DAMN ILLNESS FOUGHT BACK....

Last night the illness fought back.

Damn it, l was doing well,

you know that bit of you lives `like it was yesterday`...walked till almost physical stopping,

rested early..ate healthy..like l do not drink.

If God was listening, grateful for creation on display , the sight of minke whales, turn-stones by my feet in the harbour.

Decent talks connecting,also being alone.

Break from outpouring of others concerns, rested.

Oxygen levels failed, pain was epic, 

Oxygen saturation is a crucial measure of how well my heart plus lungs are working. When we breathe in air, our lungs transmit oxygen into tiny blood vessels called capillaries. In turn, these capillaries send oxygen-rich blood to the heart, which then pumps it through arteries to the rest of the body. My levels often slip dangerously or fail.

Breathing became difficult. dryness and painful.

Hours of `this struggle`.

Management arrives, because you see been this way before. . .Accepting if this my hours, so much not listened too, many 'songs not sung'..books not read..

YOU lots about YOU still need to talk around.

So perhaps in Heaven some explanation ...

Questions that worried me... answers like to the following. . 

Why are Zebras stripped?