Sometimes it feels like he not Loving. That it sometimes feels like that.

Get up most mornings,walk, like part of what modern people or thinkers call,` well being`....walk, pray, explore the views.
Try hard to think what kind of a mood am l in ?...what day will it be?...try also end the day same kind of venture...walk reflect

Sun arises every day, Even in Bitter winds, cold, walk ,meditation and prayer. Tomorrow will volunteer at Charity shop…meet kind nice people and engage with them. Wonder as always when will employment arrive, when will God hear prayers will finical hardship remain?
Psalms, (smash hits of the Bible),129- is about, often Psalms are .“From my youth; from the time that l was  young person sought GOD.”
That there . . . that is me..Seeking, knowing God, as young person. Making statements about Faith
The fact that God is good is fundamental to all that He is and does.
We know that God is love.

 (1 John 4:8 and 4:16), that love is an expression of His goodness.
Sometimes it feels like God not Loving.
That's it, sometimes how it feels.