New moon rising.

Sometimes the moon against the sea is just pure beautiful

A night chatting with some of the young people who live nearby and love skating boxing and other stuff.

well it a good day for reflection.spending some time exploring space
got a deejay workshop
doing playlist and their importance.
Good set played last evening very R`n `B,some USHER,R KELLY,BEYONCE,JAY SEAN,TRIBE,GILES PETERSON,and some RAP EMINEM PARLIMENT WAR
plus what a surprise Chemical Brothers Salmon dance,surprise l forget about that
really pleasant mood from all their
Fridays rave and Sunday
it the long long thankless task at the end that people do not recognise
but watching people be pleasant and have fun make it all worth while

4F's of Church Youth work

Got on vinyl the new U2 single "get your shoes on".
Will be playing a lot next few weeks
also listen to `kings of leon "cold desert" real good track.
Psalm 139 tonite and a preach on,' you are so very special and unique and loved so much'.
Takes about full hour to set the youth church, up but it all worthwhile.
Food, fellowship, fun, and faith,
that should be faith building.

myself at the front with Mahmoud and the rest of the coaches/youth workers

we were at Dewsbury yesterday with group of our young people
this is Christianity with muscles,not everyones cup of tea but we are making the Gospel relevant to our group of young people.

Your thoughts become your feelings
Your feelings become your reality
is that the secret to a happy life,

Well I called down an old friend
Trusted and true
Sought his advice as to what I should do
He said everything that reminds me of you
Would all have to go
So I burned all of your pictures
Except two or three
The one by my bed
And the one on my TV
And the one that I always carry with me everywhere I go
And today was so nice
And since I was in town
I thought I'd take the opportunity to go down
And see how everyone is down at the city sealife auarium
Well the rhino forgot you (NOT SWIMMING DROWNING)
The crodile forgot you
The polar bear and the cod too
But me and the shark we still remember you
Me and the shark will never forget you
espicaly 4 forever angel

the snow is going but l expect it will be back next week
weekend are not the same at present have had no time off due to bad weather but still felt a bit stop and start

snow is back with a vengance+gig cancelled due to weather,Bonus new one booked in.
l am snowed in, unexpected.
had some soup to warm me up getting good at making soup.
what new skills you developing in this mad but strangly beautiful weather??
Ready for my holidays but have not booked due to weather, euro, and money.
also need to get the cat sorted.
read this in the Times at the weekend,
Your thoughts become your feelings
Your feelings become your reality not sure l agree is `Life that simple`

how do l feel at present?
fed up (too many cancelled gigs)
rested (all those cancelled events)
fresh (freezing cold weather)
eager (fed up being snowed in)
frusrated (what gonna get cancelled next)
there is a theme there.

spiritual challanges

faith is a funny thing
sometimes there must be more to all the issue as they unfold
presently l have so many distractions it is hard to just see it has normal
work challenges
colleagues issues
home and equipment
life precious moments
read this funny or true
God’s Gift

When God gave out brains
I thought he said trains
So I missed mine.
When God gave out looks
I though he said books
So I did not want any.
When God gave out chins
I thought he said gins
So I ordered a double.
When God gave out noses
I thought he said roses
So I ordered a large red one.
When God gave out legs
I though he said kegs
So I ordered two big ones.
Boy am I in a mess!

Playing pool

Just been playing pool plus spending quality time chatting with the lads few girls, also witnessed bit of attitude shown around by others.
Young people cope and bully's soon disappear when challenged.
Wonder what the hurt is that is being hidden by some of the attitude shown by these bullies.
Appear sad and need your prayers and ideas as  seek to change further warm towards them.
How can l build a better bridge any ideas?

really stuck in a rut

trying to write this article keep getting distracted.the cold is really bothering me but block on me whether or not it is spiritual, or emotional, or just lack of something l don't know.
but real block l just can`t break.


Forever Angel missed

whats the big issue today

everyone down south tells me it was not possible to get to work.
Malta is having immigration problems.
work is long and hard
l cant get my paperwork done
is there peace at the moment in the middle east?
no major transfer dealings impressed me.
hill street blues is still on the telly.
l wrote via face book to lots of girls l knew.
i cant get my paperwork done
l have to do an assembly on John the Baptist.
snow is causing chaos.
it has been very hard and long winter.
l cant get my paperwork done
friends and love are major important items in everyone life
health is also essential
where you live affects Health, Work Ethic,Wealth, education.
l hate this governance

Stay warm

my guide for adapting to the weather, plus the crisis
Dance(like no one is watching),
Shadow box (but don't lose),
Drink soup (going home to make some),
Make love (often).
How do l feel today?
unsure the weather has affected a great deal
tired a lot of late nites
Coping. Done a lot preparation but struggling with report and paperwork!

"When you ask yourself could you do it all again,
you betcha? I hear a voice say you got no chance
And it makes me mad and I shout,
       "Oh yeah, who says so ? "

FACE FAT

not as fat as these pictures point out the headfones up against my cheeks.
.................oh come on ...

l take time to prepare my playlist and explore the venue.
So worked solo last evening was gonna pay some guys to help and come along, missed them till met in the club, when l had finished they had been to a party.
They Starting our own club soon.
More later ?
read about my community where l live, and work yesterday.
Drugs attacks, young people threatened, youth unemployment high,
very little disposable income.
Feel guilty about the quality of life l have.
regular employment, *Deejay*, walk on beaches, nice meetings with friends.

PRAY all may be so blessed.
GOD BLESS YOU AS YOU READ THIS LOVE FROM ME.

crisis what krisis

worked hard last evening and late finish,always get nervous every gig whether it is a youthie, kidz party,or big clud,occasionally 2000 in a marque.
The group(KRISIS) where a rock band,typical pub band,hard working and dedicated.
deejayed a mainly a rock PLAYLIST included coldplay gun`s` roses staus quo razorlite and fleetfoxes
krisis did 3 sets and came off stage around 23.15.
l had 3 sets start+middle+finish evening.not much new stuff due to specifics but mega fun,good audiance

cold returning

here`s me on the beach.it was really warm,
Another busy weekend,Saturday morning networking,afternoon preparing a rock gig. playlist and order maybe different to others gigs going to be more progressive style of music,starting with scripts,Kaiser chiefs,free,coldplay,dido,clannerd before the group take stage.??
STILL WORKING ON THE PLAYLIST.
stickin wit God is a DJ

DJ Workshop, Monday.

The beach

walked for around two hours on a beach today it felt really good warm dry.
the sea mist began to roll in as l left.really good event been around 27 days since l recall doing that.
done some clifftop walking about three times a week.but can`t recall taking the time to stroll the beach since Whitby the first day of 2009.
been real busy since.

in the club

l am sat in the club about to pray for God`s Blessing on our evening.
just thought what a strange life l live.
l hope yours is as strange and blessed as mine is.
MAY GOD THRU HIS SON PRECIOUS RISEN LORD JESUS BE WITH YOU.
l feel strange, excited, busy, reflective,
l miss my friends and my son Matthew.
l MISS THAT THEY ARE NOT ABLE DUE TO MY WORK JUST CALL ROUND
strange life blessed.

flowers in my garden

rebellious, rash, weird,
is this me?
rebellious, rash, weird,
No not having that!
rebellious,
ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS SUPPOSE WAS EARLIER IN MY LIFE
rash, had odd rash,
weird, oh go on go on go on go on go on go on
actually think the personality test was bit accurate.

motown 50 gospel

matthew david Waller hehee got ya son hee hee

got some gigs lined up and working on Motown 50th gig with we hope a gospel group this could be mega
if you wanna come to this welcome text me for details overniters places limited
tonite its BIGBROTHER eviction evening

I'm So Excited
Day 22 - Fri 23 Jan 2009,
Ulrika is almost free...wanted La Toya Jackson to win glad that thicko Scottish bum is out

Friday nite earlier finish
Wii Church Sunday evening all fun
faith fun fellowship friends food
that's Church as we are all getting to know it.

is this me?

messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, not good at saving money, not a perfectionist, leaves many things unfinished, low self control, strange, desires more attention, romantic daydreamer, abstract, impractical, unproductive, leisurely, likes the unknown
l did one of those tests and these were the results.

slowness of year

well for me January always slow is it only the 20th day of the new year.
had a session in school yesterday was talking about beliefs and how time flies can you remember school days mine were a riot, fights with teachers, violence towards the pupils return of that violence, teachers cracking up, detention, little work achieved, weird haircuts,
nothings changed.
is peace holding in Gazza?

why no Muslims protesting when Israel was being bombed by Hezbollah? more racist group of people l have seldom met then this terrorist organisation

cold is still around snow yesterday,sleety winds chill factor.this is the north.

blue monday

today is supposed to be blue Monday
what ever that means,apparently day in the year most people feel down and attempt sucide.
l hope you have all the love you need and know you are loved by loads and loads of people many who would struggle if you were not around.
God loves you more then you could ever know
l remember New Order recording a song called Blue Monday.
this credit crunch is even biting the likes of myself been trying to book a holiday for a while now but the prices are twice as much.struggle to meet the feul bills but l am in work prayers and support for those who are really finding it hard.

We glorify the past
When the future dead ahead

saying with double edge meeting

l feel like my life is a train with regular weekly stops
thats OK at present

fear of Church

there`s a monster coming over the hill gonna get you
there`s amonster........
Churches Young people Faith and Fun
Looks pretty bad hope no one was passing
if they did got fright of life

Success is a journey not a destination


Phil Brown Hull City


hull city in the F.A.cup tonite come on you hull
love the quote above
here it is again
Success is a journey not a destination

Phil Brown Hull City

trouble in 3`3

Weather has returned to very cold
had car trouble,
TV broke down,
is that the three you are supposed to get,
they say trouble comes in threes,
3 why 3, do you believe it is 3.
how do l feel at present.

tired(ready for a break),
fragile(l don't know why),
sad (another young person committed suicide locally), ADD disciplined, cold.

Enjoying bits of celebrity big brother,
Do not the like the person Coolieo, claims to be `a bad boy rapper, living up to a reputation, lack of respect for others, destroying boundaries, offensive, rude foulmouthed.`
Some people believe the hype.

family type photos

at kfc type of family feel sometime in the work we involved with groups gangs create family bonds (l am eating at the end)


youngest in our family joesph molly polly and frank dec2008

my uncle barry pictured in the early 60`s who died at sea shortly after this pic aged around 17

6th Jan 2009.

The new year is really cold also very sharp minus -3 during the day here,
Minus -7 in the evening
lot of preparation plus delivery along with face to face sessions, already we are
on the tread mill of meetings,provision, delivery, travel to meetings, admin, and listening along with further additional.
Hope you are staying warm.

How do you measure your commitment to God?
What are you committed towards?  Can you remember your first commitment to anything ?

new years day 2009 the beach full and happy people enjoy Gods provision

alrite here a recent sketch of myself looking cold and tired in Scarboro.

December 31st 2008

we glorify the past when the future`s dead ahead

I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you
And even though
It all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

tuesday the 30th Dec 2008

family and values gonna connect with Godfather on DVD to see how family life should be

the year is nearly over not been a favorite year of mine appears to have been colder, harder work, money tighter,trouble in middle east,not enough sunshine,Church has been worse,colleagues been warmer,clients been a real strength,travelled less,music inspiring,Bible been relevent.
still watching hill street blues
still contact with friends from 20 years ago(and more)
still got good health.family and friends more important then last year.

This is Aron in hull getting his xmaz pressies
we had great time and met about 4 lots of Friends 
over the few hours l was there
miss my home but this work ethic has to be followed

christmas baa humbug

l watched the address by the Iran prime minster as the alternative Queens speach
he spoke a degree of sense heard this guy views a lot.
www.channel4.com/programmes/alternative-christmas-message

"In the Name of God the Compassionate, the Merciful.
Upon the anniversary of the birth of Jesus, Son of Mary, the Word of God, the Messenger of mercy, I would like to congratulate the followers of Abrahamic faiths, especially the followers of Jesus Christ, and the people of Britain.
The Almighty created the universe for human beings and human beings for Himself.
He created every human being with the ability to reach the heights of perfection. He called on man to make every effort to live a good life in this world and to work to achieve his everlasting life.
On this difficult and challenging journey of man from dust to the divine, He did not leave humanity to its own devices. He chose from those He created the most excellent as His Prophets to guide humanity.
All Prophets called for the worship of God, for love and brotherhood, for the establishment of justice and for love in human society. Jesus, the Son of Mary, is the standard-bearer of justice, of love for our fellow human beings, of the fight against tyranny, discrimination and injustice.
All the problems that have bedevilled humanity throughout the ages came about because humanity followed an evil path and disregarded the message of the Prophets.
Now as human society faces a myriad of problems and a succession of complex crises, the root causes can be found in humanity's rejection of that message, in particular the indifference of some governments and powers towards the teachings of the divine Prophets, especially those of Jesus Christ.
The crises in society, the family, morality, politics, security and the economy which have made life hard for humanity and continue to put great pressure on all nations have come about because the Prophets have been forgotten, the Almighty has been forgotten and some leaders are estranged from God.
If Christ were on earth today, undoubtedly He would stand with the people in opposition to bullying, ill-tempered and expansionist powers.
If Christ were on earth today, undoubtedly He would hoist the banner of justice and love for humanity to oppose warmongers, occupiers, terrorists and bullies the world over.
If Christ were on earth today, undoubtedly He would fight against the tyrannical policies of prevailing global economic and political systems, as He did in His lifetime. The solution to today's problems is a return to the call of the divine Prophets. The solution to these crises is to follow the Prophets - they were sent by the Almighty for the good of humanity.
Today, the general will of nations is calling for fundamental change. This is now taking place. Demands for change, demands for transformation, demands for a return to human values are fast becoming the foremost demands of the nations of the world. The response to these demands must be real and true. The prerequisite to this change is a change in goals, intentions and directions. If tyrannical goals are repackaged in an attractive and deceptive package and imposed on nations again, the people, awakened, will stand up against them.
Fortunately, today, as crises and despair multiply, a wave of hope is gathering momentum. Hope for a brighter future and hope for the establishment of justice, hope for real peace, hope for finding virtuous and pious rulers who love the people and want to serve them – and this is what the Almighty has promised.
We believe, Jesus Christ will return, together with one of the children of the revered Messenger of Islam and will lead the world to love, brotherhood and justice. The responsibility of all followers of Christ and Abrahamic faiths is to prepare the way for the fulfilment of this divine promise and the arrival of that joyful, shining and wonderful age. I hope that the collective will of nations will unite in the not too distant future and with the grace of the Almighty Lord, that shining age will come to rule the earth.
Once again, I congratulate one and all on the anniversary of the birth of Jesus Christ. I pray for the New Year to be a year of happiness, prosperity, peace and brotherhood for humanity. I wish you every success and happiness."

cannot help but feel we need not to make enemies of old foes but discover how we can work and understand each other better

l do not like Christmas and try hard not to get dragged along
after carols last evening
we all played pool had mince pies and shared a pizza
quality time
Church Sunday didn't sermonise on Christmas but on Does God answer prayers
even if he doesn`t answer the way l wish God is still God
God is still God
that been some new learning for me these last few months

spirituality is messy
hence the references to the song Hallelujah.
Christmas is an example of messed up spirituality it is supposed to be a mass for the birth of Christ, what l witness is a long way removed from that.
even sound like l am getting old.
not really always hated that one day in the year.
l am getting old


joyce davenport still love this woman
what furillo got l haven`t?

hallelujah

"Hallelujah"

Now I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Baby I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you.
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

You say I took the name in vain
I don't even know the name
But if I did, well really, what's it to you?
There's a blaze of light
In every word
It doesn't matter which you heard
The holy or the broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah


I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you
And even though
It all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

l find this song a symbol of the mixed up spirituality that exist in our community's
it appears to be biblical but it not!
its messy and confused with no clarity
is it about a secret code a psalm writing king a prostitute user?
is it about their destruction their fight downfall?
it does`t point to the way or even focus
perhaps that why people are identifying with these lyrics
just a thought

Jesus blood never failed me yet

try this link to a beautiful song;
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=byAGDVu4sC4-
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=Nh1iahfrkUQ

words are so simple but meaningful

Jesus blood never failed me yet

never failed me yet

Jesus blood never failed me yet

there one thing l know

because he loves me so

Jesus blood never failed me yet

Jesus blood never failed me yet

never failed me yet

Jesus blood never failed me yet

fore he loves me so........

hope this is true for you also.
Can you believe Jesus the son of God loves Kevin Waller, and you and you and you!

Monday December 15th 2008

well l am feeling a lot better but having to dash here and there
played the original of X factor winner Hallelujah last evening
really nice occasion 1 more gig down then off for a while
hope all you love are well and value YOU.

what picture do you have off you in your mind?

how is that different to others picture of you?

how do you know?

Do l look well?

meanwhile outside the Sefton arms;
-Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move, Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand, Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am, Some try to hand me money they don't understand, I'm not...broke
l am full of this body flu which prevents you from sleeping.
Unable to stay warm.
Then you are boiling up.Have no energy
so not able to blog like l would like

cold to the bones

l am freezing and could not get warm
some stuff with the accountant which cannot wait then back to bed till 16.00 then after the gym its party
don't feel like a party
how do l feel at present?
don't really feel up to being with people, but l cannot stand not being around people
also got some mixing to do re other DJ`s and next few gigs
How are you? let me know all gone a bit quiet!

well you got yourself up there you can get yourself down.Moses (the Cat) mad at present
gets into crazy places only eat fresh prawns and fresh tuna,reminds me of Sammy only eat Chicken.

best before??????

it says best before

Feb 08

well never gone with any of that rubbish and l am still here.

last year Christmas cake

would you throw away half a cake?

well l didn`t.

watched Bruce Almighty last nite not so good 2/10

snow still here

it is a bit warmer today.
l feel tired and travelling all over next few days and back to deliver and check groups progress.
really think going down with some thing still never mind.
going to eat a chilly.

forever angel missed today

2 people l want to meet in heaven

I was foolish in my younger days to think they'd never end

Life confused me with its changing ways, and I could not comprehend

All the meaning in those moments now lost like footprints in the sand

And I'm standing here remembering, but it's so hard to understand.

And now you've gone so far away,I hope I'll see you again someday

But if I don't, I hope I'll see you in heaven.

try this link (hope 2U in Heaven)

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=iN66pF90Ddk

saddest moment of this year was when l heard back in July that Larry Norman had died
next saddest when l heard Sammy died.
Forever Angel more 2day then yesterday ..not as much as 2mrw

its begining to look a lot like christmas

looks good on christmas cards.
due to most beautiful phone calls last 2 nites there is a warm glow in the depths of my heart
The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone
just a thought from the 5 people you meet in heaven
why 5?

worth a look

http://www.thisishullandeastriding.co.uk/video.html?id=26578

last night was one of those nights

It's one of those nights when you turn out the lights
And you sit in the dark and say to yourself "I miss her"
It's one of those moods when your body broods
And you conjure up her picture and you kiss her
It's one of those things for the pain it brings
You say to yourself . "Hey couldn't I live without it?"
Well, I think so, on the other hand, I doubt it
Well suddenly she's crashing through my mind

Like waves upon the shore and I nod my head, whoa yes love,

I'd welcome you again. If you knocked upon my door
If you didn't, I'd seek you out love,
I'd track you down for sure Like a thousand times before.
Whoa, yes love, I'd welcome you again like you know I've done before
Ahh...…yes love, you know I did before
Ahh...…yes love, you know I did before
And so it goes it's a cold in your nose
It's a pain in the neck,
it'll make you a wreck if it gets ya
It's so insane 'cause for all the rain
When you ask yourself could you do it all again,
you betcha, I hear a voice say you got no chance
And it makes me mad and I shout,
"Oh yeah, who says so?"
Well, of course not, on the other hand, I guess so
Whoa, suddenly she's crashing through my mind
Like waves upon the shore
And I nod my head, whoa yes love,
I'd welcome you againIf you knocked upon my door
If you didn't, I'd seek you out love,
I'd track you down for sure
Like a thousand times before
Oh, yes love, I'd welcome you again like
you know I've done Before Ahh...…
yes love, you know I did before
Ahh...…yes love, you know I did before

the five people you meet in heaven

"All the people you meet here have one thing to teach you"That there are no random acts. That we are all connected. That you can no more separate one life from another than you can separate a breeze from the wind."
"Each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one."
"The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone."
"That's what heaven is. You get to make sense of your yesterdays."

English Premier League Table
Liverpool
Chelsea
Man Utd
Arsenal
Aston Villa
Hull City

like the look of that on a cold and snowy December day in 2008 this looks good.
Large parts of the UK were waking up to a blanket of snow as an Arctic front swept across the country in the first prolonged cold snap of the winter.
but hull city are 6th in the best league in the world.

cold and chilly been like this for 4 days snow has laid and settled but the temperate has not risen been -2 and -9 at nite times.feel this winter could be a big chill.
hope you are staying warm.
reading a lot about prayer at present might sound like a boring subject but all prayer leads to action so it about wasting time with God and getting into new habits and expressions of prayer.
my character has become hassled l don't settle down easy to discipline but recognise the need to stay calm and connected in prayer.

friday 28th November 2008

Sharp Cold Chilly weather today,but nice and fresh look out across the sea watch the waves and pause, think about those who living takes them to work on the sea.Fishing or transport some taking others to leisure pursuits.
Only ever been at sea once in a storm it was not very nice when we got near to harbour gates it was mega rough and the ship went back to sea to sit out the storm.
l was all a panic, asked why when we so close could we not get into port,the bursar informed me it was safer to go back out of the harbour and turn the ship around after waiting for a lull in the storm.
at times like this enjoy sippping a cup of tea round the table.
Training tonite never know whose gonna turn up at the gymn sometimes about 17-20 next time doors open only 5.
last gig of the year is soon got people connecting to book for christmas but not worth the cost or effort.
stay warm.

thursday 27th November 2008

What if God was the DJ would we still be playing 'delirious' or 'faithless, guru josh, Abba,the chicken song, Special D'.

Is GOD a DJ anyway?

THIS MY CHURCH THESE ARE MY PEOPLE!

This is my Church This is where I heal my hurts

What is your image of Church? What do you feel is worship? How can we enjoy fresh expressions and still be meaningful to the Lord Jesus.

church should be Faith Food Fellowship and Fun.
This is my Church This is where I heal my hurts It's in natural grace Or watching young lives shape

It's in minor keys Solutions and remedies Enemies becoming friends When bitterness ends

This is my Church This is my Church

tuesday 25th November 2008

Only one months time Christmas day will be here and nearly gone.
my really busy period has been and is nearly ended.
Need time alone ,in the sun, far away from this weather.seen the snow always good on a card or in a book. never feels correct under ones feet,slushy, cold, wet ,slippery.
Felt drained just lately had 14 days without a break including gigging lots of late finishes and early starts.
life is sometimes like this and l would not change my life .

meanwhile outside the Sefton arms;-
Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move, Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand, Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am, Some try to hand me money they don't understand, I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do, How can I move on when I'm still in love with you... Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here, I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows, If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
People talk about the guy Who's waiting on a girl...
There are no holes in his shoes But a big hole in his world... and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news, And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved..
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

playlist (start)
Faithless-God is a DJ
unfinished symphony -Massive Attack
feel good -roland clark
dangerous- akon
gurur josh project-infinty 08
well that the start more later
mega mega mega busy all coming together
May God bless you and all that we love

forever angel you are missed

WELL TIME TO CHILL OUT NEXT FEW DAYS GIGGING IN 5 DIFFERENT VENUES

GOT SOME NEW STUFF TO PLAY BUT BUSY BUSY BUSY

gonna have jack Daniels smoke a ciger ******

eat good food

tomorrow set off early get back into gymn

same thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, work work work but guess what l love it

Ormskirk November

methods, purpose journeys connecting struggles new ideas

being challenged, affirmed. witnessing people changes face tell stories life are changed

some new friends excited older friends still working sharing gospel hard tough situations

listen to me as l privileged to listen also

refreshed connected sense of purpose in my direction

now to journey further

can you grow downwards or sideways before once again heading up towards the light

John 15.4 ..........remain in me......

15/11/08

Saturday November 15th 2008

time for Hull City to get back into winning ways come on you Hull.

Hull soon after conference, on the way home. will visit Friends family former colleagues.

Hull is my home in my heart Home in life is were God sends me.

that's a tough fact of my life Start by giving Jesus my obedience

having a mega refreshing time facing some difficult questions

time to reflect, ponder, even move to a period of renewing!

l am the vine you are the branches.....remain in me....no branch can bear fruit by itself...

l am the true vine John 15.

what are the gravitational factors pulling you down at the moment?

going to ponder, reflect.

Deep in Southport

well at the conference in Southport really really really thoughtful questions to share on the theme of trees relationship with God and Jesus following
been very reflective today
hows my soul?
where do l reach the light?

wenesday 12th November

don`t ask me why?
but sometimes l don't always video the programme and sit there watching with special friend then before end of the programme tape stops and another programme starts.
l kinda shrug my shoulders check the remote find it running fast or slow on the clock and reset.
Jessie usually goes MAD.
Like wouldn't set the video wrong tome to spoil the night.
it the things that blindside you at 4 o`clock on a Tuesday afternoon that we are least ready for.
things,simple things like that can test our relationships
can trigger other stuff.
suppose at times they become the straw that broke the camels back.
sometimes a wrongly videoed programme can result in crazy words and arguments.
sometimes just silence,followed by nice supper eaten in silence followed by laughter.
then bold statements like;-
"never going to wrongly video programme again "
"always going to add extra minutes at the end".
its the things that blindside you at 4 oclock on tuesday afternoon that we are most tested by?
how about you??????

Last time visited Mums

What don't get is why he had too block me in,
he was getting his cocoa where he normally gets it 3 times every week.
Don't wanna appear moral but why block me in?
Why take 30 minutes to let me out?
Ernie what was you up too?

tuesday 11 th November

l don't wear poppies nor do l wear any type of jewellery.
This can cause incitement as people feel especially this time of the year that you are causing an offence by not stating something.
People also feel if you don`t wear a poppies that you are stating a fact.
its just that l have always felt uncomfortable with badges,rings etc...
Words to describe me at present.
Eager.
Confused.
Developing.
Content.
Passionate.
Keen for the next few weeks to pass re gigs ,training ,meeting family and friends.
Confused by mixed phone calls.
Developing as human, man ,worker, recognise need to further develop in lots of areas also.
l am not a finished article.
Passionate about lots of things People Relationships Faith Prayer Work Music
Content with work, life, home.

monday 10th November

had a quiet weekend on Saturday drove to station,parked let someone else take the strain as l took the train.lt was cheaper.
Been getting odd phone calls,when l get to phone goes dead,when l phone back they?do not talk?or switch phone off.
learnt a few years ago to accept eventually the person will speak
any thoughts from your own experience?
Sunny today,apparently last month we only had 30 minutes of sun.when the mist comes in on the Dean it stays for several days bit romantic,but really feel cut off.
last week l went to west Yorkshire love the houses around that area they look so solid ,our house because the ground is porous underneath they look and feel vulnerable.
we have large gardens in our village and lots of space.
Down side we don't have any shops chippie ,a Co-op, (hate them) very few facilities
not complaining that just the way it is!

guru josh project infinity klass remix 08

the new remix is better than the old project from 1990.but what l really mean this track is an amazing sound...the sax SEXYmega. Give it a blast.
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=w9KnuJZkBjg

friday 7th November

the Muhammad Ali school of boxing, visited last evening some photos later.

not how l do it,some had no mouth guards,wrongly matched weight wise, sparring gloves against others only wearing padmits.insufficient head cover.

no insurance kidz made to sign a get out clause re injuries.

1908 or 2008.

this weeks flown by out running on sandier seafront this evening then weekend treat either pizza hut or KFC

up to the lads l will be happy either way.

whats your plans for this weekend?

one friend going to Edinburgh another gone home to Malta, another arrives Heathrow Sunday

feel like fish and chips but can`t have too much junk food in one day

bonfire nite

just done schools work asked the kidz during a self revelation session
if you was animal which kind would you be?
if you was a biscuit what flavour
mega mega responce.
young people always surprise me they stated why and explained how character would be displayed.
best reply
i`d like to be a tiger-lion roar loudest
l love to be a wagon wheel they are so big.
left them with this question who do you say God is?

tuesday 4 th November

colder today running around all over the place happy to be doing so.

Friends arriving soon but got several late nights.

Trying to log my music into manageable units so can have own music music for club music for gigs .but can never get round to a system l am comfortable with.

hate when in a gig and someone ask fora track you`vie got but gone and left it at home recent one was `down town train by Rod Stewart.

BRILLIANT TRACK CALLED FEEL GOOD BY ???more tomorrow

Sunday 2rd novenber 2008

2008 nearly gone only 2 months left.
how come?
just being lazy today after church got mega busy period.

friday 31 st October 2008

Do you ever just sit and listen to a record ?
l can remember as a teenager playing a record several times, of course in those days it was vinyl and if you left the top arm over,(l think) the record would go back to the beginning and play again.
This evening listening to `Dark eyes` Dylan 3 times l went back and played it.
the song is stripped to just vocal, harmonica and guitar.
Don't know why it just caught me.
Sitting looking towards the coast from the comfort of upstairs, and there was something atmospheric. give the track a listen. Sometimes find simple things like a track of music, phone call from a friend ,evening walk, cheese on toast are pure enjoyment.
Why?
Let me know what you think, `forever angel` still missed.