I am to Old to have..'Gone too soon'..played at my Funeral. Officially.

We truth be told,have had lot of Male death's in our rural coastal community.

3 Brothers, committed suicide in last 2 years from same family.

Mystery surrounds older 52 guys death in a fire,that first killed his dogs, silently?

He was found unconscious, uncannily no `Fire Alarms`, had been activated

Further some not identified.

No-one is allowed to ask why?

Because that conversation feels uncomfortable. You can even get Blackballed if you are asking..

"What's going on"..

Like a plot in a TV drama ,something simply going wrong.

Connected with Emotional literacy...lack of Spiritual growth...male ego...hidden issues.

Hushed circles heard women plus few men express questions that get shut down.

I am officially, too Old to have..'Gone too soon'..played at my Funeral.