some peace of mind needed

As I walk this land of broken dreams
I have visions of many things
but happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion

What becomes of the brokenhearted
Who had love that's now departed
I know I've got to find some peace of mind, baby

the roots of love grow all around
But for me they come a tumblin' down
Every day heartaches grow a little stronger
I can't stand this pain much longer

I walk in shadows searching for light
Cold and alone, no comfort in sight
Hoping and prayin' for someone to care
Always movin' and goin' nowhere

Here we go looking for peace of mind
when the footie played so poorly
the politicians crumble
Europeans on the verge of war

Love cannot be found
so accusations of vile wicked behaviour shows it head
petty criminal activity is normal round where l live
Drug abuse and alcohol misuse

Give people a taste they gonna want more
some policing needs to be done
but greed rules
Greed that makes Polish community come here bring wife's,
children.
Greed that says we undercut the workers local
Greed that says we pay MEP £45 meal allowance every working day
an amount families have to live on if vulnerable by Benifit 
Greed

When l said McClaren or Hoddle for next England footie manager l was joking

When l said McClaren or Hoddle for next England footie manager l was joking 

Calm down we will survive

There is a hatred in the UK at present 

So much vile anger against those who excersise a democratic decision to vote

Accusations of racist bigoted and indeed unChristain behaviour 

Yet still l feel made the correct decision,in fact more so now then last week

Health took a knock but hey ho 

Life in both circumstances goes on

Like lost Love it may never be like it was

But life goes on

With the disappointment

Uncomfortable narrative 

Uncertainty

Life goes on and in the end it will be better 

Till then 

Life goes o  

Poverty way of life here

We are winners the threat did not work
We piss on the elite
We shi&£&£ on those who ridiculed US
Because we simply said No More
Threatened us with poverty
Threatened us with hardship
                 Called us racist
                          Called us bigots
Lies
                 Much much much worse
           But we did not buckle we stood tall and again we said NO
Bring it on . . . .poverty freck we know all about that here

Yes l voted leave,l wake up this morning ACCUSSED racist,bigot,unchristian,ejeet,self-centred l voted leave public enemy NO 1

Yes l voted leave,l wake up this morning ACCUSSED racist,bigot,unchristian,ejeet,self-centred l voted leave public enemy NO 1

Yes l voted leave,l wake up this morning ACCUSED racist,bigot,unchristian,ejeet,self-centred l voted leave public enemy NO 1
keep tell in to anyone who can read or would even listen
we are not running down the street chanting
"we`ve got our country back"
nor attacking anyone or ridiculing any who voted remain
i don`t know any to be honest but sure many have
just got sick of all the elites lies and the way they crow about all they have
while many crawl under class looking down 
living poverty
humbled
poor
alone 
detached
without
not in the conversation

we are speaking but still no one listens

Celebration in UK

I have new found respect for David Cameron the Conservative leader,there was a time when l would not give him the steam of my piss....but today l thinks would

few mission statements still working thru

“The game’s out there, and it’s play or get played.”

The next time you feel overwhelmed with your task at hand, remember, the outcome may be the same for everyone, but not everyone’s remembered for how well they play.

“I don’t know about cards, but I think these 45s beat a full house.”

 When your day-to-day missions start to get repetitive, you may as well embrace it. Although it is perfectly acceptable to let others know they should speed things up in the meantime. Nothing drags a mission down like wasted time, after all.

“At the end of the day, the king and the pawn go back in the same box"

 No matter what your mission, approach it with the same integrity

“How you expect to run with the wolves come night when you spend all day sparring with the puppies?”

talking about the `IN campaign

Verisimilitude | Define Verisimilitude 

noun. 1. the appearance or semblance of truth; likelihood; probability: 

The play lacked verisimilitude

why is it that we been fighting INNERCITIE AND CHILDHOOD poverty for the same amount of time as we been in the ECM ?

On about equal society

Why I rejected my MBE by Bob holness who died last week aged 76

Author of 'kidz at the door' a great read

Influence on many youth community workers social workers many with pastoral heart. And responsibilities 

Here something of what he said about honours from authority 

The danger is that in writing about my reasons for doing so, I will come over as an inverted snob: “I am more radical than thou”. But that isn’t my intention. I decided to write about rejecting the MBE for two reasons. One is that I want to thank and explain my reasons to the unknown people who nominated me. Second, perhaps it will encourage others to do the same. The honours are bestowed by the monarchy. As a democrat, I am opposed to a queen and other royals who wield great public influence in spite of never having been elected. I am an egalitarian. I believe that a socially and materially equal society is more united, content and just. The royal honours system is designed to promote differences of status. It is made clear that those who are made knights or dames are socially superior to those given CBEs, OBEs or MBEs. But all are socially above those without honours. 

practical side of my heart treatment

• so here what l am experiencing and learning about my heart condition as l sit strapped up to machines in a cardiac clinic somewhere in a dark corridor in deepest northern parts of a forgotten city.

• Budget energy wisely. Guard energy.   yes try to do that
• Have a regular schedule. Or go to bed early. another one to tick off
• Do gentle modified stretching or yoga. freck sake me and yoga
• Nutritious balanced snacks such as protein bar and fruit. NO
• Get the best sleep at night possible. Always try
• 
  
• Eat on a regular schedule.   already there with that
• Eat enough protein.              """"""""""                   
• Alternate periods of activity and rest.                           count me in that one also
• Check for deficiencies such as iron or vitamin B-12.    thats been done several time sOK in that
• While resting, plan for what you’ll do when you are more able.  not possible
• Check for side effects of medicines. Take them at the best time of day to avoid fatigue.
• that often area overlooked
• Caffeine.  I very very seldom drink coffee
• When the body says “No more” – stop.   body already stops me with this fatigue issue
• Watch a movie.            Take large naps.  Unsure what being said here
• Delegate and oversee                             Already do that much as possible    
• 
  
• well that all very practical but what will be the medical symptoms more later??
•                         

downloading my `iTunes`
 so l can play them on disc,
 loud everywhere
                                       
boy l miss vinyl

LETS FOLLOW THIS HUMANITY EVIDENT IN ONE LIFE.

terry walton Retweeted me (which is not uncommon for me to be retweeted)             

         

@BBCRadio2 @theterrywalton thoughtful show today.in a mumble kind of way,Terry expressed the fogggyness my mind after yesterday's Sad events

what l could not express Terry on the allotment tried,spoke with sadness and honesty about the situation.

No big words or liturgy at the present moment,as we come to terms with sad loss and unnesscory act that took this young and courageous life.

The life of Jo Cox a shinning example of all that commitment means.

                   

Jo Cox.............
"I have long argued that Isis and Assad are not separate problems to be chosen between, but are action and reaction, cause and symptom, chicken and egg, impossible to untangle no matter how much we might like to.
"The brutality of Assad (who has killed seven times the number of civilians as Isis) has helped nurture Isis and been its main recruiting sergeant. As such they can only be addressed together, as part of a coherent strategy,"

"In Yorkshire and the Humber, children are now being left behind and no child should be left behind. We can no longer accept that young people in London are far more likely to achieve good outcomes at school than those in other regions.
"This disparity is a disgrace, and education has become a postcode lottery"

"In my constituency, one-third of children in Batley live in poverty, which is heartbreaking and shocking for the many hard-working families there."

Jo Cox added...... "It is simply not credible to tackle child poverty without acknowledging the worst issue - a lack of money."

World going one way,

people of honor and 

  commitment 

going another

Jo Cox

The whole of the Labour Party and political family - and indeed the whole country - will be in shock at the horrific murder of Jo Cox today.

Jo Cox had a lifelong record of public service and a deep commitment to humanity. She worked both for Oxfam and the anti-slavery charity, the Freedom Fund, before she was elected last year as MP for Batley and Spen – where she was born and grew up.

Jo was dedicated to getting us to live up to our promises to support the developing world

I will like many others examine the causes she supported and raise awareness about these issues,hoping l can honor her example with similar commitment voice the struggle of others in way that would make her proud.

Jo Cox was very unique among the political class, its great shame that one so vital and energetic is taken so young.

                    World going one way,people of honor and                                     commitment going another

May God bless the family and counsel them as they come to terms with this senseless killing.

● Police were reviewing her protection ● Killer shouted ‘Britain first’
● Rival EU camps suspend campaigning

Georgie Keate | Fiona Hamilton | Gabriella Swerling | Sean O’Neill

June 17 2016, 12:01am, The Times

Jo Cox at her houseboat in London   Police were poised to put extra security in place for Jo Cox

 when she became the first British MP to be murdered in more than 25 years.

threats from Euro twats continue

threats from Euro twats continue


this time its all about how poor you are going to be in the North
well get this we had poverty
what more you going to do to these blighted forgotten wastelands
oh yes they threaten
its going to become like in thatcher's day
guess what they were glory days compered to now
techno bureaucrats

The local newspaper. Stay in the euro 'Cause instability and disaster'

European funds we receive are a tiny fraction of the money the UK sends to the EU every year.
We pay in £8bn per year more than we get out.
If we leave we can spend more to develop our economy and have more control over how it is spent.
It is also a matter of sovereignty and accountability. We choose our political representatives in the UK. We have little or no say over those making decisions that affect us in the EU

STILL THINK YOU COUNT` IN OR OUT` ...`LABOUR OR TORY . . IF YOU POOR ...U . . . DO NOT COUNT

It's pretty simple stuff the fans are asking for. You know, like the name of the club on the badge, the match, It's pretty simple stuff the fans are asking for.
hull city fans are asking for nothing dramatic
simply the name of the club on the badge, like all other Premier league and 90 other league football teams.
you see that what the owners are trying to do take the Hull out of the name. The matchday programme DOES NOT use proper name, even on match days scoreboard putting the tigers as the club name upon it, commentary actually dare not to mention Hull city,using Tigers as the name.
These are not massive things beyond the realms of possibility here.
People outside of Hull don't realise how serious this is. Here's yet another example, Sheffield Wednesday played Hull City as proudly claimed within the embroidery on their blue and white striped shirts at Wembley. 
Reciprocally, check out the Black and Amber equivalent;
 'The Tigers v Sheffield Wednesday'.
COME ON THIS IS JUST WHAT IT IS TRYING TO ANGER THE LOCAL PEOPLE.

Well, what can't speak, can't lie. The increasing array of black empty seats you'll be looking at when you visit the KC Stadium this season is the living embodiment of pernicious owners running football clubs

 what a brilliant article adapted from Hull City independent and some my own thoughts, it appears that like many community groups the actual people who involved get huffed aside when money gets involved.Of course that strikes in the Euro debate it all about the money,its a system error to imagine that its not.
further when you be poor blighted,northern and without power you even more going to be ignored,Labour or Torie,in or out,if you are northern and poor you best understand this,
                                   You do not count.
 

Dreams

Weird dreams 
Now l know am at some kind of crossroads

guess l always be a dreamer

as l journey
but last evening
kept returning to same old dream three times
that is weird for myself