Don't think latest planned procedure going to work . No one's listening.

Today Been pre operation discussion but unsure if, nurse heard my comments.

You see they going to operate again.

Become pretty tired and too much travel to appointments 

Done all stress testing.

Did the resting/chill testing. Pain coming bit to often and relief having Tobe accessed too often.

That in itself makes me more ill. 

Anyway when it goes quite, just away all my wisdom will return. If goes quite for too long. 

Been good knowing you all. Sing hallujah anyway.

This loud wicked terror that's gripped the news.

...."lt will pass".... Love wins. 

Hospital Tuesday early. Drop few blog pages before then.