here now

^^^^^^^^love this view l got myself into some bother the other day walking along the cliff bottom when the tide started to turn and the light was going down..as it got darker l turned around and headed back the way l came  . . . . . .playing it safe
that is about my nature ..my character so it appears being cautious



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we are having chips at Saltburn.. A simple pleasure..l really miss them all...being connected and sharing the most important aspects of being their youth leader

           What is my role now that l am unemployed?

It not just the going out of the house..Feel l have lost my role..my purpose..the nature of who l am ....

l cannot at present see the way ahead...l find this experiance very frightening.

           Here,Now is not where l want to be!