Jan 31, 2013

l hear voices

 l hear
voices
 l see
baggage

         WHAT GOING ON WHEN PEOPLE INTERACT IS OFTEN OPEN TO INTERPRETATION
same as when a song is performed
do adults have to share own values about the lyrics
here below are some lyrics to Bruno Marrs
Lazy Song.


Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some P90X
Find a really nice girl, have some really nice sex
 And she's gonna scream out
 This is great (Oh my god, this is great)
I'll just strut in my birthday suit
 And let everything hang loose
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
 l hear
voices
 l see
baggage




Jan 29, 2013

emotinal lasers

emotional lasers hurtle across the room
Others in the room become invisible
as the two personalities talk/reflect/shout/listen
all that interaction goes on
others do other stuff
later one of those persons sits quietly
writing stuff in a notebook
 l hear voices
 l see baggage

listening to the archers

listening to the archers
it really is the only fresh air
l get some days

 a really nice view

of the trees and the snow
as the foa begins

Jan 28, 2013

the bedroom ataxx

the bedroom tax
there always somebody pointing at the poor
the vulnerable
less well off
stating your life is too easy
latest way to tax the poor
forget about social diversity
lets tax the widow
family
young mum
the grandparent
lets attax them
again
again
again
lets tax ataxx 
lets just simply be cruel

Jan 27, 2013

WEIGHTY ISSUE

HELP GET ME DOWN

Some of the tablets l am on are not helping me with a weight issue also this weather prevents me from getting out

it sometimes feel like l am making excuses not to keep myself fit but l do try hard walking where l can and be active

life is strange has someone once said and it is strangely so communicating with several people but

 l am not getting  where l need to be.. time to have  a rethink...perhaps

Jan 26, 2013

way animals behave



when l can walk up to the horse Field and give 

them some fruit and veg they love it,

however they can be aggressive towards one of the group

something human in the way animals behave



Jan 25, 2013

we cannot succeed when only a shrinking few do very well

we
 cannot 
      succeed 
 when  only
         a shrinking
few    do   very    well

winters journey


Mixed ways to travel the sea across Europe and a train to get me to the port
wrapped up against the winter harshness
as we in our humanity attempt to get our journeys completed
l have to use rest periods well and can not do anything like l used too do
but l am elderly soon so My journey is nearer the station then at start
l will never do the time again that is past
l don`t know if l felt fortunate but as the weather closed in and got chilly l recalled a few weeks ago as l lay in hospital worried and in pain
l began to long for the normality of going to work
a simple process
so work in the chilly winter became something l wanted

Jan 24, 2013

pay our dues in taxes

So we pay our dues in taxes
But the pavements stay snow covered
The bins do not get emptied
Councillors get drunk
Buses do not arrive on time
Streetlights do not come on
Meals to old fail to arrive
People are found dead in homes because of the cold
Woman falls in the street and dies
Pets are abandoned

l know what

you think

what you think

about me

CBB votes out Frankie and Trish from heartbeat
 
I am driving miles in the snow
 
The unemployed starve
 
Love gets wasted
 
God will is ignored
 
Syria cries for help
 
Where or where is the LOVE
 
LOVE`s in need of LOVE today

Jan 23, 2013

growing many barly make it

But we have always understood that when times change, so must we; that fidelity to our founding principles requires new responses to new challenges; that preserving our individual freedoms ultimately requires collective
people can no more meet the demands of today’s world by acting alone
For me and you, the people, understand that we cannot succeed when a shrinking few do very well and a growing many barely make it
 The growing many barely make it

                                       that's me this week one of those who are barely making it too often l meet those in the same boat just getting by with a meagre existence sometimes it just not enough

off now to treat myself to a cup of tea along with pasta gammon and veg WOW thats me in the corner

Jan 21, 2013

stay warm

lets stay warm in these difficult times
look after yourself
keep one eye on those around you
keep your heart free from disease
Love too others
give God more then a second glance

Jan 19, 2013

how we treat others?




I guess it's funnier from where you're standing
'Cause from over here I've missed the joke
Cleared the way for my crash landing I've done it again,
another number for your notes
I'd be smiling if I wasn't so desperate
I'd be patient if I had the time
I could stop and answer all of your questions
 As soon as I find out how I could move from the back of the line

 I'd be less angry if it was my decision
And the money was just rolling in
 If I had more than my ambition
I'll have time to please
 I'll have time to thank you as soon as I win

From a distance my choice is simple
From a distance I can entertain
So you can see me I put makeup on my face
But there's no way you can feel it From so far away

these are some lyrics that coaught me out yesterday as l listened to the radio
l aloways try and catch Radio 2 then the archers on radio 4 not always possible
the lyrics are from Clown by Emillie Sands one of last years surpirised artist
the song and l get captured by the words often in music as oppossed to the tune or the beat
the words appear to be about someone who just not getting the way things are happening and the resulting treatment they face
l am espiccally touched by the first line:-I guess it's funnier from where you're standing
'Cause from over here I've missed the joke
As you reflect with myself maybe l need to think about how l joke and see other people.


Jan 17, 2013

come on you hull

Hull City strikers Nick Proschwitz and Jay Simpson must start to deliver, says Steve Bruce, after Sone Aluko and Ahmed Elmohamady double blow

this is true espically when you think of the wages these players are earning
although l think something needs to be done to bring the wage structure fo such people down to earth
has anyone noticed the empty places when you observe a footie match on the TV

Fraizer Campbell remains Steve Bruce's top target as Hull City step up their search for a new striker following the loss of Sone Aluko to injury.
Although Bruce admits signing a striker before the weekend will prove difficult, the need for fresh attacking blood has been sharpened significantly in the last 48 hours.

HMV is closing down


it may be winter outside but in my heart its spring
it may be freezing but l feel warm inside
do l hell



so its like a divorce
or losing a loveed one

HMV is closing down
someone said "who wants to walk around a record shop looking at CD`s”?
ME that’s who it’s like yoga to me
l find stuff with tracks l want
Find a remix
An artist l had forgotten about
My system and many off the system l do gigs on
Do not recognise or play downloads
Where the fun in a download
How do you feel?
Hold!
Smell!
Study!
Read.
Enjoy.
A download
l will really miss the fun of choosing a CD or Vinyl taking it home opening the sleeves
Reading the lyric`s
Being inspired by the artwork on the cover
Listening to the track mixing it across other tracks
Taking the CD or Vinyl around and sharing with friends
Aspiring to be like an artist you visually see and hear with own ears
Holding the CD or Vinyl

A pleasure that may be Dieing out



Jan 12, 2013

what steps brought me too faith



from an early time around 3 years of age,
 l recall being in Church.
being separated from my younger brother
moved into another group.
First steps in faith junior Church?


this was a popular hairstyle a few years ago
oh come on joke

Jan 10, 2013

Anit Social WALLER behaviour



If SOMEONE where searching for evidence of anti social behaviour
From my past,
would they be enough evidence to award myself one?
I hope so
what
are
the stepping
stones
into
faith
does your parents faith affect one
age you feel /aware something more
when you identify that as a force
person
movement
individual
when you enter own relationship with that force/person
spiritual
religion
mature faith
what does that look like
what does faith feel like
sound like
how does it make you act

Jan 5, 2013

love is ?

when you first begin your journey
your not sure of who you are
but the lesson that your learning they don`t seam to take you far


but l hope and l pray l will see you in heaven

A time to be born and a time to die;



To everything there is a season,
a time for every purpose under the sun.
A time to be born and a time to die;
a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
a time to kill and a time to heal ...
a time to weep and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn and a time to dance ...
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to lose and a time to seek;
a time to rend and a time to sew;
a time to keep silent and a time to speak;
a time to love and a time to hate;
a time for war and a time for peace.


Another friend has died
all of sudden l do not feel young
healthy
virile
energetic
full of lifeieness (yes that what l put)
the feeling of being able to do loads for lots of time
l witnessed 3 people dying while in hospital
the last passed away when l was in over the New year 2012/2013
Special someone lost her mother
I feel OLD
Life is a journey
hope l see you in heaven when it mine or your time to leave this old life
Jesus said
l am the Resurrection and the life
in my fathers house are many rooms.
it on that l pin my hopes YOU 2?

Jan 3, 2013

I will keep trying to improve the vehicle called K W

HERE TOMORROW HOPE IT NOT SO WINDY
OR COLD

Well heart problems and
Someone attempting to get into my head with all sorts of stories
l like the book `games people play` Ernie Bernie, also why am l afraid (forgot the author) they are both reflecting on human relationships
but especially the destructiveness of them
we are responsible for how we treat each other
the things we say
acts we take parting
even the time we spend in Prayer and reflection
it hard to get relationships correct
some just don’t work out
like everyone l have regrets
about things l have said
the way l have acted
behaved
not giving the right time to events and others situation
LIFE
Love is forever
LIFE
Is so difficult
LIFE
I will keep trying to improve the vehicle called Kevin Waller

stats

Jan 2, 2013

dear special forever angel

dear special  forever angel
sometimes l wish we could talk
but this year the hospital got in the way (  late dec 12-early 2/1/13)
they thought l had a blood clot or even phumaina
it turns out it was just a chest infection
l grumble a lot about my health
but it does not help seeing the lines from you
there is some pain there at present
what the best 2013 hospital
 patients is wearing
look like a chain gang member
l cannot figure what to say or how to respond
or even by what medium
but relationships are hard l expect
when health is another issue it even harder
who knows what pain others are experiencing
until you spend some time with them
all around us are pain, death, new life, hope, and some despair,
that's this thing called life
l expect
me l am out of hospital but back again just for the day tomorrow 4th jan 2013
life is a challenge at present
lets hope it gets better for all ..not just for me
someone said
"it`s good to talk".

BOG STANDARD START TO THE YEAR

                                                   BOG STANDARD START TO THE YEAR

Thinking of 2013 and YOU. 
                                                                                  Wishing you
watch this be a hairstyle for the girls in 2013
Happy New Year.. God bless and guide you in 2013 
 give love Let there be dawnlight to your closest,friends,
family and those you yet to meet along with those who have stayed in your memory but you never see or meet again.. 
Thank you for sharing your one precious life in this direction. 


now help me here do l wash or pee in this?

same question do l Wash my privates?
 or pee in this?
hell l am too out of style to know what to do and what about the chain and the sit down one!
don`t tell me l was in the ladies . . . . NO NO NO NO NO
 

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves and stormy conditions Despite this turmoil Got dressed, got out  Excitement conversation's  Pictures and...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"