Ending year looking week back

Well looking back as 2014 closes and a new year journey begins.

Don't do parties and got few plans to escape the cold in 2015,

So gonna swim and be healthier.

Not be a typical Christmas, been bit fed up 

that not like myself also been struggle to beat the cold very chilly here that affects health. ...moods..happenings..social life!

Got few things to do as January progresses

But looking forward to going on a sojourner 

Away food, fellowship, fun, fitness,awaits me.

The grooming going on in most towns and city's is getting attention.

But no real action!

Hey cut youth work posts that help the vulnerable young people and children.

The Church needs to find a response to this situation.

We need to pray for guidance and be brave addressing the issues facing our youth in the nation.

Still into my hill street . . . . . .

Still love watching old TV prigs before the wire and NYPD blue there was the essential 'hill street blues'

Plus that old advice more relevant today then 30  years ago hey let's be careful out there

So please also keep the faith

Eat chocolate

Visit Malta

Love

Kiss often

Seek Jesus follow him

Dress like Becker. . . .well you have to watch the TV prog to understand that one

The death subject

So death is a subject l thought about

Being this ill would be foolish not to ponder

The most important question is (for myself) wil l see her again?

But also what legacy have l left

Did l shine my light enough

Have others life's been improved by meeting me

Did others know why my focus was the way it processed?

Why was l not kissed more

This is not emotional meld honey, nor it on my heart

Did l make peace,who do l need forgiveness from.

What will happen to my family friends and loved ones

Did l build enough sand castles.?

Tried to walk and reflect often making a talk with Jesus daily priority

Regrets perhaps not but still got questions

Was God silent about some stuff

Why did we not meet again,l always thought we would

There been fire there also been rain...but...

Oldies but goodies

“The eight who played from the Championship. From (Liam) Rosenior, to Alex (Bruce), to (Stephen) Quinn, to (Sone) Aluko. To a man they were absolutely terrific.

“We’ve needed to be. We came here with six of our big players missing and to come and win was terrific, especially in the manner in which we did. I can’t remember my goalkeeper making a save.”

We most defiantly needed to win and again l say we still need to win

Why do HCFC supporters settle for second best 

Oh we so grateful to a least be in the premier league NO we deserve to be mid table for a great city

Huge praise for the oldies and deserved praise 

The drake and emotions that go with a team victory 

Felt good on the radio

Felt good watching on MOTD

Felt good reading in the papers

Well done Hull lifted the gloom

Oldies even life in this oldie

Like a giant Hull City defence wall

Well it appears some have a little problem

If the Muslim community

Those lovely Middle East Arabs keep threatening to bomb a nation and take it off the face of the earth

They wil respond with defences that are difficult and problematic 

It uncomfortable to place this and it appears threatening to hold this view but the solution is as much in the hands of Arabs as the nation ISRAEL 

Also not good to pretend this was ahistorical argument the argument got very awful on both sides in recent years

Watch the film Munich that a real roller coaster of emotions drama and views

But at this time of year all we are really saying 

"is give peace a chance"

Back to life pause button removed

Oddly been lathergic health ways,rested then rested again

Bit chilly the world appears to be on pause

Blessed by Matthews whose enjoyed Christmas with his family

Lots fun then had quiet period

Chilling

Watched double inspector monteballaano can't figure out his relationship with His woman

That puzzles me

Anyway back to life and reality

Theology to write up about next few days then planning after delivery to scoot off

Do not perform the Christmas rush

I hear you calling me home . . . I m coming home....

Bit disappointed last food shop perhaps for the year,people going silly

Milk ,stuffing,bacon,then reflecting and really old film too watch

 Wondering why gone crazy food,odd stuff people buy 

Plus Christmas it one day.

Seen more arguments in shops recent then l ever remember.

Perhaps more aware,

The good news is "it does not have to be like this,simple read the bible,read the world around you,reflect."

Do not perform like others want you to,enjoy the process as you journey towards. The end of this yeR 2014

God bless

I am going to be off here for a while ,listening walking sharing, life

Live like you are dying

Not so long ago a tired man sat down

Reflected 

Pondered anew

Thought about stuff

Red the world around him

Then was ordered and without thinking of self went over .......

To be slaughtered

So we might be free. . . . 

Freckin ejeet

Yes he just did as he was ordered by those in authority

An authority that still rules and still pushes people over into the depths

Less thinking of self could save your life

Did not create community nor did that war bring world peace

4000 abused

1 million children in poverty this Christmas

Many missing from the counted figures

Underemployment

Low pay impoverished blighted communities

Worth fighting for . . . Maybe not

Is it. Nearly Christmas

So many forgotten at Christmas 

Unemployed

Low paid 

Disabled

Sick

I'll

Not really a good time is it if we are honest 

Well that's my Scrooge view

Even TV listings are a rerun

Plus not biblical to celebrate like this

Bah humbug

Today's slight heart issue

Today heart issue slow tired wee bit pain

Rested well back to bed

Challenging but up out now

Most days fine had one month no issues

Bit chesty tired today

Cannot stress self to much

Take it easy reflect,,,ponder,,,small healthy walks ...cups of tea ..reading by the fire

Listening to music

The forgotten

More than 50,000 people aged 16 to 18 not in education or work have “gone missing” from official statistics and are receiving no support, according to research published today.

It warned that the problem of Neets - young people not in education, employment or training - is much bigger than local authorities realises because tens of thousands of them have “disappeared off the radar”. 

Ignored

Forgotten

Treated awful

Voiceless

Hurt

Broken

Turning to crime

Apathetic 

Powerless

Not voters

Rural

Urban

City dwellers

Rough sleepers

Abused

4000

Poor

In poverty

16-18 years old

Too dam young to be treated like that

Loved by God

Still forgotten by the Church

I hurt l bleed my heart broken by those who treat our young like this!

Seas and oceans deep.

Watched a fishing trawler cut through the seas making for safety of the harbour.

Grateful for where l am in life safe warm well fed.....healthy.....got friends. Life.

My uncle died at sea. Uncle Barry was young washed over board like many from Hull.

In those days ..suppose it always been rough trade being a fisherman.

The sky form these blankets of couler as we approach winter sosliste. 

The cold remains. This has become normal now wrapped up against the wind, cold, along with the wet.

Fortunate to be enjoying life, despite the challenges it raised. Nearly  another year over.

Soon will head to family in Hull, catch up shoot the breeze.

The settle down for a quiet peaceful Christmas.

Try to encourage others with my motto, don't be be silly and spend sensible.  Quiet period as many activities, shops ,agencies close early now that Yuletide is here.

Peace is that too much to hope for, NO. Shalom and Agape to all.

she rang the Radio station and asked for this

"l just want to live
in a world
free ot terror
where l can be myself
not worry about upsetting
religious bioguts"

No place for terror

Simple request to live in a world free of Islamist terror

Some MF religion oppressive

Cruel

Harsh

Awful

No place in modern society 

Massively impressed with NSW response to terror that plagued them this week 

Worried tigers fan

I am worried about my team Hull city as we slump to second place at the bottom of the premier league To put things into a bit of context, City have faced far more of the top-half teams than those who are around them in the table so far this season. But that's why these next few games are so important for Steve Bruce and his side.

However I am a man with passion,like Stevie B but got to improve immediately 

We are in a real dangerous position like life when you feel down you often are,then you find it difficult to get out of a mire

But it has to be done soonish rather then leaving it for a while

This is good time for action on the football pitch......now

So this is Christmas........

We all seam to need some peace

A lady said by txt today

"I want to live in a world ,where not in fear from those ,who do not like what l believe ".

How true how very true

A world free from terror

Poverty

Bullies

Thieves

Hijackers

A world where you can go for a Lints chocolate bar .....without fear

Where if you do not worship like me

If you are different to myself

If you dress unlike me....

If you do not eat the same food as my family.......

We love you for your differances

We debate around the kitchen table with each other...

We walk together

We build sand castles and not weapons

That's the world l want to live in .....a world full of Peace

Thinking about Prodigals ....Walking reflecting.....

it is at this point that God begins to bring them to their senses … as they find themselves in need,this is a hard learned lesson, if as parents you come to their financial rescue, all you are really doing is empowering them to repeat their mistakes until they once more arrive at need again … this can be an endless loop where as parents you are constantly preventing God from completing His work …

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Saturday in cold December up north

Saturday in the northern cold cold denes and it time to listen to vinyl and podcasts while staying warm simple day ....got some theology to write up on so struggle while l walk and pray although the cold impacting myself a lot this currant period of chilly weather...but thank God ..l have had no hospital,doctor or nurse visits for one month on wednesday..thats a bit wow for myself although had longer periods ..having been unwell late november it good not to be stressed at present with heart and health conditions.                    Further got to correct a community idea someone developing so little evidence of consultation and dialogue with their user group ..sometimes you have to ask simple questions like "who says this is needed"? plus ..."where your evidence this is worth investing resources and effort into?"

Inspector Monteballano Saturdasy on BBC 3
my idea of a bit of paradise warm Scillian climate
drama and adventure
pure escape for myself as l wrapp up against the cold