Jun 3, 2025

The measure of a good society!

 We are all alone, born alone, die alone, and—in spite of True Romance magazines—we shall all someday look back on our lives and see that, in spite of our company, we were alone the whole way. 




















I don't see how you can respect yourself if you must look in the hearts and minds of others for your happiness.
                    Hunter Thompson.

Suppose really l processed same understanding from own reflective practice. Many around us come to similar if not same beliefs. As growing older concerned began proscrinate in my thinking. Perhaps recognizing this behavior is vital. Yesterday for first time in diagnostic interview around health. Was asked some mental health questions. Which included:-
  • Do l have good contact with family and friends.
  • Am l spending lot of time alone.
  • Do l go out example to shops or events.
  • Since retiring do l feel valued.
  • Would l volunteer.
  • Do l meet people outside of my home.
              Honestly although not expecting questions , OK with reflecting
Told one question that 'force able answered'. Two that 'took time to answer" it was noted. Is this measure of a good society when we invest in older by caring for them. Taking an interest.

Ethically my faith always brought me into state of mind where community is important.

Jun 2, 2025

Spent time wondering why . . .


Ultra-processed food as a % of household purchases (Europe). 

The UK is the only country on this map to be over 50%. Now look at the huge difference between UK and Mediterranean countries.

The Mediterranean diet is full of salads , veg, oils, fresh fish, pasta dishes,modtly white meats. All difficult in many varieties in our supermarkets. Warm climate and access to cool swimming add to good health along with peaceful mindset. Leads inevitably to better relationships between individuals getting faith community ethics. That spills into the society wider.

Not saying this is easy but preventing WOKE agenda that needs economic support while creating division. Factor contribute to the wider holistic growth from cradle to grave.

Spent time wondering why are such issues not given air time on morning Breakfast shows...Ideal time slot for such concerns.

@itvnews, @BBCNews @GBnews etc...

Instead of endless entertainment, lead dribble around fake tans, empty life's, rubbish soap scripts, grow your lips bigger. Some would argue that, Inflation busting price rises have made processed foods more affordable than fresh. Suggest  information on the packaging might also help people make wiser more informed choices.

May 31, 2025

Do you know the difference between the real thing and a fugazi ?

 What is a fugazi in Donnie Brasco? Fugazi was popularized by its use (referring to a fake diamond) in the 1997 mobster film Donnie Brasco and the 1988 book it was based on, Donnie Brasco: My Undercover Life in the Mafia.

As Joseph D. Pistone, aka Donnie Brasco, tells Lefty Ruggiero (Al Pacino) early in Donnie Brasco, a “fugazi” is a fake. When Left tries to sell him a ring, Brasco passes on it immediately, telling him he should give it to a wife or girlfriend who doesn’t know the difference between the real thing and a fugazi.

ITS NOT TRUE.

BUT SOME LIKE LEFTY WON`T ACCEPT THAT.

First temple Judaism has infiltrated some parts of the Church linked often with  eschatology.

bringing mixture of untruth plus angry bitter threads.

Witnessed this today, someone street preacher, giving out prayer cards, when people didn't take them, there were..

  1.  statement's about Ungodliness, sin,
  2. We support Gods chosen people The Jews. 
  3. Anti semisum is wrong, how did we become Anti Semitic.

The term  eschatology refers to conceptions of the last things: immortality of the soul, rebirth, resurrection, migration of the soul, the end of time. Some say such concepts also have secular parallels—, in the major journey of one's life , perhaps concept further understanding of death. 


Can a country a nation a community be a Christian entity?
Is not Christianity an individual response, whose members gather and create community. However the society recognizes itself.

If as l witnessed today, someone does not take a prayer card does that make them a sinner?
Does that make them Anti Semitic?

If l support Palestine right to live along with Land does that make me on wrong side in my faith following.

Many are worrying about lot of issues, Saturday may be a break from all the stresses time for walk, shop, period as family. Who knows the thoughts , experiences of those passing us this day. We judge then we create a bad witness. ultimately turn others away, often chose not to be involved with a `God of love` because some behave in way that shines no light.


May 30, 2025

(to quote Obadiah 4 v71). "if Jehovah wanted us to use low fat calf's he would have made cows slim not fat, solemnly l tell you feast from the Lord's provision."

Just me being me on a normal day.

 (to quote Obadiah 4 v71).

"if Jehovah wanted us to use low fat calf's he would have made cows slim not fat, solemnly l tell you feast from the Lord's provision."


While we all laughing with our hands up our sleeves here is the latest from the deluded and poorly educated at …wait...wait...wait     Harvard students`. This is what the worlds elite do when supposed to be gaining an education.
This appears to be a satirical statement, not reflecting any verified policy at Harvard. There is no evidence of surveillance for raising the Palestinian flag, though the message may comment on perceived risks like backlash.
Fools running the world. OR `wanna be` fools. 
 

May 29, 2025

More self centered.

Loving by the sea friends say walk along the coast, tell the seas your troubled some kind of connection  happens and the seas take your troubles away 

It's not what l believe. But we have to allow others practice own spiritual journeys. It could take them further. Good starting point.

Nature allows us to keep in touch with deeper internal issues. That's also spiritual experience. Know feel vague. Discovering lot less spiritual expressions as we've moved to becoming more individual governed communities.


May 28, 2025

Watching this on TV.

 The indictment says that on the morning of the 21 December, 1988, the two men placed aboard Air Malta Flight 180, from Malta to Frankfurt, a brown Samsonite suitcase containing the bomb that ultimately blew up Pan Am 103. The prosecution will argue that the deadly suitcase was then transferred as unaccompanied baggage, first to Pan Am Flight 103A at Frankfurt, then to Flight 103 at London, before blowing up over Lockerbie.

Some terrorism experts argue that that scenario is implausible on its face. One such skeptic is Noel Koch, who headed the US Defense Department's anti-terrorism efforts from 1981 to 1986. Sophisticated Middle East terrorists who wanted to blow up a plane over the North Atlantic, Koch insists, would not plant their bomb nearly a thousand miles away and rely on two successful luggage transfers by airline workers.

May 27, 2025

SOMETHING DIFFERENT ABOUT SPORT I KNEW.

In the sculpture – representing a boxer – the artist (the work has no certain attribution) captures a moment (Kairos) when something special is happening. The boxer is seated, profoundly marked by deep cuts and copious bleeding all over the right side of his body , in the act of turning his head. 

The boxer
I have to go
again, even though 
I’ve just come back, even if 
I’m covered in blood, blood all over me, everywhere, that no one bothers 
to wipe off. and yet they call me, still the crowd cheers, the ref is impatient
my opponent awaits me
I feel deadened, every voice is far away , and yet I hear 
I know , that this is the moment , that I have to go, it’s my job
at first I liked it, I couldn’t stop, it was my life ,now no longer . I’m exhausted
worn out
I’m in pieces, how long , can my body last?, how many of those punches can it take?, night is falling.
I feel it , falling quickly ,on me, my powers weaken
death will come, and be , the fatal wound ,for me, the final defeat.

I Too knew these the game, the hardest game, feelings of  complete pain as couldn't explain why did it seam the fight was being lost. I had trained so hard, yet could sense it was not going the way the fight should.
Referee sometimes a vulgar person who was always harsh toward myself, reflecting recently with Johnny, Melvin, Danny, Freddie, Ian, Graham, they to felt he was unkind, tough in his treatment.
Old coach Dave suggested coaches knew that. So it was not just Kevin felt badly treated towards one.
The crowd, recall several but one week before Christmas in the mid seventies, l was representing the county against British Army select, all the occasion warranted, national anthem.
Flags , lights going down. couldn't have been more then half a dozen in the crowd. The Army chaps were taken to top restaurant.
We Boxers from the county got plate of sandwiches walked home bitterly cold, aching bruised and alone. We had represented our county, Yorkshire, next level would be representing our country. 
Moving on up, no longer a novice. Championship fighters ABA name.
In those days we were going to make it...…weren`t we all.

Instead, “The Boxer” leaves those memories behind, opting to move forward toward a new day.

In the clearing stands a boxer
And a fighter by his trade
And he carries the reminders
Of every glove that laid him down
“I am leaving, I am leaving”
But the fighter still remains

Relation of Thor visited the northeast coastal.

 

This one's alive,
Often dead animals l come 
across, this one's swimming out to north sea.

May 26, 2025

Jesus Christ, Son of the living God, certainly is unpredictable! A TV preacher that Kevin signposted too, calls the Lord in these instances “sneaky Jesus.” suppose that’s a good thing. These we discover are the Lords actions. Plus well designed methods, He wouldn’t be God! There in Jesus still enjoys surprising all with big and small miracles every day, popping up when we least expect Him, more especially l truly believe when we need Him most. 

Well designed methods. As  commitments, actions we follow. Purposes we discover. Vocation may chase.

Big bold sweeping behaviours. Faith is not meek.


May 25, 2025

Sometimes folks are just trying to find the place where their gifts plus callings are valued along with that person being appreciated

It feels like when reach certain age you no longer are able nor required to do, well perhaps things you could do when younger. Witnessing with my age group lack of respect for the journeys some have travelled.
But I contrast very surprised lack of affordable opportunities for working age teens.
Odd but seen this before how two age groups experience similarities between way they are treated .

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On the side of LIFE , where the jam covered side lands kitchen floor down.


Then the health had to be addressed. Seen enough ‘Wallace and Gromit’ what an artist  creator is Nick Parks. In the communal hospital waiting room.
Although this moment had my share of Nick's style. 
Now dreading bandages removal. You’ll hear that screen l am confident.
Blessed to be cared for by strangers in our national health service while got made better. Another long time...lost...While the jam covered bread lends on the floor of LIFE. 
Plus boring wet cold chilly ,Bank holiday weekend.

May 23, 2025

This is what happens to people working for peace.

Israeli embassy staffers Yaron Lischinsky and Sarah Lynn Milgrim shot dead outside a Jewish museum in Washington DC.
Victims Yaron Lischinsky and Sarah Milgram.

Chief Rabbi Ephraim Mirvis has led a wave of grief and condemnation following the murder of two young Jewish diplomats outside a Jewish museum in Washington DC on Wednesday night — a brutal act that has sent shockwaves around the world.
Describing the killing as “a despicable act of terror” and “a desecration of all that civilised nations hold sacred,” Mirvis called the attack “cold-blooded” and mourned the loss of Yaron Lischinsky and Sarah Lynn Milgrim, who were due to be engaged next week.

“In our grief, we stand shoulder to shoulder with the people of Israel and with Jewish communities across the world who today will feel more vulnerable but more resolute than ever,”

 Bad theology makes bad politics, bad politics makes worse theology.
Same is said of taking text out of context, Then using text to hurt, damage, exclude others.

Me, kind of person whose spending more effort in dreaming, enjoy Vinyl which makes person dance, developing vision, avoid the troublemakers. Recently watched Rolling stones `grrrr` concert it was stacked with guitars,  old rockers attitude and lyrical ideas.
Watch a film see vision for better world. Find place where justice flows, mercy is evident, people talk.  Its difficult to claim to be a peacemaker, desire to love life and others, when this place we inhabit its so full of hatred wickedness and death. However l am just participants looking to grow in my spiritual ,emotional literacy, wanting to be part of improving social community. 
Here where it just gets hard.
Hard seeking Shalom, making beautiful.
When feel like kicking the head in, the people who see out in Hull city Centre, going to rob, steal, promoting discord, chanting hatred towards Israeli hostages. Claiming Faith people who follow Jesus are oppressive cruel and hurtful.
Loving God and loving our neighbors are the roots of who we are to become. 

May 22, 2025

Contrast in this period.


There is contrast in this period.
Partly because don't like summer.Someone suggested if your born at certain season you like next season along. So Virgo KW is autumnal lover. You know although don't buy into that. It's too general .l feel also degree of sense. Just next thing is letting the stars tell you who to fall in love with....Guess get my drift here.
Talking about sixth sense...l see dead things mostly animals. Lot of seals lately plus garnet, deer , badgers, Whales, bit roadkill.

What's everyone having for tea. Let me know via usual channels. 


May 21, 2025

'what would political elite make of younger person having this ?'

This illness was bit challenging this day but got out getting through. Suppose that's the nature of Ischemic heart failure.

Wouldn't mind bit longer please Lord.

I suppose recognising 

That limited in what this guy can do each day is progress.
Not where nor who l want to be...like "here and now".
Just this here at present this here is me.
But ask,'what would political elite make the of younger person and this illness?'

Not easy to admit this here, this weaker slower , less able me. It's just me some days.
Isn't nature so wonderful.
Calling us to greet the creativeness
reminding those connected,
Of the greatness of God who made the likes of us ...Little less than the Angels.

 

May 19, 2025

HAUNTED VOICES STILL WANTING TO BE HEARD.

 Starmer's "reset" deal on fishing not only gives the EU 12 more years. It binds future governments to it Brussels could introduce tariffs on British exports if EU access to UK coastal waters is restricted before 2038 This is a three-term sellout of the British fishing industry.

On the north east coast we know what suffering in fish wars looks like, its mean most of our deep sea trawlers have been scrapped. It is well noted throughout Hull every family had some connection to fishing. Each family will have their very own story of the trials and tribulations of life at sea. Nearly all the old fisherman don't go to fishing waters previously but go 12 mile barriers and fish Lobster Crabs and shell fish.
ALL FOR EXPORT.

Lost Uncle's family members and youngsters from youth club, to this difficult harsh trade. so we can have some fish on our plates.
THIS BECAME THE `WALK TOO` FOR US AS GROUP IN SUMMERS 2 DECADES AGO AS WE LOOKED AT THE OLD DOCKS, NOW OVERGROWN, DRAINED OF WATER FILLED IN. JUST A PLAYGROUND, HAUNTED PLAYGROUND WHERE ECHOS OF YESTERDAY MADE NOISES NO ONE RECOGNISED ANY MORE.
TALE`S OF LOSS, WARS ,INDUSTRY BLIGHTED, LIVES WASTED, POLITICAL STUPIDITY.
HAUNTED VOICES STILL WANTING TO BE HEARD.

May 18, 2025

Someone's been on journey like mine, journey like yours


Looking outward on cold autumnal day in low Summer. Breeze disappeared but still disappointed in warmth. Odd illness day sleeping bit too much. However LIFE journey carries me beyond this day.

Value well conversations,value the laughter value the music, kind that makes me want to sing along, try to dance,songs that touched my heart. Few that made me feel someone's been on journey like mine, journey like yours.

There's that song often listen too .  "We may never pass this way again"..Seals and croft .

They knew deep songs lyrics resonates with all through emotions, informs, urges and reflects. For a Sunday like to leave this blog ramble where we are..."We may never pass this way again"..so let's value the good stuff we've entered, further experienced today.

Hoping, Pray you'll pass this way often and be in many other places with many other people. LIFE. 

May 17, 2025

No Dolls in females spaces really want to wiggle your diggle near the girls, wives and Mums. WHY.

The `manrat`, Gary Lineker has been accused of “astonishing ignorance”
 by fellow BBC stars
“Not a real issue because it didn’t affect the men’s game,” she wrote, in response to his first public remarks on the transgender controversies convulsing female sport, where he claimed to know of just three such cases.
Davies said: “His ignorance in this article is astonishing. Should keep his mouth shut unless he can be bothered to do some homework. Over 1,600 men in women’s sports in the USA and Canada alone!”
know l am not alone when exploring this guys lack of intelligence plus own self importance, but Should keep his mouth shut unless he can be bothered to do some homework. Maybe its Israel or trans issue also football general sports knowledge, lacks evidence of understanding or grasping present issues.

Along with some others in entertainment industry he exists in London Vacuum.
We have two tier Politics in UK.
Two tier Criminal warriors protecting rights of Hateful Hamas , arresting imprisoning person for tweets. 
Two tier privilege, where those with money, power, former glories believe past achievement's allow them to advice others from non informed platform.
Unfortunate that Ratman Lineker has lot of previous form at wagging his finger and stepping into issue without thinking.

May 16, 2025

FRIDAY news troll.


We are still hurting those from Israel, still promoting hatred. 

Nurse who sat on top of UK ambulance in UK to stop people entering the hospital', was asked to leave after several disruptive outbursts -it wasn’t a protest -she came with the intent to disrupt and cause chaos-screamed at the speakers and then fought with Law Enforcement ,Police, as they told her she could leave if her own accord or be arrested….then she physically fought with the officers.

We are still hurting those in poverty.

I’m flabbergasted. You linked Winter Fuel Payments eligibility to Pension Credit which we know is a flawed system. You’re sitting here saying we know there’s a flawed means test in Pension Credit so why the hell did you link Winter Fuel Payments to a flawed means test?”

We are still sacking Hull city managers.



 




Selles was brought in by owner in December after bringing an end to Walter’s tumultuous, short-lived tenure. He took charge of 26 Championship games and an FA Cup third-round loss on penalties to Doncaster Rovers. The Spaniard, who left Reading to join the Tigers, won nine of those 26 games, drawing seven and losing 11. In those 26 games, Selles registered 33 points at a rate of 1.27 per game.


May 15, 2025

OK it's been 15 months, just a second to you. "Tell me more when l get there "

Think of you my son Matthew. When l think about forever. Is there a place you go to watch the sunset rising, is there a song you've heard, is there some friends you know. 
                           "OK l know tell me when l get there."



How about few Saturday night Film suggestion

 So here we are in humid evening first evening in August .Doring the season l do not like Summer. Hot night summer on Wolds northern Yorkshi...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"