Prayer for last day of 2018

May God bless us in 2019

May there be discomfort at lives others have to endure .. 

Challenge to those oppressing others...

Peace to lowly in spirit...

Special blessing to those who feel they have enough stupidity ,

to believe they can change the world .

Make it a better place for others 

Amen

It was a very....very tough period

One if the most enduring features of 2018 for myself was 

Walking on cliffs of holderness it been tough unwelcome 

Period.Among toughest ever experienced l'd I'd not enjoy.

Faith journey with its reflection,

Variety,discussion and serving

Was clear support.

This excites me

There are somethings that keep me breathing,

get me so Excited,

Inspired

feeling hopeful,

Further very Keen to be out.

Glad to be alive.

Aware of God and his greatness.

                                              Focused.

"Nature that one of main reasons to be cheerful.

Simply natural world around myself"

LOVE EXPLORING OTHERS PLAY LISTS

A man was rushed to hospital after a balcony partially collapsed in Żebbuġ on Saturday morning, the police said. 

The incident happened in Triq Andre Bogdan around 11.45am. 

Witnesses said the man happened to be underneath the balcony when part of it came crashing onto the road

• a few seconds ago

Hold on, this is waiting to be approved by Times of Malta.. 

A work related incident in Malta part of the EU with all those health and safety rules.what are you suggesting that the Maltese ignore those rulings? 

some end of 2019 headlines.....

My doctor is 75 and he tells me he may not be here forever.
Guess being a doctor he correct.
Tells me reason l have to look for work is not because of my health
lets be honest they killing you ...albeit slowly
But it because of the necessary situation that they need to tax you.

He concludes "l`m 75,what do l care now about a third world country this one is becoming"...
I correct him.."the third world country we already are"..

A social worker's 'nightmare' workload forced her to quit her dream job.

“I began to experience worry and stress and found myself working weekends.”

Or Why we get the social workers we deserve, they told us about long hours ,even called it anti social work pattern now 4 cases a week and they blowing cold.

really.

HMV 'on brink of administration' Record`s store at risk.

NOW freck off this is serious ,where can we buy music it difficult enough

Film 2019 will never be, as BBC drops long-running movie show

WELL SUPPOSE NOONE CAN AFFORD THE FLICKS ANYMORE

 WHAT IS IT NOW £16-£20..

Who are this year's most influential people?

That an interesting question l suppose,well who would l have to put?

anyone associated with Brexit?

Donald Trump USA president?

my moving guy?

Kevin still misses forever angel....

except no one really cares about this little piece of forgotten news from North east coast.

                                  "one weary traveller ,

                  one weary voice, 

                         one clear statement "

Serpicoserpico‏ @spiritodelarue 3h3 hours ago

As normal returns lets recall what normal is.....lack of money,under paid,low wages,Chuggers active on high street,homeless evident,smell of cannabis.repeats on TV. Rubbish strewn streets,wet and damp.... Hull one letter from Hell

Old Christainty and hash tag ###

Been reading a lot about what they call
"New Christianity"!
Accept l don't feel there is any such thing, but we should always be open to new thinking, perhaps new interpretation of how things are.
I like exploring `such ideas` and `talking` it can be ....

• uncomfortable
• Challenge
• Hard to accept
• Open new concepts
• Help understand others
• Can be destructive
• But it always necessary , grew up around those type of faith holders.

Not frightened about my faith,only fearful about lose of faith.
It like a passion ......something hold dear......
Imagine constructed from where l was in 76, that journey important to myself
This part of the journey is vital.
Suppose if l came to faith in 1976
Then l must be "old Christian".   .except don't like such titles.

Faith journey.......that works best for myself.
If need a hash tag . . .#one Lord,One voice,one Baptism#. . .

                    ##one weary traveller ,

                  one weary voice, 

                          one clear statement##

Ha ha ha ha ha 

It would be fine with me pt2

It would be fine with myself

If we all helped another

We did not eat so much

Nor drank so much

It would be fine with myself if could walk today

Enjoy the coast or country side today

It would be fine with me to feel more blessed

Never been moneytrie rich
 not keen on the . . . "well your rich in other ways"

never brings home the bacon does it!
 ...that "rich in other ways"....

So when you ready Lord.....
like a bit of that money rich pattern...
Amen

That would be fine with me.

Christmas eve observation

Based on own observations actually Glad to state that shops are pretty empty,

Not lot on the shelves.
 Less people around then might imagine, means footfalls down....

Sale`s are on ..... No bargains....
It telling us something which most of us know.

Very little real money around among the poorest areas.

Family's along with whole community's are struggling.

Struggle Christchaosmass does little to change that.

My own reflection sad, really less religion evident,such 

lack of spirituality. despite chance for many to look deeper.

                                    Look Deeper

Christchaosmass

Serpicoserpico‏ @spiritodelarue 11s12 seconds ago

Hope whatever happening at this time people find peace, some stillness, and perhaps a little silence. May be tough for some of you, but can be sure it get better. PEACE to all at this Christchaosmass period

Christchaosmass

a new word for this period

break it down... Christ ,the reason for the season

Chaos ...what we bring

Mass the many who chase the Chaos and ignore the Christ

Frightened and confused?

SConfused’

New schools’ guidance : “Trans boys and men and non-binary people may have periods” and “menstruation must be inclusive of all genders”.

 “language and learning about periods is inclusive of all genders”, before suggesting teachers use the phrase, “girls and women and others who have periods”.

Sanitary-product bins must also be provided in male as well as female toilets.

Confused’

adults appear to be getting younger `Santa stop here `where their are only Adults living

Secret Santa at work why? Followed by the arguments and disappointments.

Because we do not want to miss out.

Confused’

People out getting food in at 6 this morning, openly stating most of this will go in the bin, hassled and chaos, wasted money, time and effort.

WHY?

Confused’

That’s what Jesus said, eight times in the New Testament: “Be not afraid.” In fact, “do not be afraid” is a very often repeated commandment,if you look at the whole Bible, searching should find 365 scriptures ,(1 for each day of year),that command us to not fear or be afraid in reaction to issues we face,people, plus events around us. 

That’s enough to enable us to Question,why do we live in fear?

What are we so frightened?

When was last time heard a sermon on  . . 'do not be afraid?'

WARNING . .WARNING

Don't forget to get enough food for thirty days

This weekend as shops close for 12 hours

it would be...fine with me if....

Very pleased Tories decided they like women. Perhaps its a fine time to reopen women's refuges, get rid of the rape clause, fine with me if stop discriminating against WASPI women and reinstate the domestic violence legislation they filibustered last year,further real fine with likes of me reopen youth clubs where young girls were taught values,young men taught to value opposite sex.also they support the Rotherham women abused by Muslim men.

It would be fine also if Corbyn could stop lieing about his own morals and values.

Those authority figures could stop the damage, being done by awful universal credit system,
The vulnerable on benefit could be supported, encouraged, into paid work and decent contracts.

When unable to find work, the system would be able offer them all the support, tailored services they need.

Would it be good if we could invest sometime in looking at the words of Jesus.

well this awful year one that best forgotten is coming to an end,been a challenge and that putting it pretty conservative.

It would be fine with me to wake up tomorrow in a place that not here. It would be fine with me to be in a place of sun,rich conversations,economic well being,perhaps a better day health wise and nice swim in beautiful pool.

It would be fine with me to begin the day silence,prayed and spoke to God.

It would be fine with me to go sleep tonite fully acknowledging God turned his ear toward myself.

Sit, chill, let hassle and chaos leave.

The pace love to move,hence slowing down. Christmas/Advent …means can give quiet, steady witness to values like attentiveness…reflection,type of stillness ,being patience, receptivity, practice active listening .. This allows and enables myself to make real,perhaps meaningful connections with people, nature, work, art, with The reason for this season....God.
Ask deep questions
Get concerned about others place hassle and worries at top of all that they are doing.
Need to pull away .
Sit Chill watch and wait.

What would you say is the worst view in the world  How about   The wall in Israel          Which has an hotel so to explore the concerns and issues      Worst view in the world  . . . ..well maybe,pretty close

"Travel - the art of journeying a thousand miles to be fascinated by the things we'd ignore at home"

hull one letter from hell pt 5

“I’m not even sure if there has been a serious offer to buy the club recently but we certainly haven’t been approached by any potential buyer to find out what the situation is with the stadium, the lease or any land issues."

Statement from Hull city council about issues relating to take over stalling at KCOM stadium 

Relationship around home town football clud are fractious at best 

Money came into football around 30 years ago

 No longer can we call the game beautiful

Behaviour

Desire

Nature

Purpose 

All changed . .  It became something for the Rich and elite

Sense of community and belonging altered,

Working class got signposted away.

It`s NOT Most wonderful time

As a 'follower of Jesus' cannot find anything in scripture nor the Bible collection of books that point towards Christians getting involved in this seasonal chaos.

Fool me to look for meaning.

chloe westley‏ @LowTaxChloe

In the pursuit of “equality”, modern feminism has sought to praise certain pursuits over others, and to demonise motherhood and femininity. But I don’t believe that women’s choices should be sacrificed on the altar of gender equality.

FAR POINT ALONG WITH ISSUES AROUND POVERTY, HOUSING, GENDER APPROPRIATE, AND SAME SEX RELATIONSHIPS.
these are the among issue we ignoring due to BREXIT all its shame and war-faring attitudes

Humbugs and ass

Be humble,
Show mercy,
Love God.
Love one another, 
Follow Jesus.

That about it ..rest of the stuff needs more working through and lot more time to explain

Well it's the party season and love staying away from all the chaos. 

The noise, expenses, and the childish behaviour.

Adults getting more determined to hold onto childish beliefs and behaviour.

Santa for adults? 

But actually glad that Christ is not evident this time of the year as it so false!

Anyway bah humbug 

Evangelical theology is itself a product of culture, 
not some pure, unimpeachable exception to it

Just in case you were unsure

Something else l didn't know 

BEECH LIFE

Always had well, what can only describe as `feeling`

more like some place drift towards.

That the coast ,the beach.

Walking along sand ,dodging waves.

Cups of teas in pleasant cafes.

Its in my DNA my soul.

Someone stated that cliff top walking was risky
it was better along the waters edge.
But the views from cliffs are better, even if it harder to climb up to that view.
Truth is rural coastal community's, are hard places to live, because rest of Authority don't expand effort or time to support these communities. The many exist there blighted and awaiting springs return.

Feeling green and envious

TALKING ABOUT MY LOCAL AND HOME TOWN FOOTBALL CLUB

“I’d like to look at the long-term view and how we can put the plan in place to make sure we’ve got a pathway of players coming through and a way to playing for the supporters,” “In the last year we’ve just been firefighting, trying to scramble results.

“But we’ve put really good things in place behind the scenes for us to move forward as a club."

It bit like how my life feels this year. Lots of my mates are in Malta  so hearing from ,Johnny .john Mac, Vicenza, and PP, fills me with envy and jealousy.

Moving into a studio flat and struggling with tonne of health and economic issues.

So challenge the Lord....get me away from here to a better place, a more prospers place.

Does that sound like testing, prosperity ministry, just meant as a prayer request this place is not where l want to be.

My Doctor is 75 and he does not hold back, he says the ..

”NHS is like this country a third world place “.

Perhaps the best result we can hope for is like the events in France

Violent civil unrest...you know what as way forward l pretty keen for that here.

“the true meaning of Christmas – in amongst the giving of presents and the coming together as families – the essence of Christmas is obviously the birth of Jesus.”

Too Damm old to be journeying

Getting to old for the journey,faith stable but lacking growth.

feel too many unanswered prayers.

But as l deconstruct still wanting to place the Christianity 

alongside culture l am placed.

Physically not strong

Mind more active

Faith relevant

But some don't want to wrestle with bigger questions

Questions we should reflect on for longer

Some people faith is about having the answers

Treasure the Questions

Are podcasts an art form?

One of my educational joys is listening to podcast

Nomad is my No 1

Premier Unbelievable 

Oasis Chalke talks 

Listen to odd podcast by others,when directed,but these are very frequent several times a month.

Also return To the format when requiring more information,advice,encouragement,further knowledge

In one form it's replace church for myself

But it not same as community of people

However in the age we are in....it actually better for awkward sorts like myself.

mercy me

I am free, I can see, 
and I'm who I want to be
Mercy me, mercy me,
 mercy me

Kitchen thoughts December 2018

Standing in my kitchen, thinking about this life
How some men end up all alone, kinda wondered what done

some men take a wife,forever kinda of Angel.
How old men get discouraged ,though trying not to be

Smile and loads of humour will make life feel better.

Know some young men go astray,truth be perhaps l did?
They say '"for every sinful thing we do somehow we will pay'".

If that the case gotta ask could grace get in the way?

When get up reach for my Bible, pages fall onto the floor
It's an old one that had a while, been used many times before
It's been with me since youthwork days, I was saved in '76
if look back at my troubled life,give thanks
 That made it through.

Love have been lost, work got dried up, heart failing,
But here l stand 
Grew up Hull city ,around the city centre pretty rough neighbourhood
Where if They'd try beat me up

Had to be real bad, because l could mix it with the best 

due to large family ,friend,s and my faith was mainly good

This boy came through those times,

experiencing in different ways lot of love.
For all those girls and boys who tried knock me down.

You did what had to do.

But those in authority had no call for what they did.

Still they try to muzzles those who speak on Kingdom values.

Each time that we speak up.

To that someone special who knows just who they are
I pray someday We will meet again 

In a time not so far away,

we'll be standing on sacred ground

I am free, I can see, and I'm who I want to be

Mercy me, mercy me, mercy me

Anywhere. . .but at present

Anywhere but here at present,
Wow friends and some family can be challenge even when doing the right thing
Relationships are most difficult thing to handle.

Try hard to explore other people's view

Avoid Difficult conversations
Do not use Raised voices
Or make false Allegations
Accusations
Followed by threats . . unhelpful.

Perhaps prayers should focus on ,that others find peace

Understanding

Compassion

Grace

Economic well being

Spiritual growth

We need in buckets full lot of all of the above

We need in buckets full lot of all of the above

A GOOD TOPIC OR NOT

Poverty is a good topic for TV and discussion it not good to be experiencing.

                                           
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We believe that everyone has the potential to grow, learn and make choices;
communicate in an authentic and confident way that blends support of challenge;
We are here to embrace change even when it is complex and uncomfortable;
So treat each other and those you support as individuals however difficult and challenging;
Do you think better outcomes happen by encouraging ideas and new thinking;
                         ???????

Poverty is a good source for TV and discussion it not good to beexperianceing

Unlike other types of muscle, our heart does not have the natural ability to repair itself. When someone has a problem with this area of Heart, huge muscle becomes damaged and scar tissue forms. This scar tissue stops the heart from contracting properly, making it harder for the heart to pump blood around the body. This loss of pumping ability is called Heart failure....

That me 

It how l live

Struggle

Survive

Still it fine, just limits myself further can't get officials to accept this or change my efforts

It's life

It's kinda of who l am

Cannot change that heart failure is what it is.

This looks interesting....but what a comment!Life struggles on,this is the same company that brought us '"Broken'" what a series Poverty is not a topic,relegated to a good source for TV .with discussion forums.  It not good to be experiencing