It's our time ..Time for US.

 Despite the horrors going on in Europe. Awful incident where in Australia MP got hit by a car then the assailant returned to drive the car over her. Despite poverty increasing food equality fading young families struggling. We can still be beautiful.
You and l have to be this thing of being a BHP. Beautiful human being.

Maybe it's us having to find the beauty,maybe we have to remain silent, maybe we have to seek God's counsel. Maybe we have to share our limited resources better. Maybe we have to ignore the hatred. Maybe we have to sit with someone and listen longer. Maybe we have other ideas better then different then those l suggest.

Beetroot a hard vegetable not the easiest to cook takes lots of boiling. It's ugly doesn't go as an accomplishments with very many other foods. But when tasted it very worthwhile and very good for a person. Like maybe we have to be as the storms approach. They are approaching not just the ones bringing the tidal waters over a wet cold harsh promenade. Life's storms are often near at difficult times. But we are. Called to be of good cheer to spend time on the frontiers with the lost and broken. . . . yes you. Yes us.
Our hope is in the Kingdom values that Jesus calls us to live out in relationships encounters and acts of love, kindness,  listening and sharing.
If we don't or we won't....it will not get done.

Wherе was I when childhood died And manhood came to take me...

Days of ice creams, chilly waters in the middle of summer, soul music playing loud enough to hear but not intrusive, paddling a boat. Looking at the girls and your first loving conversations. Childhood 1968.
First football match Hull city V French side Nice. Iced drink of watermelon, burger with cheese. A bus ride, pocket money and stuff taking home. Slice of pizza and glass of coke. Talks about preparing for a Halloween trick. Childhood 2026.

Beds of grain and sheets of rain

And hold tight nights of thunder

Owls that hoot and Lash Larue

And heroes gone asunder

Nightmare fears and grandma's tears

And gingerbrеad to bake me

Wherе was I when childhood died

And manhood came to take me

Saturdays alright for....lots of things ...

Tend too try not get results till watched the old classic ..'match of the day'... Treat yourself TV stable. If lucky that should be breakfast treat in early hours of Sunday. 

Looking forward to supplementing the day of the Lord with period among local Church folk. Worship songs prayers and biblical discussions.

Health leisurely pursuits been good in the gym today despite the system error of AI generated sounds vulgar, loud creat aggressive undertone. Further staff young tending get upset when older people challenge them about volume. Yet sending tweets plus likes to older cliental social media posts. My Biotrax readings showing favourable results including slow gradually losing weight with muscle dexterity developing.

Holistically the weekend been growth present and low key issues addressed. Good connections with friends time of chats laughter.

Kind of kingdom value days when individual growth happening in gatherings with others. Away from a society falling in on itself .

                      Calvery......

Watched this uplifting film, yes it's a tough watch. Mainly about plodding on when to give up is the easier way,for myself it is about Faith when in a place of struggle. Acceptance and battling the Life we live when the tears threaten
 every new born seed.

Damaging daily the social cohesive of British society

What l am witnessing far too consistently is very concerning. It's concerning because l am committed to establishing the Kingdom of God here on earth 

But struggle with accepting the behaviour see daily several times in my locality  mainly two ethnic groupings. Muslims and Africans often from very same group mainly males between 20 to 35 age range.

Like to sometimes have on a cold day a hot drink in pleasant environment occasionally with female friends. They now look around themselves.  If as it often can be in  Hull , full of 3 and 4 of the men from these groups stay round a table with one cup of coffee.

They say
 …." Let's get elsewhere "...
We do. Today l was on my own , this gave me birdseye view. There was only few spare seats , our ethnic groupings, well they would not let anyone with trays of drinks (elderly or female) sit near them. Despite or rather enjoying refusing reasonable requests to allow seating to be used.

They even put own feet, ( on spare seats near by) in way that found difficult and alarming. When challenged by males they made threats. The sense of entitlement was disturbing.

Another African was watching a film of girls being shot and hiding from their captives . Some of the girls in this movie  ?  Visible on his phone while he sat not drinking a drink , when asked,  refused to switch it off. These actions may be acceptable to any liberal minded people.  Got search your mind explore .What message have they decide to send to those infidels that sharing space with...well at moment that space is supposed to be shared.

But l cite them as an evil that's has eroded and has damaged already the social-cohesion of our society. The further work of evil.

Blessed.

 Blessed . We often enter into non formal contracts with each other and certainly as mission oriented holders of the Christian faith. That's a trauma around need to evenglise and purpose of community social commitments. We gather with young people in their spaces on streets corners 

Or we gather with them when enter the project  we have attempted or successful and historically provided. We may want to get to know them.

They may wish to just use the space as a break from parents. We find common ground. It develops.

On the Bus ride the meadows folded onto these beautiful couples of Autumn. The warm soon struggled to exact it's warmth because the chill of the morning remained longer then it has done since the early part of the year. The hedges are thinning out the birds are out later in the morning as nature comes out later now temperatures dropping. Blessed.

I get to see the Buzzard for longer hunting high and low across the damp meadows oddly enough close to Matthews collage. Few friends been in touch with drama plus the excitement of the days they have ahead of them. Blessed.

Hope you can understand the everyday ordinary stuff are huge blessings . So count them one by one. Hold them close thank the lord for people, the places, nature and technical community development you are integral part of. Blessed.

Starting a gathering in the Lords house.

We trying to do Church by starting a gathering. We got time to project  happening the pace is not rushed. Neither is it traditional nor normal. It's a community social non Contract. With our own resources sometimes our own money. Lots of encounters. It's that simple.

This is 2026 in what the Church venue for youth work could look like. Encounters with youth at a period of thier life's when they grow most independent. All at present is a start. Somewhere to be with pizza hot chocolate, kind of a place of safety. Oh yeah the music...that's pretty loud.

“So if you hear something… even if it’s a little thing, you’re at the gym on the treadmill and someone makes a crack, say something.”

Home Secretary Shabana Mahmood has announced a public inquiry into the deaths of Melvin Cravitz and Adrian Daulby, who were killed during the terror attack at Manchester’s Heaton Park Synagogue in October 2025.

My first memory of a visit to a synagogue was to one when as a child went to sing with our school Choir, all really remember leaving stuffed with sweets and enjoyed wonderful cakes.  Later perhaps about 8 years. Going into my first paid employment working for a beautiful human being, who had survived the concentration camps. the camp was actually liberated by the Russians.

Spoke about that event here before plus in my Life often.
This great man who apprenticed myself into Life. 

He made me proud and affected who l am today. Cherish his memory alongside my own precious son.
Hatred begets hatred which further begets more hatred but please don't forget.... now socially acceptable to show disdain or intolerance towards the Holocaust. It begins with words.  “So if you hear something… even if it’s a little thing, you’re at the gym on the treadmill and someone makes a crack, say something.” Labour Party has made “softcore” Holocaust denial acceptable.

I found this to be true even Polish people had open conversation leaned towards ..`oh yeah that's not true`..but don't imaging it is going to be easy to speak up. Will not be easy to suggest someone owns an untruth. Never acceptable to query

a lie or state your truth there will be a consequence and that may well cost.

But going to ask you this are you ready ? Are you brave enough? Are you `conucchies` large enough ?  All around are people trying to rewrite history, challenging every truth. 

• This is the society that begins with dismantling individual values,
•  prevents gatherings where agreement conversation growth and discord happen organically.

When when the individual has been muted, the community meets less often. this happens ...

• The very fabric of society is threatened and eroded..

This is a bit of classic Kevin Waller ;- Its is Life time learnt logic, values presented accepted and followed. Its northern spirituality and Christian ethical teaching ...Also worth look at again. 

• This is the society that begins with dismantling individual values,
•  Prevents gatherings, where agreement conversation,  growth and discord happen organically.
• The very fabric of society is threatened and eroded..

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Not here, to influence you with their @@@@@@.

 Metallica front man James Hetfield took a swipe at artists who use their concerts to lecture audiences about politics during the band's Las Vegas residency. In what could easily be seen as a dig at the likes of Macklemore, Hetfield told the crowd:

"Unless you live in Vegas, you've come a long way to spend some time with Metallica. We're grateful for that. Your travels, the money you spend, the time it took, thanks for coming to celebrate with us,. I just gotta say, Metallica is We are here to forget about all the outside shit. Metallica's agenda is love, energy and heavy music, baby!"

Some rescue news.

Coastguard crews winched down the cliff to get to the four people while the RNLI waited in the choppy water below as it pushed the orange rescue boat closer and closer to the rocks below. RNLI, coastguard and emergency services were praised for their efforts in getting the trio to safety.

Sadly to say know something about this actual situation.l got into a real mess around 10 years ago with much missed Matthew. We had gone looking at the seals. Excited about the wildlife  and Matty was animal crazy. Going through the cave at thornwick bay it was ankle deep while on the other side we suddenly within minutes were knee deep then waist deep in water 

It took courage to get through the cave where the water resided. It was shallowest heading back too the beach. We recovered but learnt a solum lesson. Another of life's dramas we faced. 

North Yorkshire Coast: Four boys clinging to the side of a cave were rescued in a multi-agency operation involving the RNLI and HM Coastguard after becoming trapped by the rising tide.

 

The recent news plus the abandonment by our Government means need to examine my place in society.

Done my last task for this week. Prepared the vegetables placed them in slow cooker.

Communicated with my friends sadly via social-media. Read through emails nothing urgent. No diaries dates ahead lies lazy self day walking history. Enjoying nature avoiding the news. Reflective cups of tea. Hopefully some reading.

I am on downtime as was reminded for my only 'holiday of the year' with my sabbatical taking place. Looked at some Bod Dylan actual artwork. Walked the history plus heritage of this environment. Like in Valletta it gives myself good reason to remain cheerful.  

The recent news plus the abandonment by our Government means need to examine my place in society. For sure this northern guy experienced poverty all his Life cannot commit to political system who keep leaning away from the faith community and tribes l recognise as honest. E.G. Christian  and Jewish along with hindu.
The casualness that our society has slipped into a wicked anti-Semitism hate filled WOKE agenda. Where kidz who can't perform get registered as ADHD( AD?S DHP) or whatever gets most PIP benefit. Lack moral compass that we can sail a ship through difficult times giving them limited opportunities while burdening them with limited involvement with any gathering community, nor chance of improving as an individual.

Less and less.

So done a bit of work spread out all over rural town.

Lot less gym

Money very very tight.

Petrol expensive most l have ever witnessed.

Even the Sopranos threw up a surprise ..couldn't recall Pauline walnuts getting his nails done. Gangster at nail saloon see everything now.

The bus ride on a real chilly Autumn day was through nature displaying Llama newly sheared moved more briskly near Bishop Burton pool. The. Cattle walking across westwoods while bus drove slowly past observing that cattle have right of way. Sheep returned down from high ground.. it's changing moments but humanity hatred and ignorance takes little rest.

Job ..(Book in the Bible).. is about what happens when a Nation turns away from God's guidelines. Calling for people to return often the disobedience remains society plus order breaks down. Situations we are in presently with no leadership nor guidance again and again we see lack of solutions. Individuals can not suggest help or directions to enable development or change.

The beds are burning still people get involved in wasted practice vaping spreading filthy germs around. Low cost clothing , because got no money for better, people less social, little cohesion, quality of food provisions is more expensive, less is sold. Self indulgence heads down on mobile prisons they hand carry. Poverty increasing.  Rich again has always getting richer. Injustice screams out nothing changes.

...not sure it's ....

 Listening to very early Bod Dylan ..'Song for woody 1963...masters of war ..blowing in the wind. .. 

It was different time then it was intense thoughtful listen up in my space in overcrowded room shared with siblings. Now hear them still fresh more critical of the tone of the voice. The instrument is sparce uncomplicated. Simple times but same songs start wonder do l love them old songs less. No it's myself who has changed l'm in a better place time evolved but message from lyrics still resonates. Vile harsh statement in Masters of war still hits home. The all for fun frolics in ...'Subterranean blues'...

I change deconstructed evolved still loved the songs and enjoying today. But not the intensity some songs sound rightly dated. Others songs still fresh inviting. But me not sat listening intently in my own room. My sojourner daily struggle espically during changing seasons as cold returns.

That's true of life in general we move on and retain some values don't stay the same person.

 

Disjointed..lack of social cohesive..bankrupt morally 0,

 Divided country not communicating but next to know reason for each little ghetto to communicate together. We live in a country where we do less together. No need to meet as we are somewhere not interest in each other 

Our rules, the faiths we hold are poles apart no expressing same concerns not renowned for getting job done but time has past. Sad but we can also witness rage against God hasn't helped low moral base just brought.

Detached means not connected. But still alongside each other in many situations.

We have walked mute liked into a cosmopolitan hell hole government forced.

 Listening to someone on radio Having to walk through police roadblocks in Gosport to get to also from your own home isn't very nice. Really felt uncomfortable the feeling of violence then threats from the Police was clear and obvious as well. Those now described as 'oppressive authorities' questioning every driver few pedestrians arriving home.

Some residents been lawfully informed they cannot leave their homes until 6th October. Uncomfortable also disturbed with Fact our government in UK . Well let's be honest - they'll stop you going about your business, daily life .

Unable or unwilling to prevent 1 thousand 200 men entering illegally into our land by dingies. They hassle local residents in Gosport hampshire but they won't or cant stop the boats.

Strong harmful evidence is posted on the social media but main news agencies are not reporting. I witnessed the immoral evidence in my home town of Hull ..where full facial coverings worn by many women and young children in city shopping centres. Large gangs of Ethiopia further Eritrean black man gather in coffee shops. One third of buses are African Asian travellers often spread them selves across 2 seats as they journey. In remote villages like Pocklington plus other East riding towns Turkish and Kurdish barbers ply a trade in entrapment drug services while posturing as barbers.

Most often next door are the vapes shops or nail bars staffed by non indegionous persons.

We have walked mute like into a cosmopolitan hell hole government forced.

Listen to ladies saying we aren't staying out late at night as we are so fearful. Many are curtailed into remaining quite so has not to cause offence. If my view going to upset the apple cart by stating this truthful reflection 

I say Amen to that 'upsetting the apple cart'. Something is happening here and it's not correct.

Greens are pretty dirty in Politics of UK

For the first time, the Green Party has hired a private security firm to provide extra protection for attendees at the three-day conference at the Brighton Centre, in Sussex.

Party insiders confirmed that both Jewish and non-Jewish members have been given safety instructions for the conference. Jewish News has agreed not to disclose the specifics.

Being on the frontiers saved my true soul and furnished my life with real meaning

The diamond and rust of any relationship is really about going along with each other. All long time relationships will have Diamond experiences along with days of rust. That's Life it really is we struggle we have glory days  and of course it's all those days in-between which makes us.

Found many times people of course it includes myself. Tend only see value in the diamond periods. As l've got older reaching these days recognise the importance everyday stuff 

Faith has periods like that we want mountain top experiences sometimes wonder if Church leaders try to create such experiance. Missions are promoted always away some place. Seldom did we experience mission in our areas. Talk like super spiritual warriors numbering off conversations from conversations. Joining groups to use these collectives as place to evenglise.

These experiences make us grow. 

Except they don't it hurts when people move away from city , when stop coming to Church. Find a better ingredient check list with another tride. Deconstruction identified these converiabelt shopping list of faith requirements as simple shallow practice. Damaging.

I too was guilty communicating took part in words that found useful. Bought books hunted down Christian music. Found very little that was acceptable. All the books felt high literature. Even tried to sing the latest worship songs. Went to few concerts. But arrived at a place more social gospel being in cultures where the hurting was taking place. Being on the frontiers saved my true soul and furnished my life with real meaning. But it not a sneaky soft option. It's hard it's costly it's difficult and still  occasionally times was Lonlie.

Vocation....commissioned to do this.

 I am good at community and youth work actually do have a pastors heart. A way of being pretty knowledgeable about YCW  Youth Community Work. It's my life's vocation. Expert in this field regerious about practice and how we do what we do and why it doesn't help me as an individual  when others praise me. Not do l find it useful when others praise myself.
I don't grow in environments when l am heralded. It puts me in difficult place. Not vanity nor shyness because not empowering. Treat me has someone with experiance knowledge and understanding.
That is all.

Still got bit to learn.

Those or these were my days my friends. That we thought would never end. .

        I shall always love the memory of you. 

Despite the memory fading and me being so ersdible to have kept you close. Don't recall Church that odd large building with so many strange doctrines being so colourful. 

Recall the icons being different to my traditions.The funny odd rather deceitful way things changed. There was that diocese funding being moved to Holy shepherd. It was strangely peaceful oddly painful. Tears never far away from Young James death, the Hillsborough incident. Death was a present issue. The eternal candle to remember victim's , schools work street based stuff. The struggle,to survive economically. So much variety strong sense of community.

Then there was you. Loving, kind, happy but always troubled. We became one but that ended.The song recalls better times but my memory doesn't it recognises all the pain. The failed promise expectations of hope but that failed. Former Anfield youth worker moved on and also stayed. Trapped. Would a call to bring the cat and drive real fast still bring echo one wishes to hear.

Never been tested in that way so who knows. But then again l doubt it.suppose this is just one of those nights. Well l think so....

It's wet...it's muddy ..it's cold. It's dark... Love it

we are taught to pray with an
acronym identified as 
ACTS

Adoration... confessions..Thanksgiving..and Supplication. 

 So with that in mind adore God of the great cathedral of nature for cold chilly Autumnal weather we are experiencing as it shows again his majesty and power.

Confess that l fail don't always succeed in being a good witness. Foolish thoughts escape wrong words form.

Thank you for the journey that l have like so many others enough. Sometimes forget that enough is all that's required.

Pray for those suffering loss plus grief at this moment. My journeys had this experience. I am still here.

Thank you Lord.