As created

Sometimes it Snows in April.
had cold day out 'n' about yesterday doing what do best, looking into music and what's available
Despite the cold, the wind, the rain, the snow, chill factor.
Had a day in Redcar looking around
also had great curry in ethnic shop £5 not bad at all.
We need to do nothing of insignificance that what makes us Human,
Don`t always need a role to prove
this is me,
this is who l am,
this is how God created me,
not for everyday should we chill
listen, and but Music.
but sometimes,
just sometimes,
we can, should ,do stuff that appears to have nothing to do with a role.

you`ll never walk alone... . .my understanding of those powerful words

When you walk through a storm

Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
There's a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark

Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Though your dreams be tossed and blown

Walk on walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone

When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of the lark

Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Though your dreams be tossed and blown

Walk on walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk

You'll never walk
You'll never walk alone

 You´ll Never Walk Alone 

those lyrics have again become loud and sung proudly by the Hillsboro support group
in their fight get justice for the 96 fans of Liverpool football club who lost their life at the stadium during a footie match 27 years ago
the lyrics deserve us taking a moment to observe the meaning
they are very spiritual
but come from a little known musical

words talks about what hope awaits as you journey through trails of life
so in many ways its fitting for this group
BUT is it also fitting for us as individual facing challenges
life is hard
M Scott Peck, the author of the `road less travelled` 
begins his support book,a book common to Counsellors,community workers,youth and 
similar work where the person centred and group dynamics are important

life is hard

there will be storms,it not always easy to hold your head up high

how difficult must it have been for the `family of those unlawfully killed` to carry on 
27 years for justice
read that again 27 years for justice
the wind
the rain
tossed
blown
all tough conditions as you walk on
life and its journey can appear to bring storms,uncomfortable conditions
rain
there are times when it may appear there is nothing but rain,wet ,cold ,difficult conditions
Wind
moves you of course,stumble relationships go wrong
I have prayed for 16 years . .  since April 2004 
about an issue
unanswered prayer
rain....wind..storms of life
blown around lose your way head is down . . struggle onwards

somewhere deep within me lies this feeling
its like my Faith 
feels right 
I know it!
In my heart there is hope
hope in God  ... acceptance and desire to follow Jesus... belief
that Prayers get answered
better times return
storms end
its gets warmer
troubles disappear
life goes on
life does get easier

I get sense that l am not alone
that always been the case
God is with you and I
we never really walk alone...his purpose is to remain alongside us as we journey
to be a guide .  .  .companion
I don`t know your own situation in life at present 

but this l do know

you are not alone

you are not forgotten
God is on your side

this day

so cold chilly wintery

miserable

told due to my health

stay in rest

whose zooming who?

out'n'about

cups of tea

keeping it simple

more in depth tomorrow

health 

pain

much improved

thank God

stay warm

drink marmite

love love love 

keep it simple

Long wait for Hillsboro justice

What that knocking on the door 

Could it be justice calling

Bit late ...often are...

When you come

Actually ashame because plenty died awaiting your return

Suppose late justice like a draw at football

A late goal

Rerun of favourite TV programme

Fine

But long wait for justice

One wait

That should never take place

me and my heart we got problems

this is the best update l can give you good folks, l am on a course of treatment at present which leaves me a bit tired but hope it can all become more stable and settled in next few weeks, yesterday l was in mega pain while out locally-- 11.30  (Seaham) enjoying sun then got mega bad pain took some non prescribed stuff along with normal stuff . -- felt better till 19.00 in the evening slept 21 .00 walk up took 3 more tablets fell back asleep walk up  

 Enlarged Heart

The most common causes of an enlarged heart are blockages in the heart's blood supply (coronary artery disease)

l have occluded right arteries and some high blood pressure An enlarged heart can have many other causes, including. . .
only the following effect myself.

• viral infection of the heart
• Abnormal heart valve
• Genetic and inherited conditions blocked occluded R.A.

In simple terms,` Enlarged Heart`.

 Because l have this condition `enlarged heart', the heart becomes unable to pump blood effectively, symptoms of congestive heart failure can develop:

• Shortness of breath this l experience often... and no fixed pattern of behaviour but with exertion sleep times so lying flat 
• creates more of a problem,hence sleep pattern affected
• Leg swelling this has been obvious had vein grafted from right leg
• Increased abdominal girth, . . so its not a`beer belly`after all.
• some weight gain, certain tablets also do this
• tiredness, fatigue, also due to blocked arteries       

the situation l am in is that l experience steadily worsening shortness of breath, feeling more tired ,left leg swells twice its normal size,

acute pains comes and disappears

Another Hull city win

Looks comical

Robertson Snobgrass and Meyler

Celebrate the last minute winning goal as we win over wolves by 2 goals to 1

On other sad football matters

Hearts

Prayers

Thoughts

Concern

To the families of the 96  victims of hillsboro

Hang the vinyl junkies hang the vinyl junkies hang the DJ's as well

To day is record shop day

The smell even the careful way of bringing the object out of the sleeve

The social scene as we met

Chatted asked the guys behind the shop desk about this release or that oldie

Flicking thru the racks

Holding and reading the track listing

Have you got enough cash

Although came out to buy one record 

May get another

And some been reduced 

Also the ex jukebox stall at back of market Togo to buy a bargain

Vinyl

The joy of vinyl 7 inch 12 inch 

Even ten inch and one other

Couplers of plastic

Covers they came in

God l thank you for vinyl

Try doing any of that with a cursed download

Having a 'stanna chair lift' day

Darkness in the ABC culture

“One in six Muslims say they would like to live more separately, a quarter would like to live under sharia law. It means that as a society we have a group of people who basically do not want to participate in the way that other people [do].

“What we also found is that there is a correspondence between this desire to live separately and sympathy for terrorism. People who want to live separately are about twice as likely to say that they have sympathy for terrorist acts. Anybody, including most people in the Muslim community, would find that extremely worrying.”

                                                         

                                   Well that's a view

This great social experiment called ABC anything but Christian is fine

I have no problem with this it's become the way 

Except we got ask ourselves why is the Light not shining

It's we the you and me who are called to be the light of the world

Christians followers of Jesus

Are we relevant 

Do we communicate on big important issues 

Or are we a building people who have exhibited little concern for our faith and the people around us

We got to ask tough questions

"IF WE ARE CALED TO BE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD

WHY AREN'T WE SHINING"

Big issues out in the world

Huge

Huge

Huge

Have we got something Loving Godly faith filled to say about poverty injustice loveless ness and fear in our community if not then light not shining

Sat on the bog with one issue ..ran out of tissues

Well that what we all thought were the words to the song

Singing top of voices as the minibus travelled around the Yorkshire moors

"Sat on the bog with no tissues,me and my heart we got issues"

But so many issues been dwarfed by the terrorist Islamic issue

That is rampant in our society culture and custom

Therefore doing its greatest trumps 

Blinding us to debating God,poverty,bullying,injustice,

You see many are not looking at issues

They worried about one simple disturbing issue

Oh no dentist again

Been in the most Indescribable pain

Agony not the word l would use

Praying for healing and pain still persists 

Hurt and more misery 

Hate days like this

life can be found

life can be found in the doubts
life can be found in belief

so may not be planting courgette's this summer
but have to scout around for some
cuttings local guys  bit to busy at present

Time for a DVD or perhaps a walk dodging the rain, and wind,feeling odd health ways at present. Great time walking Whitby area yesterday chips cups of tea and fresh air beauty in sights

need a little faith

well we need some faith
just a little faith
better results
more pride
decent run of good performances
more then we have previously experienced
was this time last year when the disappointment of relegation began to sink in as we suffered a very similar run of form

The archers a mans comment

Something been happening to the listeners of the ARCHERS including me

But got very bored with drawn out storyline 

It's very typical of the way Goverments via BBC twist the public moods and views TGBL another example

Radio 4 listeners have been gripped by the appalling treatment of pregnant Helen by her husband Rob Titchener – who has gradually bullied, manipulated, controlled and conceivably even raped her, despite friend and family thinking he’s near-perfect.

Personally dragged on for a very long time, expecting listeners to recall ever nuance that the writers imagine some of the debates from broadcast been interesting and lot off abuse directed to two groups

firstly those wanting an end to the story line, mainly as they getting bored do not feel its appropriate vehicle for these issues, or they do not listen in for reasons of social change

Second group that gets abuse, MEN. in general who might critic the issue or the storyline.

"we felt this"

"you males don`t understand" (more then a male issue is DV)

"your just a troll"

The English charater fully exposed, it's a radio drama nothing more confident many new listeners will fade away having done nothing for the imagined victim's nor neighbours similar issues

best pizza in Malta Victoria . (Armier bay Malta) MTB take note

 .   . . . . still the very best pizza in Malta . . .  . . . . .
(proof above)
the Victoria, Armier bay ,Malta...outstanding value . .
great tasting . . .excellent restaurant affordable ...
wonderful environment with friendly owner and capable staff...
not yet been able to eat a full pizza but surly Pizza as good as this made for sharing . . . . .if visit Malta this is the place whether its a cup of tea on a Monday..wine with meal at dinner or a Pizza to share  . . . still the best Pizza in Armier bay Malta  ........Victoria ...MALTA TOURIST BOARD ..take note

lets grieve with Ankara, pray deeper,reflect further,committ to each other

Mert Çeliksoy is a friend of mine and lives in Ankara a really decent guy

just like many of the youths worked with over last 40 years

I would like to think like me when l was younger

swims in sea loves music and wants to be tolerant of others while experiencing life

sometimes l hope just as it happens

Mert, well he wrote this very, very recently not long after he boasted, laughed with me about swimming in Paradise bay, in Malta. this is something of what he wrote  

For those who do not know Turkey, or who distance themselves from these attacks, maybe this will open your eyes.
The bombing this evening occurred in the one of the most crowded parts of the centre of town, next to many bus stops with people waiting to go home, arriving for a night out, and sitting in the park relaxing and drinking tea.

Is  the equivalent of a bomb going off outside Debenhams on the Drapery in Northampton, or on New street in Birmingham, or Piccadilly Circus in London.

Can you imagine being there? Can you imagine the place you walk past every day, the bus stops you use, the roads you cross being obliterated.

Can you imagine the victims? The teenagers catching the bus to go home, the grandparents walking into town, the people waiting for a taxi after a long day laughing and socialising in the sun.

he is a mate (friend of mine).

I need to reflect further on what Mert is feeling, and pray deeper

so many acts of inhumanity and wickedness

time to reflect,and create in me and you,

 climate of tolerance,discussion and sharing

 as Mert above asks its about relationships and the way we view each other

Today l offer

What can l offer today

My views

Hopes

Prayers

Actions

Limitations