It's been hard to process this Week, illness, hospital's
Inevitably waiting.
Late days, long journeys.
Feelings about guilt
Struggling as,l do not feel contributing to life's rich colourful tapestry.
Part of the waiting. Length of journey, comes poorer diet, expenses, unsure of words l speak.
Question own judgement.
Reflections are mumbled up, words kept in spirit, not external.
Hear older friend is near to departing the life they been living.
Bureaucratic sent paperwork now required.
Administration require legal documents.
After wrestling with stupidity of the rules,
l feel more drained.
That obstacle representation of another,makes me keep tight lid on how l feel. Or may want to speak about circumstance, and the situation.
Those skills confident not used too well.
Hear the crowds, bit away
Gloves on, gown on. Ready!
techniques like Ring craft,
defenses, stance,confidence.
Keep moving from round to round ,know Bell would sound.
ON the that round. Rest, sat on stool, given advice.
Prepared to go out another round of fighting.
God put a fighter in me, like to think will go distance.
Eventually win another battle, that's how LIFE feeling at present.
Conflicting moments,others got control.
BUT l know life is just struggling with requirements.
Remain strong, a Day, moments ,period like this come eventually to all.
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