Nov 30, 2011

wishin and prayin`

wishin on tomorrow
prayin it will come





wow l just sailed away when l heard rose Royce's wishin on a star
and re read those beautiful lyrics
what with Hull city losing
the budget
weather
coldness and damp
l just looked at this picture
which l have framed in my front room
listen to Gwen voice and started to wish upon a star
l did some prayin too...more then the wishin

this is just a beautiful soul song

I'm wishin' on a star
To follow where you are
I'm wishin' on a dream
To follow what it means
I'm wishin' on a star
To follow where you are
I'm wishin' on a dream
To follow what it means
And I wish on all the rainbows
That I see
I wish on all the people
Who really dream
And I'm wishin' on tommorow
Praying it'll come
And I'm wishin'
on all the lovin'
We've ever done
I never thought I'd see
A time when you would be
So far away from home
So far away from me
Just think of all the moments
That we spent
I just can't let you go,
For me, you were meant
And I didn't mean to hurt you,
But I knowThat in the game of lovin',
You reap what you sow
I feel it's time we should make up,
babyI feel it's time for us to get back together
Make the best of things, oh baby,
When we're together,
Whether or never.
I feel it's time we should make up,
baby,I feel it's time for us to get back together
Make the best of things, oh baby,
When we're together,
Whether or never
Oh woh woh, ooooooo, ooooo
I'm wishin' on a star
To follow where you are
I'm wishin' on a dream
To follow what it means
And I wish on all the rainbows
That I seeI wish on all the people
We ever greeted
And I'm hopin' on all the days to come
And days to go
And I'm hopin' on days of
Lovin' you so
I'm wishing on a star
To follow where you are
[follow where you are]
I'm wishing on a star,
oh oh,
And I wish on all the rainbows that I see
Oooo, oh oh oh oh oh oh,
[Wishin' on a, wishin' on a, wishin' on a]
Wishin' on a starOoo.
to follow where you are
[Wishin' on a, wishin' on a, wishin' on a]
Wishin' on a starI'm wishin'
Ooooo, ooooooooo
[Wishin' on a, wishin' on a,
wishin' on a, wishin' on a star
][Wishin' on a, wishin' on a, wishin' on a]
Wishin' on a star

Nov 27, 2011

from the decks



The view from the decks you tend to be working on the mix
at some events your a bit higher up
or maybe in the DJ `s booth
all fun and get a sense of the crowd
can be looking at timing on each deck
or even got vinyl deck working and twin CD decks and another vinyl deck either side in the front of you a group can be setting up,
other speaker system getting put u,p
or dance trio or group warming up.
If it outside can be all sorts gathering.
Good place to be.


how very SAD

Wales manager Gary Speed has been found dead at his home.
He was 42.
The former Leeds, Everton and Newcastle star was found hanged at his home in Chester, according to a statement from Cheshire Police.
"At 7.08am this morning, Sunday 27 November, police were informed of an incident at Aldford Road, Huntington. Officers went to the scene where a 42-year-old man was found dead. There are no suspicious circumstances surrounding the death
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Tributes pour in for Speed

Nov 26, 2011

music in the museum of broken hearts

l would like to listen to music if l was left in the museum of broken hearts
l would listen to Partridge family`one of those nites`

Hope l see you in heaven...Larry Norman

Barry McGuire's . . ..callin me home

handle with care...Martyn Joesph...

By now she would for sure be sat listening to these sounds with me..

other wise there is no point.....


Nov 24, 2011

one more time

what would you leave in the museum of broken hearts

how about all those young NEETS
Prisoners of conscience
the failed romances

copy of jimmy helms jack horners holiday

cinema ticket when went to watch Donine Brasco with forever angel

gym key from Paradise bay hotel
old Raleigh chopper

form the desk of kevin waller on the harbour wall

l use to have a photographic memory but the film inside my head ran out when l was 16.
The other week l was sat on the harbour wall at Scarborough and witnessed this great big seal swimming nearby
l only saw this for a short period but l found it thrilling
magic
wonderful
then it disappeared
gone
beautiful moment captured in my video frame in my head.


Used to be a time when there was a fleet of boats fishing from the harbour
not so now

Nov 23, 2011

blessing is a red light that stops you

“A blessing is a red light that stops you, says ‘No, don’t do it yet, take time, have another look.’ It allows presence to become clear. For our rhythm to be restored, we need some kind of stillness, and a blessing offers this chance, a window of wonder on to what is happening.”
well what fun being young can be
the real excitement being with mates and just getting used to be out with own mates
that first sense of making your own decisions
requesting own sounds
this was Go Large 2011
very packed decent playlist
few technical problems
although using own Decks rest of amplification outta my control


good street dancers and some first class hip hop mixing by KW

Nov 22, 2011

2 years of frustrations

Today been another day of interruptions
since 2009 November
with little bite or help from the council
been trying to get some essential repairs done to the rented property
l live in
two years to get simple jobs done


l am quite an articulate person but it been quite a stress
worry
l imagine what frustrations would come around if l was younger and not used to these issues

NICK Barmby has promised to give Hull City supporters a side to be proud of as he plots a bright new era at the KC Stadium.

The 37-year-old enjoyed the dream start to his role as caretaker boss when the Tigers enjoyed a 2-0 win at Derby County on Saturday

by youwot
Tuesday, November 22 2011, 11:46PM

“what thrilled myself about Saturdays game was 3 things the supporters in the chat around the ground `where up for it` ,secondly do not think l have seen a city team celebrate in the last two years,together as much as did on Saturday,lastly already mentioned the sutler style and switch of the ball...”


Nov 21, 2011

Without electricity 3 hours

since around 5.45 this morning we have been without electricity
its cold..so came to my old office and got a warm cup of tea
no real plans for today
but they have now been interrupted

travel into myself


I will travel into myself, lost in a blossoming world.
I will build something strong
in this heart no one has touched.
and open all the doors and ask them inside,
a host among strangers . . .
I will know the love of one,
beyond my making or my desire,
and I will nourish her with the light
of my devotion all the length of my days.
I will travel . . .lost in a blossoming world

that sounds a bit scary travel into myself
but feel l am at that time when l like myself
kind of got used to this being
that is me ,Kevin Waller,,,
yeah he got faults
l know things about him might shock you
but on the whole he`s OK
and YOU are you OK

Nov 20, 2011

love romantic beeches

love walking along cliff tops and beeches
sense of change
tide can be out one day next can be right in and you have to change your route
like life
some day soon l hear there is a new version of

withering heights

l have a quote above from the classic film from way back

The weather has changed and slight hibernation creeped into myself


this Coat was given to me after serving someone else for about 4 years


l had it 4 years


it so warm on a cold day


like today is faster becoming


HAD 4 VERY LATE NITES AND TODAY BEEN ABOUT RECLAIMING SOME TIME JUST TO CATCH UP ON FACE BOOK THIS BLOG AND E-MAILS ALONG WITH PHONE AND THE ODD TEXT





scanning some photo`s came across this pic of Lil Chris and Jordan staying warm a summer ago at cayton bay


happy moments in youth workers life building memories and keeping youths safe while away from home and the challenges there


a real blessing being on a residential

its a job getting a job



its a job getting a job
the travel
out pouring of yourself to strangers
stupid questions
and daft trails
inhospitaltie of the places you travel 100`s of miles to be interviewed



the fact someone expects you to know everything about them
their organisation
fact that its not like they say on the website
don`t have work in other towns
That works not taken off yet
coldness towards the interviewee
the failure to phone back
the cowardliness of sending an e-mail days later

Nov 18, 2011

playlist

so tonight it just me alone on stage with the decks at go large 2011
my 4th year deejaying at this event and apparently l am very popular
so here we go . . . .
" panic on the streets of Dublin Durham Humberside,
hang the dj hang the dj hang the dj`s"

the issues are ?

the issues are ?


























The issues are ?
Best talked through in safe enviroment.
Shared with others who may emphise or at least listen.
Felt with others who have feelings and will not respond Roboticly.
Real . . the may be around for a while even all your life
Different . . whats a worry to me may be a stroll to another
Individual...Issues l face are not perhaps waht you face

home but tired

London is the most exciting City and it our capital
true that
l saw more traffic pass a group of us chatting and laughing at life
then pass my home or village in one year


home but tired
home but tired

Nov 15, 2011

l am away


l am away travelling at present
but you as always are in my thoughts
read some of my old blogs and stay in touch!

the bible in 50 words



God madeAdam bitNoah arkedAbraham splitJoseph ruledJacob fooledBush talkedMoses balkedPharaoh plaguedPeople walkedSea dividedTablets guidedPromise landedSaul freakedDavid peekedProphets warnedJesus bornGod walkedLove talkedAnger crucifiedHope diedLove roseSpirit flamedWord spreadGod remained

Nov 14, 2011

proscrinating

proscrinating



  1. l am trying to do a report for court some friends in trouble


  2. work out the technical equipment surplus .


  3. Travel then manage my way around the capital ,London
    Midlands. and the North East .


  4. Get the correct mix in my play list for weekend gigs


  5. keep fit and healthy


  6. This is the primary . . . do a job application



trying to demonstrate some ideas around consultation and the needs of young people

Nov 13, 2011

why was it so differant?


l do not have all the answers
"but got one question from this experiance"!
why was it so differant?

indoors working on my playlist for few gigs



This week the same young people where so very differant,
the whole area on wednesday was one of tuffness,
hardness,!
could not care less
Friday same group,
disciplined,
really likeable,
talkative,
laughing,
fun to be with,
happy,
entertaining even,
good youth nite.
l do not have all the answers
but got one question from this experiance"!
why was it so differant?

Gigs lined up its all so much fun.
being me l end up listening to the beatles
and showaddywaddy,
mixing kylie and lady gaga.
then l look up done nothing for hours.
or is that sometimes just the point do nothing?

saturday it must be footie

World Football - England stun Spain at Wembley
Sat, 12 Nov 19:07:00 2011
A massive defensive effort saw England cling on to a shock 1-0 win over world champions Spain in a friendly match at Wembley.

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Video:Fabregas: Spain dominated the match

The hosts finally played like a team from coach Fabio Capello’s native Italy, defending in numbers and with great determination as they frustrated Spain and protected Frank Lampard’s 49th-minute goal.
well l thought it was entertaining but l was not happy as we used to many players and the game lost its rhyme and understandability
Who is the best replacement for Wayne Rooney?
Answer
Darren Bent
Danny Welbeck
Bobby Zamora
Daniel Sturridge
Gabriel Agbonlahor
Jermain Defoe
Andy Carroll
Peter Crouch

Nov 11, 2011

11 11 11

11th day of the 11 month of the 11th year of this millennium

apparently if your single this is a lucky day for romance
HERE LOOKING AT YOU GORGEOUS

his face

l just looked at the face in the picture
as he was brought before them
what was ahead for him
how did he feel
he looked so dapper
smart
good looking fella
the kind of person you would like to be with
to help
listen too



this was in a prison
about to be held captive
maybe beaten
not accepted as an equal
mocked ridiculed
shortly he would be killed



l just sat for a long while looking at the face in the picture

Nov 9, 2011

sometimes


tonight the young people were just a bit awkward
then it spread from a few till almost whole evenings was being spoilt by daft behaviour
not moving from the stairs to let others pass
swearing
viewing naked people on the Internet
abusing equipment

it was a bit guy fawkes wow

Nov 4, 2011

LOVE HAS NO SELL BY DATE

LOVE HAS NO SELL BY DATE
LOVE HAS NO SELL BY DATE
LOVE HAS NO SELL BY DATE

Put it together, what do you get? You can have the best, most useful, most spectacular, most dramatic, most spiritual, most whatever you want gift in the world. But if you don’t have love, it does no-one any good and it does you no good. It counts for nothing.
These days, we are inundated with TV programmes about property. How to buy one, how to do one up, how to do up your neighbours, how to find one abroad. Which means most of us know that the three most important things about a house are its location, its location and its location. Oh, and then you might want to consider how many bedrooms, whether there’s a garage, do you like the feel of the living room and so on. Of course, you can have the best location in the world. You can have all the features you desire. But if the house has no roof it’s not a lot of use. It’s no use arguing about whether you’d rather be in Red Street with 2 reception rooms, or in Audley with both kitchen and utility. If there’s no roof you’re wasting your breath.

We can study 1 Corinthians,until we are blue in the face. We can get our priorities regarding the various gifts, the ways in which they are used, the ends for which they are given all absolutely in line with the Bible. But if we don’t have love we are wasting our time.
That is how important love is.
Love is more important than any spiritual gift.




LOVE HAS NO SELL BY DATE
LOVE HAS NO SELL BY DATE
LOVE HAS NO SELLBY DATE
LOVE HAS NO SELL BY DATE

relationship rubbish

l was listening to Millie Jackson and she tends to sing about soulful and emotional relationships,she was singing about the end of a relationship and the guilt and sin of sleeping around
her married partner had been caught out
Millie Jackson kinda puts it from the ladies point of view
but she recognises the rubbish that gets put around when relationship sour
that applies to the Euro community also
there a lot of rubbishing of peoples life's taking place
who would win in a fight between tintin and rupert the bear

Nov 2, 2011

live the life you have, try do best you can,accept 
life not like the movies,its much harder then that.

The Matthew blessing,

  The Matthew blessing, May God grant us enough stupidity to believe? We can go from this place and make the world a better place, May we wi...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"