Aug 19, 2015

Just for you, forever angel . . .just for you


 
Greed's all gone now, there's no question
And I can see you push your hair behind your ear

Regain your balance
Doesn't matter where she is tonight
Or with whoever she spends her time
If these arms were meant to hold her
They were never meant to hold her so tight

For the love of that girl
Greed's all gone now, panic subsides
When I could run, pulling arms to love her
Try to put myself on the inside
Of the love of that girl
Tears swell, you don't know why
For the love of that girl
They never fall, they can never run dry
For the love of that girl

Promise is never over, never questions that needed reply
But she could breathe deep into my neck
Let me know I'm just on the outside

Of the love of that girl
Tears swell, you don't know why
For the love of that girl
They never fall, they can never run dry
For the love of that girl
Greed's all gone now, there's no question
And I can see you push your hair behind your ears

Regain your balance
Doesn't matter where she is tonight
Or with whoever she spends her time
If these arms were meant to hold her
They were never meant to hold her so tight

For the love of that girl
Tears swell, you don't know why
For the love of that girl
They never fall, they can never run dry
for the love of that girl

Aug 18, 2015

The Christian is promised that although weeping may endure for a night, joy will eventually come in the morning. But we are never told how long that night will be or how long our season of grief may last. Your theology and your faith are shaped as much by those seasons of grief as they are by glimpses of a joyful morning.


Me l am here at present . .in the long now



What this sign trying to tell me
To love the long now
To go and live another life
To not be selfish love life l already got
The place l am in
The pain l feel
The weariness
Or
Live life how you want it to be
Or
Anyway back to the telly . . L wish ..back to the wet cold tiredness 

Bit of worry in my life at present
That's the life l live
In the long now


Aug 17, 2015

we are struggling sinking ship in championship

pies and strength on paper

“We do have loads of pies but we can’t sell you any,” said the youth behind the counter. “They’re not hot enough.”
“Not hot enough!” bellowed a starved old soul, slobbering at the rows of elusive pickings just metres from his fists. “You’ve only had four months to cook the bastards,” salivating at the wall of pastries like a prisoner behind bars.
The chap grudgingly opted for a rubbery, oversized sausage in a parched, undersized bun grumbled at the injustice of it all.

This time last year most people were waxing lyrical about the business Hull had done in the transfer window to help them push on in the Premier League.

It just goes to show that names on a piece of paper are just that and a major recruitment drive doesn’t necessarily equal success.

Steve Bruce has had to be active again over the summer to replace those jumping ship after relegation. Robbie Brady and James Chester are amongst those who departed for big money.

Arsenal striker Chuka Akpom has come in on loan, £3.5 million has been splashed out on Brentford full back Moses Odubajo and their hot on the trail of Bees forward Andre Gray for reported silly money.

They’ve also got some Premier League names down the spine of the team like Tom Huddlestone, Michael Dawson and Nikica Jelavic.

Again, you’d have to say they look mightily strong on paper.

Aug 16, 2015

Sunday pace

The beach went on for miles, it was
great walking with the sun coming down and the warmth, falling away.

l always have this sense of God
As l walk around this area
talk . .listen  . .and communicate
thoughts, sometimes just lost in them.
sometimes l am do wee bit of a procrastinate

LIFE, often wee bit of a hurry,
today its about 'different pace'.

blessings on the beach

few days ago went paddling with my son basically two men one old the other still young of course l fell we got wet
laughed also marvelled at the daft things scuttling under the rocks
building sandcastles walking on wet sands all childish things
that you should do often together in a God created world

Aug 13, 2015

whats on your mind?

Debt, 
asylum and immigration, 
movement-building, 
low pay
the long now
drug abuse
meals for the poor
reaching the lost
sharing faith
being Christlike
hull city FC
northern soul
welfare, 
those living in a isolated society
the emerging Church
cut backs
poor getting poorer
the beauty of creation
feeling unGod like
when the truth is spoken
benefits

ANYWAY JUST THINKING OUT LOUD

today its arrived

Today is a gift enjoy each moment is precious no one quite knows the future but hope with Gods blessing that today will be rewarding ....try to be kind...forgiving ....still l walk the cliffs talking to God and wishing for better,praying working out my theology.....God bless us all....have fun.. Enjoy...

Aug 12, 2015

Two wins from two u ULL

Goals from substitutes Chuba Akpom and Greg Luer looked to have safely navigated City's path to the next round after a disappointing display against a spirited Stanley side, but twice the hosts defied their league position and the odds to salvage a worthy draw. Wasteful in front of goal, City huffed and puffed their way through the 120 minutes, riding their luck in a dramatic cup tie, high on energy, but from City's perspective, low on quality.

Still in my view two wins helps confidence 
Start building now on the task ahead

Which is what l am doing at present 

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The poor get poorer



The poor always get poorer
Simple fact of this selfcentred society

Aug 10, 2015

Wow in my garden and near by




The leaves for the courgettes 
Appertaining from others you can eat them
Let you know
Great weather the last few days
In complete contrast to wickedness l witnessed recently on the drug den known as bransholme estate
There is such beauty 
The pictures are from local wildlife sanctuary 
Which me and Matthew my son visited yesterday

So much paper work and dry policy writing ahead this week
Ce la vie 
Great to be doing this
Feel blessed

Deliver us from evil
As the lords prayers says
Beauty and wickedness sometimes side by side

Justice AWOL

Inflation getting worse most food stuff creeping up in price
Council tax raise by 2.9  percent
Employment not rising
Wages lost real value

Pain and sanctions against the disabled who are also unemployed
Further cutbacks
Again it's the poor suffering

Where Is justice?
No political solution
Bias against the vulnerable poor weak
Where is justice

Family life
Community in conflict
Chaotic lifestyle witnessed everyday
Where or where is justice

Aug 8, 2015

the new season of football

the season 2015/2016 is
about to start
there is hope excitment
let hope not the sadness and disappointment
Hull fans endured last year

anyway its here at last the new season
the weather is hot,sticky expections are high
long season like the journeys to work taking most weeks
long and slow difficult...it starts today

no not hidding or kidding about Hull

its summer in the north of England and like always its mixed day of weather but glad to have some sun
shining down on my little home town  now the mighty city of culture the mighty Hull.
who da hell
no not kidding Hull
the city of culture 2017

Life.."its not always about the hurrying"

Life is not hurrying
on to a receding future,
nor hankering after
an imagined past.
It is the turning
aside like Moses
to the miracle
of the lit bush,
to a brightness
that seemed as transitory as your youth
once,
but is the eternity that awaits you

Aug 5, 2015

Hill street Kevin



Hill street blues my first proper choice TV Prog
When first lived alone even before owned a video recorder
Great characters 
Story lines
Issues
Fun
Late nite essential watching for Kevin Waller way. Back in the seventies

Aug 3, 2015

My first Dolphin view

I saw myfirst Dolphins 
Four in number only two days ago
They appeared to me to silent come up ad move with grace
But what really surprised myself was ME


It was a place called Nairn harbour on the Morey firth
I felt spiritual
Really almost overcome
Touched as l approached the viewing
They performed for a while as l watched
For twenty minutes 
Saw dolphins swimming near me yards away

WHY 
Didn't touch me so?

The long now


The journeys hard,cold,tough,
sometimes its getting through
,that's the whole of the now l stand in,
the long now.


At the Nairn show this beautiful horse just hesitated.
Then did not jump the hurdle,
like life!
You don't have too.
just don't have too . . . simple. . Sometimes rare that's true.
Simply do not have too!

Aug 2, 2015

Highlands show

Mega chilly just feel it's too soon
Way,
Way,
Way too soon for thermals.
But cold again. Already.


Mind you some wear thermals all year round
Fruit porridge anyone.
Now there a name for 'child fruit porridge'!
Can see that working. Don't know what that name is though.


Spoke to liberal Democrats yesterday,
They just won't admit that they made things worse!
At the Nairn show in the highlands.
Tough weather ways, very chilly and cold today.


Great sense of community at these events
Sat with the Baptist drinking tea.
Unfortunate ISSUE with local filth expect more issues later. 
Footnote :- Fined thousand, about to buy car,  for driving that car on third party insurance. Brought quicker end, to difficult period.

Wherе was I when childhood died And manhood came to take me...

Days of ice creams, chilly waters in the middle of summer, soul music playing loud enough to hear but not intrusive, paddling a boat. Lookin...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"