Apr 27, 2014

When you first begin your journey
Your not sure of who you are
The lessons that your learning they don't seam to take you far

Footie stckers and the old school yard



old and young engaged in safe enviroment
no abuse going on here not like in school
always a dangerous place for me and my mates when
we were aged between 11 -15 danger
from the teachers bullys and awful 

Do you remember when life was simpler
Days went on for longer
there was not so many distractions
people stopped and took time with each other
Schoolyard was were you learn`t about love girls football traded football stickers that cost you all your pocket money





having loads of brothers we all traded in house first
brother Phil usually got everybodies



 

Apr 24, 2014


truth is been better

So they ask how you feeling
Been better
Truth is l prayed hard the other evening
I don't forget
Not what prayed
True like for others with me
 there is unanswered prayer
More then that
Been answered prayer



Sometimes you have to take a moment
Take in the picture
Watch the sun go down
The world starts too awake
The ports come alive with the ebb plus flow of human traffic
Crossing between two Islands
The world has began this day for me travel
But today it just easy
Traveling on a holiday path
Still in my heart ,she is here with myself. like once before
Very soon l think, have to go ahead like a visit
Soon after l hope to meet again

When you first begin your journey 
Your not sure of who you are
The lessons that your learning they don't seam to take you far

I hope and I pray that l see you in heaven

Apr 23, 2014

Apr 21, 2014

So sick being sick.

Really terrible evening last nite

So very I'll.

Sick, very poorly

Prayed got up,

Went to bed,

Got up.

Etc.......................

Hate being ill.

Apr 20, 2014

The history event that cannot be repeated

once
Once
No more can this be achieved
You've either got faith
Or you got
Disbelief

There is no nuteral ground

Apr 19, 2014

Sundays coming soon

low in the grave he lies
descending to Hades to bring out
those captured
before Easter day Sunday`s coming the fight has been won
oh death where is your sting
oh grave the victory

Many do not know the story of Christain king and the events of Easter here in Malta Crucifixation and resseraction is acted out with excitment, reflection. The events understood ,retold, accepted ,Faith is alive evident in ethics, morals, life syle ,of the people all over the Island.
What a sad contrast to England where today many will not have even bothered to pause or reflect
as they shop ..go to footall..go on with not a moments to ponder anew at the greatest story ever told the true events of Easter




                sat in the back of Church 

The old lady sits not knowing she is a saint

Because. The image we have of saints and angels is not true

Concretefaith is what she has displayed to her family

Neighbours

Community

she is not alone

Justice goodness humility have been the issues she has brought to her creator

Year after year

From when she was a young intent girl

Whose family left this Island and travelled to see k better life

Concrete has been her faith like many days she returns to Church topray

               Now she sits grey haired bodie bent time has past but her concrete faith remains

Apr 18, 2014

Easter a very special day
To reflect
Be prepared to think a bit deeper
The big issues
When love conquered the great divide
Like you
I was  there when they crucified The Lord
But like
You
I can be part of love ongoing in its working out
How to further conquer the great divides

Apr 16, 2014

Sundays coming

War Makers have their hay day on Friday
But Sundays coming
Sundays coming
They all sat down to share food eat
One was to leave early to betray him
Sundays coming
They sat ate food
Soon one would denied have nothing to do with him
He was also from the north
His accent gave him away
Sundays was coming
But then it was Friday
A bad Friday
Women were present
The family 
Mates
Friends
A community
Sundays coming
Then was Friday
Sundays coming

Apr 14, 2014

Though your dreams be tossed, and blown.



When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
There's a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of the lark
Walk on, through the wind
Walk on, through the rain
Though your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone

        "Common sense going  another”

GREG DYKE WHAT A DICKHEAD

So Greg dyke thinks we need to keep using Wembley stadium for FA cup semi because the ground needs to be paid for. Despite the fact that yesterday hundreds of thousands had to travel from Yorkshire for a semi final between 2 Yorkshire teams also the match was not on any TV station that was not pay to view.
this dyke is he a real Dyke or just using the name for some Political reason is so out of touch with reality in every position he has held constantly shows he does not know anything about the subject, football, the Hillsboro incident, Telly, so l have to ask, how does someone so out of touch get to be in top position?
“World going one way
Common sense going another”

city 5 utd 3 wembly 13 April 2014 the best FA Cup semi ever

what an emotional rollercoaster first we were losing then back in the game losing again eventualy we win by 2 clear goals such entertainment by both teams splendid But not on TV because the Money guys need to be richer
so great to see many supporters without the advertising on the shirts this was a return to old fashioned style of football and a cock a snoop to the money man

Apr 12, 2014

What is life?

what is life?
when you hear of peaches Geldof sad death and you read this tribute "I loved her through the good times and the bad. We struggled and survived the darkest of times. Never lost faith in her spirit and strength. Always held out my hand to help her when she struggled and fell.
She overcame so much and my love and appreciation of her indomitable spirit never wavered."
What is life?this weeks not been good health ways with the breathlessness ,chronic pain and constant(so it feels), tablets. But this sad news stopped me,  prayed to Counselling ,healing of the Holy Spirit to visit the family
then took a deep breath
gave fanxs ask `What is life`?

city in semi final

You cannot take anything in life or footie for granted. The F.A. cup has a history of throwing up an upset Lets hope not Hull City today. When it comes down to City We have the better players, along with experience, plus the firepower,taking that into consideration HCFC should win.
The team will may pick itself too, certainly the back four,Stevie Harper the goalkeeper, and up front I would expect Bruce to go with Sone Aluko and Matty Fryatt.
Aluko came back from his injury troubles, looked like he’d never been away in terms of performances, but he’s not been as good recently.He most diffently owes the team an dsupporters big time l expect a decent performance, not least because he owes,
The onus will be on him to go out there and produce it on the big stage.


Apr 9, 2014

A simple thing of beauty

As l journey
Make pilgrimage along paths local gardens
 I sin
Sin as l forget the simple beauty in every step
So journey turns into daily pilgrimage as talk
Walk
Share
Wrestle
Reflect
Ponder anew
Speak again those unanswered prayers
Give thanks
But always l acknowledge the God, creator, Lord, Saviuor Jesus.

Apr 7, 2014

vulnerable

Vulnerbiltie is how l am at present
I have been told got heart disease
The heart is failing
That OK
I  know how difficult this is swollen leg, breathlessness,
Fatigue.

This is ME at present


Hull City will be a Premier League side in 2014-15. Their fate will not be confirmed for a number of weeks but a 10th win of the season has effectively dismissed all fear of returning to the Championship


Hull City are today mourning the death of the club’s record appearance holder Andy ‘Jock’ Davidson after he passed away at the age of 81.

A legend of the club, Davidson went on to make a total of 579 appearances for the Tigers in a playing career that spanned 16 seasons.

thoughts prayers and comfort to the family has we fans celebrate spend a moment in prayers for family

The symptoms of heart failure can vary from person to person. The main symptoms are breathlessness, extreme tiredness, and ankle swelling, which may extend up the legs.

These symptoms may be caused by conditions other than heart failure, and sometimes there may be more than one cause for them.

So l read this and think SHITT*****TEE******** this is me at present
yes it is
this is me at present

all well never mind
Doctors tomorrow
hospital Tuesday and Thursday

Ankle swelling related to heart failure is usually better in the morning and gets worse later in the day, although this is the case for most causes of ankle swelling

this is me at present

you may also get breathless if you lie flat, or you may wake up in the middle of the night with such severe breathlessness that you have to sit or stand up to catch your breath

this is me at present

come on you Hull 47?

l had some tough news about my heart failure issue yesterday but this did my heart good
                                            Hull City FA Cup final 'will be icing on the cake'

Apr 5, 2014

emotional literacy in a ghastly mining community

living here is hard
they talk tough
hate those who chose to work
cannot forgive/forget
celebrated the death of a former PM
hatred is seen as positive
if it towards another who you do not agree with
suspious of outsiders

The christian community is the same
they do not reflect that differance
nor the important rule of practising forgiveness

some chose to strike
others chose not too
however lack of forgiveness, bitterness, promoting the past.
Dislike of outsiders
Always voting labour
Not questioning
marlboro man l am a rock type of old fashioned sillyness
`pissing your wages away`
domestice violence
All characteristics of emotional literacy that is so evident in this community people seam unprepared to move on from the attitude of the mining community.One officer in the mines told me `thay wasted money on booze and beat up their women` traits still see in evidence 2014.. The children and youths l have worked with are the best hope for the future, they do not want those characteristices.Some promote the good old days and still pay union dues to `Rat king` called Scargill...(real story their about money and current payments)..."You glorify the past when the futures dead ahead"...The Church and Christian witness have not challanged this wrong of displaying these characteristics..but the Church are dieing with old buildings, poor witness, plus poor attendance, plus alegiance further support of freemasonary

£30 quid worth of talent 1981

11th HULL CITY (were in fourth division in 1981) £30 (£97.52 in today’s prices) £395


Read more: http://www.hulldailymail.co.uk/Hull-City-season-ticket-97-52-Tigers-prices-fared/story-20913573-detail/story.html#ixzz2y07068so
 
fantastice read about Hull city prices £30 to watch for the season mind you they were in the forth division l only attended when l could be bothered but my brothers espically chirs and phil have been season ticket holders for very many years and of course enjoying the success the tigers are having presently today its swansea need for 3 points next week its Sheffield United in the FA Cup semi final

Apr 4, 2014

the light

Can you think of anyone in your community who behaves in a way that help`s you see in the dark?
There is no darkness
There is no night
There is no place
In Earth or space
Without the light
The great illusion
Our eyes can’t see
There is no darkness
In you and me
When time began
When space was born
Before the stars came out to shine
And the worlds were formed
Before the mountains
And the Earth’s blue sky
All the Universe
Was filled with light

Apr 3, 2014

my paradise bay ..head and heart held

one of my favorite walks is from Crakar? to mehillia into the grotto (underground Church).Pray, Walk, Coffee then slow walk back. Swim Food watch the sun go down

l have had many hours sat getting ready to hit the island of Malta.
Missing forever angel who did not really like Malta

lovley walks along the front here

walking praying being grateful
in paradise bay

swam here loads of times
hope to do again soon
health permitting

love this image
at my favorite place

what is paradise nothing without people and relationships

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves and stormy conditions Despite this turmoil Got dressed, got out  Excitement conversation's  Pictures and...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"