Listen....

The sound of Life it's movement is more silent.

The sound ..yes the sound is a lot less.

That sounds is different it's lot quieter more silent.

Life's perspectives.

Nature can be the most wonderful place to feel happy walking with friends ' getting your steps in'.. commonly heard expression. It's place to retreat and invest in yourself while this ever changing narrative unfold in images around oneself. Chatting away eat something healthy feeling better for gathering and passing the time.

The concept of Conservation Areas was 
established more than 40 years ago in 
the 1967 Civic Amenities Act. This 
enables the importance of areas rather 
than individual buildings to be 
recognised.

Nature can be quite a dangerous place to feel happy in, machines are dangerous, if walking around fields with friends have to be vigilant about what else is happening. Although lovely it can be uncomfortable. Always changing smell of manure, dangerous group of cattle look aggressive, threatening. Sometimes best to get out of danger head home to the TV set. Switch off stay indoors remain safe.

LIFE sometimes it just about, often just about, how you see things.

He had simply followed one rule: "Paint the things you love".

 I don’t support ,(because see the biased ways many will be treated), don't support rioting but when BLM movement perform their tricks, looting, fighting, accusing , Labour plus those already in government confirmed that many MPs should speak to the 'black community and listen'.

Following the scenes in Northern Ireland of lot of rioting, didn't hear about looting. Belfast, No Labour MP has bothered, (at least not seen any Political elite) visit or mentioned desire to speak to white, working class communities to listen to their concerns?

We should all matter but proving difficult to get behind the noise and see same reaction to killing on street corners, the loose way in which Turkish barbers are doing business on our streets. Beheading on public street in UK. Sexual trafficking leaving girls in danger in UK.

Its awful ugly moment in UK at present do not see this improving anytime soon.

David Hockney has died. His huge achievement was to make serious painting look effortless. He carried forward one of the most sustained investigations into vision, space and representation, witnessed him working in North Yorkshire on the Big trees project.

There was something simple in the way he shared his techniques. Some affirming about whole process. No labelling himself as 'the greatest', it's was Always just try to do it. Then paint it 20 time paint it 4 times. Colours always vibrant bright inviting. Mr Hockney was inviting warm friendly, very generous with his time and talents.

It's a time of beauty a life's theme of simple transformative Art. Inspiration, plus available to any who liked to paint things.

if woke = compassion.....Accept its doesn't pet.

 

I am trying to find my way and if woke = compassion, this is where I want to eventually be....

                                                  Accept its doesn't pet. 

WOKE Simply not there!

The movies don't always cried out meaning.

Sometimes when the Rock, the Art form, cries out inferred messages they make great sense becoming a vehicle for implying a value or a virtue. Communicating in a way that enables greater better different understanding of an issues you wish to identify.

Other odd times despite it flying a flag it doesn't transfer and indeed it's pretty rubbish, it's a rotten stinking tomatoes type of wasteful.product.

They sold us a story full of great stars true life affirming story. Actors we had grown up with actually morally they started in some fantastic stories upon the big screen. But on own lives they had strong compassion. So invested time on this project expecting a good return for my commitment.

But it's not genuine, it's a big let down, alcohol and sexual cohesion behaviour, old guys as often getting a paycheck for swearing, thin story line, absent of energy. It's works as a buddy movie but been down too often not very well. Old movies like ' Easy rider' film of the book, 'On the road'. Work better 

'Walk on the Woods', had Redford,Nolte,Emma Thompson,so called stars however, film doesn't it flops hard task stay for the full period. Story of failure hints at life lived.Also suggest bit of living to be done. The characters are selfish tho his theme throughout the movie.

Yes disappointed but personal view you may experience whatever.

Walking the non talk.

 Been thinking a lot about need to hermitage away for a desert experience. Finding few people need to deconstruct from what's being said to them along with what they are feeling. Need to grasp  a pace and a space away from what's on offer.

Pace is word that mean firstly. Like person too busy to relax into moments. Too busy to enjoy breathing. Not getting time for themselves. So called lead us away , real feeling reality experience, not in Zoom space...Not In internet Church.

Yes l have paused for your laughter.

But real experiences of retreating to sojourner into space away. To breathe, chat without being measured, also enjoy having wrong answer..Not suggesting we deconstruct but may have less to do with those who are managing us. Those who got shuttle power over us. May change patterns of what we have been simply do not know. Just really feel group forming who need to be away and walk to grow. With like minded traveller.

Garden talk ...

Today we said goodbye. While l was at friends funeral marking end to long suffering with Austio phariutus... It damaged his body it's so cruel. But he championed the illness fought bravely working in many ways that surprised others.

I sit in the middle of the garden in the Autumn of my years on another hailstorm tainted summer day. Spitting up blood, coughing a harsh noise that's been with me since February. " You'll need to a triage so we can get you an appointment."

No fed up waiting in your lines. Soldier onwards. suggestion is picked up lung issue. The triage ask questions about ".my Male pregnancy, how l wish to identify myself..."

All stuff feels so useless not filling in...oh yeah again Authorities hassling me for not displaying my disabled badge.

The country is in turmoil political, threats and illegally laws are not performing the required matrix. The one that allows vulnerable victimised to witness justice. It's deep day time to ponder endings, losing dear people and being left out.

So sitting in the garden in the middle of my years...

As you should. Lots of housework all boring stuff being gathering for a long time perhaps soon it will be over. Not life hoping for longer but this period of my deconstruction from Coast to rural town, to village constructing.

Sat in this place .., meanwhile on a island l love others gather.

 “For me, these people are like my brothers,” said 74-year-old Dominic Anastasi, who has watched generations of collectors gather outside his shop since becoming Malta’s sole distributor of Panini stickers in 1970.

What do you know now that you didn't know than?

“We do not know what the future looks like. What we do today, has to matter to people we will never meet?  The world is worth repairing even though we won’t finish the job?"

Time with my mates from late 70s the late 80s in decades that what l mean not age ways . There was brilliance sense of really belonging because we had to fight in the square ring. 20 rounds times 3 times a week often . Hurting each other blood, sweat, some tears, victories and accepting defeat.

Travelling but work called us mostly next day. Write ups about our exploits. Warmth of  glass of coke in local pub most Friday evenings before heading home. Because LIFE was tough hard and poverty was a factor, think whole experience past us. Now in these autumn days we are in place where value of important stuff like friendship good memories and certain type of spirituality is at least present for some of this group.

We are the people who have run the race. Still growing , developing, walking with health issues. Seeing with perspective of age.

Who do you gather with?

Who shares your journeyman knowledge?

What do you know now that you didn't know than? 

Who gonna hold your

hand when you call ?

not made for things like sharing

Men prefer to drink a great deal.
Perhaps they feel better after certain amount of alcohol.
We feel comfortable with old days of grand sport but struggle when it's 
Misuse agenda, or even family concerns they become uncomfortable too much of a challenge. Life is tough,  life is hard life can be a struggle.
But seldom can we face this we choose more than the female of the speicies.we chose to hold it inside.
Feel strong just not made for things like sharing on a deep level.

There nothing wrong with my mates.But they have lived a great deal in this area. They should want to improve sharing literacy around emotions. 

...'I feel ..

I want to say this too you all...

How can l explain better what's struggles currently facing...'

Its not taught informally.

Growth never resides in place classed as comfortable.

Read more, pray longer, digest slower.

The news is Always loud, so switch off due to moving. But look found don't miss the noise. Cut it out for a while getting more done. Mostly repeated on misinformed circle. While Life's dramas unfold genuinely as they should.

Not been missing any conversation starters. Aware of real stuff further focused differently. It's my clarity. These are all points to affirm you should probably, may perceive, a similar route for yourself. Also denying myself the behaviour issues that happen if get attached to the noise.

Switch off. Read more pray longer digest slower. It's working for myself.

Really asking ...

                     So how are you?

U2 been part of my life since about 1982.

 "It's a little NGO with a big kick for kids with all of the talent and none of the access," as Larry put it. "Our band are proud supporters." 

Adam, Edge, Bono and Larry were guests at the tournament final and Larry met the teams before tossing the coin at the start of the match.

                      U2 been part of my life since about 1982.

All the talents and none of the access...

WOW that is deep read it again, this amplifies my LOVE  for these guys, it was Einstein who said that synchronicity is God’s way of reminding us that nothing happens by accident.’ contemporaneousness it may be but do you find some kind of connection that happens. ITs a GODNESS l call it that sense you get whether your a faith person Or you are just a spiritual person with no religious ties. Many often get these feelings that something is joining the dots.

Bringing things together.

Moved often by these actions were minds and hearts which are soulful parts of us are brought together. Joined in U2 thing like l often do with music connected with lyrics' the emotions the BPM whatever, stayed with Dylan, stayed with Northern souls, stayed with Springsteen , stayed with Motown wider soul because heart was moved , My mind grew and l stayed.

That's why Love U2 its in my heart, moves my feet, stirs my heart. Again and again.

Poor preparation produces pitiful performance.

Been let down
Been rejected.

Suffering because of incompetence of another.Some ways in which I am suffering includes health palpitations in heart, lack of sleep, unable to plan, economic well being further damage.

Letting others down because they have agreed good will to assist myself. So now have to let them down. Change further alter plans now have Stress. Stress is a  word personally don't use without understanding weight it carries. 

Poor preparation produces pitiful performance.

Here's the rub these things happen occasionally we need to adjust to poor management delivery. Except it's common practice. It is how LEAs local government functions. Not uncommon it the way WOKE warriors delivery. They know the rights they have on place of society. They now how to get time off but delivery of a service to service users not part of the process 

Thru can travel the world on fake news but they can't lifts broom to do the job they are employed for.

They have different work times next week to this week. But they fail to deliver. Travel in car journey adjusting time duties, so Spotify playlist is updated but place a urgent phone call to get as example ...Cleaners to a home ..Urgent client base for medical help...update family member about care plan...these are not Achieved.

Poor preparation. Woeful approaches, bad production values, it is pitiful. The main product is failure of service provision.

East Riding County Council in East Yorkshire is prime delivery of poorly prepared pitiful, unprocessed service provision. 

Trust me it's an area I know about first hand. 

Breathe it's a difficult stressful period.
Reminding myself to pause. Reflect and breathe on.
Look for God seek his guidance help and strength.

It all seemed so important then.

It all seemed so important then policy guidelines informed practices. Staff meetings exciting new contracts ..hourly rate of £7-05...opportunity to advance to part-time route in part-time qualification. JNC recognised...Collage ..University...Placements..Practice documents etc...It all seamed so important then.

In the film ...'The Great Escaper'.. there something sad but special ,strong but vulnerable,delicate yet resilient about the characters who main LIFE issue to those observing was impact of War.

Ten years ago on the 70th D-Day anniversary, 89-year-old Bernie made headlines across the world when he became ‘the great escaper’. Bernie left The Pines care home in Hove, who thought he was planning to meet friends in Portsmouth to reminisce about D-day and Normandy, but instead he caught a ferry to France to pay his respects to his fallen comrades.

Back to the film .Confident it was and still remains so very important.last word spoke in the film is... Tossers....Last act is old gent letting down the tyres of self important :- it's all about us Cyclists.

It sums up vital aspect of our society.

Who are the tossers who don't care about those around them nor journey they have taken?

Who are these elite how do we recognise them? What acts would scupper their plans causing them to look at larger picture?

It all seamed so important then so very important. I was wrong sometimes that's just me...it's just me.

You don't have to prove nothing to nobody.

Do people sometimes hide from others how difficult life along with the stuff associated really is ?

We talk in counselling/active listening terms as masking...‘masking’ often means “putting on a brave face”, “keeping up appearances”,  “pretending things are better than they really are.” its the games we humans often play. I'm ok you're OK. but often the person is not.

They have written lots of books on the issue enough to make us all stop taking the pills. But there never is enough Loved. 

Ask Cher.

I know people hurt you so bad

They don't know the damage they can do

And it makes me so sad

How we knock each other down

Just like children on a playground

Even after that old sun went down

I was either standing in your shadow or blocking your light

Though I kept on trying I could not make it right

For this girl

There's just not enough love in the world

Oh, darling, this is still a shady little town

Sometimes it's so hard to smile

For the world, for the camera

Still have something left

You don't have to prove nothing to nobody

Just forgive yourself.

You don't have to prove nothing to nobody.

I loved whole 'in-service training' along with credited certified qualifications. Not intellect notebook person indeed left school with no qualifications, was expelled kicked out and told l was not welcome.  When l discovered further education was a vocational route l could process very well. It became a way to grow develo and improve the person that my profession required. Not on my own in discovering this guy from male working class background. Empathy was something discovered, listening was something l didn't realise was a skill.

The most important thing was how do other people process LIFE ?

What experiences have they processed to get here or still journeying towards.?

There are no quick solutions. Joy is we can share our humanity. It's beautiful.

A Sandbox for teenagers growing up.

That conversation that was warm and not expected. Someone shared with myself  information that demonstrated they trusted me plus accepted advice you offered.

Heron stood on the bridge over the river unaware of others, (So it seams). Buzzard circling higher then higher up and out of sight.
Top of Ravenscar peak in cooler September evening `stars cosmic man`.

When we found out that locally small Fish and chips is called `Half a Lot. and it was enough. Surprise sometimes when it had quite a few pieces of fish. Unpacked them at Seal Sands ate till full.

Moment when `Tee Pees` are erected, sat around the stove is on Quite long journey because someone wanted to see `Villas ground`. Aston Villa as we passed Birmingham. Laughed at extra miles plus the detour. Cooking noodles with loads of chicken in our recipe broth.

`Chloe's` screams as in North Yorkshire we visited Count Dracula's experience. Most of us didn't find it scary. Sat later on the wreck of a boat, just of `Staithes` all thrilled.

When we traveled to play football in west end of Newcastle, the Romanian kids against adhoc team we could muster, score was so stupid the laughter so plenty, the insults never occurred, friendships cemented. The day was bathed in hot temperate and cups of tea were waiting as we headed back to a Church hall meeting up with other youths.

Always as now captured on dusty photos images that bring a tear, we had just this strange feeling.Godly beautiful feeling, there was enough stupidity among these groups mainly forgotten, impoverished kidz ,that the world is still somewhere full of kindness, many gentle full of grace acts, funny people.

It was always the simplicity of hot mugs of tea, sat chatting something to do with snacks and waiting, Waiting. Enjoyed each moment often in Gods cathedral always a talk about some Kingdom way of being.

 A Sandbox for teenagers growing up and needing these moments of retreat, refreshment, time to slightly escape grow in holistic fullness. 

— it is a social and moral crisis.

Who controls artificial intelligence and for whose benefit.

We are really struggling economically, morally, the AI concerns are buying up valuable time. The issues is lot simpler then others are prepared to admit!

What do they have in the game? Why are they reluctant to face straight on this delima? often Politics is corrupted and lacks compass that can steer collective into proper forum to address concerns.

There Appears to be a `system error` in that AI is making us less capable of working. A system error. it needs rebooting think that's close to being an oxymoron. Classic system error. Less capable of cogent organised approaches. AI interrupts most business from `sounds in the gym`. Programmes delivered to increase fitness. Car mechanical issues. AI Makes phone calls independently, then it tracks people's history and attempts too impact interest.

We can't browse areas of interest because then we get targeted because Power of AI. Shaping who, when, for what reason we contact various platforms.

Fake news becomes a regular interjection. Young people prevented from thinking stuff through. Then there is the fear factor.

Hopefully we are now becoming Aware we have started tackling these Al concerns.

                         It is a social and moral crisis.

Hull A City falling to Liberals ripping its soul away with burden of immigrants, destroyed from the inside.

 "I have to say sorry,” said Jakirovic from the balcony. “I was brought here with one job to do: keep Hull City in the Championship. I failed, because we are going to the Premier League."

"Wow @HullCity An amazing achievement. With all the controversy and noise, you still got it done. Congrats to you and your town."

And we dreamed , we dared to dream some travelled watched cheered, invested some of us just sat on the sidelines observing. Other felt the lose of family and dream of a City falling to the liberals ripping its soul away with burden of immigrants. Unable to visit own City centre because the image associated with equality and diversity is Ghetto style city ruined for them and the children they brought into this Hell of a city. 

Its a City where now the `full hijab` is more visible then Arab states, Ethiopian and male African natives focus on trips to the coffee culture . Where is it going to be in 5 years if after the last 5 years seen this Hell hole created in Hull grows.

The issue of Misogyny cultural abuse was evident yesterday in Hull. Negros walking around first day in Hull arrived UK recently. Freedom chimes, Arses on display with pants down displaying cheeks, `corn cut` hairstyles in gangs 4 and 5 observing the ladies. Oppressive and discriminatory.

Discouraged to see these issues so evident plus clear. We have regressed as a Society my home town mirrors this large. Gone has community cohesion, Gone has freedom to critic a Religion that approves of mistreatment of females. Gone have the notions that liberal experiment is fruitful.

It's damaging depressing, cruel harsh, very much promoted by Male Politian's removed from consequences or ready to acknowledge this huge mistake.

Not feeling the noise...

Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man... June 8th. My life has taken another turn again. The days can go on with regularity over and over, one day indistinguishable from the next.

This is a quote from a film Taxi driver disturbing watch but iconic classic well acted by method king 'De Niro'.

Been spreading word around to others about love of movies and inferred values you connect with then ...well simply discuss issues share feelings, emotional thinking, any similarities between your LIFE plus those around your LIFE.

Been to a gathering that just because of who l am. Did not like it was not my thing, not my thing, nothing else, but showed others my presence. Gave it a try.

Didn't like the noise
Didn't like costly add on's.
Didn't like the heat.
Didn't like the just arrived migrants cultural unaware but still being ugly in their dress and input.

We are...

 Exciting times for everyone associated with my home town club and so many others are thrilled.

In this neighbourhood.

Round here not best educated. 
Some folk they fall to addictive behaviour.
Heros of the wine bottle.
Church. Faith. Reflection. Discussion.
Well they simply don't feature too much in every day plans of most folk.
They got something better they believe.
But l see bitterness repeated arguments inability to offer Grace nor forgiveness.

Round here, not such a nice place.
I've had my time here seasoned this place round here with my presence.
Now like the Fair it's my time to move on and move away.
Round here hope what I've invested will bear some fruit.
But it won't round here!
Because round here the folks hearts are hardened.

Could it be poverty.?
Could it be emotional literacy plus very poor educational attainment ?
Could it be lack of economic well being ?
Could it be that the bottle of Rum nestled in your bag is more valuable round here ?
Could it be that the rugby takes all your efforts and money round here so a couple of pint glass ingredients sunk most days is all you wish to invest.?

Could it be that no one was here to point the way.?  My time round here is ending.

Sometimes love leaves.

 Іѕ there а bаr uр there where уоu'vе gоt а fаvоrіtе сhаіr?
Where уоu ѕіt with friends and talk аbоut thе weather?
Іѕ there а рlасе уоu gо to watch thе sunset?
Аnd, оh, is there а song уоu јuѕt can't wait tо ѕhаrе?
Yeah, І know, you'll tell mе when І gеt there.

You have to in most situations in Life look at the complete picture, get the whole perspective. In football or Boxing who can play, who's trained enough to be ready, what are the tactics the fighter should use. In a match at soccer how we put the team together which  players we can use get the best game. One should approach the game like we do LIFE  trying to examine our perspective and react sometimes in different ways? LIFE Brings issues, stress situations. So we think about them, later try to find the best solutions.

Perspectives.

Saturday will offer my home town football team an opportunity to play at Wembley and gain promotion to the premier league.

 

I think we all need to pause and reflect.

        Success is not final, failure is not fatal:
       it is the courage to continue that counts

Human beings act with free choice, so if its the choice to shoplift, no amount of poverty can excuse that. Its choice. Poverty is an issue but too often worked with families who choose satellite TV over board games. Fast food over nourishing meal as a family.

Its a choice to watch the TV soaps and play out that drama with mates at school gates. Its harder choice to engage with everyday challenge of family relationships. I meet teenagers who cannot read nor can they write. Someone choosing a DVD over a book in the home cabinet. If the latest fashion warrants your income to be spent in that manner its chic to dress above your means, Support to fashion will dictate your processing and values. Its a bad choice to listen to your music loudly in a MacDonald's. Impacting others. We cant always lack incentive to change, we have to desire self improvement.

We must encourage each other to question what choices we are making and why, look for inspiration and lead by example. if you can`t afforded the item, we are still going to do well. If we don't have we will not steal from another. If we can share our resources plus our stewardship is vital with what we hold and how we use that resource.
Give thanks, express gratitude.

Let me be try please be bit honest with you. Three views found in North East

Let me be try please be bit honest with you.

On the East riding buses, personally don't just, don't talk on the phone.

In a quiet street, its just me don't shout.

At a restaurant, look at prices then wait in line, enjoy the occasion.

Like me many we are polite to strangers.

further pay for all l receive before its receive.

Don't have `Gold card`, Don't buy stuff do not require.

We apologize if we offend, if have a faith we explain.

if you insult or make fun of our Faith we recognise that's its allowed.

These aren't rules. There's no law for any of them.

Its just good ethical conduct even though of course we have dilemmas.

They are just 2000 years of small daily Judeo-Christian values,

we cherish promises

we keep, without being asked.

Do all these things above even when no one is watching.

If you can love that, you will love us. We as it follows will love you back.

This is from a BBC Report about money being paid to shops on many UK high streets despite the knowledge of border control, this is common practice in divided bitter community called the United Kingdom. A second tout who the BBC met gave them phone number of the smuggler Ahmad. (Now you may heard that name before often used by religious followers of a fake Prophet). Ahmed had been operating out of northern France for more than five years.

Takes some digesting up to this stage, read that gain.

On the phone, Ahmad - who spoke Farsi and said he was from Afghanistan - told the undercover researcher they could pay via one of three UK businesses, including at a shop called Afg Mobile Repair in Woolwich.

The crossing would cost £2,700 for two people.

As many prepare to go to Church in my locality.

So they allowed a hate march on the doorstep of a synagogue today. Yet again as Jewish people went to worship in fearful environment. There were next to no arrests while people called for ‘intifada’ further displayed the flag of Palestinian terrorist organisations.

Placards held aloft by children who couldn't know any different , but by students who should be educated to higher calling them this. Claimed that the UK is controlled by ‘Zionists’ we are all destroyed by ‘greed’. A common old Jews are 'fagin type' Dickensian portrait characters with big noses.

As l prepare to go into fellowship. Others vent hatred we have sunk so low. I will sing your praises not in a fearful environment but a bluebell coated scene where l will read in a Church bathed in sunlight.

They wouldn't dare would they, because they got the Jewish people to target . They won't target us will they?

Love that's makes you a cup of tea.....

 Love that makes a cup of tea.

You don't need to have any further wisdom. No need no more than that this Saturday evening in May 2026.

We are damaged, we are not best ...but we're not Broken.

In the underrated excellent series Broken. The priest acted well by Sean Bean  focuses on Michael Kerrigan ,we see the focus on everyday stuff includes, wrestling with doubt, guilt, uselessness, play in most extraordinary manner by actor.  Something we all experience in mission in professional work especially in community settings. He feels incapable of delivery of the faith aspects of his Priesthood. Holy sacraments are Challenged as he often recalls his unsuitability. Someone mentioned in Church this struggle with a monthly presentation.

You see we may project our knowledge, we should prepare well use best resources we can muster. But something internally frays our senses as we realise the huge burden of communication our message.
Communication in faith work, in children teaching, Priestly positions, further other all call for talking with elegance, clarity, humor and much more.
At the end of 'Broken' the wonderful series...everyone come up for the sacraments says the following...Thank you you wonderful Priest.
So well written by legend that is Jim McGovern. We don't get to hear these comments, we don't make those expressions. We have to accept that it simply the way of miscommunication. We don't say the nice things we don't affirm others enough. But we should.

So l ask....
Why are we not good at communicating honestly affection, love, support and thankfulness.?
Why are we so slow to offer grace?
How can we improve in these areas?

Not present....always been in a rough place.

 Disability, my journey, tiredness and fatigue, my odd energy levels, weird strange thing called` theology`.
Trying to develop get comfortable in a strange place not wanting to form human relationships, recognise got bit more awkward, wrestling with spaces like the one between spirituality and my ischemia heart condition. Health Battle with tablets. Very challenging sleeping pattern early hours, short days, several days a week when `best describe as disappearing`. Not present as l sleep four times extra to the previous day. When my heart gives up it just cuts me out. 

MY JOURNEY INCLUDES;- Spiritual meaning in Movies, low culture, Sports. History, Entertainment, Classic Rock, Country Muzak ,Northern soul, Health+issues

well l always been in a rough place, most of my LIFE  Hull is one letter from hell most times looks like a Marvel Gotham city template, with crime drugs, immigrants, dirt and Dickensian conditions a plenty.

Hulluensions are from a forgotten place, but last night again we rise from the ashes to try congueros the football world trying to join the elite.

Brilliant Hull City off to Wembley after deserved play-off win at Millwall. That's done my heart lot of good plus the culture of the environment in the City has changed a little. well done Hull city players, supporters and Manager plus staff.

The Tigers are now just one game away from a sensational Premier League return. City will now face the winner of Southampton or Middlesbrough. We don't care its put us back on the football map. where many feel we belong. Hull not always Hell here.

They excerised power to own advantage. Now losing that position.

The weather here has been exceptionally chilly, wet and bitterly cold. Like we are still in winter me alongside some of my friends found this actual experience hard.

Politically the UK situation is messed up but nastiness between the elite towards the democratic process is interesting. A vote took place to leave the EU that was democracy in action. Another issue, tack the local elections last week into a place those whose duposyity has been in place for decades now been threatened. The situation been found to be unwarranted. People who should have the power. Decided that the power belongs to them.

Not to those who took the power and decided a change was required.But the UK government cannot accept change, cannot accept losing a hold they have over others. They got to much to lose privileges, food, benefits, keeping weaker in places of submission. They excerised power to own advantage. Now losing that position.

Why does the anger that the democratic order managed to suppress materialise when they are voted out. Why can't the political elite become grateful at those expressing a solution to something that's not what they require. They voted they spoke they can now disappear and work on implementing what's been asked.

Been about longest winter without ....well since we said goodbye.

 Been about 2 years and 3 months since we said   goodbye. The Buzzard flew higher-up then higher up, circling, telling me a story giving me a sign. Most of all reminding me of Teesside on the edge of dirty northern town not far from Seal sands. You told me about flight patterns eyesight of fierce predators. Searched the land below to find vulnerable wildlife suitable for next meal.

This old fool misses his only son wrapped up against the cold while chilly north coast sea cuts through. Coulers of the day send odd shadows across beach and dale. Day is lasting longer even hint of warmth. But you know this one has been the longest winter without you.