As you do……..Suppose!

Last time I saw her, it was turning colder

But that was …?..years ago

Last heard she had moved to ?

But where she's now, just me really don't know

But there's somethin' 'bout this time of year

That spins my head around

Takes me back and makes me wonder

‘Cause what she's doing now. Just for laughs. Looked up ,but didn't dial the old number.

Sat here a little while, wondered.

'If others stupidly done the same'

Took a walk in the evening' wind along foreign harbour.

It was warm pleasant

Tried clear my head somehow,

but tonight again stupidly lie here thinking.

Wondering, how she doing, hope the Ladies OK now?  Guess still care enough.

GREENBELT Christian arts festival sunk and Stunk pretty low..

Grimbelt states that they...That is Israel – "the party holding by far the most power and by far the greatest potential to choose peace over war in the situation – might end its occupation and seek equality and justice for all those living in Israel/Palestine." 

Kevin W. Here standing with Israel and the Jewish people,  my friends daughter asked her the other day why so many people hate Jews, After being attacked by Palestine supporters with bottles.

Many don't know what to tell these children or old folk. Because they don't know why. 

Just know that many people hate Jews for being, you know, simply Jewish.

Best you stay with your Echo chamber. 

Only yesterday sat talking with my Lebanese friend. He can't grasp your support for people who presently threatening his family. Who IDF just liberated. 

My Syrian friend, who set up with myself Boxing club 20 years ago can't grasp Christian support.

Often point them as introduction to 'Blood Brothers',

Elias Chacour is a Melkite Catholic priest and a Palestinian. Blood Brothers is at once the story of Elias’ life growing up by the Sea of Galilee and an impassioned plea for reconciliation between the forces that have torn that area apart during this last century

 Inspiring Former GB speaker.

Your prejudice is your downfall. It shames the many Christians killed by Palestine groups. 

It's cowardly to not educate around the wider issues.

This is why many Christians like myself no longer attend a place we loved to attend. Very very very many of us. 

Hate distorted image, simplistic, WOKE misguided view presented which has no contrast nor difference to a fallen world view.

Does nothing to encourage nor support peace and reconciliation. 

Here to back ache cure...Please Lord.

Here to the workers on the streets today. Plus the Buses at four in the morning. Struggling with some weird pain. So walking around in Autumn sun on an island basking in high temperatures.

Later the ferries sailed (There actually 3 ships here). Early morning many are going to begin the day. While 'walking to breathe', as my backs playing wicked game. Lord need tender mercies.

Old age it's coming quicker then wanted. Struggling with a question around.

Who inspired me?
 Why ? .....Well it's flummoxed me. No one come to mind among current people.

Presently not there in place that's one letter from Hell. I am in a place actually called paradise.

Colours come often into my LIFE by those committed  to sharing skills. Myself try write stuff draw wee bit, like on linear diagrams and plots.

Like to arrange words around images, then open dialogue. Captured this journey we share.

Presently not there in place that's one letter from Hell. I am in a place actually called paradise. In Mediterranean area of our world. It's warm, it's bright, sunny feels nice  Long walks ahead. Pleasant conversations, sure new friends. Conversed with old friends. Everything bathed in blues yellows sandy landscapes. Sea is everywhere around us here in Paradise.

Resting my emotions as l recover from bouts of illness. Processing way son died. Struggling with way body impacted by reaching Autumn of my LIFE.

These are the myriad dramas pulled me up a little recently. The LIFE coach in me, perhaps the pastoral credited to me, are OK with this drama. But want a dream perhaps more visionary Kevin to appear.

So l am here away from that other place. I am here Speak to Me lord.

It's just time think about suppose affirm these values l hold, but treasure, to enable Faith reaffirming. Walks talks even if just to myself . May you also get space further chance to guide yourself, remains open to Gods Spirit communicating.

 

To reasonable gathering.

 

So Pilgrimage near completion for myself it's multi reason journey.

Gathering with others, conversations, talking, listening. Always even if challenging discussion it's remains polite. (But not very often we become argumentative).

Unlike old now disbanded walking group local to my home environment.

Sunny climates we talk, listen well. That's critical ingredient. Share long walks. Also gather with this group often eat as group.

Very vital is fact that we talk around lot of subjects from theology's, weather, locations, share own life's. Mixture of topics required different levels of interaction. Sometimes even frivolous. At periods deeper.

Confident the silences and looking at each other informs pace of our talks.

It's not often, also with little education that men speak openly in 'old five levels' communication. Honest, open, making oneself vulnerable chats. But nice also comfortable when we do. That applies across the two genders.

I am pretty ill today,not good in my health it's pain in new places so put it down to complexities of last week please stressed situations of Bus, trains, further planes and ferries.

Let's hope rest, re cooperation will bring better health period. Also carrying physical heavy weights.

Last week's intensely difficult conversations, plus struggles coping with challenges around harsh news affected me internally. That's normal. But we often keep it all in. 

I make myself vulnerable try to share such issues.

Anxious... Anxiety...Me at present.

Lot of weather hurdles awaiting me.

Difficult practical working outs to handle.

Anxious

Anxiety 

Anxiously 

Paradise calling me again.

Heading back there again. Yes again to chill out, recover, process deeper differently. Anxious with need to become less so.

Let you know if how l feel, when l get there.

Been such a difficult week.

Prescription twice.

Child protection issue.

Housing affairs issues.

Coroner's offices, plus Police station.

Four days traveling in worst wintery weather truly beaten myself, demonstrated l am Older. In some social worker performance l was disappointed. Best to leave that there at present.

societys change over the last 5 years is Astronomical

Our country, this place even this county Yorkshire is a society that is struggling.

Its not what l witnessed several decades ago. Personally feel so much change in just the last 5 years.

Too much diversity on the streets, today in the bitterest cold have experienced, passed rough sleepers in main Hull city center. Talking about dozens of white middle aged men but also 2 women. These are two clear evidences of the transformation.

Value's and beliefs of the Christian Judea values have disappeared.

see young people with headphones cutting out the echo of society's cries. Rural farming communities experience theft break-ins and are exploited by big super markets.

Those who fought for our country's freedoms are among worse casualties of this changing swing.

this week....

This week dealt with authority figures who are lazy, don't care, rude and they adopt a work ethic that allows them to work from home, only for 4 days a week.

Flags for 'Palestine` and hatred witnessed to `slave trading English` expressed in narrow minded city now hosting so many different coulers, ethnic groups, and mainly men.

Who imposed these changes ?

What was the expected benefit.?

Is this called Destabilization, who directing this demographic.?

Email any answers usual address.

Be careful who you gather with.

 This image is about what we do when we gather together. So much taking place we do not grasp but this captured image. Conceptual opens up what can take place.

Can you spot some one flirting?

Card game or trip being demonstrated?

Whose trying to meet in secret?

Who in the background intruding, or being ignored.?

Is only a single person looking somewhere else?

l predict a riot . . or at least lot of unrest.

'I know a lot of people across the country in all walks of life took a bit of a kick on the shin with that Budget. You lot got a knee in the nuts and a hammer blow to the back of the head.'

so stated Jeremy Clarkson a former TV star often on the BBC

'For the sake of everybody here, and for all the farmers stuck at home paralysed by a fog of despair over what's been foisted on them, I beg of the Government to be big and accept this was rushed through, it wasn't thought out and it was a mistake. That's the big thing to do, and back down.'

Earlier, Mr. Clarkson - who runs Diddly Squat farm in Chipping Norton -  became exasperated with Victoria Derbyshire during an interview on Whitehall. WHICH WAS QUITE FUNNY.

Really he tore them to pieces and the Woke Wandering Wost Wityful World of the Woke Warriors. 

• With the Chancellor being caught lying on her CV, 
• While Farmers prepare for a national strike,
•  Starmer being at the center of a massive scandal over the Southport massacre. 
• Feels like the the walls are closing in on this shambolic government. 
• These further issues include attacks by immigrants in Manchester and harehills, Leeds. 

Many of us stand with the farmers, they do what amounts to a thankless job for so little profit, long hours unsocial work in rural country side where other resources are rare, have to be more than animal husbandry plus good stewards. Also have to manage other issues arising from this social isolation. The reason so that we have good produce, dairy further meat daily.  They get up `Unknown O` Clock each day .Then toil to pay for equipment that allows them to keep up with demand, they have to pay for fuel, they struggle to make ends meet. 

Yet the ones l have encountered remain pleasant warm friendly.

We recognise all the hardships but present `Political elite` unable to grasp such truths. Its becoming clear something very much amiss with these communist who at one time in `horrific history` claimed to be on the side of the peasant class.

Its all sounds a little humorous but very serious because peoples living standards and real quality of LIFE is diterating , social structure is already damaged. Shame about community being targeted but there depth to what is occurring in the UK which is ruining structure of a nation.

But had this thing, can only call hope. Hope or Faith ?

There was chaos that l just didn't quite recognise.

Feel that's known by those `creating the chaos`.

Long Hospital corridors,

36 hour shifts sat waiting for results.

Never came, if truth be told.

Green tops worn by officials whose badge one couldn't see.

Without food and substance, feel drained. Questions ignored. Injured person whose health is failing longs for cup of coffee, and few hours without tubes, attachments, drips and bloods being monitored.

Quietly murmur between Father and Son. No one wants to help.

Walk again long corridors, through swing doors ring the bell …Wait...Wait.

In the chaos, We sneak out and grab a coffee, He has a fag break, the smell of illness has increased. Stares of others he recognizes.

  Matthew had not really been eating, talked about a future ,trips out, Yorkshire breakfast, ring necked Fulmars, Lapwings, and riverside walk.

Bedside cabinet near hospital bed, curtains drawn around, In a carrier bag magazine, chocolate bar and tin of coke.  Did another day pass in that place. Your eyes glazed over, looking empty very thin. Got football top on. You where dying. Suppose you knew. But me had this thing ,can only call hope. Hope or Faith.

It been a bad year since you departed. Where prayers unanswered ?Me today like days before ..`Think you went too soon`. All the updates, prayer requests, conversations. where they for me. 

But you told me...`I know whose next to me`.

Still see you so strongly in my minds eye...that last bowl of soup you drank ..Your smile as buzzard came down near the car. Love of days out. In the misery, pain, darkness of your last few days. To have gone out like that, heart attack, gangrene, influenza, misery of powerlessness. Still

Still Had a sense God was close.

Try to express grace if offered an opportunity

 Weather warnings about Arctic blast, we get them every time in this period of the season. So wrap up well, on a cold November day in Autumn.
The leaves turned to golden marmalade orange, some are blackberry red. Morning sun is for short time brightest golds. Beaches are sun kissed. 
Walks are bit shorter more brisk. Still got LIFE to be lived, guilt around fact that departed loved ones can not share these moments.
World still turns on the hatred coming too often to the forefront. Death, senseless killings, acts of violence.

Be sober in your actions, spread love, be kind, express silence, seek to be generous, express grace if offered an opportunity.

Two things raise up heavy, near the top of any development in community /business/entertainment/Sport.

Conversations are essential, well you already know that. Some claim that in any business you need Education, Experience, exposure.

Further claim Education , your degree,other qualifications are only worth 5%. Experience is 75%.

The other being exposure is worth 20 %. Not going to express too much about exposure not even confident  would be able to justly explain what is meant.

'Experience' well rattled on a lot about how vital this item is in delivery of Church based along with secular plus third sector voluntary sectors community development. But would give Education lot more than 5%. would also offer up what many reading this ramble will agree. Education is life long.

Within all we attempt two things raise up heavy, near the top of any development in community /business/entertainment/ sport.

Relationships, first, plus further secondary communications.

IF YOU LOOKED AT THIS IMAGE WITH OUT UNDERSTANDING OF THE BACK STORY IT PRESENT DIFFERENT UNDERSTANDING OF communications PLUS Relationships

The Tigers owner, who is edging closer to his three-year anniversary since taking over, confesses that he completely understands the growing frustrations of the club's fanbase, who are worried about the possibility of a relegation battle this season given the current form.

"Of course, the start to the season has not been what I expected, We are not happy about it, but I believe there are reasons why, and we are doing everything we can to make everything better."

This is a difficult friendship, built on love of a football team, one that's coming in for lot of critical comments. Its relationship built on trust.

There are ideas around process of Power. Of entitlement from the fan base. Some of the comments are abusive, all offer advice, critic, knowledge. Discussion about what qualifies a person to deliver management style of football, others not happy around issue, what they have witnessed.

There been shouts around sackings, social media comments, written articles. Been unpleasant also some harsh criticism from the manger towards the fans.

The relationship is fractured, damaged, looks broken.

What can fix this. effort to improve results, kinder words, displays of trust and friendship are all being offered.

Will that be enough? Is that ever enough in damaged relationships, where communication has broken down?

But the world not always flowers, fruits, walks on the beach, and warm pints in the local.

 Each morning for last few weeks had this image which had for 20 years,(from visit to the Wallace collection in Manchester square London). Placed it in front of the TV , well to kind of inspire myself, stop me just engaging with news or TV then getting side tracked from the day.

Its actually worked it becomes something focus on for short while. Its not an icon , nor is it not an icon. 

Some people l know have issues with icons, However grown very much into being more open to assistance that Candles along with other images can bring as we attempt to be reflective.

Anyway this works for myself. Yesterday spent time , not enough, in the gallery of Yorkshire artist Tracy savage. More soon.

Change the tone a little.

Julie Nicholson, vicar at St Aidan with St George in Bristol, lives with husband Greg and her children Lizzie and Thomas, her other daughter Twenty-four year old Jenny living in London and engaged to boyfriend James. On July 7 2005, after phoning James, Jenny leaves for work on a different subway route to her usual, due to a fault on the Piccadilly line. This costs her her life as shortly afterwards she is one of 24 victims slain by bomber  at Edgeware Road station.

Been wanting to find the correct period to watch this DVD having seen the programme on the BBC, who when they make handle these subjects, actually do wonderful job. This was again the case. the topics difficult, but we must face harsh emotional, indeed the terror . 

The main focus coming to myself was the real, so very real issue of lose. That whole feeling of losing Hope, then coping with awfulness of losing a loved one so fatefully in such frightening way. 

Yes its handle with sensibility, folly of terrorists act, then the emotional journey with all that brings to focus.

Understand you may be thinking, well this is not cheerful subject. But the world not always flowers, fruits, walks on the beach, and warm pints in the local.

Its hard. its tough its pretty grim. LIFE Sometimes.

Inferred messages in modern medium helps us focus . Enables us to `arrest emotions`, deal with tough issues. At that moment you can find a focus via this medium.

Morning on Autumnal day in UK.

 Hope is a positive little step you take just to be you.

Not bad placed to start the day, News from coroner yesterday was difficult. Learning how very ill Matthew was in last few days. Not yet processed the words. Economic news never really got my juices flowing, but fair to say things not so dire.

Good morning, 

Hope is a positive little step you take just to be you.

 Is there a bar up there Where you've got a favourite chair

Where you sit with friends
And talk about the weather?
Is there a place you go
To watch the sunset and oh
Is there a song you just can't wait to share?
    Yeah I know ... 'you'll tell me when I get there'.

What conversation around Jew Hunting could anyone possibly share with these old saints.?

In Europe, November 2024, safe house had to be offered to young, bloodied Jews fleeing blows and kicks of a marauding mob that damned them as dogs, a disease. Not for the first time in the history of the Netherlands, good people offered to open their doors to Jews running from a Jew hunt.

When began working moments as apprentice Tailor in employment in UK, my Beloved boss Bronislaw had survived the concentration camps. Due possibly to his heritage trade.

We had Jewish people in our shop daily, Fridays we often had late afternoon Cups of tea plus odd cake.

In discussion, One person had been enforceable used as solider by German Army. Frank the Watchmaker had traumatic stories. JG lost all his family. (Very occasionally own present children they joined us with best China cutlery for occasion). As young apprentice served the refreshments , such experience include joy. As made drinks served cake. 

Never think this country would sink so Low. That we side with the islamist death cult.

What conversation around Jew Hunting could anyone possibly share with these old saints. This now is what has become of the place you arrived into. The place you rebuilt on principles many lost their lives to uphold.

It's just LIFE. Still Beautiful.

 Changing times, but there was reverence.

Today on the 11 hour in this the 11 month 2024.

With others we gathered, silence for few minutes, then we departed. Each home or shops or cuppa.

Another gathering different from other days gathered for other reasons.

Whiff of discussion started to take place, but felt need to be alone, few jobs still to do.

Got work appointment at it's my last one of this year. Pretty difficult trail tomorrow, early start.

LIFE.

LIFE it's changing as season departs, colder period sleepwalks into my Autumnal Life.

How are you? 

What gatherings are awaiting yourself?

Which season of this LIFE are you engaged in?

Did emotional bonds of family, occasion, faith, vocation, sweep past.

Plus, has the morale compass swung into the Life you are living? Bringing interesting drama, discussion, challenges for you to embrace.

It's just LIFE.

Two images of Gatherings.

On a day like this day of remembrance,when over here, we pause to respect service of others killed in wars.

Still people die, are killed by bombs. Hatred is spitting it's reteric. Misinformed are fed by big lies.

Hostages still in captivity in middle east. Palestinian Christians died at hands of Jewish people 

Jewish people died at brutal ideals of Islamist.

The biggest lies still get told. Conditions us to carry on bringing harm to others.

Yesterday spent most of the day with family, we gathered where knew no one. Laughed together, ate food nearby, in our minds the images took us to different moment.

We shared where where strangers gathered. No one knew the other, there was harmony. Departed from this gathering happy, content with no dispute. Neither was a bad word expressed.

Wasn't Church, but seen Films in Churches.

 

It was Paddington in Peru. Mega fun. We gathered, departed, there was harmony. Would not think it was the humble Cinema experience.

The bigger the lie, the more they believe.

The bigger the lie, the more they believe. The bigger the lie, the more they believe. 

Man, oh boy, does that not ring so true today, does that not ring.

I do not feel it had so much resonance, ..(quality of evoking response)...at the time of the wire around 20 years ago, which everybody knew was a reference to the Iraq War and the War on Drugs.

how you use misinformation

so you can do misconduct and usually for reasons of greed,

And oppression,

And entitlement, 

For nefarious, wicked, self centred reasons so people can create dysfunction, because it benefits them.

The bigger the lie, the more they believe. Really about the advent of violence we witness growing in our society. But now its developed even from that expression 20 years ago.

The UK full of its living, spitting, warmongering hatred of Israel and its people, While allowing promotion of this cult of Islam. 

The bigger the lie, the more they believe. 

America a country that's is an experiment only 200 years old, still new as a country.

A living breathing experiment, It is not Anchored in some bedrock, its only Anchored in values and ideas. That you have to have a continuous virulence fight to hold on.

All of that, all of that is in jeopardy.

That is not Hyperbole, (exaggeration,) It is not hyperbole at all.

Man it is fragile So if we allow the Nefarious to take over it will go away. 

The bigger the lie, the more YOU believe. Was insightful years ago.

It is a clarion call 2024.

 

we don't always get the luxury of perspective.

 "It's a long, long season. Right now, it's frustrating, and it's hard to kind of look past what's going on at the minute, but I think we've still got a lot of football to be played, and a lot can still change in that time, and hopefully, a lot will change."

We don't always get the luxury of perspective. Sometimes it only about witness to events happening in the very present. 

We do get the principle to escape try a walk. Try a chat with friends, try to make that phone call you been putting off.

Time is a healer Time does pass you by, Time you know it goes so quick. 

Perhaps there's a relationship waiting for you to take the lead and rebuild. Maybe you need take the lead in excising grace. Or gift someone with a surprise blessing.

Seen too much nefarious aptitudes, develop into something more wicked.
 

Change in some places and extended leave to remain in Hull.

 Tim Walter is expected to be in charge of Hull City's Championship clash with West Brom on Sunday amid growing pressure on the beleaguered head coach.

Walter was subjected to chants for him to be sacked by a frustrated away support at Oxford United on Tuesday night, as his City side went down to a 1-0 defeat to leave the Tigers without a win in six games.

Looks like Trump will win God help America And the UK too when he introduces tariffs against us very soon .

All change in some places and extended leave to remain in Hull, one football kick from Hell. The news screen and media been completely over run with news about Trump in America.

This country the one l live in ...Its not America, just some feel it should be, we are so small plus insignificance. They told us its going to be a disaster. That its awful, lead to higher inflation, more deaths in Syria, middle east and the Ukraine, trade will be damaged, worse for women.

Man am l glad that age has taken myself to the Autumnal period of a LIFE that's the average. Anyway weathers not fine either, football, fanatics, and falling leaves.

 The decision needs to be made by Hull Owner Acun, must replace Walter,  before it's to late. We have a talented group of players who look confused with no clear plan and direction off and on the pitch. Football is not a complicated game city are doing poor job of making it that. Push the boat out, Owner needs to bring in some one with experienced as a coach, (maybe David Moyes,)  he will organise and get the best out of this squad without having to spend much in January.

All about the big lies on the wires.

 A masterful musician, composer, and orchestrator, who left his mark on the American musical culture. A man of soulfulness and swing. “If music be the food of love , play on.”

Rest in peace Quincy Jones.

GREAT COMPOSER AND PRODUCED SO MANY ARTIST.

also jazz performer whose music reached wide ethnic audience.

The Wire, if anything, was the canary-in-the-mine that forecasts the institutional moral morass of politics and policing that lead us to the protests of today.

Stated `Bunk Moreland `actor on this delightful if indeed tough watch.

(maybe tough because its real.)

“The bigger the lie, the more they believe” was a line that is so salient, that is so important, principled, and profound in today’s political and social climate, especially UK.

The Wire, TV Series is a deep dive study of the contributing variables that feed the violence in our culture, the streets, further at the hand of authorities, who mask them selves in many guise's.

So Wendell pierce, (Actor who played Bunk) ask us that you consider that maybe The Wire was a precursor to the discussion that is mandatory now. It was an indicator, a warning light, of the implosion we are feeling today.

ISLAM, the cult growing in UK can be summed up with that sentence from above.

The situation in Middle East can be summed up with the same sentence applies to both sides of this Blood Brothers feud.

War against pensions and this government's argument is `another Big lie`, some really are believing.

 It thus becomes vitally important for the State to use all of its powers to repress dissent, for the truth is the mortal enemy of the lie. 

GUESS who said the following.

Never allow the public to cool off; never admit a fault or wrong; never concede that there may be some good in your enemy; never leave room for alternatives; never accept blame; concentrate on one enemy at a time and blame him for everything that goes wrong; people will believe a big lie.

German Politian's of the late 30`s early to mid 40`s.

Odd sleep pattern.

Outing in Gods cathedral. Leaves are falling, ground wet, duck's are on flooded fields. Buses running empty. Colder today.

Need to be away today worth hassle, time away.

My sleep odd at present, getting few hours here, awake falling asleep few hours up again.

Knackering.

Suppose you may again conclude.... What's does he know!

Poorest most vulnerable, who don't have access to communication methods favoured by Authorities. These damaged People are being invited to come forward try to apply for the payment if..?...BIG if.. they are struggling to get by. They need to apply to their local council, which will be making the payments.

However information is limited, conditions for applying are difficult to understand. Along with converluted waiting period.

It's not easy for such folks. I try to help but could spend 4 hours alone getting to correct information. Those who must support do not have Pastoral nor emotional empathy to assist.

Individuals get damaged, communities get exhausted. System error becomes normalized.

Then you hear....'Or but we offered all the supported required, but take up was very small."....

Then to compound my own argument.

Meet individuals who seldom cook a meal. Families who have...` fish and chip's`.. delivered. Some of the basic home economics have not been taught.

Saddens myself, some of same person's have largest TV, plugged into contracts for streaming and waste little money they posses.

However l suggest. This numbs the pain of `poverty roped into`...TV Only escape.

I am saying this....Feel it fits Society's Administration , encouraged an attitude for this too remain the cause.

Promoted prayers ask that we carry on wrestling with Questions, while seeking compassion from God about this and wider issues.

Humberside Police have issued an update after a girl was found with "life-threatening" stabbing injuries. .Police  said that six youths aged between 14 and 17 had been arrested on suspicion of attempted murder. They continue to be questioned by police.

Police Officers discovered a 13-year-old had 'sustained stab wounds and lacerations to her neck, abdomen, chest and back'. four boys aged 14, 15, 16, 17, two girls aged 14 and 15 - were arrested on suspicion of attempted murder. “Over the course of the last few hours , Police have been conducting extensive lines of enquiry.

Why has this incident happened ?

Why is it becoming so normal repeated, with many more violent attacks occurring?

How do we begin to understand the circumstances that lead to such attacks. where do we begin to put the situation into focus for improvement.

 Promoted prayers ask that we carry on wrestling with Questions, while seeking compassion from God about this and  wider issues. 

The 13-year-old girl who remains in a critical, but stable condition in hospital.

This retired youth workers come face to face with these issues in really short, 40 year old professional career. Beginning as part time third sector volunteer, to unqualified part time route to professional full time position. often been in Faith based Church roles, Also in LEA position's. Eventually retiring, ( Despite wicked interventions) To a `director of youth affairs` position abroad.

I can only tell you what felt about this issue. Its this not easy to accept nor hold as true. But there is a `Spirit of Evil` , which some engage with, invite loosely into own LIFE`s. it directs, leads to paths of Evil. Its there easily sought by wrong inference, interest, sheer boredom, complete ignorance. But it is sought.

Available ready to assist. Go into the correct path avoid such temptations. Other ways to go forward with LIFE are options to explore.

That's too easy for you reading this, but offer this issue, this evidence, this ongoing investigation as proof.

Sorry not got more. It deeply emotional upsetting.

God bless, guide, protect you plus all you love.