May 18, 2015

Here the lyrics to a song can not get anywhere 
It's by Paul Williams
............

Well I walked all around this crowded planet
But I walked all alone
Tho' the places changed the faces stayed the same
Spendin' my money, makin' up funny stories
Like ya' tell

In a noisy bar where no one knows your name
Runnin' out of places still worth runnin' to
Takin' pictures no one's home to see
Makin' deals with small town tourist
Traveling alone
I'll take one of you to Rome
If you'll take one of me

And just when I'm givin' up lookin' for love
Look what I found, oh look what I found
Just when I'm givin' up lookin' for love
Look what I found, oh look what I found

Well I know how it feels to love somebody
When they don't feel the same
Sure it breaks your heart and you fall apart inside
Lovers behind you laughing behind you
Ev'rywhere you go
And the hurt you feel is just too big to hide

Couples only seating at the dinner show
Sorry that you stood so long in line
Nothin' really matters
When the one who cared has gone
Some of us have just one chance
And I thought I'd use mine



hopeless l wish you`d believe me

Hope has its coat on
ready to abandon
luckless and limited person
Escape is not impossible

May 17, 2015

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

[1st Chorus]
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time 
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

[2nd Chorus]
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)



Disappointed watching hull city season

Suppose someone else already stated how disappointing watching Hull City can be
For myself it been a painful life long experiance
However it the lack of natural abilities that compound the issues
Not scoring a major concern
Despite some attractive skill on show
The fiancé pay out to see the match should warrant a bit more effort from the players
All season the results and style not been of premier league standerd
Also Been the case of all the northern teams
So we go into the last weekend with hope
But not faith
I whimper from my downtrodden sporting spirit
'Cum on U 'ell'

May 16, 2015

Local SPIRITOFTHESTREETS

Few views of locality
One from the `cliffs` showing the train of 23 carriages that rumble along the cliffs taking coal to Newcastle
The other is from `seal sands` looking across the river to the economy
Always cold although l is beginning to think l am losing my body control as always cool to me
Oh but the wind . . . . The last 8 years been windy

strong women



so few images from last weeks concert
line up Phillipa Hanna lyrics songs
plus the Author Katie Piper
"things get better"
wow what a ride,strong women
great emotions
revealing the Drama of life
faith
strength
inspiring
motivated

what really surprised me was the responce of my son Matthew David,
he loves music,further into very differant cultural concerns,then myself
Got so very much from being inattendance at the concert,
this was aspiring for myself.

lot of talent in modern culture

May 15, 2015

The Christian MP Chuka Umunna has withdrawn his bid to become the leader of the Labour Party, saying he had not found the pressure of his attempt...

Life will go on

More

All the coulers blend into one


But l personally keep looking because l still have not found al that l was looking for
That does not mean I do not have faith
It the 'more too life then so far'experienced
Deep spirit of the streets theology

The pride of hull city FC ...well hope anyway

@KevinWllr: All the speeches words of wisdom you have heard hope that all HCFC players simply win next two games nothing less
As l tweeted no wisdom can help if not in the heart of the players

No speeches they had all season to perform
The process can only be victory
The rewards are great and seldom do we non players get a chance like they have
Just simply go and win perform like you have not done this all season
No more reading about fast cars
Loose women 
Or casino jackpots
Go and care for the name of Hull City FC
Forget your idols your time in the sun
Even a stray dog gets to lie down in the hot sun
Your time is now play perform be premier league
Take the name of hull City to the level that is needed for the city of culture
Let's see some pride

May 14, 2015

You`ve got hope, when stars go out at night.

When your down and confused and you need a helping hand
just look over your shoulder l`ll be there
winter spring summer or fall
all you got to do is call
you've got a friend

Come on you Hull City
only you can do this now.


No one else can fulfil this void empty place you are in now,
only you.
You may be at the very bottom?
looking up at a cold, star, filled night.
while all around are partying dancing and generally enjoying life!
Often sport and art imitate life
the life around you as you live this moment 
that's the great thing about sharing drama, the emotions, the spirit of the occasion. 
God bless you this day,
God bless myself in all am trying to achieve. God bless Hull City as we try to survive in the premier league.

May 13, 2015

Garden done



It simply not a job l enjoy
Get no pleasure from doing the task associated here
Digging
Removing bricks and stones
Planting
Replanting
Topsoil dispearcing
Moving the lawn
Shearing the edges 
The list goes on
Also had to spring clean
Move beds around
Knackered already

May 12, 2015

Jesus never said...pt21

Jesus never said don't fight with the sword..he said "if you choose to . . . . ."let's at least think about this


May 11, 2015

I'm there


update on those of us who chose not to vote

Those of us who did`nt vote
an update
we did not vote for the `others`
we did not vote for those who kept their seats
we did not vote for those who lost their seats
simply l and others made a choice to keep out of a corrupt system
Yet
you who voted blame us
you state
"its people like you who put the others in"
we did not take part
so therefore how on earth do you work out that ruling into any equation
as l travel on in my journey connecting with whatever is around me in my community
l ponder
reflected
process
perform
by not voting l performed a task
chose not to get involved in a tribal way of life
chose not to engage with wicked practice
yet
I am to blame
its my fault
all because l chose not to be involved in your vote

Sinking rat like feeling follow HCFC



What can one person say
The players did not perform
The process of managing these players was bloody awful
Supporters let down
Economy area not in a well being state
So called city of culture is now second rate

But life goes on live learn improve
Real issues come to the correct place in life
One player tweets about his new fast car
Is it fast enough toddies  him away from the KC

May 10, 2015

We are going down .......hull blowout of premier league

You got to recognise

That Jake Livermore more interested in his latest car and it got tobe fast

Hernia dis is more interested in his new. Haircut

humble stone just not interested

Steve Bruce interested in his beach body

Because you can't play like that if you interested in staying in the premier league

The fans resigned all interest

Yet

What could have been

Steve Bruce should start with Nikica Jelavic, if fully fit, in place of Sone Aluko, increasing our accuracy and work rate up front while having the option of Aluko's pace from the bench in the second half.

First and foremost, however, a change of attitude is definitely needed after today’s performance. We have nothing to lose now and everything to gain. The Tigers need to pull themselves together and play without fear next Saturday. It’s going to be hard, and it may take a small miracle but it’s not quite over yet.

Oh yeah
Heard it on the radio
Phaftic
Awful
We deserve to go down
Let's be honest here

May 9, 2015

Burnley drag rotten Hull City into relegation mire

Rotten result
Rotten day
Rotten weather
Rotten politics


May 8, 2015

I predict a riot



Well some tried voting
Others attempted to shame those of us who don't vote
Many today are worried
Many still wake up today in absolute poverty in the north of England

I predict a riot

May 7, 2015

Ship in river on water



Slow day
Could be out voting 
But what a waste
Absolute poverty
Issue ignored by the political classes
This day and most days
Ignored
Forgotten
Threatened
More powerless today then yesterday
But not as powerless as they will be tomorrow

Vote you joking

May 4, 2015

There is a redeemer a creator Lord,who cares about you


Yes hard to accept but The Lord of this sunset cares about you and I 
That a bit WOW
But it so very true
I do not know all who read this blog
I do not know the issues
Concerns
Worries
You hold or have travelled through to reach this point in your life
But this l know
God loves you

May 3, 2015

singer/songwriter PhillipaHanna comes to Easington may 8th

Renowned singer/songwriter PhillipaHanna comes to Easington in May

Her new material has also seen Philippa reach audiences well beyond her established faith fan base. The most recent single release is Hollywood, in Philippa’s words “a song about the reality of relationships and the value of true love’s endurance.” “I really wanted to create songs which give people hope, wherever they are with their faith journey.” A great example of this approach can be seen in her earlier single, ‘I Am Amazing’, a powerful rallying call to those wanting to break free from low self-esteem

May 1, 2015

The vulnerable


They have not yet appeared as a topic with our politics
Actually your politicians l do not vote
The only thing l want from the political classes is their blood flowing thru the streets
Not much too ask
But the poor
The vulnerable
Those without 
Those oppressed
Those neglected
Not figured as they do not count to the political classes
They are hidden
In very much the way they have hidden towns and cities
Hidden
Ignored
Forgot ton
We need some Baltimore riots in the UK

Apr 30, 2015

You choose heaven or hell


What would your idea of heaven be?
What is your experiance of Hell on earth?

Men and emotional literacy

Emotional Literacy is made up of ‘the ability to understand your emotions, the ability to listen to others and empathise with their emotions, and the ability to express emotions productively. To be emotionally literate is to be able to handle emotions in a way that improves your personal power and improves the quality of life around you. Emotional literacy improves relationships, creates loving possibilities between people, makes co-operative work possible, and facilitates the feeling of community

1.Knowing your feelings.
2.Having a sense of empathy.
3.Learning to manage our emotions.
4.Repairing emotional problems.
5.Putting it all together: emotional interactivity

l was reminded of these issues has l watched a programme about the great but sadly departed Robin Williams he held so much inside
indeed hiding behind a mask
frightened to let others see his true self
indeed many still do this espically male
in my area we see males fishing and spending time on the allotments
alone
fearful
unable to communictae
even sometimes fearful to question the political system
alone spending time in own company
we have in our locality the highest incidents of male sucide
men need to talk
remove the fears and spend time in community
young and old have this issue
it what in my younger days would address in spiritual development
need to share and be aware of whats inside

Apr 28, 2015

A CERTAIN SMILE

I
like you
dance
with a
limp

SOMETHING  ALWAYS CALLING ME
BACK TO A CERTAIN  TIME  PLACE  CERTAIN PERSON

Apr 27, 2015

we ask those holding the Archbishops to release them as a gesture of goodwill, faith and hope

Whoever holds the two Sryian Archbishops has to be aware that their release would send a powerful, positive, and encouraging message of light and hope. It would be an immensely meaningful, symbolic step on the way towards stopping the carnage and halting the suffering. We have to end that conflict and begin rebuilding the society and a normal life. We owe this to the men, women and children who suffer in Syria and the region.

As a friend,obsever,concerned person,further as another who wishes the best for the future of Syria, I pray those holding the Archbishops to release them as a gesture of goodwill, faith and hope.

A week starts

Another week begins

l had some very good news today on the work front
with an offer of employment.....!
but there will be challanges ahead
do l worry too much?
yesteday l tripped off to the biggest nearest city after Church,

Sadly the preacher got the congregation
sipping baby milk, chanting a mentra,
wonder when they gonna take them onto solids??

Traffic was an issue
been roadworks on this stretch of road for over 7 years
we are in 2015...drive like its 1980

Had a Dinner out.

looked in the music store
came away disappointed

had an enquiry at Apple store that was not handled well
told can`t help you with that`3`times
that not what l wanted to hear

Apr 26, 2015

We are staying up


Hull city celebrate the victory over opponments Crystal Palace at selhurst park
But it was also about the team performance
It really was a teamgame many players had contributions 
No one  stood out this was good the team worked plus progressed well together
Full process was about endeavor and effort 
The feeling of winning
Pride throughout the city is huge
It flows into other areas further affecting commercial and wellbeing in schools-colleague 
Well done to all at HCFC players supporters and staff 

Apr 25, 2015

take heart from good maltese folk

they rescued 3000 people in 60 days
read that again
3000 people in 60 days
rescued by 20 Maltese folk going out in own boat funded by themselves
when you feel uninspired take this example and just simply try
try
try
to overcome the problem
try
try
to cope with that upsetment
try
try
to deal with the bullying you are experiance
try
try
to overcome the lack of Love in your life
look at this example
all around you are stories of good folk created in the image of God trying to address difficulties
l take on board the learning and the heartfelt responce to what may look like an overbearing problem
may you take heart also

You can read more at the `times of Malta`

Apr 24, 2015

Under the Equality Act 2010, the definition of a disability is a physical or mental impairment that has a substantial and long-term negative effect on someone's ability to do normal daily activities

Apr 23, 2015

Meanwhile in Malta

With the Phoenix and two rigid-hulled rubber boats, the team will head out into the Mediterranean May 2 along with two doctors and a nurse from Doctors Without Borders. MOAS works with local search and rescue authorities, using its own drones to locate and photograph ships in distress and relay the coordinates to authorities. The MOAS teams respond themselves when directed to do so, providing initial rescue and medical care until authorized ships arrive on the scene.

The team is headed by a former Maltese defense chief and consists of about 20 people. In its first year of operation, some 3,000 people were rescued over 60 days, said Christopher Catrambone, a native of New Orleans who moved to Malta with his Italian wife and their daughter in 2008.

In its first year, MOAS was funded entirely by the Catrambone family. Last fall, they launched a crowd-funding initiative to help defray the 600,000 euro ($644,000) a month operating costs.

"None of us want these catastrophes to happen anymore," Regina Catrambone said. "Nobody wants to see the Mediterranean as a cemetery."</span>

Praying and looking for a response

Then read about these lovely folk from the island of Malta

It a real difficult issue

Love the line 

"We do not want the Mediterranean to become a graveyard"

So they invested own money bought a ship and are going out,to search and rescue people"

God bless,guide,protect them


Snow and cold



Being warmed up by cup of tea on the longest drive of my life
That be snow in them hills
Snow l be saying
More later today l hope

Apr 22, 2015

Jesus and blessings to each of you.



Sometimes as l travel this time hundreds of miles away 
I get emotional thinking of the distance and how past can come to haunt a person
Spend a bit too much time alone and away from those  loved by me.
Really miss FA.
Days with beautiful sunset.
Sense of time and God greatness.
Who knows where the time goes?
Still walk in my minds eye along a Sandy beach
drinking a marmite near smithy bridge, and Sammy the dog is returning as we head to the car.
The memory and emotions are playing games in the cobweb of my mind.

Apr 21, 2015

Simple joys

Listened to the radio
Radio 2 like most days around 12 it used to be jimmy young. Then it became Jeremy vine 
Mix of topics issues comments music
Works for me.
Today was especially nice bringing joy as listened.
The story of a young girl, who befriended victim of crime, he ended up with a house of his own.
Life can be simple full of joy, happy place. Sometimes it's just not that way.

How very true for myself again another simple joy vinyl 
Records...the feel
Smell
Touch
Art work,
Sound,
Record playing on a record player.
Sipping a JD and cola.
Simple joy.

Apr 20, 2015

its time for hull city to play up

time for the flags to fly
time for the tempo to raise
time for the crowds to bellow
the team must play up
rob
steal
grab
the points
score the goals
keep the lead
play with pride
we are Hull city
we are staying up

another day another vile islamic act

A video purportedly made by Islamic State and posted on social media sites on Sunday appeared to show militants shooting and beheading about 30 Ethiopian Christians in Libya.

Reuters was unable to verify the authenticity of the video, but the killings resemble past violence carried out by Islamic State, an ultra-hardline group that has expanded its reach from strongholds in Iraq and Syria to conflict-ridden Libya.

The video, in which militants call Christians "crusaders" who are out to kill Muslims, showed about 15 men being beheaded on a beach and another group of the same size, in an area of shrubland, being shot in the head.
(completly unture allegation)

Both groups of men are referred to in a subtitle as "worshippers of the cross belonging to the hostile Ethiopian church".

we follow a hero
" A man who gave up his greatness to redeam mankind by dying on a cross"
KING OF KINGS
LORD OF LORDS

Islamic state a warning
YOU DO NOT GET TO WIN
Already you have lost
lost any sign of being Godly
LOST any human respect
LOST
you will be brought to justice
LOST
follow a leader spinless sick vile wicked religion satanic abusive oppressive
YOU LOOSE ALREADY BEEN WRITTEN

Apr 18, 2015

Now now just for fun hahahahaha

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Fist question 
Kevin Waller is a modern day prophet 

Kevin Waller is a sex God

Kevin Waller should be locked up and the key thrown away

Hope l see you in heaven . . .brother Larry wrote this song

When you first begin your journey, you're not sure just
Who you are
And the lessons that you're learning, they don't take
You very far.
And you just can't keep from stumbling, though you try
So hard to stand,
And the truth can be so humbling when it's just beyond
Your hand.

As though youth were my invention, as though love lay
Undefined,
To stay free was my intention, to stay young and
Unconfined.
And so I held my pride above you, oh, yes, what a fool
Was I,
Holding back those words "I love you," and letting out
That word goodbye.

I was wrong to let you go
I was a child and I did not know
About the love that we both could have given
And now you've gone so far away,
I hope I'll see you again someday
But if I don't, I hope I'll see you in heaven.

I was foolish in my younger days to think they'd never
End
Life confused me with it's changing ways, and I could
Not comprehend

All the meaning in those moments now lost like
Footprints in the sand
And I'm standing here remembering, but it's so hard to
Understand.

I was wrong to let you go
I was a child and I did not know
About the love that we both could have given
And now you've gone so far away,
I hope I'll see you again someday
But if I don't, I hope I'll see you in heaven.

Now I'm sitting in this garden in the middle of my days
And my memories drift and harden as the years they slip
Away,
And I've been looking in this mirror at the age around
My eyes
Time is such an earnest laborer, precision is his
Neighbor.
Lay my body in the ground, but let my spirit touch the
Sky.

I was wrong to let you go
I was a child and I did not know
About the love that we both could have given
And now you've gone so far away,
I hope I'll see you again someday

Loads of wildlife happenings in tees and Ouse



Seals in the tees estuary 
Matty and l were quite excited
Also lots of other animals
Fowl
Nice chats with humans


This was alongside the river Ouse in York 
Which is a nice river
Odd students body floating by after drunken nite of revelry 
Used to be that learning about swimming and other aspects of life took place
Before the young under 18's went to unie
Now they go early 
Drown early

Apr 16, 2015

Sucide call call the man...

Life with son
Slow
Angry at present
due to benefits system

So much to do
So little time
Life

Slow walks . ...Cups of tea.....Staying warm

Lot of sucides in the north east 300 a month
That's a real lot
Help
Anyone there
Call the man who

Believes in life beyond  call the man
When the next step is unclear
Needed here
Call the man

where the proud who
Walk the wire are set to fall

He's needed here

Looking at others should not take place till l have had long hard look at self.

Waymaker, miracle worker Promise keeper, light in the darkness My God, that is who You are You are  Waymaker, miracle worker Promise keeper,...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"