Like a guest, that arrived causing confusion ,upsetment, disturbances...

Once, well several times . . .walked,the whole of  'northeast Yorkshire coast'

along cliffs and valleys ,beaches, tops of moors

Today stand on cliff top on a dark morning.

Sun rises on a new breaking day...l stand with `heart that feels heavy`

Day brings mixture of difficult news

Harsh conversations,

Emotions pulled all over the place,

Memories stirred,

My faith says l should LOVE...be grown up..think before responding...powerless

Powerlessness arrives

Prayers from heart,that feels burdened.

l would describe this moment as a unwelcome guest visiting you...

Like huge doubts,this guest arrived bringing upsetment,

Disturbed by this guests behaviour

Unwelcome guest

Guest that's not leaving soon

Its life...its life with Kids, Journey not easy 

Pray

Pray... again that nothing new to intercede with the Lord. 

..just sometimes want it to be like last weekend...

But that not gonna happen....... when this unwelcome Guest leaves...l learn.