I got a jigsaw to help pass the time..Says up to 8 to 10 years....l did it in six weeks what about that

Eschatological moment's

 Waves sound loud as riding up shore....there is this boossieness 

Up to nine feet as they crash against prom......many walk like myself here,in very early hours.

Grateitude echos in my heart when near the sea...

Seasons end.. journey end...days begin...presently Moon and Sun appear in sky together

Little chatter....only bit of nature evident...first Crocuses.

Yellow tits.... Redbacks... Merlin's

Death

Death 

Don't mourn when my journey reaches its moment

Part of life ,the final period

Am l ready?

Unsure...

What will my legacy be?

Did l invest enough in others?

Have l spent my time in ways that are wise?

Did l kiss enough People.....well I tried

Did l play music loud enough...have l been with excluded enough...what movie should l have watched with others?

Freezin on the coast...internet not good ,TV appears boring,music, books getting thru this.God bless

 Plus it's wet

Very wet

Fields flooding

Cattle moved

Feel bit trapped inside

That's OKAY

Responce to huge fire at immigration camp in Kent

The cause of a huge fire at the ex-military facility accommodating illegal migrants has yet to be confirmed, but the Home Secretary has reportedly called the destruction "appalling" and "deeply offensive to the taxpayers of this country who are providing this accommodation." 

Fancy some facebooked me asking to sign a petion to get this closed down!

I have been to these places .Let me be clear here 'better place then my own'.

Bills paid 

Getting fed

Claims being processed

Friends close by and not in danger

In the piece (of not surprising news) !Police confirmed ......

it is treating the fire at the Napier Barracks yesterday as suspected arson.

Migrants kicked off as some got the hotel treatment following a Covid outbreak ,

and some didn't, so they trashed the canteen and started a fire.

Unhappy being told to stay in the barrecks ......want freedom

Well so do we

I want to be able to move around freely

But we cannot 

Do not appreciate some people suggesting we British holding people came here illegally in prison

Preventing them moving around.

I cannot drive where l wish

People been fined going more then 7 miles from thier home

Family's been fined for meeting up 

Traveling 

Shopping for non essentials.

Return to that non essential later.

It's called a pandamic,liberal views are Irrelevent ..unhelpful ...hurt staff trying hard to allow them access to situation they chose to enter.

Not I fear nor in danger ....life is tough but they are actuly free...or where they living about circumstances and situations they fled from?

Non essential

S my desire to watch a DVD or buy some vinyl essential ...l did not expect to be in this kind of society

We are becoming very harsh in our treatment of each other.

So this is freedom

You must be joking

Still here in January 2021 where days fall not one,months don't change and years stalled

Often in past l would be preparing to escape

For health reasons

Getting ready to depart

Warmer

Sunny

Friendly

Talking more...engage others more ..eat better...see old friends same old tried tested vacancies 

Now everything rolls along weather cold

Hate social media connections

Hate espically poor bullying journalisum so evident on news channels along with news stands

Dislike this moment 

Where we are truly stuck in a moment we can't get away from.

Pray

Hope

Read

Connect

Travel

Communicate 

Still stood in a moment we ,you and l,can't get away from

Health issue...places where light still is alongside me

Got food

Got warmth

Will get by....just don't like being here...cannot see reason nor rhythm of life

Mentally safe

Money's ways safe

Miss that sense of belonging of preparing,departing,going somewhere

Stuck here in this place we can't get away from.......

You and l ....

Been long time since heard from a Forever Angel ....kinda hard too

Life is just too tough.....

 

WALK ALONG BEACHFRONT DEEPLY APPRECIATE THE PLACE... SENSE OF SPACE

ECHOES TO RETURN AGAIN.. OFTEN I REFLECT GET DAYS INTO PERSPECTIVE

PRAY.... THINKING...TALK ALOUD.. SHAKE MY FIST... LISTEN TO GOD.

COULERS OF MORNING SUN...IN THE POOLS FORMED ON SAND

KNOW SOMEONE HE STRUGGLING IN HIS PLACE.

THINK MANY WANT FIND SENSE OF JUSTICE......THINK LIFE IS TOO TOUGH

THINK THAT THOUGHT A LOT . .NOT LACK OF FAITH OR CHALLENGE AROUND FAITH

.....   ...  I..  JUST THINK LIFE LOCAL. FURTHER FOR FEW ..ITS JUST TOO TOUGH

Poor journalism coming under scrutiny ......been a while but turning,it's turning.

The TV news and radio coverage been challanged few ways this day

Surprised that BBC led. Twice.

Yeah shocked me...

Radio 4 ran informative hour at one o clock looking at ways in which children suffered during this lockdown

Many schools been hit and miss...in and out.

Homes not really suitable for learning

Socail media fails a fair few

Teachers not been committed ,that sounds mean but matter of fact.

Not able to assist each pupil by remote learning

Simple fact.Children trying hard,working with them

 l expect that resilance from them

Further commitment also present

But remote learning often choas and limited.

Real community required in developing socail skills .

Teachers cannot keep adjusting to changing situation.

Scientist also featured suggested no evidence that it was helping in controlling even more distructive virus.

Journalist also come under attack BBC for promoting great lockdown.

An MP spoke at length about difficulties being experianced it was last week was not covered until today.

Lockdown great if you got wage

Great if you can work from home

OK if secure with money.

IF not,then really difficult place to be imprisoned.

Rich are getting richer

Poor as always well....you can fill in the quote yourself.

C19 highlights further equality so evidnt in our country.

Radio BBC Radio 2..we have Jeremy Vine ...money bags and greed...also TV piers Morgan...bully and simpleton.

Poor journalisum in Hull newspaper suggests that those on UC ESA Other Benefits would revive £1000.... No story just fake news .

Immediately those are attacked for wanting 'Smart Phones etc...

Article states...

A Government source reportedly said: "One of the motivations of the Treasury is they think people will go out and spend it and help stimulate the economy."

The paper says the Treasury confirmed a one-off payment was on the table for discussion.

Promotes a question... Do you think this is a good idea?

 Looking after the poor is a choice making them victims of poor biased reporting an act of injustice,shameful also.

The newspaper industry and crop of present journalists peddle bad feeling,fear and promote low cultures.

Values many have little time for....sign of the times pandamic or no pandamic poor storytelling.

Radio BBC Radio 2..we have Vine ...money bags and greed...also TV piers Morgan...bully and simpleton..

We deserve much better.

Did a song say something like.. "there comes a time when we heed a certain call,we all come together as one..."

The past

Echoes into this moment..on the coast bitterly cold,struggling to stay warm day.

Perhaps hope finds the conditions difficult,wonder about future.

Psalm ,a song ,a echo from past ....hear it sonic ,reaches your heart.

Begin to sing internally.

Know own voice is aged and not finest,

 but heart is racing with emotions,the operatic underscore of where you find yourself with others.

Presently.

....There comes a time when we hear a certain call...

And the world comes together as one...

...there are people dying ...its time to lend a hand...

We got together addressed issues fought in team,all united for common good of others.

Lessons learnt a better way of being.

A better way of doing emerged.

Needed again.

Suzanne reids breast ,well nothing to local Robin...yeah but he not readingnews!

 

Really to read the news dress like that

Maybe the simpleton who bullies the guest need her alongside him

but really very Woman...not very empowering

Well went out came across this lovely local bird

She got quite impressive breast

Really proud and brown, not so reddish

Along mud path near lakes.

Giving pleasure,

Nature reminds us hope is closer...

In these times of underachievement

Nature whispers

Just wisdom and advice for each of you

Many need us to help support offer a smile

Invest in your walking

Reading

Listening

Less TV

More vinyl

 Stay warm

Stay healthy

Look out to others

Examine self

Encourage those struggle

Good news again this time on footie field....plus in wet fields

Hull City my home town team,produced ,so are saying,arguably their most complete performance of the season so far to beat  Accrington Stanley 3-0, courtesy of goals  Wilks, Whyte plus a Josh Magennis penalty.Taking over from Lincoln City at top.

Felt good listening enjoye d. Commentary on local radio.Not complete Te but heard enough

Ha d great day with. Matthew my son,rained but went out around muddy lakes. Orthanoligy watching ducks ,geese,magpies,starlings...sound of pipins also Robins.

Screates of seagulls,carrion crows loudness.

Rains came.

Had fun food and burgers....life at present but simple nature God given.

Asking myself what does the gospel the good news of Jesus really mean for myself.....

Gave me sense of being important to creator God

Felt that followed teachings of Jesus those Kingdom values

Well they made common sense 

It best way sense of being in this community of others trying to do the same thing

In regards to justice 

Better way of getting society where more are invited less were excluded

That was something l belong too

Then

Now

This faith in Jesus better for community for larger for myself as well

Got feeling that know was spirit of God...that sounds vain ..unlikely ...hard to accept

Enough for me to go on

That's me now still going on in that was

Then 

Now

Following teachings ..actions ..words ...of Jesus

That and more is my good news!

Police have been fining people for going on socially distanced walks and legally visiting relatives in care home. Well hard

Police are not social workers

Not pastoral

Not health workers

They are protectors 

Act against crime not be social engineering agents

Police have been fining people for going on socially distanced walks and legally visiting relatives in care homes. 

Where laws haven’t been broken, police have said such actions break the ‘spirit’ of lockdown. This is alarming, 

Watched with distress the local East Yorkshire police act brutal way against young teen watching Whale carcass on beach.

Not helpful only led to anger further future hostility .

Bullies acting well hard 

Not required........

My own search for wisdom.......like under cushions with remotes

  The mouthis a true index of character. It is through the mouth and eyes that all emotions are expressed. I did read once of a man whose nose quivered with rage, but it is not usual; I never heard of anyone whose chin did anything. It would be absurd to expect it to

.........A A Milne author of 'Winnie the pooh'....

Get lot of my wisdom from such source's...also

,Boy..the Mole,horse and the fox...

Comics

Vinyl

Lyrics

Bibles

Films

Odd TV programs may Question the truths

Faith is about wrestling with doudt overcoming fears

Here the day begin with weak sunset

 Here's to the babies in mothers arm's

Here's to the loved one's in another's care

Here to the street workers also youthies bit detached...

Here to you

Here to you my love

Let the day begin

Walk.....Breathe deep.....Thank God......your journey is special unique , you are unreapatable....you are

Emotional literacy of precious beautiful song lyrics...haunting at times

But darling there you go, slipping away into a state of grace
Granted, this world is not a perfect place
Still it's the world that I'm in
Here I am talking while 
You don't hear a word I say
Knowing you're watching me from far away
Somewhere that I've never been

Don't you see, you lived a different life than me
It don't mean you have to be afraid of how
We're not the same, don't leave me now

Love lyrics to songs ...pass open doorway..cafe front...car audio..friend says listen

Rare sometimes on the radio...hear something a simple but beautiful meaningful thing

Precious

Stays

Returns

 Becomes more buy song on album or cd ..listen further

Resonate deeper,share with another.. Still fond decades later.

Forget the song

Then

Passing another place you reminded hear it like its new

More precious

More beautiful

More depth

More meaningful

Lyrics to a song..precious..beautiful..sad even..emotional literacy of a forgotten melody

Not so idealistic living rural and on North coastal

Guess when in 1978l was told you won't like rurul my older friend was correct

Guess l thought being young that not connected was the way to be

I dreamed that rural was calm perhaps idiotic. Like l was confused

But that being young

Now l know

Limited services

Poorer connections

Views are narrow of  cohesion

 

I am a poet and l didn't know it....

Slow stop..take a deep breathe

Stand stock still

Take a reset

Here the day cherish the sight

Notice your life as its passing you by

If Done that.........now what

Start again

Begin to breathe

Enjoyed the moment

Plus the relief.