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I was a freak since seven years old

Been cast away, I felt the cold Coming over me For every love I had to hide And every tear I ever cried I'm down on my knees I'm begging you, please There's no place in heaven for someone like me Won't you open the door and try me once more? Cause there's no place in heaven for someone like me l

 This is a song of a gay person who grew up Christian, they are still struggling to balance their faith with ,knowing who they are. Question we all ask. Reckon likely very personal song for MIKA the singer who records are sprightly, energitc and fun.
from his last album.