When they attacked the exampt l did not speak up...my trolley full so why should l care

When they came for those without masks l did not speak up 

I wear a mask so why should l care

No l did not speak up

I chose to live in fear

My trolley full so why should l care
 

We seam tobe moving against those who are wearing exemption orders Another example of attacking vulnerable seeking to justify a police state...it's shameful

We have become oppressive in our approach to those at risk in this crisis

Asking unlawful questions

Not following ethical conduct nor behaving with symphysis towards those who are ill

Poor health is not a choice

Discrimination allows others to be bully's

I fear those who make statements about others health conditions

Victims of ill health suffer already 

Why does our society have so little compassion

Oh yeah society is sick....

Swim deep you majastic creature in heavens Ocean

GOODBYE majestic awesome creature.silently disappear..

Not supposed to be this way

However for moment we experience

Something of your valuable life

Touched many 

Have whale of a time away from this place

Swim deep

 

Cannot always sail away on a ship called Dignity

I know we want dignify but sometimes we well 

Just do not get it

Been said that it's a ship we can sale away to the new shore

But it's not

Family...life...love...faith

It's hard journey undignified

Endings...story not what l would write for you

Someone began a book informative book..with these words....LIFE IS TOUGH

TRUTH is dignity

Often absent

Even in death

 

To much standing in line...to much power to Authority...too much yes you must

Need more why

More no l won't 

More lets try other path one not trodden so much

To much surrender to those who abused 

Lost community

Lost freedoms

Losing dignity

Lack cohesion 

Community which was undervalued

Look sure better way

Sure if consulted many like me would contribute much more

But this waiting in line for abusers and power moguls to act for vulnerable ...that unsure of with complete certainty.

Sometimes song or Dylan states in lyrics what going on in the world....

Feel like my soul has turned into steel

I've still got the scars that the sun didn't heal

There's not even room enough to be anywhere

It's not dark yet, but it's getting there."

From later day album....the journey carries on...from a 'pawn in the game' to 'forever young'..

To even this year...False prophet had line something like...

" not having time for people whose life's are Irrelevent " lyrics.

Speak the operatic drama of day to day life

Bee Gees love so right...the emotional literacy...capture heart,mind,feelings

Today these lines show up as observe America ...protest..pandamic..Whale dead on our beach..lack f community.

Hopelessness

Feel like my soul has turned into steel

........

"There's not even room enough to be anywhere

It's not dark yet, but it's getting there."

God allows us to psalm these moments...Bible of today there gospel truth being shared.

Hell on earth

Walked local streets looked up at curtains not reach

Overcrowded homes...

Heard children crying

Man swearing using C... And F...in word

Smell dope flooded prom where l sat

Began in my heart to grieve

Poorly heated houses

Poverty visible

Friend who got urines running down inside of his lower ground flat

10 months awaiting repair

Threats on the council estates where l visited

Dirty estate called Bransholme...felt like movie prison scene

Grieving...wrestled with worry plus concerns

Old person asked me for help...local services shut

Pandamic nothing hell people are living ....l grieve

Visit food bank soon check on volts further catch up.

Hell got a name it's called ...this locality.....its nearby another version

Something went wrong long before this pandamic.

BBC ..local media...newspaper ...journalisum ...Hell ain't even on the agenda

Professional poverty talkers all tooled up in bed.

Reaching for the top yeah reaching for the very top....all my life keep reaching up

"There's lots of hierarchies to attempt to climb & if you fail in one go try in another.. the point is, you're still trying to aim for the top & what the hell are you going to do if you don't try to aim for the top?

 Flap about uselessly & whine about your life? It's not helpful"

You'll catch me in 2021 still following Jesus,trying to be a kingdom person.

Watching old films on TV

Reading old books

Got new cloths

Money in bank

Enough worries

Still getting up at stupid o clock 

Feel bit poorly

Read old Diaries 

It's normal feel poorly this time of year

Normal and new year ....pretty OK

Praying a lot

Still following Jesus......

On the last year politics can l suggest ,'stop judgeing a book by its cover.' It seems no one told the identitarians. Weird cult of so last year 2020,They have spent much that period,judging and condemning people for their skin colour ,religion,networks,place f birth,imagined class ,also their sex. It's time to leave this skin-deep politics behind.

More individuality,more community,more dialogue.

Welcome 2021.....hope ..faith... conversations simple stuff required.

 Hope ... community...travel... conversation

Faith to grow..... vocational rehabilitation and

Tonnes of Love.

2021

Oh yeah soon trip to Maltese Islands

I live this joke called 2020

Can't touch

Cannot go out

Stay close

Keep apart

Dead whales

Daily excersise 

No Church

No pub 

Banned from travel

Stay away from coast

Don't meet up

Got no job

Got fewer friends

Apart at Christmass

Lot more deaths

Lot more sucides

Increased domestic violence 

Hull city relegated

Season ended

No live shows

Theatre's closed

Very few healed

Friends apart

People died

Pandamic arrived

Pandamic stayed

Pandamic stayed came back again

Brexit selected

Lords remained

Vote to leave settled 

I missed you more

I don't know why

I loved this joke called 2020

Are you awoke yet

300 years ago, slavery was acceptable. 40 years ago, gay marriage was unthinkable. 40 years from now, transgender re-alignment for kids might be a crime. Morality changes and one generation damns the other. Say how history works..

Sunday school and Christian ideals old hat

Racing at home could be a crime

Lockdown enters forth decade

Hey joking.........am l?

Whale pod deaths East Riding 07-18 morning update

UPDATE 7-18 council and (CISK )Marine specialist, going to perform otopsie ...they said in chat earlier simply looks like took wrong turn near Scotland food supply,(of squid )and low waters ,meant they could not survive.

Sad life simply hangs on a decision like that.

Nature call s all sorts of signals.

Allows us to ponder on life....l have been impressed by outpouring of sadness.

Sad but true this is rare Sight of such splendid hidden creature.

Many been touched by this image...despite how tuff it all appears.

Next Christmas no one looking back with joy at this Christmas...it won't be one singing about like last Christmas

Spent lot of time cooking and lineing up DC Character to do okie dokie....but nephew not happy...had cha cha slide for next dance..
 

Winter dead Whales on East riding coast.... outpouring sadness

So majestic

Silently leaving life

Left us sad deeply touched in awe but grief

 

The event of Yeshua’s birth took place on a warm night in central Israel, likely in the autumn. Miram, a young Jewish girl named Miriam gave birth to a son and the hope our people had carried for thousands of years was born. This Shabbat, we want to share that hope with you.

.. . .Whales pod died on our beach

Ice on ungritted roads

Honey Buzzerd flying low

No sun ....05 in car temperate

Delivering Christmass hampers on the actual day

Collected from our Church friends

People who received ......they shared wonderful present with two other homes

Day ended on dark county roads 

It had begun when day awoke

I stopped to walk on Seaside promenade before callin it a day...

Cleaner had opened the toilet so those out for a walk could use

So much kindness

Blessings

Many of my family working today

On the docks

In social care

Making PPE

True meaning of Christmass.........

Luv it.....

Too you at Christmas luv.noise.friendship.faith.music.peace

Dead whales on the beach

Blizzard snow cold winds

Shelves empty...money scares ...food enough..communication rare

Friendship still evident...luv absent...pandamic still on patrol 

2020

Well it's the shortest day of the longest most awful year we had experienced together

Community it's about belonging

On this the shortest day it been dark a while the mood of winter has captured my feelings.

Appear not to be offering much grace

Nor do we l feel learning to be better as humans

We lost very things that make us human ..communication...touch..chats ...dialogue

What are we preparing for in the longest year end to this awfully long year

Long now...residing in this long winter

Even up on the snow drifts of Yorkshire at top peak it not as bitter as local community

Perhaps just in a 'too white undiverse community'...

But long now brings little evidence of hope.

Hope l give to you........faith mine drifts through this...felt prepared 

When possible engaged 

Met others

Witnessed kindness

Shared with others

Felt comfortable with being me...

Family and friends been close...wired me with own acts of concern and kindness.

Remain open.....God is close.

Someday we'll be back to being with God physically in the New Heavens and the New Earth -- where every space is a temple. But until then, we get to set up shop anywhere,practise being kingdom people ,that called worship. And I kinda like that about us.

Can you prepare for this period

 Time coming to end for

The year of challenge

Perhaps this was period

We should been prepared

For...place Faith found wanting

Or we knew that our faith develop in this period..have values we hold firmly to been relevent. How resilient 

Has our character proven? 

What am l holding dear and precious?

I salute youths......wonder how myself at young age would

survive!

Hope had enough during this period.... unsure.