Its all part of the jigsaw that can be faith.

Spirituality not religion it something that is very different.

Spirituality is also religion because God is spiritual as is following Jesus.

Sometimes find that certain people think that being religious is an offence like being labeled identified as Christian is a tag people don't want nor desire. Especially in the deconstructed gatherings.

Being identified as a `follower of Jesus`, will be demanding along with modern baggage because seldom these days do people look beyond views.

When that view is distorted it still gets accepted for why l do not know.

You can be religious and spiritual. Its OK to feel like you failed as a follower, its normal but make your own way when growing, developing in faith. That's part of the wrestling along with the journey.

Enjoy like you would enjoy music, relationships, ethical challenges, films, books, discussions. Its all part of the jigsaw that can be faith.