flooding expected as Summer turns to Autumn

The waves come crashing into each other as morning breaks on the coast on a windy,wet ,dangerous day begins

Waves crashing over the seas defences  . .with some suggesting in 30 years where l reside will be an island

The wonderful coulers paint these expression, telling story's of creation.Light enters the day evening and night time disappear.

While its still dark the fear of flooding and warnings dominate the weather forecasts.
greet this day with sense of boding

Father of night, Father of day
Father, who taketh the darkness away
Father, who teacheth the birds to fly

Father, who builds the mountains so high
Who shapeth the clouds up in the sky

Who dwells in our hearts and our memories
Father of loneliness and pain

Father of night, Father of day

So begin this day ...like end this day believe in creator God recognise his majesty in days setting
pray for those who struggle this day in the storms of life ....its difficult passage through lack of money..lack of basics..lack of Agape..lack of concern...creator God speak to me have mercy on me..enable me to bless others by your spirits power in the name of Jesus.....Amen

`BAD theology damages people. . . . .asking in his name` that is taking some wrestling with.

l believe in God
l believe in loving others
l believe in Jesus as Lord
That he lived a life, and died on the cross.
His words find comfort in,
Accept his call on my life.
BUT !
Unanswered prayer,
Fullness of life,
`asking in his name`,
that is taking some wrestling with.

In Nature witness power of a creator.  Presence poverty around myself . .  in life of many l know and love ,care about,have contact with see only witness of absence.
Absence in work, employment, finical reward...
Spirituality of music, recognise message in lyrics, many screaming out about and calling towards a God of love.
Recognise that BAD theology damages people.
Zionist retract only serves to distance people. God of wrath.
BAD theology damages people.
In working to bring about Kingdom principles...well it is my DNA,
but do not see that happening.
Does that make me bad..? heretic...?
BAD theology damages people.
Simple want you to express a kiss for those struggling Lord!,  is that too much to ask?
Unanswered prayers is that too much to enquire around.
That the lowly will not be constantly hounded by those in Authority, a home, decent living standard and fullness of life, come on Lord lets hear you!

lets see you...
l don't want a Mercedes Benz..

we can survive days without water
but without HOPE 
we all die

BIBLE..DEJECTION..AND LOCAL COUNCIL

With all this going for us, my dear, dear friends, stand your ground. And don’t hold back. Throw yourselves into the work of the Master, confident that nothing you do for him is a waste of time or effort.

That includes poetry, psalms music lyrics...relationships, efforts so when kingdom is established Your efforts will enhance that.

Corinthians 1 V 58

DEJECTION that strong word and one that applies to very many avenues in life from sporting,Hull City could do a lot better, to entertainment, well that film was not brilliant...Music not best  listened to...but of course reserve description more for our emotional literacy or our spiritual state..or BREXIT dejected by the cowards in Parliament who wont progress the will of the people.



DEJECTION

here one for you would you accept this, can pay your rent,pay your rates but CANNOT access your payments...that means they will take the money send you threatening letters if ONE WEEK late ,But they wont let you see own account.
YES one week late with rent and they send you a threatening letter. actually l was only 5 days late when received my letter before the end of the month when paid 5 weeks rent they sent THREE letters and threatened court action.
Like many l am paid monthly in arrears.

forever angel dream ....again

Here how it goes . . well something like this..in a hotel.
Speaking with FA and help her to room.
Over period the hotel nice, enjoy occasions..then when come to check out the hotel .cannot find the her room,and staff at hotel have no idea of room..hurry to where room is and its not there..but names registered..then wake up ..cry a little bit..

listening too....

Robert Plant: Lullaby and… the Ceaseless Roar 

 Been very surprised by this album, have to recognise that not great at listening to albums 

struggled with release from October 2007 entitled` Raising Sand`,  album with bluegrass artist Alison Krauss ,whose other Album really understood, ` Raising Sand`, went onto earn five Grammy awards.

Others in my group friends do not have the mix l have, but like to warm to albums where roots and so called `blue grass` are the main focus.

But this Album gripped me from first time played this. Pretty warm and not loud, the playing is delicate in sense does not intrude into you. Lyrics are about relationships less about the land.
Made me listen.

The cowardly collaborator communist leader called CORBYN, He will not fight on the beaches nor on the benches he is a coward

The cowardly collaborator communist leader called CORBYN,
He will not fight on the beaches nor on the benches he is a coward

hell bent on ruining great Britian like he ruined Labour
the local paper developa poll to ask wether or not ordinary people (me and you) agree with British P.M. . . .Hundreds voted in the poll which asked whether Mr Johnson should quit in light of the latest setback.


But the results suggest a resounding backing for the Prime Minister with 81 per cent saying he should not quit .
well if only they would listen.

mischeif maker and big fish fryer . .

Hull City Police officers were "reclaiming" the benches in city centre on "foot patrol" in the city centre.

Freckin wow

As part of a crackdown on crime and antisocial behaviour further men been arrested for drug offences.

That one headline form `Brexit denied` kingdom l live in !

 . . . 'Take a pinch of white man, Wrap him up in black skin, 

Add a touch of blue blood, And a little bitty bit of Red Indian boy. 

Oh, curly Latin kinkies, Mixed with yellow Chinkees, 

If you lump it all together And you got a recipe for a get along scene; 

Oh what a beautiful dream  . . . . .

The vinyl explosion happening in my own front room, sometimes throws up incredible, almost forgotten songs, that not listened to in a while...yesterday travelled back in my mind to maybe first record l ever owned. Given to me by Miss Carol Starkey....Elvis in Memphis...his comeback album/concert.

`Elvis in Memphis` was Presley's "greatest album". some said "one of the greatest white soul albums (and one of the greatest soul albums) ever cut",

oh by the way...The Supreme Court have said that Prime Minister Boris Johnson acted unlawfully in proroguing Parliament. but whats on my record player ....thats get me more then this..

air of obsequiousness . . .

If you describe someone as obsequious, you are too eager to help or agree with someone more important than them, wonder what opposite of that is,like someone eager to disagree with a person who simply agrees with me.

some kevin waller rambling theology . . .

Each gospel story is the telling of a practice in response to a one of the core life question,we all spend time reflecting upon.

Matthew:  (from Antioch) How do we face change?
Mark: (from Rome) How do we move through great trials and sufferings?
John: (from Ephesus) How do we receive joy and know union?
Luke: (to all the emerging Christian Communities) How do we mature in service?

Dig deeper, well try too, into the issues raised on TV, PODCASTS,BIBLE STUDY, receive shared ideas, hold discussions, involved in chats, 

As l paddle these beaches on East Riding coast. recalling same really special person, think about books clearly well `thought about statements`, Very sure below is a great read.. . .

'Heart and Mind' Dr. Shaia... Four gospels  were  written to address one of four questions.

Well me , l`m not sure, but  . . .change….suffering…joy….service….. Do read that but not convinced.

As we all transform, we create bigger faith journey, remain on a kind of pilgrimage, new and different opinions come to the prefrontal that pretty vital, l am pretty sure, but as gospel writers where not academic people. Very simple folk who, ( it cannot be denied ), they were Spirit led,  Culturally writings missed a lot of people. 

Trying to follow the deep thinking hinted at here.  

The first three Gospels, and possibly also the fourth, were apparently written while the city of Jerusalem was still standing. Each of the first three Gospels contains predictions by Jesus concerning the destruction of Jerusalem and the Temple (Matthew 24; Mark 13; Luke 21), none records the fulfilment. We know the Roman`s destroyed the city and Temple in A.D. 70.

At the end of the day, the gospels are still anonymous. 

Not one of them identifies its author.

 We have good reason to support the authors our church tradition has named, but we don’t have to simply take their word for it.
Excites me when connecting with  others. Acknowledge ways of working the ideas through.

l do Like further ,fact we do not have to always agree.

life . . . .deep breaths . . . measured

Life it contrast between

Breathing that deep sigh or reflective pause

Also manager of this illness that life 

who could know how `pans out`?

what would be ahead ,discussions ,sharing,talk the talk,

thinking things through . . . .paddle lot this last week sometimes for an hour just along beach around 4 miles . . . .been warmish ….fun…

Church ,well it always been piecemeal,

My life as l live  . . .

As a Christian, still find the Bible worthwhile, learning curve steep,about to try read again the Four witnesses,that me.Never like chorus,not much into Hymns,find spirituality in good music,maybe Dylan ,Springsteen,U2, other odd tracks.
Wish teachings of Jesus taken seriously,still believe Kingdom values will eventually be the only way.

Strangely  find myself waking often in the middle of the night gasping for breath? 
Further had issue chronically tired during the day, and often fight to stay awake,sometimes can sleep for 14 hours but most of time mixed evenings sleep.
Could be stress but expect heart issue as its pain that can wake me up.

life

It simple as that and how society changed so vulnerable,poor,lost in spirit get little actually l get no relief nor support.
WATCHED SOME TV last evening politic show called `any Questions`...fast forwarded many questions and answers...but slight intrigue around question of suicide and mental health in young people.
There was talk about health service cutbacks, well being,but Little or Nothing about emotional literacy and the need to listen!
Emotional literacy and the need to talk.
Emotional literacy and self acceptance
lot to be said around hopelessness in our hopeless society.

life

it was my life ..now no longer

it was my life ..now no longer

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

someone somewhere wants to encourage and equip vocational pastors, kingdom practitioners who are in the trenches of ministry.

  it was my life ..now no longer

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Got chest infection some how, so best cure is MENTHOL BP CRYSTALS ,l Simply add a small number of crystals to a cup hot water ,inhale the steam. Try to use this just before I go to bed,it  help me get to sleep. For the best results,a small number of crystals does the trick.

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh  Ooh ooh ooh ooh  Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh . . 

 the phone rings...hey whats matter with you.....Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 

sometimes music comes into my head and will not leave myself....

           it was my life ..now no longer     The boxer 

I have to go ,again, even though  I’ve just come back

even if  I’m covered in blood ,blood all over me . . everywhere

that no one bothers  . to wipe off . and yet they call me . still ..the crowd cheers

the ref is impatient ..my opponent awaits me .I feel deadened

every voice is far away  .and yet I hear ..I know 

that this is the moment  ..that I have to go ..it’s my job ..at first I liked it

I couldn’t stop ..it was my life ..now no longer  ..I’m exhausted

worn out ..I’m in pieces ..how long  ..can my body last?

how many of those punches ..can it take? ..night is falling ..I feel it falling quickly on me

my powers weaken..death will come..and be..the fatal wound..for me

the final defeat.               it was my life ..now no longer

LETS BE CLEAR ABOUT THIS. .. . . . . .

Jodie Chesney was an entirely blameless individual who got caught up in some quarrel between drug dealers,  . . sitting in a park, not even late with friends,,,that was her crime.
This young beautiful human person was just experiencing  life Jodie had been sitting on a bench table with her back to the two males coming towards her. this was a wicked.foul,despicable act...l know you will struggle with my comments now, typical MALE, black ,and eastern European behaviour.

They made no noise and Jodie would neither have seen nor heard them approaching her.
they killed her, then quietly, laughing, congratulating each other with `Fist Bumps` drove away...happy

" her murder was the terrible but predictable consequence of an all-too casual approach to the carrying – and using – of knives.”

but it sounds really challenging 

it also the result of immigration control 

and liberal experiment that gone wrong.

BUT we not allowed to discuss nor share a view...

unless we get accuse of being racist.But most,

yes most of knife crimes are Black on black,

 secondly Black on white females...seldom white.

But very occasional it is white perpetrator led.

Something gone wrong in society that prevents open honest discussion.

SADLY IT YOUNG LIFE THAT ARE LOST

Some days are Diamonds....some days are rust. . . . .Is that true?
 just  Life, that all that happening  Life

How are we doing? `Well you know sometimes it does not make sense...most of the time it does, its fine.

`You know sometimes Christianity does not make sense...of course other time`s it does,that fine.Allowed some crisis of faith will be difficult, but learning how valuable such experience can be for all of us,Should shape own better future.

Feel Hull city are going down..relegation.

my home town team cause me so much distress....in front of the lowest attendance recorded for a league game 10,069 – Hull City were again to kind for own good.

Despite overturning an early deficit to lead for the best part of an hour through the goals of Jarrod Bowen and Kamil Grosicki, Tigers lacked the defensive strength to see the job through.Against lowly Wigan Tuesday see us travelling to another poor performer in Luton. But l feel we are not going to perform any better.See little change with present tactics.

In fact feel Hull city are going down..relegation.

Anyway onto some interesting theology...deconstructing is a buzz word in Christian community.I feel it all about faith and wrestling with doubt not about faith and losing the same.

we should always question,discuss,share,develop Ideas and work on the process of life we live...does that make sense.

No one is complete package true,none argue with that...but often many are not concerned when Question.Like why do some people only acknowledge Christian muzic...

What is a Christian film..(there is not such thing)...there is a subculture of exploitation and propaganda called `Christian this and Christian that.Curve balls are something odd few in my Church community do not allow.It has to be like this

`how are you`...blessed beyond measure...

Oh you look destitute and poor, struggling finical and impoverished...Oh no blessed beyond measure...But that not true you do not interact with others. diet poor...have no relationships...everything falling down...Oh no blessed beyond measure...You see it a lie, it dishonouring to God and others witness unloving creator.You see we need to question be concerned speak into situation if it not working...That’s faith.Faith is doubt and belief.It has to be honest or it not worth owning, nor should it be presentable to others...`How you doing? 

`Well you know sometimes it does not make sense...most of the time it does, its fine.

I am low risk..well my home in coastal area

Well eggs chase the bacon around the frying pan. . .
Me feel tired sleep too much. . .Heart failure does this. .
Life in my Northern seaside town. .
Sense of isolation
Erosion taking place.Homes at risk will fall into one of three categories

• Imminent risk: the distance between the property and the cliff edge is less than the maximum cliff loss ever recorded locally.
• Higher risk: the property is estimated to be at risk by 2025, rather than imminently; the distance between the property and the cliff edge exceeds the maximum cliff loss ever recorded locally.
• Lower risk: the property is estimated to be at risk between 2025 and 2055

yes its me and DIY so ....OK laugh

A dado rail is a wooden moulded rail that runs around a room at waist height. They are often painted the same colour as the skirting board and architrave.
hmmmmmmm

so we gather here today and prayer for those living in...around...and near to K.W, as he attempts some D.I.Y...
oh lord hear our prayers.

could look away ..

There this song from Iggy POP ...he not really a hit thing more of a guardian cultural BBC darlin`

 . . .best remembered for a hit  . .`walk on the wild side`

The song words below are about sexual relationship between man in 30`s and 13 year old girl...apparently pretty common in 80`s with John Peel also being criticised by #METOO  movement.

Marrying a young person who he says Family lied about her age

So now that I'm straight, I'm settled, too
I eat and I sleep and I work like you
Look away
Look away
Sable had a baby back at her folks'
Me, I went straight and serious, too
There wasn't much else that I could do
Look away
Look away
Now Thunder and me did not part friends
What we did once, I wouldn't do again
So he stayed with the pure dream and followed the moon
'Til the drugs in his body made his mind a cartoon
I got lots of feelings, but I hold them down
That's a way I cope with this shitty town
Look away
Look away

Me pretty naive but seams to me we do not forgive...almost got me returning to that `old chestnut` of how our society. Forgotten civil `Christian virtues `like forgiveness...often dragging up previous behaviour and seeking to punish.

EXAMPLE... at night Radio 1 became a white desert. It became 'intelligent'. That is, it became male, hippy and smelly - it became John Peel.

Sometimes it feels like he not Loving. That it sometimes feels like that.

Get up most mornings,walk, like part of what modern people or thinkers call,` well being`....walk, pray, explore the views.
Try hard to think what kind of a mood am l in ?...what day will it be?...try also end the day same kind of venture...walk reflect

Sun arises every day, Even in Bitter winds, cold, walk ,meditation and prayer. Tomorrow will volunteer at Charity shop…meet kind nice people and engage with them. Wonder as always when will employment arrive, when will God hear prayers will finical hardship remain?
Psalms, (smash hits of the Bible),129- is about, often Psalms are .“From my youth; from the time that l was  young person sought GOD.”
That there . . . that is me..Seeking, knowing God, as young person. Making statements about Faith
The fact that God is good is fundamental to all that He is and does.
We know that God is love.

 (1 John 4:8 and 4:16), that love is an expression of His goodness.
Sometimes it feels like God not Loving.
That's it, sometimes how it feels.

FAITH...IMAGES ...LAW

I have climbed the highest mountains
I have run through the fields
I have run I have crawled

I have scaled these city walls These city walls

I have kissed honey lips

Felt the healing in the fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire

I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone

I believe in the Kingdom come

Then all the colours will bleed into one

l still haven`t found what l am looking for U2.....song about a person and the faith journey they are on . .They still got so much to discover in the journey but this they have found,`they believe in the kingdom come and the person who came`.

The Others (lost).. have not searched and found no interest in Christianity...simply In 2019 they are not searching.The Church, those of the Christian community must accept that many no longer looking at our faith! Modern life prevents many from engaging with spiritual ,They are not leaving Faith or rejecting message nor are they rejecting Christian faith.

they  . . .(the many) are simply not engaging.

‘SOMEWHERE plus one 

personTO BELIEVE IN’ 

In the UK, two-fifths of older people in Britain say that TV ,is their main form of company and more than half of all people aged 75 , live alone.

Mother Teresa once remarked: ‘Being unwanted, unloved, uncared for, forgotten by everybody, I think that is a much greater hunger, a much greater poverty than the person who has nothing to eat.’ so many looking towards God in the corner

for guidance,support,direction, solace,comfort....we live in awkward place...the present its uncomfortable ,not a nice place UK funny time to be hanging around in New millennium?,2000 which spans the age arrived uncomfortably at.

Meanwhile some images from Hull in last few days ,

Hull one letter from Hell and the UK city of culture.

My home town birthplace.

Normal city centre dinner time, get frequent

images and sights. Suddenly lot of police seldom appears the correct response.

Never understood why strategy, flood area with cars, often with solo driver in uniform . . . . Sometimes see several Police cars going to an incident,

 Sirens screaming one person in car.

Their are far too many

Police TV programs 

super hero`s going into

 battle outcomes

 embarrassing....

does nothing 

really for image of Police force 

Days when` hill street blues` music would play as Police buddies went about communicating and addressing issues as a team, long disappeared ,it not just a critical, system does not address criminal activity ,when l was in Roumania a lady stolen a chicken she got three years.everyone knew and appeared `fearful` of offending the system or breaking its laws.