So we climbed. I gritted my teeth pushed on.

So climbed higher and higher felt like quitting just like when attempted Pen Y Ghent in Yorkshire dales. But my boots weren't helpful. At times felt like I was dying due to my issue with Oxygen capacity. Felt sick tired and little bit ill. The time in gym recently has been giving me sense of achievement 

So we climbed. I gritted my teeth pushed on.
Knackered then got really upset all way up to that height.
All that tension indeed pain, hassle. God wasn't in. 
God wasn't in....Lord life can be tough at times. 

Time for a bath plus long hot soak.