Dec 23, 2024

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves
and stormy conditions

Despite this turmoil
Got dressed, got out.

Excitement conversation's 
Pictures and fearful glances.

The courageous still went to Gozo.
Me, not that daft, went to Kennedy grove 5 miles away.
Sat observed, had a cuppa.

 

Dec 22, 2024

In breaking news this Christmas time!


Born into lowly circumstances, he came without fanfare, without flair, without majesty of royalty. Yet his coming fulfilled Old Testament prophecies that pronounced God would send a savior for the world — for every individual in every subsequent time period in every society. The birth story of Jesus has transcended time. Sorry too disappoint he didn’t stay in a comfy blanket in a back room, looking up at Mum Mary. He fled in danger and gets betrayed, crucified and put away in a grave At age he entered adulthood 30 or 33 we understand.

But he arose, Jesus is risen, his conduct, encounters, purpose mission need to be examined. What actually does it mean to you . This season of goodwill.?










'December and winter,are words not about month or a season, also used secondary purpose to describe negative events .

Poverty hardship difficult periods. Can bring sharp focus when used in such a description. Country singer Merl Haggard sang about losing his factory position ,not having enough money, unable to provide gifts .Letting others down in a song he stated:-

 "It's not about Christmas that's a mistake all about struggles".

 Theme constantly witnessed in my work practice .Like yourself been circumstances in own lived experience. Sometimes we have to address these issues even in period when we need to be escaping from issues. Perhaps wanting it to be right, hoping for new plans,needing better. Simply more evident in this season.


Dec 20, 2024

Let the day begin...Seen this in my Dreams, in my 2024 Prayers.

Let us ask God for a good Christmas:
that no powerful nation
should tax the poor. 
That no unmarried mother
should be put away in disgrace;
That no door will be shut on those that need to find it open;

That shepherds and sheep, and all of nature.
need not be afraid;
That walls, barbed wire and angry soldiers may not be needed.

That wise men and wise women, CHAVS,Pensioners,homeless, outsider's, You and me also, will have influence. Furthermore might appear in Wales, in Scotland, Ireland, England,
Iraq, plus Syria, Palestine and in Israel.









That children may be preserved
from those who have abused them.
That this Christmas,
you may become a manger
and your home a stable,
and the rumour become a reality despite all the arguments about
 it's improbable, it's not possible.

That Christ has come among us,
And this we pray in Jesus’ name.

Dec 19, 2024

General inferred values.

Why are so many movies violent, it's clear factor in how we do not value life. Confident many counselling gurus, plus philosophers would trace aggression, killings and general terrors to this medium.

Briefly when scrolling across channel's it's filling so many screen moments.

The Bible tells us to fix our minds on good things...it's like our brains take in this disturbances , this medium can bring imbalance to those mentally challenged.

I am comfortable retreating purposely also l avoid. Let me encourage others to do like wise.

They say and this a generalisation but it fits.

That conversations fall into two categories.

Warm radiator types. Those that are cold and drain you.

That fits also movies in again generalist description some movies films, even with difficult topic can warm yourself. Some by observing can drain you of basic humanity.


Art, movies,music require us to finer tune our inner beings .Focusing hard on our immediate reactions is helpful. Gut reactions another good instinct. Is that film worth the time needed to waste with it.

How do you feel after watching? Yes often it's simple entertainment but inferred values do seep into our consequences.

Dec 17, 2024

Some hope in a bleak period of glad tidings.

In 2013, Kahana, maintained long and close contact with the Syrian opposition who have now overthrown Assad, went to’ Jobar Synagogue in Damascus,’, took out various artefacts, including an ancient Torah scroll. He left a note inside the synagogue, December 2013.The  plan is to visit Damascus, returning ‘Jobar’s sefer Torah’, re-open the synagogue, “putting its mezuzah back” Also looking at what needs to be done to bring it back to life.

“Syrian Jews will want to return to the country”, so that even though there is only a handful of Jews still in Syria, it is important to restore synagogues for those who are going back. Kahana said the delegation planned to visit around five synagogues in and around Damascus. The business leaders on his delegation will be looking at potential investment in the country, something he believes will be welcomed by the new government.


Dec 16, 2024

It was asked a decade ago by Phyllis Tickle...Where now is the authority?


Is deconstructing in 'Nomadic' sense just faithlessness. See no hope in strategy that's about not believing anything from inherited faith community.

All about not believing, nothing emerged that different nor better. Not a beautiful thing at all.

Latest example Cult leader from deconstructed stated, 'no longer prays, stopped reading bible long time ago', In cult leaders Christmas's special Nash stated..." Can't say l believe in God becoming human"...Claim place firmly in disbelief column. Is deconstruction taking things too far.

What if anything do they believe?. Deconstructed are not faith community. Damaged individuals sadly have nothing to offer. Jesus just a mascot for latest favoured ethical choice.

Not morphed into community offering glad tidings.

It was asked a decade ago by Phyllis Tickle..."Where now is the authority".?

Relevance in approaching 2025.Not nebulous at all.

Dec 15, 2024

Old git syndrome'. Wearing it like a1£ shop aftershave


Best progression can be in comfortable , although not where best growth occurs. Comfortable is presently my venue. Think old people not valued become aware of this fact since hit retirement.

Don't know everything, Don't have all the answers.

Still desire to develop as a communicator. As human very aware of growing intolerances. Called 'old gold git syndrome'. Wearing it like a £1 Shop aftershave. 

Dec 14, 2024

Heart of this Saturday night.


Don't often do this in my own town but had a meal out on Saturday. Peace warmth and safety are factors. Enriched with conversations.

Dec 13, 2024

Jesus didn't stay in a comfy blanket with Mum in a stable, it leads to a Cross and crucifixion.


Any darkness represents something unknown, our hopes of the future, with its potential for transformation –are effected by incoming challenge. In the Christmas's  events, which are Historical, scientific, and factual we see light. But also recognise Dark.

 Darkness cannot take away our Hope, grounds for hope. However in my culture, the custom of hope, Joy, Mercy, Angelic hosts, Heavenly visit, Saviors birth. Are under attack by Dark false prophets followers .

Simply that , we don’t know how this Will continue. Nor has the last year shown us, what could happen next. But this is known.

God visited with the birth of Jesus, (sorry it feels unlikely, plus unimaginable).  

But it's truth. Then the unofficial history of the world was altered. Many dedicated individuals, So many popular movements shaped history, Because of the faith placed in the birth child Jesus. 

The battle is still being fought, how and when we might win, further how long it takes is not known. But this l remind you.

Jesus didn't stay in a comfy blanket with Mum in a stable, it leads to a Cross and crucifixion.
 

Dec 12, 2024

Thoughts on a bus from Mosta to Cirkerwerrra













There was a moment,long ago ,time when people arrived with hope's and dreams. Many LIFE'S Set on miracles.
There was time when missed you some.
Disliked what you did a bit,
IN that,there was a time when l loved you most. 
Saw also there is a time to look around, Me, being Kevin, sail thru the season and tides. 

Sometimes a bit thoughtless, not grasping each moments. Don't you also? Well always pray for the kingdom to come, pray, ask for change.

Sitting in church today, often in such places, here for myself, the truth of my own yearnings, words, because LIFE has different meanings for others.
Like silent prayers.
Perhaps feeling older, also feeling wiser still hope one day....well the two people see everywhere will again meet. 


Dec 11, 2024

Dirty stop out at my age...Is 51 too old?

Simple pleasures 
Worth pursuing.
Sacred music
Bright lights.





















The very modern with centuries old
Bastions.
Ghosts of Valletta.
Seen some sights.





















No threat of violence.
Which is an undercurrent 
Where l live in UK.
Sounds judgemental.
Not if it's
your experience.
The whole Capital of Malta been transformed.
There is an energy, it's nice!
Not a commercial exercise.


 










This captured, Sense of yesterday with modern ferris wheel giving great views of the City.
The images, narrative speaks about Faith,Angels,mercy,joy and goodwill. Love came down.
Lack of this narrative in the inequality manifest in UK city efforts at Christmas's time. Muted to appease the false prophets followers.

Dec 10, 2024

When the night comes calling!

We need honesty that very vital for all, especially sometimes if we approach darker times in our lives, which the how, plus when, not confirmed, however they will arrive.

Than it's possible we turn toward more spiritual processes, discover resilience, self esteem, compassion grows , if required forgiveness, grasp sense those 'understandings of mystery'. We go through what l have found to be radical attempts to explore and listen with others as Kevin W. has aged. Specifically if we lose Young family even clients who have passed away too soon.













Encountered expression of comfort plus understanding from unexpected avenue's.

Recognise that lady whose quietly served others had suffered great lose in her own LIFE. Oddly the world although dark. In this gloom, Offered trinkets of light appear bringing hope. Perhaps clumsy efforts in this chaos , although different,you should  appreciate.

When the night comes calling.
What values that you already hold will be useful. Asking here in the now, of it being okay.? Worth reflecting upon that question?
Values of community. Value of gathering among faith community. Value of building relationships with many. Not just the ones from own tribe's.

Darkness comes, rain falls on the just along with the unjust. It's LIFE.


Dec 9, 2024

Short questions on Agape.

What does love feel like?

It feels like somebody giving you the keys to unlocking who you really are.

What does love look like?

For myself it was a special person. 

But came also in Gatherings, in community. Philliomanie Social relationship.

When was last time love came clearly to you?

Really unsure, maybe Love that identify not anything like Love?

Where do you look for love?

Now that's not easy, because being liked is beautiful, But nothing like love. Perhaps all the Love that l going to experience is now over!



Wet windy in Mediterranean.

Storms arrived with wind,the Rain, wet macs,unfastened laces in trainers.
These are the days when you discover your shoes got hole in them. Fatigue slipped in along with back pain.

Dec 7, 2024

The streets put on their Christmas Gladrags


The pippin made a call that recognised. Strangely Locusts sounded in mid evening stroll. Ferry bringing passengers home from another Island came into view.

The streets put on their Christmas Gladrags. Bright coulerful and twinkling. Cafes served up pizzas at price we could afford.

Been informed that played Partridge family 177 minutes while gigging in last year. Mainly ..'Echo Valley.'..and...'Its one of those nights'.

But also played lot of Millie Jackson 'Rose coulers glasses'... When l bring it down for Love these are my favorites. No gigs this Christmas. Not lover of the type of music Christmas time Echo's through wireless and Street shops.

It's Saturday in Malta, stop as l pause. In the silent prayers think of you.

Dec 6, 2024

About narratives....

Our stories humanism us.
Drama in every neighborhood 
Story's in every community 
Each individual has a narrative about own journey worth sharing.








 “All my postures, gestures, practices…whether I sit, stand, walk, lie; thou searches and knowest all. Some search, but know not; thou dost both."

Psalm 139 is really go to reading for myself, reminding us ,well hope, reminds us that God loves us....whoever...worth reading that again. Whoever.

Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.

And in Your book they all were written,

The days fashioned for me,

When as yet there were none of them.



Dec 5, 2024

No...l don't know either.

Myself and my Art buddy(Some folks have gym buddies), we visited St Johns co- Cathedral.

Inspired it left us wee bit left out at some of the weirdnesses. That's the point really of Art it's in the eye of both the provider, and in the eyes of the client inspectors.










But still most beautiful experience, few hours of bliss. In a world where news is mostly violent. Art brought escape. Entertainment. Conversation. Inspiration. Narrative. Coulers. Sounds. Discussion.

Head scratching. Plenty of that. Oh Yes about 5 cups of tea.



Dec 4, 2024

'Outsiders'.

Some people can inspire you for reasons that hard to grasp. Punk rock was inspiring as it brought people who couldn't play correctly into mainstream.













Who knows what can inspire us politically. Present example .'Fergus Sharkey', from Undertones. Now seen one of best influencers regarding?  Clean water, environmental speaker.

'Bono plus U2' leading on world poverty. Bob Geldof again at forefront of world economic reality.

'Donald Trump', fits this outsider test as well. Just saying extreme views should got results. Example USA politics. May he bring balance as opposite views get expressed.











The social and political, further religious 'outsiders' were primary engaged in conversations with Jesus in recorded gospels. Something others could not grasp.

This spooked myself


 

Dec 2, 2024

This here........Me kinda green.

 

         
    On board feeling rough, heavy seas.

   More l hope later. Journey of slightly difficult but most enjoyable sea cruises. Total three ships, ferric , catamaran, smaller river ferries.small island crossings. Meet friend from Italy, also encountered Estonian who had no authority but took some discussion on our connection.

Communication when misunderstood can lead to further complications.My eldest friend is in his mid 80s, another friend no longer talking nor meeting up with him. It’s sounds petty. But hurt is felt sadness developed. But one reason is the person who now no longer communicating is boring plus Robotic in his conversations.

Not good at listening nor allowing his friend to present another view. So due to age l feel best they go separately. It not a marriage simply friendship with little good to offer. But my Italian friends always asking about me, tell me about own experiences. Great sometimes just sitting silently, like today as we journeyed happy to be together as small community.

Even in silence still engaged. May your relationships grow, even in spaces you encounter.

Dec 1, 2024

Arty moment in sun.


 Today my friend whose quite old in years shares some insights at Art festival. Asked me....

"Which do you think like the best.?"

Knowing his love of botanical and love of growing veg. Narrowed the paintings from 40 to only 2.

But l was wrong. Taking his time he explained.

"Like the simple use of lines, way brought into the frame" 
my Freind carried on telling me more. Helping me to understand.

Rich conversation. Not lot of words we both engaged. I was drawn out, gained from another's skills plus knowledge. That's how we grow, how we develop.

Take time with others. Listen as well as you speak.

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves and stormy conditions Despite this turmoil Got dressed, got out. Excitement conversation's  Pictures and...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"