`Worship` not the thing you do for one hour on a Sunday.

Many Churches , people who follow Jesus, try to gather as a whole congregation, once a week, Further in smaller groups in order , they feel can be equipped to live out this Faith as a scattered community. In somewhat various contexts throughout rest of that week. 

Churches should l believe. exist to see `kingdom of Jesus`, those ethics ,principles, practice, transform the communities in which faith holders, live, leisurely pursuits , develop Holistically, educationally grow and develop.

That is `Worship` not the thing you do for one hour on a Sunday.

Talking about churches.

Hull City owner Acun Ilicali has sacked head coach Shota Arveladze ahead of Friday night's home game with Luton Town at the MKM Stadium.

Arveladze had been given a shock reprieve after the 3-0 defeat at Swansea City prior to the international break and was expected to be given time to arrest the slide that had seen City lose their last four games in a row including that drubbing in South Wales, but on the eve of the clash with the Hatters, the Tigers owner opted to make a change.

"During the international break, we had a number of meetings with Shota to discuss the direction of the team and the future of the club," Ilicali said in a statement. "As these meetings went on, it became clear our views weren't aligned so we have made the decision to part ways.

I try to follow Jesus

The reason my faith is important is really
Best summed up l suppose!
In two words, one request.
Follow me.
I felt something that never been able
To express well enough.
Emotional it was a feeling
But life journey gone on since that moment.
So it more than a feeling.
Jesus and me, it's a relationship

Part of Kevin W. DNA

The story of me,

It sounds far fetched perhaps foolish to you. But as l write,

repeat again this, l stand on this

He said Follow me. To Jesus l said 

I will follow.

 

”Can you negotiate from a position of weakness. ”

Gov uk ,figures squeezed out of DWP in response to a parliamentary question have proved the DWP’s  agents are full of Lier`s.

They show that in 2021 the reasons claimants won their PIP appeal were:

• New written evidence provided at the hearing: 1%
• Cogent oral evidence: 32%
• Reached a different conclusion on substantially the same facts: 59%
• Other: 7%

So, new evidence is actually extraordinarily rare.

But the truth is, the DWP don’t really care how many appeals they lose, because it still saves them a fortune. 

is this what we have become Society that defeats the vulnerable and poorest ,GOV UK  lie to do it.

We need a Omer from the TV series The Wire.

"This character has stuck with myself even when,( though actor sadly passed over). TV series long gone.

Why?

like you and me, the Wire`s popular storyline with contradictions and quirks come straight from real life.

Plus , big for Kevin W. l felt he brought a sense of justice, further there was something of the streets in both the Actor and the character" . .

Place that's 'one hell of a tester'.

 What do you think when see this image

Do you see warm climate

Sea you swim in, or have crazy water adventure.

Place of peace serinty.

Enjoyment, investment, safety.

Where is this place?

How have your sights transmitted warm and other emotional thoughts.

It's a grim northern town with dirty River running through the city.

Forgotten place. Cold place. Chilly when image captured around 12 degree's.

 It's one letter from Hell.

East Yorkshire. My home town.

It's a hell of a tester, to survive there.

FEELING MESSAGES BEING TRANSMITTED ARE NOT GOOD FOR ALL

 

been asked this today

what shifts do you see happening across the globe right now. Is it that we’re seeing ever extreme polarisation , would you say that communication via social media heightening our awareness to issues that have been there all along?

My response is that social media does two things equally and its down to the transmitter of the message, tells us more truth. Or we get more lies some to paddle dangerous messages. Some just mislead, some transmit falsehoods knowingly.

BEEN SEEING THIS AROUND TODAY

'Fracking is dangerous, it's bad for the planet... It won't even reduce our bills and with Labour it will not happen.' Shadow Chancellor Rachel Reeves speaks at the Labour conference in Liverpool about the party's aims to invest 'in solar, in wind, in hydrogen and nuclear'.

WHILE the rest of the UK struggle with real issues and difficult life`s affecting decisions, Labour party invests in itself, Become a parody of what is going on in the country.

Senselessness of not being a responsible opposition to a hard right wing leaning Government.

BEEN FEELING LITTLE LIKE THIS

Carrying a weight cannot shake off.

help been given costing me in time health economy well being.

due to illness cannot do all required.

Getting little, sometimes no period to self.

the system of support failed.

local resources are none existent, But then l should imagine what is it like to be so shackled by system that robs you tortures your for being self.

Are we becoming that society.?

Are others trying to impose a way of being that`s not better, not different, not helping not enabling improvement.

Protesters have clashed with police outside the Iranian embassy in London as they call for an end to the Islamic Republic of Iran.

Alone not lonly

Starting this week with difficult decisions.
Different issues , anxiety disorders and very hard choices.
Some are not listening.
Powerlessness is place stuck in.
But not a good place to exist, nor develop.
Fears about future.

Limited capacity.
Limited opportunity.
LIFE

How to understand Budget 23 Sept 2022

how to understand todays budget very simply

if your Rich and better off WIPPEEEE,

If your in the group collectively known as `The poor.`

Gonna get lot worse, for long time.. 

Chilly not just the weather.

The weather person on TV today said Rain is on the way. Going to be Feeling more chilly.
Chill, is not just what`s in the forecast.
Also the Mood of the moment, `Chill `is period we are experiencing a response to current issues.

Feel it in people's expression, one displayed on masks cannot remove.
Because fo the faith l hold so Dear, I am supposed to bring hope.
I am sorry not reflecting much like this to others today. 

LIFE stinks l thought should hide such emotion.
But that not honest. Not true.
When get out of this Chilly mood.
A better me, will reflect more.
But ill health, DWP threats, LIFE has to shared even when it's too hard.
We will pass through this. We will!

Into each life some rain must fall.

God hear our cry, hear us when we call to you. 

Do not turn away. 

its not a pick the book up, looking for a happy ending. Its life, it stinks sometimes.

 

Sat here,

waiting for a call.

phoned them  . .

It was an 

Authority, claimed 

rang me 15-05.

Authority, claimed 

rang me 15-20

Authority, claimed 

rang me 15-30.

This has huge implications.

Its now my word against them.

Who do you think is going to come out on top?

This is not a Victor Canning Novel, its not a `pick the book up`

moment to reread, remain looking for a happy ending.

lts critical stuff, neither is it the first time had issue with Authority nor issue with my Phone not getting calls.

Its another of those `God forsaken situations` where again l wonder.

 When, it feels like, God needs to stop `hiding in some desert`, Enable us further explore ways to gather some support. Maybe to breathe, grasp better meaning these LIFE events.

"I Lord cannot keep faith when the stock of goodness is bankrupt. That`s not faithless its showing Faith not working."

So Hear me, bend your ear to myself . . .

sometimes l wonder. Wonder l do.

Local culture toxic

Time to return normal gathering.

Everyday stuff of Life.

Here Rural environment is Educational , Skills, literate poor. lot of economic poverty, Poor health very evident, so is fraudulent behaviour. Awful to acknowledge but having slight debate around those, `Who live better because crime pay's.`

There are some whose behaviour l don't favour.

Wrestling why dislike them, how my tolerance towards them is so small.

See such people in each community, l have lived ,worked among.

Children suffer, families don't develop, wider society pay's a considerable price also.

TV sets, cable company dialogue, fashionable clothing, dodgy haircuts, odd names, cheap jewellery, hair styles, cheaper perfumes. 

Make often threats to those older more infirm.

Whole town knows of their deeds. Many try to Keep away.

 But whole area is affected.

Toxic people lack self-respect.

Low in any kind of spiritualty, any belief systems, These people exist for purposes of self.

We must gather more often.

 I thank God for your phone call

I thank God for that message.

Thank the Lord as you made efforts to communicate.

Need to gather information, sharing connections.

Meet you more regularly

Learn again for we losing Social cohesion.

Society not missing you nor me.

But Society requires our discussion.

Our disagreement with each other.

Swop picture cards, listen to Vinyl.

Exchanging views on films.

Praying

Listening

Talking

Eating

This is farewell for the present

 

Services not doing what they Should nor what they must legally.

What's on your mind ?

How are you feeling?

In what ways are the issues that you face, becoming more difficult?

Look hard into the mirror, What happening to the person Infront of you!

Are they coping?

Is the support structure expected, still evident.

FRIDAY

In the UK whole country again closed down.

New disabilities minister.

Smith was only appointed to the post of Minister for Disabled People, Health and Work in September 2021. 

 Her voting record on benefits is as might be expected. She has never voted in favour of paying higher benefits to sick and disabled claimants and, when she has been present to vote, always voted for reductions in spending on welfare benefits.

Explore the issue further,got no affinity with the issues faced by those not so abled.

Lacks understanding of the concerns of vulnerable people who are not comfortable with

Life.

Presently so many services not doing what the Law states they  Should do.

Nor are, many in fact most services, Doing What the Law states  Must do.

We were educated to understand social policy ,the laws governing work in Community youth work practices.

It was not a bonus to grasp importance of legal provision.

Educated into our mindsets, affected relationships.

Networking was about gathering others who were in the social provision.

We met to share issues.Discuss and build into our practice network of similar minded people, who met to improve the quality of life experienced by client group.

Social cohesion if at all in existence presently, certainly not evident.

Not achieving much for vulnerable.

We had a Dream

To change individuals

Build community

Make kingdom values a part of Society.

Strange glue holding society presently.

Feelings can't be placed into a box.

With lid placed firmly inside.

To be opened later

When your feeling more comfortable

So how you feeling today?

Sorry.

There a strange glue holding moments 

at present, as yet another similar event is being handled chaotically.

Brexit , COVID, War in Ukraine, inflation ,Energy crisis,Death of her Majesty.

Who is in power?

Whose making these decisions?

Why are we not invited to partake in the discussion.!

Asking genuinely ,striving to understand how such LIFE experiences 

have become so emotional challenging.

Many people's emotional intelligence has been damaged.

HOW and WHEN.

Am l measuring up

what values make me different?

What ethical standards

Suggest l know better way of being?

How can l display the option to follow that way?

Do l measure up.

Do l behave in way that attracts you to want ,maybe at least to

Examine any claims to be in a different,a better, more valuable way of being?

Today in UK, in our country, l going to suggest we have placed in Westminster abbey a leader who suggested a better ,different way of being.A person who decided to follow Jesus way of living.

Hope you can see that light in way l try to live, love, perform and process Life.

If give people opportunity voice views, might have the wrong ones. Especially outsiders like me.

 The nights are already starting to draw in, we call it that as house  plus street lights come on earlier, 

Locally also quaintly call this period `Drawing in` However as previous 2022 still hot around 27% in evening. so its end of long hot very hot summer.  

Last few days of freedom, sat with Son in his `wheel chair `on promenade before the Autumn suggest that is too difficult.

My health is threatening, slow heart beat, tiredness lethargy , another major operation is coming.

Anyway took some flowers to that grave in my heart, just to show l miss someone. Today felt a chill, loved it.

     In the distant hills there a low great valley cut by a muddy stream.
       Here there is cold, birds shrills ,soft green straw coulered pasture lie, Haystacks gathered, the kind wind blows gently, but warm breeze fans coloured flowers.
 In my soul, here I feel, enjoy, being alone.
If any love me, then you will understand, l like to be alone also.

Dear broadcasters: A little less monarchy, a little more Ukraine please.

3:14 PM · Sep 12, 2022
from South East, 

Serpicoserpico
@spiritodelarue
A little more anything but monarchy please. 
BBC further other media, have really misread mood of the nation. ENOUGH.

If you give people opportunity to voice opinions, concerns, views, likes and dislike's ,they might have the wrong ones.

Especially those outsiders like me.

Pay them respectfully

 Listen! The wages of the laborers who mowed your fields, which you kept back by fraud, cry out, and the cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord of hosts”(5:4). 

Odd who is listening, are we? Am l..what can be done.

Theft pay occurs when` activating low money paid`, 

long hours, periods without break.

What about Volunteering?

This skillfully used, to work people into doing jobs for long periods. Because looks good on CV.

When DWP Started conversation with claimants about volunteering, then knew system corrupted.

Low skilled part time employees, often guilt tripped into this process.

Often these group have least, support legally, breaks, safety Other aspects employment laws, Clocking on and everyday rights.

Social construction allows these practices.

Need to be mindful of the way allow low paid and least paid to serve our society.

Otherwise open to exploiting work force.

Volunteer experience is often backbone of service to clients in Youth, Churches, pastoral services.

Good management is crucial.

At the moment I was paddling. .

God said, this remarkable day is just for you to know that l can,
l will, we should keep getting to know each other.

 

We have become a less caring society. This construction come about has we have become also less Faith evident!

How come when you’re a soldier in the king’s army. 

At night, you say to yourself, young Kevin ,well someday. 
All of us will go walking. All of us go talking. 

We will all go having a cuppa and a chat.

We may gossip a story. 

 A walking along cliff edge of life story. 
A walking out of the period we are in kinda story. 

A Journey with Lord Jesus story. 

You’re a soldier in the king’s army. 

These (see below),are indicators of peoples conditions when asking for support with disabilities 

It includes percentage of Percentage of all assessments.

As is evident with now leader of this government. We have become a less caring society.

this construction come about has we have become also less Faith evident, less Christian resilience.I would add become more WOKE.Meaning governed by agenda many do not subscribe towards. 

Psychiatric disorders

38%

Musculoskeletal disease (general)

16%

Musculoskeletal disease (regional)

11%

Neurological disease

11%

Malignant disease

6%

Respiratory disease

4%

Cardiovascular disease

3%

Endocrine disease

2%

Gastrointestinal disease

2%

Visual disease

1%

Hearing disorders

1%

Genitourinary disease

1%

The headline should read..HCFC condemn Racist toxic abuse directed at supporters, inappropriate response also criticised.

So what should been entertainment and fun, has been squashed into this issue...racism in football

Sheffield United's Kyron Gordon has spoken publicly for the first time after reporting an 'idiot' for using racist language during the second half of Sunday's Yorkshire derby with Hull City.

Gordon, who is the brother of Hull player Tyler Smith,

Player claims that he 

Just about getting warmed up in front of where Tigers fans were gathered,

forgotten to add that he was making gestures several times throughout the game to supporters of HCFC. 

The north Stand , where hull fans gathered and radio reported rude finger gesture were made and a solitery fan called something back towards the person making the gestures.

well as soon as the abuse was heard, Player forgetting his gesture's.. instantly reported the incident  Blades manager, who in turn made the  referee aware of the incident along with a member of stadium staff.

The headline should read..HCFC condemn Racist toxic abuse directed at supporters, inappropriate response also criticised. But instead it just echo chamber of inaccurate event. The cameras and some present have told another version of events. HEYHO hulllive will not investigate.

WHAT NOT BEING INVESTIAGTED..

What was the racist abuse exactly? What word(s) were used, In the echo chamber of  Wokenisum ,we don't get forgiveness grace debate discussion nor more information, everyone judges, without the facts.

WINTER is more than a season

its a feeling that darkness, with chills are arriving.

Perhaps cold may stay.

WINTER some will die.

WINTER more than a season

@spiritodelarue

Pretty sad that unelected leader of the Government, could not see the injustice, lack of fairness, nor appear to hold compassion towards the Vulnerable..

Truss on BBC yesterday, she stated the Rich will be better off, when follow her ethical standard.

Struggle with, not faith. Some of thinking around new Christianity

 The nights are already starting to draw in, we call it that as lights come on bit earlier, but this year still very warm in evening. Found ourselves heading into end of this summer.  It's a time when everyone is enjoying last few days of freedom before the Autumn.
Among description of autumn, for those of us from Hull, one letter from Hell.
Memories and images include return of Hull Fair. Soon Walton Street in Hull, will be flooded with light, colour ,sound as fairground site is brought to life. The energy, excitement, friends meeting ,gathering, odd community, walks around, smells,sights, pondering, even bit of fear, wetness, dirt, candy floss, burger, hot-dogs.
Getting wrapped up as head to wherever parked the car.

Hull city football club, Excitement, frustration,joy, being outsiders, being left out of national coverage.

Yes going to say odd community feeling we have being supporters of area detached from the Elite gathering.

Are we building something here?

Have we created a team good enough to compete!

We have this approach in Hull it like this..we don`t care its just about us V whoever.

"Don't need no Option tell me things l need to see" Eddie and the hot-rods...`Do anything wanna do`

Sometimes all our lives,

just don't make any sense at all

look up at the mountains

they can feel so big.

Recognise the wondrous remarks

of nature.

Struggle with, not faith Some new Christianity

deconstructing promotes painful arguments

just seems so small, petty not helpful

WALKING ON THROUGH LIFE

 An old man and his dog were walking along a country road,  when it suddenly occurred to the man that he had died. He remembered dying, and realized, too, that the dog had been dead for many years. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall, white arch that gleamed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother of pearl, and street that looked like pure gold

 "Excuse me, but is this heaven?" "Yes,sir," the man answered. "Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked." Of course,  Come right in, I'll have some ice water brought up." The gatekeeper gestured to his rear,The huge gate began to open. "I assume my friend can come in..."  gesturing toward his dog. The reply was, "I'm sorry, sir, we don't accept pets."

After another long walk, he reached the top of another long hill, he came to a dirt road which led through a gate. There was no fence, it looked as if the gate had never been closed, grass had grown up around it. He approached the gate, saw a man  inside, in the shade of a tree in a old chair, reading a book. . "Do you have any water?" "Yeah, sure, there's a pump over there," the man said, pointing to a place that couldn't be seen from outside "Come on in and make yourself at home." "How about my friend here?" the traveler gestured to the dog. "He's welcome too, there's a bowl by the pump," 

 "What do you call this place?" 

 "This is heaven," was the answer. "Well, that's confusing," Traveler said. "It  doesn't look like heaven,  there's another man down the road said that place was heaven." "Oh, you mean the place with the gold street and pearly gates?

 "That's hell." They screen out the people who are willing to leave their best friends behind."

Its become a sad day.

Friend lost mother grandma and wife.

Friend from Malta the crew l got to love so much..his young girlfriend passed away so very young.

l am getting another major operation.

Matthews pain levels require him to take lot of pain relief

Life is tough, its hard at times but we get through!

Be careful around 4 year olds ,Don't let them have your iPod phones, may not get them back.

 In my Life

 In your life to Quote the song.. paraphrase the song.

"You will have seen Fire , will have seen Rainy days that presume
would never end..." 

But kinda hoped, that God willing...I'd see you again.

In my life,learnt this recalled few times last few years

This too will pass...

Passing on wisdom picked up,Dance like no ones Watching  listen to music,

Discuss the Bible follow Jesus,words,example guidance.

Watch the movies, they have tonnes deep spiritual meaning ,entertainment,fun.

Re-read books.

Get sand between your feet.Walk beaches Climb cliff's.

Be careful around 4 year old,

their Honesty and wisdom can blindside you.

Kids like that.

Don't let them have your iPod phones, may not get them back.

If you do,need to ask them to replace stuff they have removed.

You will then enter an negotiation where your wallet gets hit.

Expect stuff they ordered by your credit card to start arriving soon also.

Children are the future,young people going to do well.

 All resources we present them with going to be required.

Make sure you give them your Love. 

Knowledge of God, be willing to listen to them.

They too in case it's slipped your mind, being coming through a lot, 

More episodically last 5 years.

The future belongs to them. Children l know who have now become adults are  a testament.

Music new and modern still thrills me

CD's Vinyls ..even got few tapes

Old movies plus latest TV

Wisdom of the Bible..that's where get all my life's learning from!