Life is tough
Appears to be the message over and over again
l am witnessing and hearing
experiencing
without the true Church l know some would not get fed
neither would they be clothed
a God of justice require us to follow him
to repent change our ways and move forward in a new expression of what it means to be church
l do not feel our DNA will change
But how we share with those who experience life is tuff is an important component of the emerging church

hey l was stupid when she asked me"never..."

so what a beautiful lyric hope before you move on hear these words wish , desire that you find all that you are looking for..these words come before the person moves on and leaves the situation.

most of us in life are searching
move onwards even promoted upwards
wishing desire to find who we are
what we are often looking for is love
some one a long time ago asked me,
"never stop loving me"
hey l was stupid and told them
"l will always do that"

 

then in those not so far of days

There was a time when we talked face to face, we spoke at length to each other.
Long walks around the drain side  limited use of community facilities,
alcohol was not so easily available.
Prayed,talked ,walked, shared,
then we coped.  Differently.
School was harsh and we were not valued, family life was different on the estate where we was brought up.
Learned to fight in a square ring with padded gloves.
Trained for hours.
Worked at our apprenticeship.

Church life was were we know older persons, we learnt faith 
That was a bit of how it was during my life time. It changed.

These clouds are goin' nowhere darlin'
Rain keeps comin' down
I just thought I'd try to call you
Before you got too far outta town
And I hope that you get this message
That I'm leavin' for you
Cause I'd hate that you left without hearing' the words that I needed you to
And I hope you find it
What you're lookin' for
I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be and so much more
And I hope you're happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that, and nothing gonna change that
I hope you find it

Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever?
The last words that I said
But that was nothin' but a broken heart talkin' darlin'
You know it wasn't what I meant
Call me up, let me know that you got this message that I'm leavin' for you
Cause I'd hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to

And I hope you find it
What you're looking for
I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be and so much more
And I hope you're happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that, and nothing gonna change that
I hope you find it.

Whatever it is I bet that you are missing here
Well I hope you find it
What you're looking for
I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be and so much mor I hope you're happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that, and nothing gonna change that 
I hope you find it

Inspector Montalbano (Italian: Il commissario Montalbano) is an Italian television series produced and broadcast by RAI since 1999, based on the detective novels of Andrea Camilleri. The protagonist is Commissario Salvo Montalbano, and the stories are set in the imaginary town of Vigata, Sicily. In 2012 the series generated a prequel, Il giovane Montalbano (English: The Young Montalbano).

This is my currant fix
now that Autums here and the cold winds are blowing
warm mystery in Sciciian

a son`s name

Matty on board the ferry
Wingfield castle

my son Matthew David, he has an old testament kings name and a disciple of Jesus name..along with our family name..he is not so strong as he thinks but very much in the Kevin mould a bit loner l try to chat and discuss how no man is an island we need community and especially each other but he likes being alone doing things his way..

like me he will discover how life is better lived in community

Not yet found faith and this has been my constant prayer for him

 

how in your family do you pray for?

How did you get your name?

Do you carry any of your parents characteristics

the worries l hold

driving down a one way street feul on low, don`t really know if get there on time.... got my foot to the peddle but not moving at all . .    sometimes it feels like not going anywhere at all and all the worries l hold are not mine but they tear my heart so much l get angry as l shake my hand to the Lord.    sometimes feel like days drift into one and there is no release

it just long endless difficult journey

Beautiful view of south

So someone in government cuts education Maintenance grants!
Made university impossible unless you got 9K spare year!
Prevented proper apprentices!
Then we blame the 16 to 25 year old for the problem of economic downturn.

here is a pic l took yesterday
life is beautiful and tragic almost equally

bit lost and far away from paradise

A bit lost at present in myself,
 all the prayers leading to blues like the psalmist,
God needs to answer . . as another wakes up with issues they don`t want to face. . impact on those around is great. .yet wrong advice leads to another dark alley..
sometimes it like 3 steps back progress is slow if possible at all

here a really good idea l got from our currant prime minister

So here a really good idea l got from our current prime minister.
Let’s blame those between 16 and 25 for all the wrongs in the UK.
Let’s threaten them, attack their status, make them victims.
Lets forget that your politics and those of your ruling class, have created this problem.
Let’s forget that these youths have already been failed by the system you created.
Let’s recall how when we,'develop technically', there is some wastage!
Let’s not honour our humanity to each other. Day coming, this confident,really sure when many will stand up and take action.
Let the day begin action against these politicians and there uselessness. Day coming!

Autumnal living

now that October is here we start to get colder and perhaps sink into Autumnal thinking and living but before that l tend to reminisce about summer and what a high lite for myself was greenbelt 2013                    it was one of the only time`s l have been to this event without a youth group   which made the event very different for myself       l was able to indulge on my own event and then family issues took over time and home life also Heart illness needs some attention

remember me tonite among the broken

nameless and faceless

nameless and the faceless
the night tends to swallow the meek and the hollow
living on borrowed time
say a prayer tonite for the broken

its not always fine

what an incredible ride life is  . . . l watched "every things fine ", again last evening. Only this time l watched it with others who were  moved by the movies theme `connection and family everything is not always fine and life is tough even when it it is shared

Matthew D, my son whom l am proud of his character approach to life, interest he shows in animal s and wildlife. He getting to understand better how we cope with life 
When everything is not fine
when life is tough.

justice gets harder

Hull North MP Diana Johnson has written to the Justice Secretary to express concerns at the "lenient" sentence given to an EDL thug who punched a man during a march. As previously reported in the Mail, John Claydon, 46, laughed as he left court after receiving an 18-month community order for attacking anti-fascist protester David Harding outside St Stephen's shopping centre.

Claydon, who had a string of convictions for violence, was also ordered to do 100 hours' unpaid work and pay £500 compensation. But Ms Johnson believes the sentence, passed by Recorder Michael Smith, was too lenient and has written to Justice Secretary Chris Grayling with her concerns.

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it often seam`s to myself that justice is upside down and very many people are laughing at the way criminal behaviour is dealt with in our modern society
a string of convictions is often cited in lots of case l read about justice apears lineant

million dollar baby

Watched an old film last evening
Never really wanted to watch this film but well you know
It on the TV and you drift off
But darm it becomes interesting the scene of the gym and the view that women should not be boxing
l agree with
but it was the narrative of human connection between Clint eastwood and Hilary swanks character that drew me further in
the narrative
storytelling
is what we may connect with?
l saw some of my own prejudice and wrestled with the issues
from my chair as the drama unfolded on a TV set in my front room
moving sensitive and touching
TV and storytelling has this strong resonance with one

precious

at times when
life is strange
remind yourself
how precious
 it can be

there is some thing precious all around us it may be just in the event or indeed in a relationship or an place you feel only you know but precious special meaningful

warning . . . messy can be tuff

what is wrong with the Internet at this venue ssssshhhhhhhhh%%%%%%%ttttteeee

anyway great day yesterday with Church
then messy church
because our life's area bit of mess even us church folk
travelling on boat and finally
having a meal with my son
great days
life is messy even if you are a Christan
life is tuff

last Saturday we sat in the garden with the embers from some wood we had burnt flickering away supping on a larger chatting, it seamed like life was drifting by this connection would be a memory for a young son whose father is ill. He may one day recall this moment as precious, even important. But it`s value was still evident that day, along with all the walks talking in cafe`s supping at a camp, watching the TV, or a film in the cinema
what haapy preciuos memories will you build today?

                 NO FATHER SHOULD BE DENIED ACCESS TO THEIR SONS AND DAUGHTERS

NOSTALIGA

The old 'Wingfield castle', which we used to sail across the River Humber one time  Never thinking one day it would be a museum piece tied up in Hartlepool dock.

Matty thinks these may be foxgloves 

Matthew David Waller, ( above on board), does not believe for one minute.Dads stories about sailing across the Humber on a Sunday afternoon, waiting in New Holland across the water, then sailing back at the end of the day.

did you know what l know

do you know what
life is tuff
true that
simple truth
echo today
same choices l made
others    close  making same
mistakes
same mistakes

Autumn

Autumn is close calling in the witch of winds. Harvest answered brought
forth a crop. Soon silence will capture.

  

Lights, weather, tides.
Light, dark, shades.

my life at present

my life my home

indeed my world is upside down

at present

others struggles are the main of my day

this is emotionally making  me drained

leaving me without proper sleep

sometimes l am unable to focus on the right thing

this is the way of my life at present

whoever said they would be days like this

true enough statement

so others please be patient with me

Kevin

silent wreck

my son Matthew and me came upon a wreck on a sandy beach it must have been there a while not forgotten just not recently discovered

 me well l just like getting down among the wreck

 

it just` lie`s there
with the ghost of
those now dead
reminded us living
of the past
silent to those alive

just thinking about

abortionagnotologyantigovernmentBiblebooksChick-fil-Achurchchurch & statecreationismenvironmentequalityevangelicalsevolutiongay rightsgendergreedgunshellhighlightshomosexualityhopeimmigrationIndigNationinfrastructureiraqjournalismjusticejust warLeft Behindmanufactured housingmoneymusicpoliticsreligious rightRichard LandSatanic baby-killerssciencesexsmart

just afew things on my mind at present OOPS nearly forgot

sundaytheologytribalismusurywork

SO THE JOURNEY WE ARE ON CARRIES US INTO ANOTHER DAY

Reading this blog

  

You are here reading this! you are free ,no bombs are falling around you. As best I can tell.
You are loved, needed, could be depended upon, to give  love to another.
 You are here reading this blog ,l am here writing in the hope we can connect further. Because something may inspire you, or you may already be aspired.
You are here reading this blog.

hey hey paul

didn`t think much to your last album paul
"no one did"

watching Big Brother 2013

`Big brother`
real mix of fun
and pure rottenness
life in its worst and best is displayed here

Hell of a Hull Hole

Emotionally very drained at present with family worries,

Some real issue in my home town Hull

Drugs

Fear on people’s faces

Worry etched into the pavements and lamppost

One of the worst unemployment black spots

Dirty

Overcrowded

Crime

Poverty

Poor diet

Lack of aspiration

I ask who can bring inspiration.

Hope!

Finance to make life econmicaly successful

Worried about my home town and the people who live their
which include family and many friends

fretting away

here is Lemar sounding out and working the crowd last week it was a nice Saturday evening show
the atmosphere around the festival was safe secure and the best l have experienced for many years
family issues are taking me into a nervous energy experience as l worry and fret about stuff l have already prayed so much about

Martyn Joesph at GB13

well boyo what can l say speaking, after 33 years
of singing to us.Thoughtful talk about  . .
well l took
away how he shares his faith with a beautiful instrument
and his voice LOL a great singer
got some of his stuff on Vinyl.

my Greenbelt festival 2013

40 years of Greenbelt
l first went in 1984
me l`ve gone thru
some changes
found something in a festival l really enjoy...no
thats not enough
love the place people event faith sharing

the beatles live at greenbelt
mircles happen
well it felt real

l was comfortable and
well organised in my camping

Ugly dinner ladie
beautiful comitment
to justice

so much going on all the time
blessings . . blessings . .blessings

2steps up BUT

the Temperal Soicety at GB13

sometimes it like one foot forward
two steps back
today and the last few days been like this.
but l am not complaining
it just 2 steps up
4 steps back

`crashmob` racket

Join the Crash Mob – Monday 14.30 Mainstage
On Monday afternoon, bring your empty pots, pans, utensils and cutlery – anything that will make a clattering noise – and get ready to join the great Greenbelt Crash Mob!

WHAT A RACKET IT WAS

MORE Kev Wallers Greenbelt coming soon

my kevin waller life

Life begins - In the womb.

Life begins - In space.

Life begins - In love.

Life begins - In faith. And doubt.

 

Life -can be found  wrestling with big ideas

Life is better- In company. and shared

Life begins - When it ends.

Life has to sometimes disappoint

Life can be a bit tuff

Life was better with forever angel
 

when l was younger and daft

when l was younger and in my teens
l walked by myself from Alborough to Robin hoods bay
now l wonder if l can walk the cliffs around my home
firstly look at medicines then time drink and food
along with spray in case l get out of breath

then

l would take some cans and food
a rucksack with clothes and sleeping bag
tent
and a few quid
and walk
for three days
almost without a care





was it just the time and my age?
or
a period in my life
when l was fearless
clumsy
energetic
daft

NOW
Am l more skilled, lazier fearful of the time, or events, or is just age that makes me pococurante
the event till l suck the energy away and no longer want to make the journey

EITHER way who would come with me because l not sure l want to journey alone any more!

WOW what a ship

wow what a ship it sailed like it was sliding across grass on a wet summers day.
yet it must have taken a massive amount of engineering and technical skill to move this object into a berth.

Hull in for hell of a season

The difference that Jake Livermore and Tom Huddlestone made when they came on, particularly the latter, was clear for all to see.
as we are from th enorth and playing in th esouth many pundits were blind to city second half performance
 Within seconds of coming on, Huddlestone sprayed a 40-yard pass out to the wing. Not since the days of (whisper it quietly) Jimmy Bullard have City had someone who will try and  dictate play from a deep-lying midfield position. You’d expect both Huddlestone and Livermore to come in for the Norwich game when the home fans can try and raise the roof
come on you hull
come on you hull

come on you Kevin . . .

we are staying up  ,we are staying up!

footie 2

worth getting outa bed for?

but now I go to my dugout, I go to my stadium, I go to my people, so I have to control (my emotions) a little bit, because I will feel something different, for sure.

"But a couple of minutes and after that I have to be focused on the game."

its the most wonderful time of the year footie season

"We will train there because I want some boys to adapt and to know where the dressing room is, where the dugout is, how to get to the pitch, where the tunnel is, because some of them have never been to Stamford Bridge,"

its the most wonderful time of the year
footie season

 a view l am walking in the next few days from ravenscar to robin hoods bay

what did Carol King sing?

This is so emmerdale farm but way back in the 70's, just driving down from Eire and across the borders shortly after some work with Roma. Always think about kitchens in homes like this one. l would like to have an Agra cook for family friends and stranger's. Chat about music and life faith journeys drama and sport while also enjoying a glass of wine Hey now l was supposed to be driving.

What did Carol King sing in `so far away`."Hope the road don't come to meet me"...life, Love is forever.

but whats she`s doing now is?

Last time I saw her it was turnin' colder
But that was years ago
Last I heard she had moved to Boulder
But where she's now I don't know
But there's somethin' 'bout this time of year
That spins my head around
Takes me back makes me wonder
What she's doin' now

'Cause what she's doin' now is tearin' me apart
Fillin' up my mind and emptyin' my heart
I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows
And I wonder if she knows...what she's doin' now

Just for laughs I dialed her old number
But no one knew her name
Hung up the phone sat there and wondered
If she'd ever done the same
I took a walk in the evenin' wind
To clear my head somehow
But tonight I lie here thinkin'
What she doin' now

'Cause what she's doin' now is tearin' me apart
Fillin' up my mind and emptying my heart
I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows
And I wonder if she knows

What she's doin' now is tearin' me apart
Fillin' up my mind and emptying my heart
I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows
And I wonder if she knows...what she's doin' now

journey goes on

we all have hardchoices to make as we journey in life
whats the safest and best passage to take thru this life
who to love?
who and what to leave behind?
how rocky will the road be?

footie 13

"So fancy a burger at Tesco"
what about these two'?
"No bit too fresh".

it the new footie season the championship is looking bit exciting real interest myself begins next week with Hull city Tigers AFC in the premiership.

`heart info` really good read

Hardening of the arteries, also called atherosclerosis, is a common disorder. It occurs when fat, cholesterol, and other substances build up in the walls of arteries and form hard structures called plaques.
Over time, these plaques can block the arteries and cause problems throughout the body.
For many people, high cholesterol levels are the result of an unhealthy lifestyle -- most commonly, eating a diet that is high in fat. Other risk factors are heavy alcohol use, lack of exercise, and being overweight.

If the arteries to the heart become narrow, blood flow to the heart can slow down or stop. This can cause chest pain (stable angina), shortness of breath, and other symptoms

What are some common uses of the procedure?CT angiography is used to examine blood vessels and the organs supplied by them in various body parts,

•brain
Heart CT Scans or CT Angiography (CTA)
What is CT angiography?
Angiography is a minimally invasive medical test that helps physicians diagnose and treat medical conditions. Angiography uses one of three imaging technologies and, in some cases, a contrast material to produce pictures of major blood vessels throughout the body.

In CT angiography (CTA), computed tomography using a contrast material produces the detailed pictures. CT imaging uses special x-ray equipment to produce multiple images and a computer to join them together in cross-sectional views.

•neck
•heart
•chest
•abdomen (such as the kidneys and liver)
•pelvis
•legs and feet
•arms and hands

nice thought

Driving long journeys 

too very remote

but beautiful places.

l thought 'loved to live here',

then recalled

"what if l need medical support"?

try this for a smooth playlist on a summers day
kevin_wllr@yahoo.co.uk
beyonce `breathless`
Amp fiddler `you are beautiful`
method man `my projects`
Curtis mayfield pusher mam
gil scott heron `the revolution will not be televised`
smoldering tunes really like the beyonce one and the Amp fiddler is very new R`n`B,` Mix of old skool and new stuff.very currant
Hospital this evening hope to be ouit tomorrow after they have anagrams myself
blue dye
blood samples
new dates
medicines
there was a time when all this was new to me

so not the only one

One of my favourite books of the Bible has to be Isaiah, and chapter 58 in particular. The "true fast" of breaking the chains of oppression inspired me as a student to become a campaigner.

Problems with wipers

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but try getting windsheild wipers its murder several days passed already
guess what `its raining now` and l am without car
Mercedes benz . . .nothing like it used to be?

Many social workers lack confidence and know-how when it comes to dealing with online grooming and sexual abuse of children, a survey has suggested.
The British Association of Social Workers (BASW) said they desperately needed specialist training.
An online survey of 327 social workers found 74% wanted more support, while half felt concerned about dealing with online sexual abuse or behaviour.
One said social workers were "way out" of their depth.


is this the way life is supposed to be?

Saturdays are for?

YANNICK Sagbo has been challenged to push his claims to lead Hull City's Premier League attack when he makes his debut against Dynamo Dresden this afternoon.
After a wait for international clearance delayed the first appearance of City's £1.6m signing at Birmingham and Peterborough, manager Steve Bruce will get the chance to unleash Sagbo at the Glucksgas Stadium today.

its getting closer the football season

Bit busy at the moment
and few healths issues
driving to Scotland wow
then my window wipers break
phew