not good
It just the way life falls

Yesterday speaking to a lady who child is very sick he ages already at under 10
He looks like old gent
His poor skin is blistered
How can a fool like myself
Be anything but grateful for the full life God blessed me with
May The Lord awaken in each of us hearts full of grace

LUV AND HEALTH

anyway dont you just love healthy eating l could watch others eating healthy all day what that about full cream milk if the Good Lord wanted us to drink skinny fat milk he would have made cows slim

love is for ever LIFE

be inspired around autisum

Lewis and his wife, Kay, have three children. Their middle child, a son named Austin, has autism. During a speech in front of 5,000 Walgreens store managers at a conference in Las Vegas, he shared that "nearly 70 percent of individuals with disabilities and 95 percent of people with severe cognitive disabilities, like Austin, would never hold down a job."

listened to a great speach on Radio 2 so much inspiritual stuff around these days always help me as l have health struggles when l hear about those younger
l do not know how much time l have left
but l do not worry
however when challanged l read listen learn so much from people like this guy
inspiritional

check it out for yourself on the radio 2 website sunday morning listening

KW DNA

What my heart does every so often,

It flutters.
Beats fast then l slow down
Sleep get tired.
Struggle for a few hours
Head and heart get confused.
Go presently to Cardiac clinic twice a week.
Hospital appointments.
Doctor discussion medication, resting. 
Few years ago only.
This was not on my Horizon 

Head of mixed emotions but my heart flutters

Issue that what my heart has every so often it flutters beats fast then l slow down sleep get tired struggle for a few hours

Head and heart 

That it clinic twice a week hospital doctors

Few years ago only 

This was not on my Horizon

But my emotions are nothing to the pain of the lost girls in Nigeria

Or the Children families in Syria

Those real issues

I can face mine

My prayers are notformyself

But for those mentioned

 

Got a head of mixed emotions
Got a heart that can't go on

Beauty

This is the view from Anne Bronte's grave she died aged, (from my memory aged 29), having walked from west Yorkshire in clothes that were unsuitable for a autumn day out, get that walked from Haworth to Scarborough. Man and l can`t get to top of our hill these days total respect.
Real beautiful scene which need to look at deeply, ponder, reflect upon.

yorkshire coast beauty

Yorkshire beautiful county
pride of place goes to the coast. Having a bovril in scarboro, rare treat.

Staithes real smugglers hide out, great place for day trips.

Ce la tuff vie

There so much trouble in the world

Not been without few issues this week

Even ask where is the protective curtain 

God has promised to his followers

Parking fine 25

Speeding fine 100

Hospital issues

Abusive stuff that borders misconduct

Hard enough life at present 

Where is the love

Where is hope

Faith challenged 

Remains but challenged life is tough journey 

Hard when born does not get any easier in my view and experiance

Soon be all over

The flags will flutter no more

Eggs will chase the bacon around the frying pan

A quiet dustcart will collect the rubbish

Footballers return home to buy new faster cars

Gambling shops exchange the posters

Everyone stop crying

Dream again in some future date

As the silent flags flutter no more

Blair peace progress

So since Blair became peace envoy for the middle-east 

We had Syria. More trouble in Afghanistan

Muslim terrorist rise up in Nigeria

ISIS in Iraq trouble more and more
With sectarian violence

So bang on form  . . . when it comes to problem causing, strife trouble rousing
ugly scenes labelling of those opposed to his views
Own payroll increased


Man does this trouble and strife
name calling violence labelling
remind anyone of his efforts in UK.

 

Again how much does Rooney earn

Take down the flags

Wipe away the tears

We won't win the world cup

Not this or any year

A great English view as the church bells spiel out on a Sunday morning in Yorkshire

How much does Rooney earn

What game they all going on about!

Complicated life

Life can be complicated, tough, hard. Human beings, so often the cause of each other's issues.

life balanced on the corner

At first, he was content with the book we wrote about his world.  By the time “The Corner” was published it was something of an epitaph for people who were already casualties.  Not just DeAndre’s father, but Boo, Bread, Fat Curt, his cousin Dinky, Miss Ella from the rec center.  The book was an argument that these lives were not without meaning, that they, too, were complete human beings in the balance.  He liked that someone — anyone — thought the people of Fayette Street mattered

just reading about one of the guys from `the wire one of my favourite progs

now from me

lives are not without meaning
human beings in the balance
how beautifully put
simple
life's that are hard are still life's perhaps better lived
because life is hard
and tough
and lived in the Uk in 2014
life for some is tough
hard
balanced
still beautiful
sleep well tonight
if your life a wee bit out of kilter
unbalanced at present
hang tough
still worth the living
live to its potential

Getting on in these,' ever changing times'.

That'll be me, then mostly these days

also keep dropping things from the cupboard. Can't find things

The past like it happened minutes ago

What happened minutes ago like 20 years ago. That's if l recall.

Another thing, was is it about early mornings, get up at 5. Yes 5.

Day got hours till it's ready to start. Me waiting for the day to begin.

But l there ready at 5, come 11 the same morning. Knackered.

Sparky and the gang
On the radio
With
Sundays will never be the same

what time was l up

what the freck
was l doing walking at 03 49
this morning

The birds were singing, the railway workers coal blasting the lines,
 Police came along,
weather was hot and sunny
l am falling asleep as l type
life it a funny ole game.

At the rising of the Son

We do not forget

Those of us who may never havefacedconflict

I to will not forget

The youngster from our youth venture

Whose funeral I attended

The visit to broken parents

The search and talk with distorted  siblings

 We may not have fought

But we waited

We prayed

We grieve

When you did not return

 We did not fight

But we prayed

Waited

Rejoiced

Today we give thanks 

Perhaps we also grieve some more

But today is your moment

Stand proud

Know we are still with you.

To the youth of 2014

still

BUT ME AND THE ELEPHANT
WE`LL NEVER FORGET YOU

the ultimate poverty

The ultimate poverty is spiritual,
If you ask me "how are U really?"
But ignore the pain, emotion may be feeling.
Are you just asking how am doing `spiritual`
Two are connected, because we are all made in the image of God.
So how feel spirituality, affected by how
feel when my body or emotions are confused.

Great socialist Blair

we have more children and families in poverty then previous 30 years                            every 2 minutes in the UK young people get there benifits STOPPED                                            Tony Bliar that great socialist gets estimated 1/2 million for phoning world leaders to offer advice     His son, this great socialist son, owns property most children and young people can not live in!            while the effects of poverty grip and control the life style of the poor this great socialist and war mongor gets richer every minute

put more and more at risk

Put more and more at risk,

Unsafe place to be YOU

Every 2 minutes in the UK
a young person gets there benefit stopped

They get benefit stopped

We are in the bottom third in the world of safe places for a young person to live.

The bottome third.

Every 2  minutes this prevents a young person from eating! 

Being clothed!

Put more and more at risk,

The bottom third

We are a unsafe place for the young

Today been difficult day dealing with authoritie figures

Council came round 

`Move broken glass at side of shed, its dangerous`.

Hospital cardiac team

Not most helpful
Only few weeks to next heart operation, status update?

DSs.  Gestapo. Handing in sick note

Asked for recite as they lost previous. `We don't give  recites`

can l leave it here for you to post? 

NO find own letter box

It goes to the office upstairs