along a sandy beach walks a man called Kev.......thinking

addict   shalom  addiction

alcohol   DJ    anxiety

behavior  playlists     beneath-the-surface

Hull city fan

boredom  legacy broken  heart failing   medical issues

conflict   what now in mission  confused tablets

danger friendship

dependency    happiness  depression    spirit of the streets 

 dieting   smiles   disturbed 

praying family   drinking  problems others face   drugs comfort bringer

eating forever angel missing

education juggling several books

fear   cup of tea time   feelings wrestles with God   frustration

gambling  stewardship     healing issue facing

hidden  beach walking    hiding  Malta  hurting

mental health vinyl or CD

mind faith and films

stress    senior youth worker  trapped

unhappy    Northern  upside-down Jesus follower

its Saturday rambling thru all this

working on a playlist
what to leave out


danza kudrow
Billie jean superstar remix
damage and the sound of silence
God is a DJ
I`DONT MIND Usher
uptown funk various tracks of same song


some country tracks
fusion of funk jazz slow jams


northern soul Tamla Motown section


several tracks that lead into the artist also appearing like
Cher` l hope you find it`


further trying to write up short article on downsizing
ministry in the local community

We should couler him Father

God is still our father loving us from Heaven

Wanting us in partnership to bring about his kingdom in our place

Our time

I partnership in our lives

We know that fatherhood can be a negative experiance

Me tried to be a good father figure to my son l cherish our relationship 

We like mates

But l am his father and before that l am a Christian trying to show him how to follow Jesus

Who showed us what the father God is like

It begins and ends there 

With Father God

we are Hull City and we are winners

we when l was a kid never got into the top league
nor did the footie team get to Wembley
we were losers
the city of Hull was a joke in the football world
often we were a question ¬in who never played at top level ¬pub quiz events we were losers
we travelled to boothferry park in that special football train
from central to boothferry halt
still we were losers never wore our coulers with pride
simple we had nothing to be proud of
not so now
this very soon will be our fourth wembley visit
we been promoted twice before to the premeiership
quite few times we have beaten the elite
let that be a memory to take forward
an example like `JOB` in the good book
like Katie Piper says
things get better
for all Hull City fans things got better
lets hope they get better still

You are not an accident

Your life has purpose

Meaning 

You are unique

You are full of wonderful unreapatable experiences 

You

You have what it takes within you

Sometimes we may appear to not be man enough

Tough enough hard enough

Others say we should grow some funk(balls)

Sometimes may feel like welling up inside unable to carry on

Perhaps just keeping balls in the air juggling life

Life appears hard tough even complicated

The simple things are just a struggle

Seeking God and his ways doesn't help

That allowed

That allowed

There will be days like this . . .like those days. . .

It life

They may not preach or sermonise about these days 

But they happen 

They happen

They happen to you and ME they happen to everyone

TWICE AS MANY SANCTIONS

The poorest,the very poorest 
are sanctioned by Authority 
of the 5th richest country 
in the world for being poor.


TWICE AS MANY SANCTIONS

AS OPPOSSED TO HELP 

NOT POOR THROUGH CHOICE

Further no trespassing

Most my life been outside of the fence
Faith been lived on the edge.
Journey been along the cliff tops
not the wide sun blessed sandy beaches.
Avoided the rule keepers
held tight to the lawbreakers
embraced a theology being different. 
It got to stay that way
not easier route
but for myself was the only route l could follow.

Time of fulfilment

A place of such beauty spent time with my family 

Walking

Cups of tea

Resting

Swimming

Cooking enjoying good home cooked food

Hull city winning

Excitement triumph victory

All as we search for return to the premiership

Good for the economy of the region

The well being of people

Development of the City's image nationally 

Poor you need not always have with you

"There are around two times as many sanctions given out to people on the Work Programme as there were jobs given out to people on the Work Programme. We should rename it the Sanctions Programme." Paul Morriso

Read that again sanctions

The poorest,the very poorest are sanctioned by Authority of the 5th richest country in the world for being poor.

One of the most misunderstood quotes of Jesus in the Bidle is this

'the poor you will always have with you'

Simply Jesus did not say that

He said this'if you follow Gods teachings,guidance and behaviour patterns everyone will be fine,if you dont'then ...the poor you will always have with you.....'

There the rub..here the issue . . .if you don't follow me my teachings there gonna be an issue

so what of significance
 is happening today


lets start with the Lithuanian who delivered the charity leaflets
followed by the Turkish who wash cars in our locality


I ask is it racist of myself to expect them to speak
understand English


why could not Local youths be given these tasks for
employment purposes


is that racist?

Cruel trick to nail someone to a cross

We often in the Church along our journey 

Well we purify crucifixion 

Jesus was in agony 

He was in pain

Hurting

Naked

Humiliated 

Beaten

Died between extremists

Was not this pure  .  . pain free .   . beautiful experience.

Do not know why we do this

like the Bible that we don't read enough

Neglect the message.

Life becomes busy ......we move on from the events at Easter.

Life gets hectically lived and the sandcastles stop being built.

It's ugly . . . crucifixion 

It's a beaten story of agony pain and humiliation 

It's a story of defeat

Cruel from a time when we did not know any better

Act of terror like these days in Middle East as cowards like Islamic state identify with its practice

It's a broken cry

Torture

SUNDAYS COMING

SUNDAYS COMING

countess of W ....x, a silly cow

on the BBC this morning
the countess of Wessex
"it does n`t matter if your privileged or not
the issue young people face are the same".


silly cow  ..as if she would have knowledge of anything other then being privileged


You don't need capital; you need common sense.

plans interfered and life stalls

Around this time last year l was invited to work in Scotland,beautiful place,tremendous views,
tough,harsh environment.
Expensive to live .  .  . survive
health issues arose further complications.
Looking back for a brief while plan ahead


its like that,
this thing called life.


Sometimes issue happen that interfere with plans.

soon be time to start planting but got a huge dig over this week
something chilling about watching stuff grow in the garden
perhaps it all about our first garden the one often called Eden
last year we grew cabbages spuds onions courgettes and another type of cabbage

Church as it should be?

Kevin 🅱🅴🅰🆄🆃🅸🅵🆄🅻 human.

That's me, that's Us.

Doing that spiritual exercise we all should do often. Which is ????

Choosing music tracks, laid hands on and touched vinyl, handled CD's,reading NME ?

Church as it should be!

Further battles ahead

             

            See even the nationals are writing about me

Of course that's not true

Anyway has this happened to anyone

I was dreaming

Then in my dreaming 

I took a call on my mobile

Answered the call

I heard a voice often dream about say "it's me"

Then l woke up 

It felt so real

Spend all time thinking what was the significance of that?.

                                                           Answers direct please

We live in a anything but bible culture

ABB True in the Church

Not separate from the ABC anything but Christian today heard that dramatic rise in the number of 3 year olds seeking transgender alinement 

That is just awful

You not properly learned to talk, This wicked mixed up society

 telling God, creator you 'got it wrong'.

There is something vile wicked and evil about that

Not yet 3 years old......The services rally to allow you to address a complex issue of transgender alignment.

ABC in a ABB

Anything but Christian in anything but bible society

Further answers on postcard please

Second thoughts . . . . .  don't bother 

Time to unset the Applecart

But there so much resourcing of this debate in the Church promoted even by some evangelicals it leads to the thought if 'God got this gender issue so wrong how can they accept his word as true'

This is becoming a real problem.

Where is the prophetic voice of the church 

In a ABB , (anything but Bible), the Church is impotent by its silence.

Time for the people of the light to stand up 

Speak up

Show up

Read up.

Prove we are people living in the light

Following Jesus.

If that upsets some on the Applecart, Amen to that.

I was dreaming in my dreaming

I was dreamin' in my dreamin'
Of an aspect bright and fair
And my sleepin' it was broken
But my dream it lingered near

In the form of shinin' valleys
Where the pure air recognized
Oh, and my senses newly opened
And I awakened to the cry

And the people have the power
To redeem the work of fools
From the meek the graces shower
It's decreed the people rule

Patti Smith - People Have The Power Lyrics | 

I was dreaming in my dreaming
I was hoping in my hoping


today we all need to dream a little
hope more then yesterday
never give up on those we may consider foolish
show grace to all
may our senses be correct
make every to be the person we strive to be,
walking, talking following Jesus
be among our noble achievements

insignificant

just an insignificant day starts
walking the local track and field
life is happening
blessings are aviable
sometimes it is just the insignificant stuff
everyday life



only had small camera in hand waited
got this shot it insignificant small
full of couler and hope
destiny achievement in an
insignificant day